kiss you while drunk

Gu Ruo hugged her hard behind Jiang Xinran, almost rubbing her thin back into his chest.

There were sparkles in her eyes, her voice trembled, and she said nothing in the end.

Only after being silent for a long time, she pressed against Jiang Xinran's back neck and lamented, "Sleep, Ranran, go to sleep..."

Gu Ruo was timid, she was afraid to talk about those past events.Some things are wrong for a lifetime, no amount of guilt and repentance is intentional, but more like an excuse for incompetence.The important thing is to make up, how to treat this sad woman in my arms in the future.

Gu Ruo has never been timid, there is only one thing she dare not face in her life, and that is the farewell to Jiang Xinran back then.

But in Jiang Xinran's eyes, it seemed that she was insignificant in Gu Ruo's heart, so she didn't even bother to give her an explanation.

Jiang Xinran looked out the window, the wind was blowing and the clouds were moving, and the moonlight as bright as jade was covered by a group of black clouds floating over, leaving only a vague halo.

Even the best moonlight is sometimes covered by dark clouds.

A feeling of exhaustion surged from the bottom of his heart for a moment, Jiang Xinran sighed deeply tiredly, and even his shoulders weakened feebly.

She slept very restlessly, and had those sad dreams back and forth.

It is a dream and a memory.

With eyes tightly closed to the point of frowning, and eyelashes trembling uncomfortably, Gu Ruo quietly turned her over in the nightmare, faced him, hugged her from the front, her neck drooped, and held her in an oppressive way. A kiss fell on her collarbone.

A very light kiss with all my heart, like treating a fragile treasure. When I touched it, Gu Ruo's shoulders trembled slightly, and her eye sockets hurt to the point of being wet. She didn't want to let tears flow down, so she had no choice but to kiss her softly. He pressed his eyes hard on Jiang Xinran's shoulder.

Jiang Xinran only felt pain in his shoulder in his dream, as if he had been burned.

After a long time, in the quiet night, Gu Ruo's voice was so low that it was panting, trembling and hoarse, with only three words: "...I'm sorry."

Never leave you again.

Or please don't leave me.

……

I didn't sleep well and got up early the next day.Jiang Xinran's eyes were sore, just as he raised his eyelids a little, a soft chest came into view!She was so scared that her brain stopped for three seconds. At first glance, she thought she did something absurd yesterday.

After she saw Gu Ruo's face clearly, her brain started to function, and after she sorted out the cause and effect, her heartbeat gradually calmed down, and she was a little embarrassed about this posture for a while.

It's too intimate, it shouldn't be between her and Gu Ruo.

She gently raised Gu Ruo's arm that was hanging around her waist, trying to get out of her arms without disturbing her, just after she lifted it a little, Gu Ruo woke up, a pair of obsidian-like eyes opened, With a bit of sleepiness and ignorance, it is very different from the usual reserved, there is a kind of stupid cuteness, which makes Jiang Xinran's heart stagnate for a while.

Gu Ruo looked calm and said good morning to Jiang Xinran.

"Morning...good morning..." Jiang Xinran almost bit his tongue, clutched his chest and hurriedly got out of bed, and hid in the bathroom to change clothes.

No one mentioned last night's conversation again, and they maintained a tacit understanding with each other.

The boring birthday party, the disgusting host and guests, the dinner was at noon, so Jiang Xinran took two bites of food, and then said that he would have class in the afternoon, and left with Gu Ruo first.

Gu Ruo sent Jiang Xinran back to Linyuan University, 50 meters away from the school gate, Jiang Xinran asked her to stop at the intersection, "Just come here, I can walk back by myself."

"There is still a long way to go, I will take you to the dormitory."

"No, it's not good for others to see."

Gu Ruo looked at her delicate side face, and wanted to ask her what she meant by the bad words.

But he didn't speak.

Today, she has no position to say such a thing.

The only thing I can say is: "Okay, be careful on the road." After a pause, he added: "Report me safe when you get to the dormitory."

Jiang Xinran was noncommittal, unbuttoned his seat belt, bent down after getting out of the car, and smiled at Gu Ruo: "Thank you for helping me and sending me back. I owe you a favor."

She smiled nicely, but only superficially, there was no smile in her eyes.

If Jiang Xinran smiled from the bottom of his heart, his eyes would become sparkling, shining like the Milky Way, and the corners of his eyes would be charmingly curved, unlike now, which is polite and alienated.

Gu Ruo stared at her deeply, no matter how reluctant she was, all she could say was an unfamiliar "You're welcome".

Jiang Xinran turned and left, Gu Ruo watched her back until she walked into the campus and disappeared around the corner in the distance.

……

After Jiang Xinran returned to the dormitory, he did not report Gu Ruo's safety.

Based on her current relationship with Gu Ruo, she didn't take this sentence seriously at all.

The communication between adults is like this, mixed with a lot of polite words just out of politeness, just listen to it, if you really care about it, maybe the other party will be annoyed, why is this person so ignorant of the rules, even polite words Can't hear it.

"Xinran? Didn't you say you went to a banquet? Why did you come back so early?" All three roommates were there, and the one near the door was surprised to see Jiang Xinran come back.

"Yeah, I came back because I was catching up with the thesis." Jiang Xinran smiled and put down the bag.

The four people in their dormitory are graduate students of the same major, but they are not the same as their supervisors, so their research directions are also different.

Jiang Xinran follows her mentor. The current project is the research and development of a new type of hepatitis virus antibody. The other three are engaged in the research of tumor antibiotics and some specialize in enzyme engineering. Except for the employment issue, there is basically no topic, and the other three have boyfriends, often do not go back to the dormitory, and the relationship between the roommates is not close.

"Hey, have you heard? The roof of the dormitory next door leaked in the middle of the night, and the four of them hurried out in their pajamas in the middle of the night."

"Really? I said why I heard something vaguely in my dream yesterday, but they are too miserable. They can't book a hotel in the middle of the night, right?"

"..."

The roommates chatted. Jiang Xinran was a little tired and didn't want to participate. He took his laptop and planned to go to the laboratory. On the way, his phone vibrated, and it was Gu Ruo who sent her a text message.

"Have you arrived at the dormitory?"

The text message this time was much more serious, just one sentence, nothing strange, but when Jiang Xinran raised his eyes, he saw the last text message, the sobbing soy emoji.

It's unimaginable that a serious person like Gu Ruo can chat with expressions.In fact, Jiang Xinran never saw Gu Ruo cry.

She is a resolute person, and there is probably nothing in the world that can make her cry.

Jiang Xinran thought for a while, and replied a text message: "It's here."

Very cold, without unnecessary words.

After returning home, I looked at my phone in a daze, and almost bumped into the old tree in front of the laboratory building.

After Jiang Xinran went to university, she set up a new mobile phone number because of the campus network, and everyone contacted her through that new mobile phone number.And the number she used in high school was originally intended to be canceled.Her life is not well-off, so she tries to save as much as she can.

They have already arrived at the business hall, took the number, and when her number was called on the radio, she hesitated, escaped from the business hall, and never looked back.

The old phone number has been kept until now.

Jiang Xinran can find countless reasons to lie to herself. She kept that number because she was nostalgic, worried that she would not be able to contact her old classmates, and the number was catchy and easy to remember.The real reason is only clear to her.

I was afraid that when Gu Ruo called in one day, she would not be found.

This is the only connection she has with Gu Ruo.

The old number hadn't rang for many years, and even the carpet bombing advertising text messages had forgotten this number. Jiang Xinran thought that it would never receive any more messages, just like Gu Ruo had disappeared from her life forever.

Suddenly one day, the number rang, and Gu Ruo followed him back, appearing suddenly like a magic trick, which caught people off guard.

And the number that Gu Ruo sent the message was actually the one from high school.

Did she deliberately keep it for so many years?Just like yourself?

Jiang Xinran didn't dare to think, she couldn't give herself such hope, and her heart would hurt even more if it failed, but every time she saw the number Gu Ruo sent her text messages, she would involuntarily raise hope in her heart, and it would be tortured again and again.

At three or four o'clock in the afternoon, Jiang Xinran finished the experiment of the control group and was sorting out the experimental data on the computer, when Gu Ruo's text message came again.

"You eat too little at noon, remember to pad something, there are soda biscuits on the outermost layer of the backpack."

Jiang Xinran was taken aback, and hurriedly pulled over the backpack that was placed next to him, opened it, and found that there were three soda biscuits lying quietly in the outermost bag.

People with old stomach problems can't eat sweet ones. This kind of salty soda biscuits full of wheat flavor is just right for afternoon tea.

When did she put it in?Jiang Xinran thought, he didn't know at all.

There was a sudden warmth in my heart.

Jiang Xinran tore open a pack of biscuits, took out a piece, and bit it lightly with his teeth, the soft and crispy taste left a fragrance on his teeth and cheeks.

The work is too focused, and the hunger will only hit when the food is in the stomach.

She chewed the biscuit and thought, this is probably Gu Ruo's trick again, using this kind of small favor to deceive her heart, so as to wait for an opportunity to hurt her again.

But the corners of his mouth curled up unconsciously.

While eating, Jiang Xinran replied to Gu Ruo with only two words: "Thank you."

Nowadays, there are very few people who use text messages to communicate with each other. With the development of social networks, text messages have become a contact method that is gradually eliminated by the times.

After Jiang Xinran rejected Gu Ruo's friend application that day, Gu Ruo didn't add it, and she didn't want to answer Gu Ruo's phone calls, so text messages became their only way of contacting at this stage.

In the evening, Gu Ruo sent another text message, reminding Jiang Xinran to have dinner on time.

While eating in the cafeteria, Jiang Xinran thought lightly, wondering if Gu Ruo had eaten on time.

She didn't know that Gu Ruo was sitting at the conference table for a remote meeting at the moment, and sent her a message in his busy schedule.

Gu Ruo is still too young after all, and has just taken over the management rights of the Gu Corporation in the Greater China region. She needs to quickly familiarize herself with the company's business in order to convince the public. Every decision requires careful consideration.Gu Ruo often worked overtime at the company until twelve o'clock, then took the computer back to her apartment and fought until the early hours of the morning.

The so-called meal is nothing more than two bites of cold rice that has hardened when I think of it.

……

After the meeting, Gu Ruo returned to his office, threw himself into the office chair exhaustedly, lowered his head and pinched the bridge of his blue nose, waited until he felt some strength in his shoulders, then picked up the phone and stared at the screen , Send a text message to Jiang Xinran.

"Did you sleep?"

Check the time, it's just after ten o'clock in the evening.

Jiang Xinran replied: "Catch up with the paper."

A smile appeared in Gu Ruo's eyes, as if the burnout in his bones had dissipated a lot.

Jiang Xinran suffered from procrastination when she was in high school. Every holiday homework piled up until the last day to write. She also stayed up all night and struggled like this. In the end, she still couldn't hold her eyelids, and fell asleep leaning on Gu Ruo's shoulder, unable to wake up even pushing.

Every time it was Gu Ruo's night-time fight to help her finish her vacation homework.

Also be careful not to move the left side of the body, so that Jiang Xinran can sleep more comfortably.

Sometimes Jiang Xinran would smack her lips, hang both arms around Gu Ruo's neck, roll her whole body into the hollow of her shoulders, and bury her face in Gu Ruo's neck after a while, her pink lips seemed to have nothing to do with it. Pressing against her neck, her moist breath made her feel unbearably hot in the sweltering air of August.

The soft touch like a feather prevents the young Gu Ruo from concentrating on doing her homework at all. She can't help but glance into her arms, her heart beating like a deer, and she looks down at the bright and comfortable girl in her arms. , just around the corner.

Gu Ruo boldly pinched Jiang Xinran's chin, let her look up on him, and secretly kissed her.

At the beginning, it was just superficial, the girl's lips were softer than what Xiao had imagined countless times in his mind, the texture was like jelly, and he could even taste the sweet and greasy milk fragrance. poke in.

Jiang Xinran groaned in his deep sleep.

Gu Ruoru was sitting on pins and needles, she was so frightened that she hurriedly withdrew, not daring to act rashly.

Until it was confirmed that it was just a dream of the girl with the sweet fragrance in her arms, and then continued, but this time, going down, biting her side neck...

So the next morning, when Jiang Xinran looked in the mirror, he would always stare at his neck hard, pointing to the red marks on his neck and complaining to Gu Ruo, "Ruo Ruo, there are too many mosquitoes here, look, they bit my neck." So many bags. It's strange how these bags don't itch at all..."

Gu Ruo's face became hot, and she didn't dare to look directly at Jiang Xinran, and bowed her head guiltily and coughed dryly.

Unbeknownst to Jiang Xinran, it was the first time Gu Ruo kissed her.

It was also Gu Ruo's first kiss.

It's just the first time, and I've already tasted the marrow and tasted it, and I can't extricate myself.

……

Gu Ruo drove away from the company, instead of going back to her apartment, she drove in the opposite direction, towards Linyuan University.

The car was parked outside and locked, Gu Ruo walked into the campus alone, and walked downstairs to Jiang Xinran's dormitory.

It's not the gate, but the small garden on the other side, facing the balcony of the dormitory building. Gu Ruo looked up to the fifth floor, trying to find out which room Jiang Xinran's dormitory is in.

She took out her mobile phone and called Jiang Xinran.

Jiang Xinran had just saved the thesis, closed the computer, stretched, took out a box of milk from the cabinet in the lower right corner of the desk, put it in his mouth, and planned to finish drinking and sleep, when Gu Ruo's phone call happened at this time.

Jiang Xinran was the only one in the dormitory again, and all the roommates went on dates.

Jiang Xinran glanced at the phone and wanted to hang up the phone, but his hands shook and he pressed the answer button.

Minutes and seconds were counted on the screen. Jiang Xinran held his breath and thought for a while, then put the phone to his ear as if giving up struggling.

The dormitory was too stuffy, she stood up with milk in her mouth, and walked to the balcony, trying to get some air.

"What's the matter?" Jiang Xinran leaned against the fence of the balcony and cut straight to the point.

She has already taken a shower, and the pajamas she is wearing today are a cotton dress with a low-necked vest design, exposing large shoulders and collarbone.

"Are you asleep?" Gu Ruo stood under a banyan tree in the garden at the bottom of the building, leaned on the trunk, and looked up.

His eyes were fixed on the balcony on the farthest side of the fifth floor.

The balcony was lit, and the light was clear. Gu Ruo could see Jiang Xinran without much effort, wearing thin pajamas, reclining lazily, the gentle moonlight fell on her, wrapping her slender arms in a layer of water-like Light gauze, with an almost translucent smooth texture on the shoulders.

The long ink-colored hair was also dyed with moonlight, and it was scattered on the shoulders, making the skin whiter, and the whole body was covered with a halo.

It looks very attractive.

"I just fell asleep and was woken up by you." Jiang Xinran bit the milk straw, lying without blinking his eyes.

Gu Ruo stared at the lithe and graceful woman on the balcony, and heard her lie without blushing, couldn't help pursing the corners of her lips, and raised them upwards.

A gust of wind hit, as if it brought the fragrance of Jiang Xinran.

Sweet and soft.

Delicious food.

The repressed emotions in Gu Ruo's heart moved upon hearing the wind, like a beast that had been starving for a long time in a cage smelled meat, and began to slam its head against the iron railing violently, making a crackling sound.

She pinched her fingers, brought the phone close to her mouth, suppressed her voice, and let out a low laugh.

Jiang Xinran's ear was directly facing the receiver, so the deep, lustful laughter filled her eardrum without leaking, just like Gu Ruo's laughter when he pressed himself against her ear.

She could even feel the heat of her breath, otherwise why would her ears feel soft and hot for no reason?

Jiang Xinyan's eyelashes flickered, he squeezed the phone tightly, and muttered: "What are you laughing at?"

Gu Ruo stared at her with dark eyes, and after a while, breathed out in a hoarse voice, mixed with her laughter: "Happy."

The joyful tune was transmitted to Jiang Xinran's ears along the signal, and it was so infectious that Jiang Xinran's chest began to jump happily, unable to control himself.

Jiang Xinran suddenly had a thought, and asked the phone like a raving voice: "Gu Ruo, is there any place you want to go?"

Gu Ruo concentrated on thinking for a few seconds and said, "Yes."

"The ice cream shop in front of the high school."

Jiang Xinran seemed to pause for a moment.

After a while, he lowered his eyes and said softly, "Are you free next weekend? I'll go with you."

The voice entwined by the moonlight was so slender that it trembled a little, very seductive.

Gu Ruo's throat was tight, and her eyes were fixed on the woman on the balcony on the fifth floor, watching the cool wind blowing over her face, sticking her hair to the corner of her graceful jaw, watching her delicate fingertips shatter Her hair hooked back, revealing her slender neck, watching her turn around and throw away the finished milk carton, then leaning her back against the railing, exposing her delicate and beautiful butterfly bones under the moonlight.

So white, it even exudes a jade-like glimmer.

This is Jiang Xinran's active invitation, how could Gu Ruo have the heart to refuse.

She opened her mouth, "OK."

Only then did I realize that my voice was so hoarse that I could barely speak.

Gu Ruo looked at her back, and in the night, there were deep and huge waves in his eyes.

I really want to rush up to the fifth floor now, wrap Jiang Xinran up, pack it up and take it away.

This woman should only be hidden in her arms, only she can see.