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In early spring, the buds are green.

The environment of this orphanage is very ordinary, the buildings are old, and the walls of the oldest main building in the dean's introduction are all peeling off.There are some rides, slides and swings, not very well equipped.

However, the atmosphere is very warm, which can be seen from the smiling faces of the children.

"Are you two really not considering adopting a child?" The grey-haired dean tried to lobby again when he was about to walk outside the door, "Same-sex couples have contacted us before, and although the relevant laws have not yet been perfected, the procedures will not It's hard to do."

Her eyes fell on You Yingxi's face, and through a rough observation of the couple, she knew that it was not Jiang Wanzi who made the decision, maybe it was the same with the affairs of the family.

You Yingxi's attitude has not changed: "Dean, you have misunderstood. It is not a problem of formalities, nor is there any financial difficulty."

She explained with the dean’s willingness to hear about it: “My wife and I are very busy with work, and we can’t even accompany and take care of our two cats at home, so we send a lot of money to the pet store and often trouble our friends. "

There are volunteers and volunteers in the orphanage, who are teaching the children. Hearing the immature and serious sound of reading, You Yingxi flashed in front of the few children he saw in the office just now.

At the age of three or four, they probably had similar experiences or were taught by the staff. They knew that only by being good enough could they be adopted by kind people and regain their warmth, so they all scrambled to call people, and even recited ancient poems and sang songs. Come.

Those pairs of eyes looking towards him seemed to see an oasis in the desert.

Treating two unfamiliar adults as life-saving straws.

You Yingxi couldn't help but regret this trip.

Even after careful consideration and homework in advance, when faced with fresh life and real desire, they still took a step back for various reasons, causing the innocent children to fall back to the cold situation.

She said apologetically to the dean: "Compared with what I just said, being a parent is more difficult. In terms of economy, we have a good foundation for adoption, but other things may be beyond our reach." .”

"That is to say, even if adopted, what we can give the child is only material things. If this is the case, it does not have to be in the name of adoption." You Yingxi turned out the address book, and the screen turned on to the hospital. Chang, "This is my assistant's contact information, you save it first, if we can talk, we can establish a long-term funding channel."

The orphanage looked for a lot of places, and compared this one, which was both trustworthy and financially difficult. The director's deeds of charity had been published in many media.

In fact, You Yingxi had already made plans A and B in her heart. Before she came, she thought she could overcome the hurdle in her heart.

But it still doesn't work. She is the product of a family that is divided and full of violence. All her words and deeds are inevitably covered with the shadow of the past. No matter how strong her psychological quality is, she can't guarantee that she will not repeat the mistakes of her parents.

The place was secluded, in an alley, and the car was parked in a commercial building across the street.

He didn't bring an assistant or a driver, You Yingxi drove the car.She had always felt that it was inconvenient for both of them to be unable to drive. Jiang Wanzi had a leg problem. She had experienced several car accidents with her relatives, and she was shadowed. Later, she forced herself to overcome her fear.

The two walked out, Jiang Wanzi held You Yingxi's hand tightly.Winter has passed, and the temperature has only started to warm up in the past few days. Her sick young wife fell ill after the film was finished, and she is not recovering now, her face is pale, and her palms feel cold.

"Do you think I'm fickle? Obviously I said I would come." You Yingxi kicked the weeds growing from the cracks in the bricks.

Jiang Wanzi put her cold hand into her pocket and shook it: "What changed? Nine times out of ten, it's down there."

You Yingxi was speechless: "Hello..."

She really wants to be on top, but what can she do if her physical strength is not enough?Learning is also very difficult, and I always feel that the other party is more painful than cool.Jiang Wanzi didn't laugh at her, she always encouraged her half-truthfully. A few days ago, when she was buying underwear, she even said that she seemed to be talking too much... This person is very talkative anyway.

Before he finished speaking, he suddenly coughed, as if blown by the sudden gust of wind at the door, the cough was particularly severe.

Jiang Wanzi really doesn't know how to take care of her. She has consulted experts and tried both Chinese and Western medicine. Money is not everything in this world, and the root cause of the disease cannot be cured.She was born with a sickness in her mother's womb, and her fitness exercises had little effect, let alone suffering from heart disease later on.

"It's okay, don't look like you're going to be a widow soon." You Yingxi was used to her worthless body.

She remembered going to the Jiang family's villa that occupied almost half of the mountain for dinner a few days ago, and she was still sick. They are very straightforward, saying that You Yingxi coughed as if she was dying, and told Jiang Wanzi to relax on the bed, alas, but it is also very interesting to do it when you are out of breath...

Jiang Wanzi's snotty mouth may also be in the same line, but she became anxious on the spot, and had an argument with the mother who cursed her wife, and almost fought each other.

You Yingxi and Xie Ru couldn't help laughing.

They got out of the car without a bag, and Jiang Wanzi wore a Kodakya children's water bottle that didn't match her personality. It was very popular in the orphanage, and the children liked it very much.Wu Dandan received the news from You Yingxi, and had already included this water cup in the list.

The water cup has a good thermal insulation effect, and the lid can also be used to drink water. Jiang Wanzi poured her a cup and handed it over: "Don't curse yourself either."

Haven't stepped into the three-digit life yet, Jiang Wanzi knows how hard it is for You Yingxi to live to this day, from ten to 17 years old, from their first meeting to the second meeting, she actually has half the chance to meet Her under 17 years old.

Therefore, I am both grateful and disgusted with You Yingxi's tenacity gifted by fate.

If possible, I hope she will not encounter so much suffering.

Jiang Wanzi's expression was very serious, she wasn't joking.You Yingxi drank water obediently, her throat was not so itchy, and her dryness was also relieved. She said, "It won't work if you talk too much about bad things."

The other party did not speak, and turned the lid of the cup in silence, as if a little angry.

The person holding her hand slowed down, and Jiang Wanzi also adjusted her pace, and both of them stopped walking.

"My wife, don't be angry, I won't say that again in the future." You Yingxi turned to her side, her verbal consolation was not enough, she pulled her hand away from Jiang Wanzi's palm, and gave it to someone who didn't cut corners. tight hug.

Her voice is still a little hoarse, but her articulation is very clear, and her lines are very good.

When Jiang Wanzi heard those words knocked into her ears, she was both helpless and funny.

You Yingxi: "I just like the way you feel sorry for me."

"I used to be a walking dead, that was before. Because of you, I have landed a long time ago. I like you so much, and I finally got you again. I will live well for you."

She has always kept her word, she doesn't have to make multiple vows, if she says she won't curse herself again, she won't.

Jiang Wanzi wanted to reprimand her a few more words, but she lost her anger. A smile slipped out of her mouth without her approval, and she rubbed You Yingxi's head vigorously: "Straight ball, sweet mouth, no wonder you have a wife."

Her hair has grown a little longer, almost reaching her shoulders, and she has a slightly permed curl. You Yingxi is not an idol, but she likes to dye her hair. Maybe it’s because of the volume of her hair that she won’t go bald. This time it’s a little brick red The orange color makes her less sickly than the wind blowing.

Jiang Wanzi messed up and took charge of straightening it out again and again, not letting go of the stray hairs, she was careful and gentle.

You Yingxi smiled and said, "Are there only these two advantages?"

She continued to walk towards the entrance of the alley. She was in a good mood, and her steps jumped up.

"I like everything about you."

"Perfunctory."

Jiang Wanzi chuckled, "The one I like the most."

"...Why do you always speak yellow accent?"

"I didn't. I obviously praised you for your connotation. Tsk, it turns out that you were thinking wrong."

"..."

Urban transformation, there are very few young people in this alley, and a few people in Hanfu walked up to me. I don’t know if there is a suitable location nearby.The two were recognized without sunglasses or masks.

The group hesitated for a while before coming forward.

One is because of Jiang Wanzi's stinky face.

The second reason is that You Yingxi looked a little cold.

Friends around have also noticed that since Tan Xing passed away, You Yingxi's clothing style has changed.In the past, it was not so formal and rigid, and the private server was occasionally embellished with very childish accessories, but now it is not close to anyone for the whole life.

Today, You Yingxi is wearing a white casual suit made of very hard material, with a narrow waist design, a light blue shirt buttoned up to the top, and an industrial-style watch on his wrist.

She is still a very soft and warm person in her bones, but after kindness caused misfortune to others and herself, she decided to take back all the warmth.

We took photos together and signed autographs.The one who handed over the fan is really a fan of You Yingxi, with tears in his eyes, very excited.

"Signed on the fan? Isn't it a limited edition product?"

Jiang Yu is in elementary school and likes two-dimensional things like animation and games. You Yingxi bought her figurines and accessories, knowing that some things are limited in quantity and very precious.

Fan: "Just sign it."

It was as if her eyes were glued to You Yingxi's face. The appearance on the screen was nothing compared to the real person. She was as pretty as a template for plastic surgery, but she never used a knife.

The people next to him laughed, You Yingxi lowered his head to sign, and heard the fans ask in a low voice: "Can I sign a heart?"

Jiang Wanzi coughed, and she was also signing. She was a boy in ancient style haori, a movie buff.

"Ask Director Jiang." You Yingxi said with a smile.

Fans are embarrassed and dare not ask.

You Yingxi looked at Jiang Wanzi, who agreed after receiving this expressionless look.

It's strange that the identity of the strict wife is suddenly reversed at this moment, the fans are confused and don't know whether it is Jiang Wanzi who is in charge of You Yingxi or You Yingxi is in charge of Jiang Wanzi.

After the fans left, the two continued the serious topic.

"We have never had children, do you feel regretful?" You Yingxi asked.

Jiang Wanzi: "You are not in good health. Pregnancy and childbirth are very dangerous and debilitating. I can't bear it."

This is her first consideration, and when she said it out, she was afraid that the other party would think that she had skipped regrets on purpose, so she added: "Besides, do I not have a uterus? If I want it, if I have regrets, why didn't I come to conceive it?" ?”

She is very sure: "I have no regrets. The most regrettable thing in my 30 years of life—"

You Yingxi heard Jiang Wanzi sigh: "I promised you to break up back then."

"It doesn't matter, we are married now and will always be together." You Yingxi said.

Jiang Wanzi nodded, and asked again: "Then do you want a child?"

You Yingxi was silent for a while, and was about to go out. Looking out from the entrance of the alley more than ten meters away, there was a lot of voices, and adults walked by leading children from time to time.

She said: "Sometimes I want it, but I don't have the cost to realize that want."

"It is said that no one is born to be a parent, but I am obviously the second, and I am several years younger than my sister, and they have not been able to raise me well. This matter may be too difficult, even if there is more The class is also theoretical, I don't want the one I was born to be used for practice, and it failed again."

Jiang Wanzi understood what she meant, even if it was only half the probability, she would not want to hurt the child who was forced to be born because of her own desire.

The afternoon sun fell through the clouds, and the golden light was filtered by the leaves and became speckled.

With intertwined fingers, she squeezed You Yingxi's hand: "Then we two will have a good life and live to the end."

You Yingxi smiled: "Okay."

The author has something to say: this part of the episode is over, only the one for the lottery on the 20th is left, so see you after the 20th!And ddd, you can still find me some extra stories before the end, but I will finish the article on the 20th after I finish writing it, so hurry up.

If you want something extra, you can go to the lottery, there are very few people, and the chances are very high.

It should be a serious episode, right?Why do I feel that I have written all the play...

Dragon Boat Festival Ankang!This chapter gives out red envelopes!