The man thought I was a woman dressed as a man

Lin Suian lowered his head and said softly, "Brother Yan, don't shout."

Yan Su's eyes were dark, but he didn't talk nonsense.

Lin Suian washed his clothes early in the morning, wearing short-sleeved shorts, revealing fair skin, but because of his shyness at the moment, there was a nice pink color.

"Shout ahead of time."

Lin Suian pursed her lips tightly and struggled for a long time, thinking that she could not change the paranoid character of the hero.

Although he was called his wife by a man, Lin Suian felt a little strange.

But this appellation not only represents gender, but at a deeper level, it is the appellation of intimate people.

Compared with the titles between relatives, it sometimes has a layer of lingering sentimentality. I am valued and cared about by others...

Because of Xu Liao's matter, Lin Suian has been alone for more than a year. Although there is nothing wrong with Lin's mother, and the rumors behind the group of people have not reached her ears, Lin Suian is lonely.

He is envious of couples, friends, or simply classmates who can walk side by side on the street.

Even if the family members comforted him over and over again, it was Xu Liao's business. He was sick, and everyone else followed suit and had no opinion, but it still couldn't fill the emptiness deep in Lin Suian's heart.

He needs someone who validates him on a non-kin basis.

That's why he cared so much about Glass who was willing to chat with him.

But now, Yan Su uses a more intimate title to evaluate his position...

Noncommittal, Lin Suian blushed.

After taking a deep breath, he quickly hung up his underwear, and when he was about to take them to the balcony to dry, Yan Su suddenly grabbed him by the waist.

Lin Suian was startled and jumped into the air for no reason, not knowing why he thought it was.

"Put me down."

Lin Suian fell down on the sofa, Yan Su put him on the sofa, then got up and went to his own room to find something.

Lin Suian slightly propped up his elbows and half-raised his body.

?

Lin Suian was tangled, and suddenly the phone rang, and when he opened it, he found that it was his cousin who had eaten at a newly opened soup dumpling shop on the way to school.

She sent a picture, saying that it was so delicious that it exploded.

By the way, she also brought a copy to Lin Suian. Knowing that he had no class this morning, she asked him to wait for her in the dormitory, and she would come over soon.

Cousin probably has nothing to do today, she might have to play games with Lin Suian in the dormitory for half a day if she can bring things over.

Lin Suian thought for a while and replied yes.

At this moment Lin Suian heard footsteps, he looked up and saw Yan Su took out a small gift box.

Lin Suian opened it and saw that he had seen this thing before.

A hand-held transformation device of a certain hero in an anime, which is the original version. Lin Suian wanted to collect a second-hand one on the Internet, but he was afraid of encountering unscrupulous liars, so he never bought it.

He had seen it in a shop near the school.The peripherals collected by the owner himself, even after seeing the actual product, he thinks it is genuine.

But there were too many people coming and going in that store, Lin Suian didn't have the nerve to go up and buy.

Even when he was alone before, he didn't dare to enter that kind of lively shop alone.

"Why... gave me this?" Lin Suian was half lying on the sofa. In the live broadcast before, when his cousin told him how to use the beautiful girl's magic transformation device, he missed the shop owner's this very much.

Lin Suian pressed the switch, and saw that the transforming device was turned on, and the light was on in the middle, exactly the same as in the anime.

Yan Su said softly: "When I went to the Japanese grocery store yesterday, I passed by that store. I saw you kept looking at it in the car."

"Later, I wanted to ask you what you wanted to buy, but I asked someone to ask the shop owner. He has an impression of you..."

——Is that the tall and thin young man?

——When I saw him passing by, I would turn my head to peek at my transformation device.

——I also wondered why he didn't come in and buy it. This hero's transformation device is a bit old, and the children now don't know it.

Yan Su bought it, but did not find a suitable time to give it to him.

Yan Su looked at Lin Suian holding the transforming device and said, "Like this?"

Lin Suian froze for a moment, his expression darkened.

In fact, I didn't buy such peripherals before.

However, he looked at the surroundings of this transforming device for a long time, and he never bought it. It was not because he felt embarrassed, but because...

It was because after he fell out with Xu Liao, the dust fell to the ground. When everyone sympathized with Xu Liao for targeting him, Lin Suian fell into a sense of powerlessness.

He doesn't like being alone.

But he can only pretend that he is not afraid of being alone, and that he can live well by himself.

Lin Suian looked up at Yan Su above, and said softly, "I wished to be a superhero when I was young."

When you or others are in danger, you can rush to save everyone as soon as possible.

But when he grew up, he later found out that he couldn't be a hero.

Being targeted by a group of people, he couldn't find a better way to deal with it, and lived alone.

Even, there is no hero who falls from the sky to save himself.

Every child is willing to believe that when the transformation device lights up, the hero who saves himself from the fire and water will fall from the sky, or attach himself to himself, so that he can punish the evil and eliminate the evil.

The shop owner's transformation device is the weapon of Lin Suian's favorite hero.

Lin Suian turned on the transformation device, his voice was trembling, and his eyes were slightly red: "At that time, I was thinking, if there are really heroes in the world, please let him wear it until the night when Xu Liao wronged himself, and let everyone know the truth Just like..."

He doesn't want too much, just ask the hero to satisfy him.

He didn't dare to say these words to his cousin, for fear that he would feel childish if he said it.

But he really couldn't help it.

At that time, the conflict between Xu Liao and himself was barely suppressed, and they seemed to live in peace, and other people seemed to have no taste in life, so they brought up this matter and talked about it.

Yes, they haven't beaten themselves, nor have they targeted themselves everywhere.

But for more than a year, I, my cousin and even my elders also came forward and said that Lin Suian didn't sexually harass men because he was drunk.

But others don't believe it.

He hummed on the surface and pointed behind his back.

Sometimes before he goes to bed, he occasionally thinks that someone in other places will talk about himself as a joke, and he feels uncomfortable

Lin Suian didn't want to tell others the details of that time, because he had told others many times before, but no one listened.

People like to seal up unhappy past events.

That's what Lin Suian did, so he simply didn't talk about what happened at that time.

But he remembers it clearly.

"Brother Yan, I just wanted to go to the bathroom. On his birthday, I attended his birthday party for the first time, and I prepared a gift for him. I was very happy during the day, and my cousin even gave it to me specially. With a new outfit... I think, since I'm going to someone else's party, it's polite to take it seriously." Lin Suian's voice trembled uncontrollably, but he still looked at Yan Su and said word by word.

"I still remember everyone who was there that day. I walked along the corridor to the bathroom. Xu Liao came out of it. He hit me and was about to fall to the ground. I helped him up. Then I pressed my shoulder and said he He thought I was pretty, he said he had seen me at his uncle's house before, and asked me if I had a date..."

What happened after that, Yan Su also knew a thing or two from other people.

It was Xu Liao who pressed Lin Suian against the wall to force him to kiss him. While the two were struggling, when the other person heard the voice, Xu Liao immediately turned black and white.

It was the first time Lin Suian made it so clear to Yan Su.

He was afraid that Yan Su would hear some people still rumouring about the wrong version of this matter in the future.

What if more people say it in Yan Su's ears and he believes it?

Lin Suian was afraid of this.

"I don't know how long everyone was arguing at that time. Some people were fighting, some were scolding me, and some were acting as peacemakers at home because it was Xu Liao's birthday. I just remember that I really wanted to go to the toilet."

"But I don't want to go there at all. When Xu Liao was struggling with me, he didn't even zip up his trousers. He did it secretly after other people came over."

When Lin Suian said this, he avoided Yan Su's eyes in embarrassment.

Lin Suian looked at the transforming device in his hand, opened it, and closed it.

Looking at Yan Su's gift, he didn't know whether to cry or laugh, and he didn't have the nerve to go in and buy it, so he gave it to himself.

It's not that I don't have the money to buy it, and it's not that I feel ashamed and embarrassed to buy it.

Lin Suian woke up and his nose was sore, "Brother Yan, do you think I remember it too clearly?"

Yan Su looked at him, not knowing what to say. After such a long time, Lin Suian can still remember so clearly, which means that he has been entangled in this matter all the time.

He couldn't forget.

Forget it, and make that bastard Xu Liao happy too.

Lin Suian picked up the transforming device in his hand and opened and closed it: "When I saw it in this store later, I didn't buy it because I bought it back, but the hero didn't come out to help me solve it completely." What should I do?"

Hope turned into disappointment, it is better to be a beautiful thought.

As for Lin's mother, she was also very annoyed at the time, and she always wanted him to transfer to another branch campus, or become an exchange student.

But Lin Suian refused. He had to stay in Huadu at that time.

The reason is to help my cousin not become a vicious supporting actress.

So he stayed here in response. In order to dissuade Mrs. Lin from thinking, he even told some lies, claiming that it had been resolved and everyone understood the truth.

The follow-up is that Lin Sui'an doesn't interact with other people. They point and point behind his back. Lin Sui'an behaves normally in front of Lin's mother again. He should eat and drink. He can even study hard to get good grades and apply for the Xiyuan dormitory. .

Mother Lin really thought he had handled the matter well.

He can't say these things either.

Lin Suian turned on the transforming device in front of Yan Su, and said with a wry smile: "Look, brother Yan, there are no heroes, I know very well, I just have a look, it's useless if you buy it for me. "

Yan Su held his hand, and leaned closer, even closer.

His eyes were bright, his voice was low but hoarse and decisive: "Brother Yan will be your hero."

Yan Su got closer and closer, Lin Suian leaned back on the sofa, and the two breathed closer.

Lin Suian was embarrassed, and stammered, "I'll just say it casually..."

"But I'm serious, Sui Sui." Yan Su narrowed his eyes and asked, "Did Xu Liao kiss you at that time?"

"No," Lin Suian shook his head, and then smiled smugly.

"He was a drunk at the time, and I wouldn't have been subdued by him. If I hadn't been drunk at the time, and my head could react a little faster, he wouldn't even have struggled with me. I even felt that he slandered me at the time, didn't I I kicked his lower body, and he bears a grudge."

Yan Su's eyes were deep: "Then give me your first kiss, okay?"

Lin Suian stared at him without moving, um...huh?Then his eyes widened, his pupils shrank, and he pressed his hands on Yan Su's arms.