kiss you while drunk

The study was supposed to be a quiet place, but at this moment there was an unnecessary chaotic sound.

In fine weather, the curtains of the floor-to-ceiling windows are very thin, which can cover the scenery outside, but not the light. The sunshine in March is already strong, and it is easy to leak in through the knitting gaps.

The back of Jiang Xinran's heart was pressed against the brand-new tabletop, clutching Gu Ruo's front, his fingers were clenched white, as if he wanted to push Gu Ruo away fiercely, and at the same time, he seemed to want to pull her closer to his eyes Come.

Gu Ruo supported her ear with one hand, her long black hair slid down from her shoulders, and the tips of her hair mixed into Jiang Xinran's long hair scattered on the table, entangled in a charming way, making it impossible to tell who I am.

The curtains were drawn, but the windows were open, warm air was blowing in from the outside, and a corner of the curtains was lifted.

Jiang Xinran raised her heart to her throat, bit her lip, and dared not make a sound, for fear of being overheard by others.

Her hair is entangled in one place, and her breath is also entangled in one place. Gu Ruo is so close to her that her eyelashes can touch her cheek in the blink of an eye, and she can see her expression completely. Seeing her panic, He bowed his head and kissed her ear, and showed a playful smile, deliberately playing tricks.

"!" Jiang Xinran's eye sockets dilated suddenly, his pupils constricted into a single point, and he raised his upper body high, put his fingers into Gu Ruo's shoulders, and finally couldn't help but groan.

The breath mixed with water vapor that came out together sprayed into Gu Ruo's shoulder socket, making it hot.

Gu Ruo snorted in a muffled voice, broke the strings of reason, and couldn't bear it anymore and went crazy.

……

From the sun just right, until the sun is setting.

A bright afternoon was wasted in the study.

When Gu Ruo went crazy, Jiang Xinran couldn't control it. She had to wait until she had lost her temper and her eyes were clear before she could break free from her shackles.

What Jiang Xinran taught her about being gentle and taking her time is all behind her.

Later, Jiang Xinran cried again until his eyes were red and his voice was hoarse. He pushed Gu Ruo weakly, but she picked up his wrist and kissed him from the tiger's mouth to his fingertips.

At the end, Jiang Xinran was so tormented that he could not speak, his forehead was covered with sweat, and even the roots of his hair were soaked, his eyes were half-closed tiredly, and he was carried out by Gu Ruo to take a bath in a daze.

After Gu Ruo bathed Jiang Xinran, she wanted to carry her back to the bedroom to sleep for a while.

Jiang Xinran was wrapped in a big bath towel, clutching the edge with both hands, blushing and said I'd go by myself.

It's too embarrassing to be hugged by Gu Ruo every time I finish it.

Maybe it was because Gu Ruo held back his energy today, Jiang Xinran became conscious faster than usual, and felt that he could walk on his own.

As a result, as soon as his toes left the ground, his knees trembled and fell on Gu Ruo.

I didn't feel anything when I didn't move, but when I moved, the muscles of both legs trembled in protest, Jiang Xinran was so sore that he gritted his teeth.

In the end, Gu Ruo carried her into the room.

The difference is that this time Jiang Xinran was picked up soberly.

She hung her arms on Gu Ruo's arms, lowered her head with a hot face, feeling Gu Ruo's every breath against her ears.

My heart was beating like it was on fire.

Ever since Gu Ruo's bedroom was converted into a study room, the bedroom that belonged to Jiang Xinran has now become a bedroom for two people. Everything in it is in pairs. A pair of pillows for couples on the bedside, and casually placed on the bedside table The two mobile phone chargers, the plush pig slippers personally selected by Jiang Xinran under the bed...

Gu Ruo put Jiang Xinran on the bed, covered her with the quilt, pushed her hair away, lowered her head and pecked her forehead, and said softly, "Go to sleep first, and I'll bring you dinner when the meal is ready." Come."

As for why it was brought, it is self-evident.

Jiang Xinran became even more ashamed, and hurriedly nodded to push Gu Ruo out.

When the meal was almost ready, Jiang Xinran had almost rested. Although her waist was still sore and weak, she grinned for a while, but she was able to walk anyway, so she put on a nightdress and walked out of the bedroom slowly.

Gu Ruo was cooking the last green vegetable, the oil was sizzling, and with the sound of the range hood, he didn't hear Jiang Xinyan come out.

Jiang Xinran supported his waist. When passing by the study, he saw the half-open door and couldn't help it. He walked in and took a look.

Seeing the mess in the room, he took a deep breath.

Every "relic" can match some details of this chaotic afternoon.

Jiang Xinran's mind kept flashing back, the clearer the memory, the stronger the sense of shame.

The water stains on the desk had dried up into marks, but the ones that had dripped off the edge of the desk and seeped into the carpet, leaving a dark spot in the light-colored wool, hadn't dried out yet.

Jiang Xinran's neck was so red, she hurriedly backed out trembling, closed the door, and thought to herself, it was all caused by Gu Ruo, let her deal with it by herself.

……

In the blink of an eye, it was mid-March.

One weekend, Jiang Xinran and Gu Ruowo were in the study room. Gu Ruo was typing on the computer, not knowing what to do, Jiang Xinran was reading on the tatami with a book in his hand.

When Jiang Xinran was fascinated by the reading, he suddenly heard Gu Ruo click his tongue lightly, thinking there was some difficulty.

Jiang Xinran was curious about what could stump her, and when she saw the wonderful place, she dropped all the books, walked around the desk, and walked behind her, "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing." Gu Ruo opened a local news that popped up on his computer, and moved the computer screen so that Jiang Xinran could see it clearly.

Jiang Xinran read a news headline, which was the urban planning of Linyuan City in the second quarter. It was nothing more than which areas were built roads and which areas were demolished. It was nothing special.

Is this kind of thing worthy of Gu Ruo's fuss?

Jiang Xinran was about to laugh when Gu Ruo pointed to the words in the center of the screen and said, "This street in Linxi District will be completely demolished."

Jiang Xinran took a closer look and found that it was an old street. Linxi District is a remote area of ​​Linyuan, and its development speed is slower than other districts. The street that Gu Ruo mentioned is a village in the city, with many illegal buildings and densely populated people. , is not easy to manage, and should have been dismantled a long time ago, but there have been problems with the bidding, so it was delayed until this year.

"Isn't this place supposed to be demolished long ago?" Jiang Xinran propped his elbows on the desk, tilting his head to look at Gu Ruo.

As cute as a cat.

Gu Ruo's heart softened, he grabbed her by the waist, hugged her and sat on his lap, tapped the screen again, and explained to her: "This is where I grew up."

Gu Ruo grew up in an orphanage.

Jiang Xinran thought for a while, and suddenly understood.

The orphanage where Gu Ruo grew up was in this village in the city.

Jiang Xinran's heart ached.

She didn't ask about the conditions of the orphanage where Gu Ruo grew up. She thought that even if Gu Ruo's mother left the child in the orphanage, she would find an orphanage with acceptable conditions.

But he didn't expect that place to be in an urban village where three religions and nine streams live together.

Gu Ruo's childhood experience can be seen in general.

Gu Ruo would never have taken the initiative to tell Jiang Xinran about these things before, and if she hadn't, Jiang Xinran would never have known.

Now, Jiang Xinran didn't ask, so she took the initiative to tell her. She was not afraid to expose her old background and had no reservations about Jiang Xinran.

Thinking of this, Jiang Xinran looked at Gu Ruo distressedly, and asked her, "Do you want to go back and have a look?"

Gu Ruo's heart trembled when she stared at her, he couldn't help rubbing her chin for a while, and then smiled and said, "No."

"Aren't you going?"

"I was there..." Gu Ruo paused, then whispered, "I don't have any good memories."

"Go. I'll go with you." Jiang Xinran held her face and said seriously: "I want to know how my Ruoruo grew up."

Gu Ruo was caught in the heart, and his pupils flickered a few times.

She blocked her throat and rested her chin on her shoulder. After a long time, she said, "Okay."

On the next Sunday, Jiang Xinran took the opportunity to go to the orphanage in Linxi District with Gu Ruo.

Since the relocation of this urban village has been completed, the originally bustling alleys now look like an empty city.

On a sunny day, looking at the messy wires and low eaves, I felt an indescribably desolate feeling.

Through the winding alleys, Gu Ruo followed the path in memory, and led Jiang Xinran to stand in front of the former orphanage.

The orphanage was a private institution, and it did not comply with the regulations. It was ordered to close down many years ago, and the building had long been abandoned. The corners and eaves were covered with cobwebs, and it was even more dilapidated than the outside.

The broken water bucket that has been faded by the sun is crooked and toppled beside the flower bed. The plants in the flower bed have not been taken care of and have long since dried up. There is an open-air faucet inside. The plastic pipe has long been oxidized and brittle, and the metal faucet is covered with rust. Wrapped in layers, not a drop of water can flow out for a long time.

It is said to be an orphanage, because it is not formal and occupies a small area. There are only two buildings, one with two floors and the other with five floors. In addition, two walls less than two meters high form a yard, which can be used for children's activities. The area is pitifully small.

"Ruoruo... you grew up here...?" Jiang Xinran was so surprised that he even doubted his tone.

How can people live in such a place?

Gu Ruo didn't answer her, just said: "Come with me."

She took Jiang Xinran to the second floor of the low building.

The second floor is the top floor. The building was built too early, and the insulation is not in place. It is only March, and people standing in the house already feel stuffy and suffocating.

Everything that could be sold was sold, so there was only an empty room full of dust.

Gu Ruo stood at the corner of the wall, pointed to a space next to the wall and said, "This is my bed."

Jiang Xinran walked over to feel the place where she slept.

The corner was actually more stuffy than the center of the room.

"There used to be dozens of children living in this room, and my bed was squeezed into a corner. I sweated a lot in summer, and I couldn't take a bath every day. So every summer, my body always had a sour smell. Those children covered their noses and ran away when they saw me." Gu Ruo was able to face all this calmly, and even laughed aloud as he spoke, "Sometimes it's really hot and dizzy, so I sneak out in the middle of the night to enjoy the cool in the yard It's a pity that Linyuan is too bustling, with feasting lights and feasting, which illuminate the night too brightly, so in those days of enjoying the cool, I didn't see a single star."

She said calmly, Jiang Xinran listened quietly, and as she listened, her heart became sore, as if someone had been chiseled with a dull hammer. Gu Ruo, buried his face in her chest and listened to her heartbeat.

Dongdong is powerful.

I don't know how much suffering she has suffered to walk in front of Jiang Xinran.

Jiang Xinran thought, it seemed that during the days when she and Gu Ruo were together, no matter in the past or now, she was the one enjoying Gu Ruo's favor.

"Ruoruo," she said, with a strong nasal voice, "from now on, I'll watch the stars with you."