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The past year has not been deserted. Elders like Qin Song and friends like Gu Xuxi and Wen Tangtang will send you an invitation to You Yingxi for dinner, as if they had discussed it in private. , from the [-]th to the seventh day of the new year, every day, for fear that she would be left alone thinking about things.

After Mo Shuyi and Bian Chuan reunited, the wedding is already on the agenda, the contract of the wedding company has already been signed, and the auspicious day is considered good. Although this event has caught up with everyone, everyone is more or less affected. It has some influence, but it can't be said? Delay is postponed.

More than 300 square meters of villas, the restaurant is so big that everyone is seated, but it still looks a bit empty, so that Mo Shuyi was coaxed again to get married and have children. Having a noisy meeting is a lot of fun?The prospective couple are not in a hurry about this matter, they always feel that after getting married, they may not necessarily have children, which are obviously two different things.

The dumplings just out of the oven are steaming, everyone has different skills, and the dumplings are made in different shapes. Min Younian's dumplings are all exposed, and there is still a layer of oil floating in the pot when they are filled.

Bian Chuan used to work in a magazine, but now he has opened a studio with a few like-minded friends, and his business trips are less frequent.But the experience of traveling all over the country in the early years still had an impact, and the taste of food became less southerner. A mouthful of raw garlic and a mouthful of dumplings tasted so strong that Mo Shuyi carried a bowl to the group of sisters opposite.

"I said? Year after year, next time you make dumplings and wontons, you should go play games, don't waste food." Bian Chuan's dislike for the dumplings with exposed stuffing was palpable.

Min Younian's provocative skills remain the same as before: "Eat it in your stomach? It's a waste, come on, Xixi, eat one."

After eating, only half of the dumpling wrapper was left outside the meat filling. After chewing and chewing, it got stuck. It turned out that it was still mixed with coins.

These two oboe singers wanted You Yingxi to eat dumplings that meant good luck in the coming year. She couldn't help laughing. She got up and went to the kitchen to wash the coin and put it in the Drying on the sink, returned to the seat, picked up the remaining half and continued to eat, and said: "Thank you."

This? A large table of people don't know what to say? The words of comfort not only fail to convey the meaning, but may also touch the pain in the other party's heart. After a while of silence, it turned to Mo Shuyi and Bian Chuan's wedding. .

You Yingxi: "May [-]st, right? Isn't this a very good day? It's hard to book banquets, right? Don't postpone it."

"Then do you have to come? Ah." Mo Shuyi originally wanted to say something, bring your partner, and remember the current situation of the other party, so he decided to let it go.

You Yingxi nodded and said? Of course.Her expression was very plain, but she was always able to bear it. This rare depression made people feel particularly worried, so I don't know if she was pretending to be plain or really wanted to let go.

The people here belong to the core of You Yingxi's social circle, and they already know what they should know, and what they don't know combined with the revelations that spread all over the Internet can be guessed in close proximity.Especially the high-rise building where the identity of the owner is still a mystery, Min Younian exclaimed, "Why was it when I was studying? I always felt that someone was secretly following me.

How to put it? Well, rather than unexpected, those who are closer to the occasional confusion in the past all have answers.

I even feel that this ending may not be bad for Tan Xing. She walks away very easily, and it will pass in a while. Pain is long-lasting for people who survive.

This? Maybe just what she wanted.

Because You Yingxi had to go to the hospital to stay with her in bed at night, the dinner ended very early this time, and it was about to break up after eight o'clock.

Wearing simple home clothes, she sent a group of people to the door. There was heating in the house. She didn't wear socks on her feet. Her ankles protruded as if they were going to be cut out of the skin. She was a little sickly thin and had a normal complexion. .

Tao Huanhuan is a fan of the original work of "Chao Tian Que". He chased the serialization back then and had several mobile phones confiscated. Although he is looking forward to the performance of the TV series, he is still more concerned about You Yingxi's body now. Do you want to take a break? The film crew Should be able to understand over there?

You Yingxi smiled: "No need."

"By the way, Tao Tao." You Yingxi called people to stop, "I won't go there tomorrow, you play, I have to go to Yunan County."

Her voice was neither loud nor soft, and the content was enough to scare the few walking in front to stop. Min Younian frowned: "What are you doing in Yunan County?"

Before Bian Chuan could react, he muttered, "Yunan County? The loquats over there are delicious."

Mo Shuyi coughed a few times, Bian Chuan listened to her, and heard her say: "Why are you so stupid, Tan Xing is from Yunan County, a town below."

What are you doing in Yunan County?

Yes, what are you going to do?

On the day You Yingxi woke up in the hospital, many people came in and out of the ward, including those in the company and friends from inside and outside the circle.Then there was a bang. Just as Min Younian and the others were about to leave, the door was opened vigorously by someone outside. Suddenly a shadow flashed in front of them, and rushed to the hospital bed with a bang. Qin Song didn't even hear it. , still calling Yue Xue back by the window?

No one paid attention, and was blinded by a loud slap.

There was also the sound of the water glass shattering on the ground, everything reminded You Yingxi of the day when You Yinuan died.She was sitting on the hospital bed, dazed, a puddle of water was splashed on the hospital gown, and she didn't realize it.

You Zhuangchen lost all strength, and You Yingxi's head was tilted to one side, the right side of his face didn't have any marks, but was completely swollen? The corner of his chapped mouth was also bleeding.

The few people who knew You Zhuangchen stopped in their tracks with astonishment on their faces.

Qin Song didn't know him, and he forgot to tell Yue Xue? Wait, holding the mobile phone in the call, he stepped forward and scolded: "Are you crazy? You dress decently..."

"Sister Song, he is my father." You Yingxi said.

After she finished speaking, she showed a somewhat self-deprecating smile.

So far, there is only one so-called father whose surname is still related.

Qin Song choked for a moment, this little cognitive deviation did not affect her to continue to scold people, and she scolded more fiercely: "Yo? Mr. You, so? What do you look like? Are you like this? A father? I’ve been Xixi’s manager for so many years, and I’ve never met you before. I either ignored you or slapped you when I met you. I have no way to teach another daughter. I don’t reflect on myself. Forget it, you still use Xixi as a punching bag, where do you have such a face?"

You Zhuangchen seemed to turn a deaf ear to the long series of stories, staring at You Yingxi with bloodshot eyes, and asked in a trembling voice: "Is this why you are her sister? You came here by yourself? It's okay to be on a crooked path, your mother is such a crazy woman, and you won't be much better off, but Tan Xing finally came back to me, so can't you treat her well and leave me with a thought to spend my old age peacefully? !"

You Zhuangchen has always been an elegant gentleman in You Yingxi's impression. Even without his wife's care later, his shirts are still ironed and fit snugly, but today it is completely different.

I don't know if it's because of the exhaustion of traveling all the way or because of the heavy snow that has submerged the entire Yanjing. He is in a mess from head to toe, his clothes are stained with water and dust, and his hair sticks limply like he forgot to spray it. The scalp and the receding hairline fit a man of this age.This kind of fatigue seems to be a bit older for a man who has always paid attention to his appearance.

Handsome is still very handsome, that is to say? It's like farting, Qin Song can't listen to it at all, but? In the end, she is an outsider, so it's not easy to drive people away rashly.

You Yingxi remained silent, and You Zhuangchen reached out to strike again, but she held his wrist in mid-air.

"you……"

You Yingxi was actually very weak, and she didn't care about her instinctive reaction. She still used the hand with the indwelling needle inserted. The backflow of blood from the front end of the infusion tube made her skin too white, and the veins on the back of her hand were also obvious. The whole person is as weak as a cardboard man.

She looked at You Zhuangchen, who was suffering the pain of bereavement, and didn't mind making the instigator of all tragedies more painful. Although her voice was soft, the words were sonorous, hitting the other person's heart: "Andu Old age? No matter how crazy my mother is, she never cheated or betrayed her family, right? Yu Shurong, Tan Kerou, my sister, me, and Tan Xing, each of us is innocent."

"Dad, you are the one who is the least qualified to spend his old age peacefully."

Saying this seems to have cost You Yingxi a lot of effort, her face became even paler, her brows were deeply furrowed, she let go of the hand that was holding You Zhuangchen's wrist, and coughed violently with her fist against her lips. .

The stab wound on the abdomen wasn't that deep. It was because he didn't receive good care during the two days he was kidnapped. It got worse and healed poorly.

Qin Song was so distressed that he asked Wu Dandan to call the doctor quickly, and those friends who were about to leave immediately surrounded him. Bian Chuan seemed to do it on purpose, and with a big stride, he squeezed You Zhuangchen who was stupefied. Open, he? Caught off guard and fell backwards.

The last farce also happened at this time. The next second after the doctor arrived, several professionals in suits and leather shoes also knocked on the open door symbolically, and asked politely: "Excuse me? Are the family members here?"

You Yingxi was still coughing violently and didn't answer. The doctor lifted up her hospital gown, only to see that the wound had split open again, and bits and pieces of blood oozed from the gauze.You Zhuangchen was late for a long time. He stood up straight in the eyes of the crowd, and said in a hoarse voice, "I am."

Nothing else? Just let me know that the family members need to sign for the procedure.

Tan Xing's funeral has been handed over to this company. She signed the contract without telling everyone before her death. She will not be buried in Yanjing or Jiangshi, but will be buried with her biological mother. Fallen leaves return to their roots in Yunan County.

Not long ago, You Zhuangchen kept saying "Tan Xing finally came back to my side" like a joke? Tan Xing's attitude towards him has long been written in his attitude of refusing to change his surname when he entered the house.He signed his name with a face as white as a piece of paper, and the writing became slower and slower, and he paused for a long time when he reached the word Chen, as if he could continue the father-daughter relationship that Tan Xing had cut off personally. It seems longer.

It's just self-deception.

What can you do in Yunan County?

You Yingxi can’t say it either. I know exactly what she’s thinking. There seems to be some kind of force pulling her to go to Yunan. .

In a small county on the [-]th line, I heard that cremation has only been implemented in the past few years, and the scope is limited to the city.The place where Tan Kerou was buried was in a more remote village, and Tan Xing was also buried there. After entering the village, you had to rely on a local guide to find a small hill. , Climbing up is a bit strenuous.

You Yingxi was dressed casually, without a hat or sunglasses, her hair was loose, the bottom of her sports pants and her sneakers were covered with mud, which had slowly dried into cracked clods.

Dressed like an ordinary person, without makeup, not as ostentatious as usual when attending events, so no one recognized him along the way? He was just praised as beautiful by the simple guide.

"Beauty, it's there, see? It's under that pine tree."

You Yingxi nodded.

The guide was a little emotional: "Really, I said before? I found my own father, and thought that life would be better. Why did she disappear at a young age? Her mother is also famous in our town. She sings beautifully. She used to be a grandson My brother’s daughter-in-law was often invited to sing at banquets, she was so beautiful, that’s to say?

You Yingxi lowered her slender eyelashes, thanked her, tried her best to avoid the muddy places, and stepped on gravel and weeds all the way up the path.

The pine tree is evergreen, and the shade is not as good as the cover. It is estimated that it is only about ten years old, and it was planted behind Tan Kerou's grave.

It was drizzling, You Yingxi took off the hood of his jacket, and stood in front of Tan Xing’s grave for a long time, then remained silent for a long time, turning his head to cough from time to time, his face turned pale and his neck slightly Red, the whole person is sickly.

Maybe it's a heart disease, maybe it's the sequelae left after the injury. Her health is worse than before.

There are two bouquets of flowers in hand, one for Tan Xing and one for Tan Kerou by the way.

By the way, how can there be so many? By the way, many? Behaviors are actually subconscious.

You Yingxi is not so kind, but thinks of Tan Xing? Once he leaves, after a hundred years, this pine tree will be towering even if it blows in the wind and sun. Tan Kerou, a building that is forcibly integrated with nature But the graveyard will be reduced to a desolate scene full of weeds.

As a human daughter, Tan Xing's sympathy for her biological mother's loneliness like snow can't make up for this bit of face in the world, but only the living care about the face, and the bouquet sometimes only comforts the living.

Will she get over it in the future? No matter how painful or uncomfortable she feels in her heart, she will get over it.

Because... You Yingxi stared at the tombstone in the rain, lowered his head and smiled.

Those things that Tan Xing can't get may be the negative impact of the body on wearing, or it may be as long as it continues to develop? Some results eventually evolved into no matter what our relationship is, as long as you remember me , Remember me for the rest of my life, no one can replace me, it is the most special existence, that is enough.

Jiang Wanzi is your inseparable half, and I want you to take out another piece of heart and store me in it.

Even if it's just the fate of sisters that continued halfway, the meeting when I was young and the intimate relationship when I grew up, the two phases overlap, Tan Xing knows what kind of person You Yingxi is, so she will tell her sister? Come? Thousands of times, you will surely? Save me in the snow.

Kindness and tenacity, don't you give me a share of goodness, and you have to repay it a hundred times and a thousand times.

So even knowing that there was a knife prepared for her on Tan Xing's body, she couldn't bear the heart of her sister sleeping alone in the ground, let alone knowing her last wish and not fulfilling it.You Yingxi would walk over without seeing the danger, bent down and squatted down, the flesh was cut open by the sharp knife, leaving wounds one after another, and she had to endure the pain to collect her.

This younger sister is just as stubborn as she is, even worse, but in the completely opposite direction.Whether it’s good or bad, you do everything you can to like the other person? If you don’t want to admit it until you die, that’s liking.

If you can't get me, you want me to hurt, you want me to hurt like you, and you want me to remember you forever.

It's ok, because it's you and my sister, there's nothing wrong with it except that kind of feeling.Anyway, in my more than 20? years of life, there were very few happiness in my life, and you were in it, but maybe the sadness lasts longer than the happiness, who knows?

The collection and fulfillment are also done with the attitude of my sister's tolerance.

It was the identity of You Yingxi who Tan Xing loved and hated the most during his lifetime.

In the end, even if heaven and man are separated forever, they have become like this? They know each other's hearts, and they are unwilling to let each other go, as if they want to entangle the evil fate of life after life.

You Yingxi stood in front of Tan Xing's tombstone for a while, her hair was a little wet from the rain, and there was a thin layer of moisture on her face.The weather was very cold, and sometimes she wanted to say something, but she paused when she opened her mouth, so she could only stare at the gas she exhaled, watching the white mist dissipate in the air.

At the foot of the mountain, there are people taking turns to control the open fire. She didn't bring paper money candles, and she didn't know about this? Can similar media spread some words for her? In the past.

But if you think about it carefully, there is actually nothing to say.

If the other party doesn't want to hear it, it's better not to say it.

The relationship between them is not in Tan Xing's negligent plan for the aftermath, and it is also reasonable in the eyes of others, so the person who carved the tombstone would take it for granted that the family members' names be stamped on the side, Classify You Yingxi into the range of sisters.

Those who meet will decide to leave, but they can't separate and can't let go.

But it won't? It's what you want, and it won't? I said? If you don't want it, you can don't.What you said is right, but it’s also not right. This kind of entanglement and entanglement did not originate from that candy, but from this kind of blood relationship.

Halfway down the mountain, You Yingxi met You Zhuangchen face to face.

Both of them paused in their footsteps, You Yingxi came back to his senses first, his eyes lightly took over the other's pale temples, his throat rolled, and he didn't call out after all, he went straight to the side, You Zhuangchen turned his head Say to the daughter who is walking like flying: "Xixi, wait for Dad, let's have a meal together."

You Yingxi just turned sideways, and gave You Zhuangchen a side face that was so vague that only the outline remained in the misty rain, as if the two were so pale that they had to rely on the same surname to wake up each other's memory Like blood.

She put her hands in her pockets, coughed for a while with a pale face, and then smiled softly: "I have to go back to Yanjing to work, next time."

Next time.

Many? This kind of next time means there will be no next time.

You Zhuangchen didn't go any further, he stopped at the same spot, and You Yingxi in his sight disappeared from the back to the black spots and then completely.His face was full of dejection, his back was slightly hunched, and he lost the spirit of being proud of the spring breeze.

Maybe this daughter will never come back to them again from now on. That slap interrupted the remaining father-daughter relationship, and the desired old age finally became a well-deserved one. desolate.