kiss you while drunk

Jiang Xinran cried for a long time.

Gu Ruo did not shed any tears, but Jiang Xinran shed them for her.

After crying, my heart was blocked and my nose was sore, but I could no longer shed tears.

The tears dried on the face, like a layer of glue, stretching the skin on the face, making Jiang Xinran feel that his whole face was being pulled.

Gu Ruo didn't stop Jiang Xinran from crying. After she finished talking about herself, she kept silent, hugged Jiang Xinran tightly, and told her with her body temperature that she was by her side.

It's all over, about those painful past events, from now on, there are only the two of them, and no one can separate them.

Jiang Xinran cried until his head was starved of oxygen, Tianling Gai was in severe pain, and his ears felt like two balls of cotton stuffed, lazily lying on Gu Ruo's chest, not wanting to move.

Gu Ruo's front was wet from her crying, and Jiang Xinran's side face was pressed against the cloth of Liangjinjin, feeling very uncomfortable, and said sullenly, "Ruoruo, I feel uncomfortable."

Gu Ruo tensed up a bit, and asked her, "Do you want to take a shower?"

"Yeah." Jiang Xinran didn't even bother to nod his head, so he hummed, lay on Gu Ruo's body, and didn't move.

"I carry you?"

"Yeah." Jiang Xinran's face was slightly hot.

So Gu Ruo put her in the posture of lying in his arms, supported her knees, and hugged her up.

Jiang Xinran wrapped his arms around Gu Ruo's neck, and folded his whole body in Gu Ruo's arms, looking very delicate.

Just like that, Gu Ruo hugged her tightly and led her into the bathroom.

Gu Ruo put her on the sink and sat down, took her face towel, turned the angle of the faucet, and adjusted the water temperature to an appropriate temperature. The temperature was just right, and it was very comfortable to rub on her face this day.

Gu Ruo dipped a towel in water, pinched Jiang Xinran's chin, and carefully wiped away the tears on her face bit by bit.

After a while, a face returned to its fair appearance.

Jiang Xinran leaned her back against the mirror on the wall, lowered her eyes, and looked at Gu Ruo.

"You take a shower." Gu Ruo said, "I'm going out."

Fear and shivering appeared in Jiang Xinran's eyes, and he took her hand, "Don't go."

"I'm not going." Gu Ruo softly said, stroking the corners of her eyes with her fingers, and smiling slightly, "I'll go to the kitchen to heat you a glass of milk, you've been crying for a long time, you need to replenish water, or your eyes will hurt when you wake up tomorrow morning."

"I don't want to drink milk, I just want you to be with me." Jiang Xinran pulled her, pouted and was about to cry again, "I don't want to be alone, I... I'm afraid."

What is there to be afraid of when an adult takes a bath alone?Jiang Xinran just wanted to spend more time with Gu Ruo.

Gu Ruo knew that Jiang Xinran was still feeling bad for her and feeling sorry for her.

Gu Ruo's chest was warm and warm, she stretched her brows, smiled indulgently, and took a step back and said, "I won't go, you take a shower, I'll watch at the door, you can see my shadow through the glass door as soon as you look up, Um?"

"How do I know if that's you? What if you leave a doll outside?"

"Will not."

"I'm worried."

Gu Ruo smiled helplessly, so she took another step back, "Then I'll stay here with you?"

"What if you peek at me?" Jiang Xinran wrinkled his nose, "I haven't fully forgiven you yet."

"I turn my back?" Gu Ruo probed.

Jiang Xinran finally smiled with satisfaction: "It's not too bad."

The corners of Gu Ruo's mouth twitched, "Ranran, you just put me on fire."

Jiang Xinran blinked and smiled playfully, "This is called punishment, who told you to keep it from me?"

Gu Ruo supported the corner of her forehead, curled her mouth slightly, and sighed, "Yes, whoever made me do something wrong, I will accept the punishment."

Just like that, Jiang Xinran took a difficult bath.

Throughout the whole process, Gu Ruo was a very upright gentleman, not only turned his back, but also closed his eyes.

Unable to bear her extremely keen hearing, listening to the sound of water pattering behind her, the blood in her body began to rush restlessly.

The tips of the ears kept vibrating, and soon became congested with blood, and even the neck and the side of the face turned red, as if drunk.

The straight back shook slightly.

Her willpower has never been very stable with Jiang Xinran.

It's amazing that the weak will is so precarious, but it has persisted until now.

Jiang Xinran's heart beat even faster.

She had never been so bold before, Gu Ruo was here right now, just pointing the back of her head at her, as long as she turned her head, she could see everything.

The fingers holding the shower were shaking all the time.

The fingertips that were stained with water droplets were so delicately red that they were more beautiful than the petals in the morning.

After washing, wipe dry.

Putting on pajamas, Jiang Xinran walked behind Gu Ruo barefoot, with her round toes stepping on the non-slip mat.

His lips were about to bleed, he took a deep breath, and then let it out again.

Gu Ruo only felt a warm, fragrant wind blowing by her ears.

Rumors are on the back.

The spine was straight, and the hairs on the neck stood up.

Jiang Xinran stretched out an index finger, poked Gu Ruo's shoulder blade cautiously, "I've finished washing."

I saw that butterfly-shaped bone tightened a bit, and it was as vivid as a real butterfly flapping its wings.

Gu Ruo nodded very stiffly, not daring to turn to look at Jiang Xinran.

She was afraid that Jiang Xinran's prank would escalate and reveal something else.

Then she would really be burned to death.

Especially now that there is steam in a room, the small space, the atmosphere is warm, fragrant and charming.

"You wash up too, it's getting late, go to bed early." Jiang Xinran told her.

Gu Ruo nodded again.

Adjust the water temperature to the coldest, so that the heart is cool, and the fire in the heart is suppressed a lot.

He folded his nightgown and went back to the room, and froze again.

Jiang Xinran lay on her bed calmly, and even brought over the pillows from her own room.

"You..." Gu Ruo was at a loss for words.

"I want to sleep with you tonight."

Gu Ruo's scalp was numb, so she had no choice but to let her do whatever she wanted, "... let's do it."

Lying on the bed, Jiang Xinran really hugged her like an octopus.

Turn off the lights and it gets darker, and the feeling is more obvious.

Gu Ruo swallowed vigorously, the sound was so loud that it sounded like thunder in the dark.

A drop of sweat rolled directly from the forehead into the temples.

She thought Jiang Xinran didn't know, but Jiang Xinran heard it very clearly.

Jiang Xinran hugged her, put his cheek on her chest, listened to her violent heartbeat, and pursed his lips into a snicker.

You deserve it, for making you act like a mouthless gourd, hiding from me for so long.

You have to suffer.

Gu Ruo was waiting for Jiang Xinran to fall asleep, but Jiang Xinran asked her soberly, "Ruoruo, why didn't you tell me before?"

Gu Ruo choked up, and said in a low voice: "Speaking of the past is just an excuse. What's the use of it other than proving my weakness? I thought that as long as I treat you well, you will be moved, so let me let it be in the past." Buried in the sand and never mentioned again."

"It's a shame that you're still the boss, how could you have such a stupid idea!" Jiang Xinran was furious, "If you don't tell me, I'll always be misunderstood? Don't you feel wronged?"

"There's nothing to be wronged." Gu Ruo laughed at himself and chuckled, "It's not a misunderstanding, it's true that I hurt you and abandoned you. No matter what the reason is, this is unforgivable."

"Didn't you think that speaking out would increase my favor for you?"

"Really?" Gu Ruo was surprised.

"..." Jiang Xinran was so angry that he couldn't help but laugh.

In the past six months of co-authoring, Gu Ruo has been so stubborn, and has never thought about it at all.

In the past six years, she has been blaming herself wholeheartedly, and she has put all her sins on her, whether they were caused by her or not. In her heart, no matter what the reason is, the final result is to hurt Jiang Xinran. Now that the harm has been done, go It is meaningless to investigate the cause, so we have to do our best to make up for it.

In short, Gu Ruo's psychology can be summed up in one sentence: It is wrong to make Jiang Xinran sad, and she deserves Jiang Xinran to hate her.

After trying to understand this layer, Jiang Xinran really loved and resented Gu Ruo. He wanted to hit her twice to vent his anger, but also wanted to hold her in his arms and coax her well, so as to smooth her hair.

These two thoughts clashed and exploded in my mind, and finally reached my mouth, leaving only a long sigh:

"Gu Ruo, you are an idiot—"

When Gu Ruo heard her wailing, which was neither complaining nor not, she actually burst into a muffled laugh, lowered her head, and kissed her ear.

After being quiet for half an hour, Jiang Xinran remembered something, opened his eyes wide in the dark, and said in horror: "You go back to Linyuan, won't your mother make things difficult for you?"

"Don't be afraid." Gu Ruo patted her on the back, "Have you forgotten? As I said, she has passed away."

That's right, Jiang Xinran remembered that Gu Ruo mentioned it to her a month ago, and she was flustered for a while, but forgot.

"How did you get there?"

"Cancer." Gu Ruo said without any emotion in his tone, "The condition is dangerous, and it was already at an advanced stage when it was found out, and it will be gone in half a year."

Zhang Zi used Jiang Xinran as a threat to control Gu Ruo to stay in country Y and follow her plan.

Gu Ruo is talented and intelligent. It only took four years to get a master's degree in finance. After two years, he entered the head office with outstanding performance. After only two years, he was promoted exceptionally and formally entered the company's top management.

It would be impossible without Gu Heyuan's relationship, but if Gu Ruo himself was an idiot, he wouldn't be able to achieve such results.

Gu Ruo climbed all the way, Zhang Zi was the happiest of course, but it was a pity that extreme joy gave rise to sadness, she could see Gu Ruo reaching the height she wanted, but she was already terminally ill.

When Zhang Zi was dying, Gu Ruo sat beside her hospital bed. She was already having difficulty breathing, but Gu Ruo swore that she would definitely take over Gu Heyuan's burden at the Gu's head office and become the head of the Gu family.

Gu Ruo didn't speak, but looked at her coldly, without saying a word.

Zhang Zi died unwillingly.

Gu Heyuan, whom she missed so much, never even came to see her, and didn't even show up at her funeral.

On the day of her funeral, Gu Ruo stood in front of her grave, only feeling sad.

In the month after Zhang Zi passed away, Gu Ruo took the initiative to apply to come to the Greater China = China Branch to take up a job, not for any other reason, but because the head office of this branch is located in Linyuan.

Since Gu Ruo can't fulfill her dream with Jiang Xinran, she also wants to become someone who can help Jiang Xinran achieve something. She wants to give Jiang Xinran everything he wants.

At that time, Gu Ruo was already a rising star in the head office, so he actually applied for a voluntary downgrade at that time, which simply ruined his future, and made the jaws of all the senior leaders drop. Gu Ruo, don't be overwhelmed with emotion.

Gu Ruo only smiled lightly: "I've never made a decision as clear-headed as I am now."

Her heart regained her freedom, and she flew to Jiang Xinran's side outside Chongyang for the first time.

……

The next day was New Year's Eve, Jiang Xinran was woken up by Gu Ruo kissing the corner of his eyes, and when he opened his eyes, there was Gu Ruo's beautiful smile, his heart was warm, and a sweet smile spread on his lips , hooked her neck and said first: "Ruoruo, Happy Chinese New Year."

Gu Ruo tapped the tip of her nose with her index finger, "Get up quickly, have breakfast, and go shopping for new year's goods."

Jiang Xinran cheered.

She likes to make big purchases during the Chinese New Year.

I prefer to celebrate the New Year with her Ruoruo.

The first thing I did after fully waking up was to call Ai Yichi for New Year's greetings, and told her to be careful when she was alone in other places.

Ai Yichi faltered and hawed, apparently he was hiding something from Jiang Xinran.

"Xiao Ai, you shouldn't have any accidents, right?" Jiang Xinran's heart shrank.

Ai Yichi hurriedly said: "No...Xinran, everything is fine with me."

Jiang Xinran frowned, determined: "Shen Zhaoxia must be haunting you again, it really lingers."

"It's just a coincidence." Ai Yichi smiled indifferently, "Don't worry, my heart is really dead now, no matter how much she jumps around, I won't even look at her."

"That's right." Jiang Xinran said with a smile: "But you can only treat Shen Zhaoxia like dead water, but you can't treat others like dead water. If you meet someone you like, don't be caught by that bastard Shen Zhaoxia. You should talk about it." Talk, don't make life difficult for yourself."

"Do not worry."

Ai Yichi and Jiang Xinran chatted and laughed, Jiang Xinran reluctantly put away the cord, went into the bathroom to wash up, and when he came out, he smelled the aroma of poached eggs.

Gu Ruo has already ordered two bowls of egg noodles.

"Who are you calling?" Gu Ruo asked casually.

"Jealous?" Jiang Xinran laughed and sat at the dining table.

Gu Ruo nodded honestly: "A little bit."

In fact, it was more than one thing, Gu Ruo wanted to snatch her mobile phone several times.

"Your jealousy is very small this time." Jiang Xinran laughed at her.

Gu Ruo lowered her head and raised her face, but said nothing.

Jiang Xinran laughed secretly, of course he knew that Gu Ruo was restraining his jealousy.

This is called respect.

Look, Gu Ruo is indeed trying to get better for Jiang Xinran. Although he is stupid and slow, and can't express it, Jiang Xinran can feel it.

"Xiao Ai is out of town alone. I'll make a phone call to make sure she's safe." Jiang Xinran smiled and explained, bending her eyes.

Gu Ruo pretended to be casual, "I guessed it a long time ago."

That serious look made Jiang Xinran laugh so hard that he couldn't even hold his chopsticks.

She stood up, walked around behind Gu Ruo, wrapped her arms around her shoulders, tilted her head, and kissed her sideways.

The voice was crisp and clear, hitting Gu Ruo's heart.

"Don't worry." Jiang Xinran put his lips next to her ear and whispered, "I don't like others, I only like you."