kiss you while drunk

Gu Ruo thought that a stolen kiss in the early morning would be enough for her to persist for a long time, but as soon as Jiang Xinran leaned forward and touched her breath, what kind of self-control, what calm and restraint, everything collapsed, and Gu Ruo's heart collapsed. Started restless again.

In fact, it wasn't just Gu Ruo, Jiang Xinran couldn't help it too.

Especially in this posture where she is propping up on Gu Ruo's chest, the condescending sense of oppression, and the close distance, her hair hangs down from her ears, curled into Gu Ruo's neck, and Gu Ruo's hair It doesn't distinguish between you and me, and it makes Gu Ruo's complexion white.

Gu Ruo just lay on his back, motionless, only a pair of dark eyes, wedged into the depths of Jiang Xinran's heart like hooks, looked like he could be picked by you, gentle and quiet, beautiful like an orchid in an empty valley, but A pair of lewd eyes made Jiang Xinran's heartbeat go awry, and his viscera gradually became out of order like a chain reaction.

She remembered the last time she said to Gu Ruo: "Can't you hold it back?"

Only by empathizing with the current situation can I know what self-slapping is.

The beauty is in your arms, the fragrance is alluring, how can you bear it?

The saint couldn't stand it either.

Jiang Xinran is not a saint, she is the most inconspicuous ordinary person in the mundane world, with seven emotions and six desires.

The biggest advantage of being a mortal is that you can feel free and angry. When you are sad, you can be sad boldly, and when you are happy, you can do happy things wantonly.

Jiang Xinran was not as tolerant as Gu Ruo. She looked at Gu Ruo's slightly parted thin lips as if bewitched, her brain froze, and as soon as she lowered her neck, she immediately kissed her, almost driven by instinct.

When the fragrant and soft lips touched each other firmly, Gu Ruo's mind buzzed, as if a person who had been hungry for several days suddenly fell into a honey pot, the sudden happiness came, and she was already at a loss for what to do. At a loss.

Is this true?

Gu Ruo blinked blankly.

Jiang Xinran, her Ranran, took the initiative to come over and kiss her?

God knows that Gu Ruo bit Jiang Xinran's ear and said "I can't help it" was just a half-truth and half-fake joke, and I didn't expect Jiang Xinran to respond at all.I don't want to force Jiang Xinran, and I have to bear it if I can't help it, what else can I do?

Unexpectedly, seeing Jiang Xin's moist and powdery lips getting closer and closer, they actually stuck to her lips!

Jiang Xinran kissed people very rarely, and the few times he kissed were all given to the woman under him.

So even if she took the initiative to kiss Gu Ruo's lips, she did it when her brain was so congested that she couldn't think.

What about after the kiss?what to do?Go on or back off?

Jiang Xinran didn't know, she couldn't think anymore.

Fortunately, Gu Ruo reacted quickly, her mind was like fireworks exploding, and all the blood in her body was rushing to her chest. She grabbed Jiang Xinran and kissed him deeply impatiently.

Too excited, it was unstoppable to attack Jiang Xinran, Jiang Xinran could only open his mouth, his jaw was sore.

Rampage.

Jiang Xinran felt that his breath was almost taken away by Gu Ruo.

……

Jiang Xinran still remembers the first time she took the initiative to kiss Gu Ruosuo. At that time, they watched a foreign youth movie together. In the play, the protagonists kissed in the sunset, and the golden sun was close to their lips. However, sprinkled on the camera, they are bathed in the light, and they look beautiful.

Jiang Xinran looked a little embarrassed, pretended to drink water and lowered his head, coughed twice, buried most of his face in the cup, and quietly went to see Gu Ruo.

He met Gu Ruo's bottomless eyes all of a sudden, startled her, almost splashed water on her body.

Jiang Xin ran to save face, she was already shy, and she still had to pretend to be a scheming man, put down the water glass, curled the corner of her mouth, moved to Gu Ruo, stared into her eyes and smirked, "Ruo Ruo, you don't know how to watch other people kiss you. Are you embarrassed about your mouth?"

Gu Ruo glanced at her lightly, took a full view of the blush on her face, and said softly, "No."

"You're still arguing, I think your neck is red." Jiang Xinran deliberately leaned on Gu Ruo's shoulder, and exhaled lightly into her ear, "Ruoruo, have you ever kissed someone else?"

Gu Ruo's shoulders tightened, and her voice suddenly became a little hoarse, "No."

"Me neither." Jiang Xinran's lips touched Gu Ruo's ears faintly, "Ruo Ruo, do you want to try?"

Gu Ruo's expression froze, the expression on his face changed, and he looked at Jiang Xinran in disbelief.

"Just to try, it's not like we have to fall in love after kissing, what are we afraid of if we're both women? Ruoruo, let me try, otherwise I still don't know what it's like to kiss someone else, tell me What a shame..."

Jiang Xinran pestered Gu Ruo to beg, and specially used the soft and thin voice she used when she was acting like a baby. Gu Ruo's heart sank, and she agreed with half-push and "try" with her.

Once you try it, it's out of control.

At first, both of them held their hearts together, and only dared to approach each other slowly. When the tip of their noses brushed each other, Jiang Xinran's heart was beating like thunder. Eyelashes, dare not look at Gu Ruo.

After hesitating for a while, Gu Ruo took the initiative to support the back of her neck, put his palm on the corner of her jaw, rubbed the corner of her mouth with his thumb, and lifted her chin up.

Jiang Xinran grasped the hem of his clothes nervously and closed his eyes.

After waiting for a while, the lips were warm.

When he opened his eyes again, Gu Ruo's dilated pupils were still close at hand, bright and energetic.

Just the lips touching, the taste is already delicious enough, Jiang Xinran thought that Gu Ruo would retreat soon, but she clasped the back of her head tightly, deepened the kiss, licked the corner of Jiang Xinran's lips with the tip of her tongue, and then slipped in.

Tender, entangled.

Jiang Xinran wrapped her arms around Gu Ruo's neck unconsciously, following her rhythm.

It was as if a warm current was slowly surging from the bottom of my heart, nourishing my whole body, and even the tip of my fingernails began to feel slightly hot.

Gu Ruo also gradually became agitated, and his movements became more and more rapid.

The warmth in my heart boiled up.

When they parted, Jiang Xinran felt as if the air in his lungs had been sucked dry. He lay on her shoulders, blushing, panting, raised his watery eyes softly, and looked at Gu Ruo obediently.

Seeing Gu Ruo so breathlessly, he tightened his arms and almost did something else.

Jiang Xinran nestled in Gu Ruo's arms, snorted lightly, and said indifferently: "It turns out that kissing feels like this, and it's okay. The filming is too exaggerated."

Gu Ruo lowered his eyes, seeing that the blush on her cheeks had spread to the end of her eyes, and her mouth was still trying to be brave, she couldn't help but a gentle smile filled her heart, hugged her tightly, and said nothing.

In Gu Ruo's heart, the kiss between her and Jiang Xinran was much richer and more vivid than the flimsy plots in movies where the audience's emotions could only be aroused by the camera and background music. Enough heart filling, spontaneously happy up.

During the many nights that were as cold as water, it was because of the warmth of this unquenchable flame that Gu Ruo was able to sustain himself.

……

At night, Jiang Xinran tossed and turned in bed.

Tomorrow is August [-]th, so tonight's moon is already very close to a perfect circle. It is big and bright, hanging brightly in the sky, and there are no stars around it.

Jiang Xinran stared blankly at the moon with his eyes open, without any sleepiness.

She was so remorseful that her intestines were almost green, she couldn't help sighing, and thought dejectedly, no wonder everyone said that there was a knife on the prefix of the word "sex", and she had seen it today.

She didn't know what she did wrong today, how could she watch a movie well, and somehow pressed Gu Ruo on the sofa for a kiss?

Can Gu Ruona kiss casually?

Jiang Xinran had a sad face.

Does she count as being strong against Gu Ruo?What if Gu Ruo insists on asking for an explanation and insists on her being responsible for her?

Jiang Xinran couldn't deny the throbbing in her heart for Gu Ruo, but she really didn't dare to get along with Gu Ruo again.

The disparity between them is so great that if Gu Ruo wanted to run away, he would not leave any traces for Jiang Xinran.

One time almost cost her half life, Jiang Xinran couldn't bear the second time.

No matter how much you like it, you can only choose to stay away.

It seems that Gu Ruo can't stay here any longer.

Jiang Xinran's mind is full of thoughts on how to run decently.

run to where?

Jiang Xinran has no family members, and no close friends who can be bothered casually. The only one who keeps in touch and can be regarded as a friend is only one other high school classmate left besides Gu Ruo.

It was Jiang Xinran's deskmate when he was a freshman. Later, when he was separated into arts and sciences, that classmate went to study liberal arts. Jiang Xinran and Gu Ruo were inseparable, so there were fewer opportunities to talk to that classmate.

But I always keep in touch with each other. I send text messages every year and holidays, and occasionally come out to get together when I have time.

Even the news of Gu Ruo's return was told by this classmate to Jiang Xinran, I don't know where she got it from.

Jiang Xinran thought for a long time, finally made up his mind, and sent a message to his old classmate.

"Xiao Ai, please take her in."

I regretted it a bit after posting.

The classmate Jiang Xinran called "Xiao Ai" got married before graduating from university. It is always inappropriate for Jiang Xinran to bother someone who has a family.

Xiao Ai over there quickly responded to the message, with only one simple symbol: "?"

Jiang Xinran: "The situation is complicated, and I can't tell on the phone. Do you have a place to take me in? Just one night."

Xiao Ai: "Come on, Zhao Xia is on a business trip, and it happens that I spend the Mid-Autumn Festival alone, which is boring."

So without further ado, Jiang Xinran didn't even have time to pack his luggage, so he picked up two sets of clothes and stuffed them randomly into the bag, and slipped out of Gu Ruo's apartment in the dark.

Gu Ruo's heart was warm all night long.

Lying on the bed, one arm was pillowed under the head, the other hand was raised to the mouth, rubbing the corner of the mouth that Jiang Xinran had kissed proactively.

The fresh scent of ginger seems to be still on the lips.

Gu Ruo's jumpy heart couldn't calm down, and she put her index finger on her lips, thinking about the taste of Jiang Xinran, she couldn't help snorting and laughing out loud.

Does this mean that Jiang Xinran's acceptance of her has increased a bit?

She was in high spirits and full of boundless hope for the future.

However, this hope had only been suppressed overnight, and just as it had some heat, it was shattered on the ground in the early morning of the next day.

Gu Ruo made breakfast and knocked on Jiang Xinran's door, but there was no response for a long time.

She stood and waited for a while, then knocked again, but still nothing.

An ominous aura rose in Gu Ruo's heart, and he said to the door, "I'm coming in." He twisted the doorknob and pushed the door in.

The room was empty.

Gu Ruo touched the head of the bed, there was no heat for a long time.

Jiang Xinran didn't know when he left, and he left without anyone noticing.

Gu Ruo panicked. She tried to call Jiang Xinran's cell phone, but it had been blocked and she couldn't call at all.

Gu Ruo looked around, the empty room made her look a bit dazed.

The person who pressed her to kiss yesterday disappeared early this morning.

A heart that was like a stove turned cold in an instant.

Is this how Jiang Xinran felt when he left?

The feeling of being thrown away for no reason at all.

At that moment, the brain could not think, only helplessness and hesitation.

Gu Ruo pressed her heart and had to bend down.

It was as if the heart had been torn apart alive, and blood spattered everywhere.

It hurt so bad I couldn't feel anything but burning pain in my chest.

His temples were numb with excruciating pain.

I had to curl up and breathe with my mouth wide open to relieve the pain a little.

Gu Ruo considered himself a person who could endure hardships, even she couldn't bear it.

I really don't know how Jiang Xinran survived that year.

……

Jiang Xinran ran to Xiao Ai's house in the middle of the night, but Xiao Ai didn't bother, she went to the gate and waited, and kept talking with Jiang Xinran's mobile phone, worried that it would be unsafe for her to take a taxi alone, so she could contact her at any time.

"Xinran, here!"

As soon as Jiang Xinran got out of the car, she saw Xiao Ai wearing a thin blanket, leaning forward and waving at her. She also walked over with a smile, "Xiao Ai, I'm sorry to bother you so late."

"It's okay, I'm used to staying up all night, and I can't sleep anyway."

Xiao Ai's real name is Ai Yichi, she is a beautiful girl with very smart looks, especially her eyes, which seem to be able to speak, and her smile is crescent like crescent moon, and she also has beautiful lying silkworms.

Ai Yichi's partner's family is wealthy, and they have a large single-family house in Linyuan, a high-door deep courtyard, and she lives alone all year round, so she can't gather popularity, and it's a bit cool to walk in, Jiang Xinran shivered, I thought it was no wonder she had to wear a thin blanket, it was indeed a bit shady.

"Shen Zhaoxia isn't home?" Jiang Xinran asked after entering the door.

"You also know that she is in business, so she is busy." Ai Yichi laughed helplessly, lowered his head to hide the loneliness in his eyes, and poured Jiang Xinran a cup of tea.

Jiang Xinran thought that no matter how busy she was, she couldn't stay away from home all the year round. She asked a girl who was so beautiful to guard such an empty house year after year. How could she be so cruel?

But she just thought about it in her heart and didn't say it.

The word "feeling" is like drinking water, only you know whether it is bitter or sweet, and no one has the right to judge other people's choices.

"By the way, what is the complicated situation you mentioned on the phone? Aren't you still a graduate student? The school has a dormitory, so how come there is nowhere to go?" Ai Yichi asked.

"Don't mention it." Jiang Xinran met an old friend he hadn't seen for a long time, and poured out all the bad things he had encountered during this period of time.

Including how after meeting Gu Ruo, it aroused my old stomach problem, and being forcibly called by my mother to eat at my stepfather's house, and even sleeping in the dormitory where there was a water leak...

Ai Yichi sat opposite her on the sofa, listening quietly with frowning eyes. She knew that people like Jiang Xinran like to fight on their own when they encounter problems. It must be because many unfavorable things piled up together that they were overwhelmed. She, she couldn't help but find someone to talk to.

Jiang Xinran poured out the bitter water and couldn't stop it. He kept talking until he pressed Gu Ruo on the sofa and kissed Gu Ruo as if he had been possessed by an evil spirit. Then he stopped abruptly, covered his mouth, and realized that he seemed to have said too much .

She turned her neck uncomfortably, and looked at Ai Yichi with a bit of embarrassment.

Ai Yichi tilted his head and smiled silently, served Jiang Xinran some tea, and sighed: "Listen to you, it is clear that Gu Ruo still cares about you, and you will never forget Gu Ruo, you are a person who knows everything. Just show mercy and try with her, what else is there to worry about?"

Holding the teacup, Jiang Xinran also sighed, fell into the sofa, pressed the bridge of her nose, "You don't understand."

"I don't understand." Ai Yichi's eyes were hidden behind the tea, and he said with emotion: "When Zhao Xia came back for dinner that day, he accidentally mentioned Gu Ruo's name. The first thing I thought of was to tell you quickly, Xin Ran, I'm so happy for you."

"What's there to be happy about?" Jiang Xinran looked at the teacup in her palm, and the tea leaves in the cup rose and fell with the shaking of the cup. She whispered: "I would rather she disappear again, anyway, we will talk about what we have to say." Clear."

"Do you really want her to disappear? Xinran, do you really not have any joy in your heart when she tries so hard to save you?" Ai Yichi shook his head with a smile, "You are always wrong, since high school. that's all."

Jiang Xinran didn't speak.

Ai Yichi observed her expression, and continued: "In my opinion, life is very short. Since you like it, don't force yourself to pretend that you don't like it, and don't regret it until you lose it. Xinran, you don't know How much I envy you."

Jiang Xin became curious, "Xiao Ai, stop joking, you still envy me with your condition? What do you envy me? Do you receive a pitiful 2000 yuan living allowance every month?"

Ai Yichi didn't answer, just smiled softly, shook his head, and took the topic away without a trace, "By the way, do you know that our Chinese teacher in high school will have a 60th birthday at the end of the month?"

"Oops! I almost forgot!" Jiang Xinran's eyes widened, "Is her old man still teaching? Has she already reached the retirement age?"

"I just retired last year. You know what Mr. He is. She has taught all her life and was reluctant to leave the podium, so she made an exception and stayed for a few more years. If she hadn't passed out on the podium last year, her children would not want to She's teaching again, and I'm afraid she hasn't retired this year."

"What's the matter? Shall we go and see her? Teacher He never treated us badly back then."

"Someone has already made arrangements in the restaurant. At the end of the month, she will be invited to the old man. By giving her the opportunity to celebrate her birthday, we old classmates who haven't seen each other for many years will also get together." Ai Yichi reminded Jiang Xinran after finishing speaking, "By the way , don’t forget to call Gu Ruo too.”

"Understood." Mentioning Gu Ruo, Jiang Xinran immediately wilted like an eggplant beaten by frost.

What is Gu Ruo doing now?

Speaking of which, it was the Mid-Autumn Festival, and she was lonely, so it would be pitiful to spend the reunion festival alone.

Bah bah bah!Jiang Xinran immediately threw the sympathy for Gu Ruo out of her mind, thinking bitterly, what is so pitiful about her?She is rich and powerful now, and she wears gold, silver, mountains and sea delicacies, what do you want?It's your turn to pity her!

Although he warned himself like this, the silhouette of Gu Ruo sitting alone in the living room was always circling in his mind.

Thinking about before I went, she didn't even have a decent sofa there, I really don't know how she lived.

Maybe it's the same as before, only eating instant noodles when I'm hungry.

……

Ai Yichi took in Jiang Xinran as an emergency, so he didn't have time to tidy up her guest room, so he apologized: "I feel wronged that you and I squeezed together tonight."

"No, I'll just sleep on the sofa. Your sofa is quite soft and big enough." Jiang Xinran was already cheeky asking Ai Yichi for help. She was the one who bothered her, so why bother her, "It's yours and Shen Zhaoxia's. The bedroom, it's really inappropriate for me to go to sleep."

"No, that's just my room." Ai Yichi smiled faintly.

Jiang Xinran was a little surprised. Seeing that she didn't want to talk about it, she didn't want to ask more questions, but she still insisted on sleeping on the sofa.

Just spent the night on the sofa.

As a result, early the next morning, Ai Yichi's lover, Shen Zhaoxia, who thought she would never come back, rushed back from other places overnight.

Ai Yichi was overjoyed, his eyes almost overflowed with stars, and his heart was all on Shen Zhaoxia.

The more Jiang Xinran looked at them, the more he felt that he was a big light bulb. He couldn't bear Ai Yichi's kindness to persuade him to stay, so he had to have breakfast with them. After breakfast, he immediately packed up his backpack and ran away. I don't want to disturb their tenderness.

So Jiang Xinran became a person who had nowhere to go during the reunion festival.

After leaving Ai Yichi's house, Jiang Xinran took the subway back to the vicinity of the university town, bought a cup of milk tea, and wandered aimlessly.

On the day of the Mid-Autumn Festival, the large and small shopping malls in the university town are decorated with a festive atmosphere. The fragrant osmanthus bonsai at the entrance, the moon stickers on the glass doors, and the deafening Mid-Autumn Festival promotions on the radio...

Jiang Xinran walked round and round in the shopping mall, with a milk tea straw in her mouth, and stopped to take a look no matter what new gadgets she came across. She also went where there were crowds of people, and she followed the queue when there were people queuing. Tail lined up patiently—even though she didn't even know what the line was for.

In short, in order to pass the long and boring time, I tried various methods.

At the end of the queue, Jiang Xinran looked up at the name of the store, only to realize that he was in line for a dessert shop.

This is the online celebrity facade near Linyuan University. It attracts gimmicks with a daily limit, playing a good job of hunger marketing.

Jiang Xinran was not interested in this kind of Internet celebrity shop. Seeing that she was already in the queue, she was about to leave when suddenly a young couple walked up to her arm in arm.

The man came up and begged Jiang Xinran to give them the queue, because they came to Yuan City for tourism and would leave tomorrow. His girlfriend wanted to eat desserts from this store, but she came too late and didn't get in the queue.

Jiang Xinran looked at them.

Seeing her hesitation, the man offered to give Jiang Xinran 200 yuan as compensation for the queuing fee.

Just like that, Jiang Xinran had nothing to do, and unexpectedly earned a small amount of money for helping people line up, enough for her to reward herself with a beef hot pot meal at night.

Jiang Xinran thought casually, people are really strange, for a small cake, they are willing to pay far more than the price of the cake itself, just to "follow the trend and check in".

After queuing up, Jiang Xinran's feet were sore from shopping. He found a public bench on the pedestrian street, held a straw in his mouth, and watched people come and go.

In her cup of pearl milk tea, the ice had long since melted and melted into the milk tea, reducing the sweetness of the milk tea.

On the pedestrian street in the university city, there are young and beautiful figures coming and going, either a few big girls or young men walking past in groups talking and laughing, or couples of young lovers, or holding hands. Hands, or arms, sticky past Jiang Xinran's eyes, as if wishing to be one, it looks very loving.

It hurt Jiang Xinran's eyes.

Everyone has a place to go, someone to accompany, only she is alone.

As night falls and the lights come on, the neon lights on the pedestrian street are colorful, and the heat dissipates, making it even more lively than during the day. Many flower vendors carry baskets and sell along the street. When you meet sweet couples, there will always be something good to buy. Give it to the other party.

Jiang Xinran saw the happy expressions on the faces of those girls when they received the flowers, and felt sour in his heart, unable to tell what it was like.

I had no choice but to swipe my phone with my head down.

In the social circle on the mobile phone, she couldn't hide her affection. Her three roommates all posted the roses sent by her boyfriend, and their happiness could be felt from the words.

Neither the reality nor the internet can hide, as if Jiang Xinran is the only single person left in the world, and everyone is reminding her of the fact that she is alone.

In previous years, I would eat a piece of moon cake in response to the occasion, but this year, I am homeless, and I don’t even have to eat moon cakes.

In the atmosphere of happiness and joy all over the street, Jiang Xinran was like a clown who didn't fit in. She couldn't stand the joy in her ears, so she had to run away quickly, and fled to a sparsely populated branch road, continuing to wander aimlessly.

Accidentally came across an empty soda can that was discarded casually, Jiang Xinran lowered his head and kicked it.

The aluminum soda can rolled on the ground, making a tinkling sound, and it was finally moving.

Looking up at the moon in the sky, it has become a perfect circle, bright and beautiful.

Not a single star next to it.

Will the moon be alone?

Jiang Xinran thought wildly, and kicked the can with a quick step, only to find that the soda can accidentally hit the calf of a passerby in front of him and bounced back.

"I'm so sorry..." Jiang Xinran stepped forward to apologize, looked up and was surprised, "You... why are you here?"

In less than a second, he asked again: "How do you know I'm here?"

That tall and cold beauty in the night, is it Gu Ruo or who?

Gu Ruo didn't care about the aluminum can that hit her leg, and fixed her eyes on Jiang Xinran. I don't know if it was because of the smudged night, but even the depths of her pupils were extraordinarily tender.

Gu Ruo took a step forward, held Jiang Xinran's cold face in his hands, looked into her eyes, his voice was low and soft, very sweet.

"Take you home."

Along with the sound, there is also the scent of sweet-scented osmanthus.

Jiang Xinran's eyes suddenly turned red, twisted his neck, his cheeks broke away from Gu Ruo's touch, stepped back a few steps, and said stubbornly: "Gu Ruo, have you forgotten? I am a homeless person just like you."

"I haven't forgotten."

Gu Ruo stepped forward, hugged her into her arms, bowed her head and whispered in her ear, "I haven't forgotten either, you said that you want to form a family with me."

Jiang Xinran didn't answer her directly, but raised his hand, grabbed her clothes, and buried his whole face in her arms.

The familiar warm and reassuring embrace, with Gu Ruo's unique clear fragrance, Jiang Xinran walked for a whole day, was too tired, leaned in, and didn't want to get up.

Knowing that this is not right, she and Gu Ruo should have been limited to a relationship where they knew each other but were not familiar with each other.

But such a festival, such an atmosphere, made Jiang Xinran feel weak.

Only tonight, I don't want to worry about anything, I just want to hug Gu Ruo and celebrate the festival with her.

"Gu Ruo." Jiang Xinran said sullenly, "The kiss last night was because I was interested in you = I was attracted to you for a while, so it doesn't mean anything."

"I know." Gu Ruo stroked her hair.

"I didn't want to rekindle my old relationship with you."

"I know."

"I'm afraid of you."

"I know. Ranran, I know..." Gu Ruo hugged Jiang Xinran tightly, and sighed in her ear, "You don't like me, you're afraid of me, you don't want to be with me anymore... Ranran , I hurt you too deeply, you believe me, I really know..."

No, you don't know.

Jiang Xinran put her eyes on Gu Ruo's shoulders, thinking lightly, I'm afraid of you, but I don't dislike you.

In the past six years, I have liked you all the time.

That's the saddest part.

Knowing that a person has hurt you, but I just can't let her go.

Jiang Xinran didn't continue the topic, but stood on tiptoe and whispered in Gu Ruo's ear, "You know, I walked all day today."

Gu Ruo stiffened for a moment, then nodded.

Of course, Jiang Xinran thought, since she could find herself accurately, there must be some means of surveillance.

But Jiang Xinran doesn't want to worry about these things now, she just wants to have someone to accompany her and act like a baby to her in this festival that symbolizes reunion.

"Gu Ruo, my legs are so sore."

"I'll rub it for you when I get back."

"But I don't want to walk now, what should I do?"

Gu Ruo was shocked.

I just heard Jiang Xinran say hotly into her ear: "Gu Ruo, can you carry me on your back?"

The voice was like the rain in March, soft and damp, with a warm breeze, entrenched in my heart, and refused to leave.

Gu Ruo let out a low laugh in his chest, put his arms around Jiang Xinran and said, "Okay."

The warm and elegant voice, mixed with a bit of vague heat, smudged the roots of ginger's newly dyed ears.

Just like that, Gu Ruo carried Jiang Xinran on his back all the way, with a long shadow, just like when he was a boy.

When they walked to a lively area, a girl who was out to work part-time during the holiday stopped in front of them and asked them if they wanted to buy flowers.

Jiang Xinran looked at the large bouquet of roses in her hand, but said nothing.

Today, Jiang Xinran saw many people receiving flowers, including passers-by whom he did not know, as well as showing off photos in social circles.

She is envious.

Roses are for lovers, Jiang Xinran and Gu Ruo are no longer lovers.

Gu Ruo turned his head, glanced at Jiang Xinran from the corner of his eye, and instantly understood.

There was a smile on her lips, and her voice was clear: "I want all of your handful."

The flower seller opened her eyes wide, "Miss, are you sure? My flowers are not cheap!"

I wanted to sell it by branch, but I didn't expect to meet a rich woman, and I just wanted a bunch of it.

"Help me wrap it up nicely." Gu Ruo said.

The flower seller was overjoyed, and she answered yes again and again, and asked Gu Ruo and the others to go wrap flowers with her. It turned out that the little girl came by riding an electric tricycle, and there were a lot of flowers in the car. Confetti ribbons are also readily available.

The flower girl complimented Gu Ruo and Jiang Xinran while wrapping the flowers. She said that Gu Ruo was really considerate to her lover, and then said that Jiang Xinran was blessed and beautiful. No wonder Gu Ruo loved her so much.

Jiang Xinran had already got off Gu Ruo's back. Hearing the girl's silver-bell-like praise, she felt awkward, but secretly pleased, and said bravely, "You misunderstood, I don't have that kind of relationship with her."

"How could there be a misunderstanding? Sister, didn't you notice that this sister has stars in her eyes when she looks at you. You can't hide your liking for someone. The way she looks at you is different from looking at others!"

Gu Ruo turned to look at Jiang Xinran with a smile in her eyes.

When the little girl said it, Jiang Xinran also felt that the brilliance in Gu Ruo's eyes was extremely beautiful, as if she had infinite affection.

She had no choice but to bow her head, not daring to make a sound.

The little girl was ingenious, and the flowers she packaged were even more beautiful than those sold in serious flower shops. Gu Ruo paid the money, held it in her hand, and handed it to Jiang Xinran.

"Send it to you." Afraid she would misunderstand, he emphasized, "There is no other meaning, I just want to send you flowers."

Jiang Xinran took it and hugged it in her arms, feeling that the bouquet of flowers was too eye-catching, and people from all directions were looking at her.

Both ashamed and proud.

All day long today, she was envious of other people's harvest of flowers, who knows that the best ones are the ones that wait until the end. The bouquet of flowers in her arms eclipses all other flowers.

The corners of his mouth were all raised up, and he still pretended not to care, "I don't care about it, but it's a pity to throw these flowers away."

"Yes, yes." Gu Ruo responded indulgently.

As a result, after returning to the apartment, this woman, who kept saying nothing, put the bouquet of flowers on the table, looked for various angles, took pictures again and again, and took selfies of her holding the flowers.

Gu Ruo secretly watched her take pictures, and thought with a smile, she probably didn't know that she was a thousand times more beautiful than roses, especially her face was set off by rose petals, so delicate and white, it was indescribably bright.

After Jiang Xinran took the photo, he also uploaded it to his feed, and carefully set it as "only visible to me".

The emptiness in my heart suddenly turned into contentment.

And when Gu Ruo brought the sumptuous dinner she had prepared all afternoon to the table, Jiang Xinran's stomach was already growling.

After a hearty meal, Gu Ruo cut another moon cake and brought it to the table, picked up a piece with her fingers, and brought it to Jiang Xinran's mouth.

"I really can't eat anymore, I'm going to explode if I eat any more." Jiang Xinran patted his belly.

"Just take a bite." Gu Ruo touched her lips with the mooncake, "I have to eat a mooncake no matter what during the Mid-Autumn Festival, to celebrate the festival."

Jiang Xinran had no choice but to open his mouth and took a bite on the tip of the mooncake.

Gu Ruo's middle finger held the mooncake underneath, holding it closer to the front, so Jiang Xinran rolled his tongue and licked her fingertips.

Soft and slippery.

Gu Ruo's heart tightened.

Throat also tightened for no reason.

The light in the eyes flickered and then dimmed, looking deep and faint.

"What's wrong?" Jiang Xinran caught the slight change in her expression and asked while chewing on mooncakes.

Gu Ruo pinched his fingers as his lips moved.

"No." Gu Ruo stuffed Jiang Xinran's leftover half of the mooncake into his mouth and chewed hard.

"That's what I ate." Jiang Xinran blushed slightly.

"Huh?" Gu Ruo glanced over.

"Don't you think it's dirty..."

Gu Ruo laughed back from the bottom of her heart, with a deep meaning, "I just think it's sweet."

Fragrant, soft and sweet.

After swallowing it, he still licked the corner of his mouth, and his eyes kept falling on Jiang Xinran's blushing face, as if what she ate was Jiang Xinran.

This woman... no matter how she eats mooncakes...

Jiang Xinran racked his brains and only thought of one word.

hook people.

No, there is actually another word, but it is too straightforward, it will appear rude, and it does not fit Gu Ruojin's temperament.

For no reason, Jiang Xinran's mind jumped out of what Ai Yichi said during the day.

Life is too short, if you like it, don't hide it, try your best to follow your heart to make decisions, indecision will only make you regret later.

Jiang Xinran undoubtedly likes Gu Ruo. Looking at the bunch of brightly colored roses, she suddenly felt an impulse in her heart.

Do you want to tell Gu Ruo that I still like her now?

Do you want to be with Gu Ruo again, even if she disappears again in the future?

Jiang Xinran's heart was surging, and he almost blurted out this sentence.

However, when the words came to his lips, he felt timid and changed his words abruptly, almost biting his own tongue.

"Gu Ruo, at the end of the month our high school Chinese teacher's [-]th birthday, all my high school classmates are going, are you going?"

Jiang Xinran almost beat his chest and feet, when can't this matter be said?Do I have to say it now?

Obviously there are more important things.

"Are you going?" Gu Ruo asked back.

"Of course I did. Teacher He treated me well back then, and asked us to go to her house for dinner. Did you forget?"

"Remember." Gu Ruo said, "I'll go too."

……

It’s for the homeroom teacher’s birthday, and it’s also a reunion for high school classmates. I haven’t seen you for a few years. Everyone is working, getting married, and some even have