Daily life of outdated stars

Xu Jia's mood today is a little low, maybe it's because Bailu called him in the morning and chatted with him for two or three minutes, then hung up the phone in a hurry; maybe it's because the weather is gloomy today and it's been drizzling all the time; maybe it's because the crew members The attitude towards him has become more ardent...

He managed to finish the work at hand, fell into a long-lost gloomy mood, and didn't want to go home after get off work, so he asked the driver to drive directly to a hotel with good security in the city.

Xu Jia had a VIP card for this hotel. After quickly checking in, he entered the room and fell directly on the bed—the protection mechanism of his brain took effect, and he soon fell into a deep sleep.

The dream was not peaceful, he seemed to have returned to the time when he was at the lowest point.

He stood in the empty venue, the lights were dazzling, and he walked through the rows of seats, wondering why his fans didn't come.

The scene in front of him suddenly changed. He was standing in a familiar yet unfamiliar crew. He wanted to see the director, but was told by the assistant director that his role had been changed, and the director didn't want to see him.

Why change?Hasn't he been filming for more than ten days?

He walked forward in a daze, and saw countless familiar and indifferent faces.

"The cover has changed, so either take pictures of the inside pages, or just forget about it."

"This endorsement will not be renewed when it expires, and the brand side is also very sorry,"

"Your salary must be lowered, you are no longer a popular star."

"If you don't try online dramas, the directors of star dramas won't like you anymore."

"People, I always have to accept my fate. I really can't bear it. Retiring from the circle and marrying Bai Fumei is also a way out."

Xu Jia ran with all his strength in his dream, trying to get rid of these sad faces, he seemed to have succeeded, but fell into a new cycle again.

He stood next to the wine table, and he seemed to be able to smell the smell of food and alcohol at the tip of his nose. The low-quality speakers were loud, but he could hear it—it was his own singing.

Xu Jia looked at the crude stage in front with difficulty. He saw himself a few years ago, holding the microphone awkwardly, singing a song that many people loved to hear.

Not many people in the audience cared about him, they had their own happiness.

Xu Jia took a step forward, as if he was at the edge of the stage in a second. He wanted to say to his former self on the stage: "Don't be afraid, you won't accept this kind of commercial performance in a few years."

What he really said was "Don't be afraid, you will get used to this kind of life soon".

On the stage, he opened his eyes wide, clenched the microphone tightly and staggered and fell towards the ground——Xu Jia tried to catch him, but only caught a cloud of air.

How could he catch himself? After all, that year, he really fell on the stage, which caused a lot of laughter, and half of the commercial performance fee was deducted.

Xu Jia looked at the former him who silently took the commercial performance fee, did not take a taxi, but walked aimlessly along the long road.

The setting sun was setting little by little, and the dark yellow street lights sprinkled on his face. Occasionally, vehicles would pass by him, and the white lights would briefly illuminate the road ahead of him.

Xu Jia looked at his own back, he forgot whether he was crying at that time, but he knew that this road will eventually have an end, and he can always bear it.

Xu Jia was walking, and woke up from a dream. The phone displayed three o'clock in the morning - he opened the phone and found that there were many missed calls on it - most of them were from Bailu, and the rest were from Bailu. It belongs to Assistant Zhang.

Xu Jia dialed the Bailu phone in a daze, and the other party answered the phone almost in the next second. He said, "Xu Jia, are you awake?"

"Wake up, where are you?"

"I'm next door to your room."

"I'm not at home, I'm staying in a hotel today."

"I know, I'm right next door to you," Bailu's voice was very low, as if deliberately suppressing his emotions, "You are at 1108, and I am at 1110."

Xu Jia's drowsiness dissipated completely, he almost "jumped" up from the bed, slipped on his slippers, and before he even had time to turn on the light, he rushed directly to the door and opened it.

He saw the bright overhead lights in the corridor, he saw the pompous Western sculptures, he saw the red-eyed white deer standing at his door.

Xu Jia couldn't speak, he hugged Bai Lu instinctively, feeling almost dependent on the man in front of him for the first time.

Bai Lu also hugged him tightly, he slid his hand over the folds of Xu Jia's clothes, and asked him softly, "Why don't you take off your clothes to sleep?"

"I was so sleepy, I fell asleep in bed, and the phone was still on silent, so I didn't hear your call."

"It's all my fault. I wanted to surprise you, so I didn't say anything in advance."

"Blame me. I'm not in a good mood today. I didn't go home. Did you miss out?"

"Not at all. As soon as I got off the plane, the staff told me that you were not at home." Bai Lu pressed his chin on Xu Jia's shoulder, "It took a lot of effort to find you, and even used some unsightly tricks. .”

"I have a membership card here, and I directly swipe the card to book a room, so it's not easy to find someone."

"Then the next time you want to run away from home, can you stay in a hotel under my name, it will be very easy to find."

"Okay." Xu Jia was easy to talk tonight, like a soft and well-bred cat.

"I want to go to your room and sleep."

"it is good."

Xu Jia hugged him, and the two entered the room together, the door closed behind them, Xu Jia wanted to turn on the light, but Bailu stopped him.

"Don't turn on the lights."

"Why not open?"

"I want to kiss you in the dark."

"Can you see me?"

"can not see."

"then you……?"

"I can try it."

As soon as the words fell, Bailu kissed Xu Jia's lips precisely.

They kissed in the dark, sweet and lingering, Xu Jia's emotions were also relieved little by little with this kiss.

He has gone through a nightmare, and he will also usher in the light.

He should believe that his future will get better and better, because he has a lover who will not leave him.