Back when my wife was a teenager

As soon as he opened the door and saw the lights in the living room, Bei Huai was taken aback for a moment.

"Why did you come back so late?" The man was sitting on the sofa, reading a newspaper in his hand, when he heard the movement, he looked over.

With a serious expression and no smile, even ordinary questions seem to have a questioning tone.

"Who told you to come here, get out!" Bei Huai dropped his backpack and clenched his fingers tightly, a terrible storm surged in his eyes for a moment, and his brows and eyes were full of hostility.

At this moment, she completely lost her arrogance in front of Jiang Wan, as if she had encountered a life-and-death enemy, with sharp thorns erected all over her body, preventing anyone from getting close.

"Beihuai, what are you talking about! He is your father, why can't he come? Where have you forgotten the manners I taught you before!" Hearing the quarrel, Yun Manzhu hurried out of the kitchen, Still wearing an apron, he stared at Beihuai with a sullen expression.

"Father?" Beihuai sneered, his tone full of sarcasm.

"I don't have a father."

"Beihuai!" Yun Manzhu snapped.

"Okay." The man frowned and interrupted.

"A Rong, listen to me, this child has reached the stage of rebellion, she was not like this before." As soon as the man spoke, Yun Manzhu quickly turned her head and explained in a panic.

Bei Rong ignored Yun Manzhu's words and just looked at the expressionless girl with heavy eyes.

"Your mother told me yesterday that you have become better recently, you don't skip classes very much, and you go to school every day. I wanted to come and see you, but I didn't expect you to have such an attitude. I am so disappointed." gone."

Sure enough, in order to see Bei Rong, Ms. Yun would do anything.

Bei Huai shrugged his shoulders, with a half-hearted smile: "I don't have any attitude, I just want you to get out of here."

"Bei Huai! How did you talk to your father!"

"Yun Manzhu, this is the good daughter you taught, look what kind of education this is!"

He has been in the upper circles all year round, and he hasn't heard such vulgar words for a long time, but now he is being scolded by his daughter, Bei Rong's expression is ugly.With a sullen face, he scolded Yun Manzhu mercilessly.

After that, without even looking at Beihuai, she got up and left.

"Ah Rong is not like this, you listen to my explanation, Ah Rong..." Yun Manzhu chased after the man, explaining all the way.

The attitude is humble and extremely flattering, which is quite different from the harsh and indifferent image in front of Bei Huai.

Bei Huai looked at the entangled two with cold eyes, with a disdainful expression.

The man was obviously much more heartless, sitting in the car with the windows rolled up, turning a deaf ear to Yun Manzhu's pleas.

The car sped away, leaving the woman standing there alone.

"Beihuai, what are you going crazy for today!" Yun Manzhu went back to the room angrily, roaring hysterically.

It was not easy for her to get Bei Rong to come. She even cooked several dishes by herself, and only one soup was left.

She just wanted to sit with Arong and have a good meal, but now, everything was ruined by Beihuai!All ruined!

Faced with Yun Manzhu's anger, the girl sat on the sofa calmly and poured herself a cup of tea. Her tone was calm, but she was determined not to retreat.

"It's your business that you want to see him. Don't use me as an excuse, let alone let him come here. Otherwise, I'll scold him every time I see him."

A crisp "pop" sound.

The woman raised her hands, her voice trembling with anger: "He is your father!"

Beihuai was slapped over his head, and bright red fingerprints soon appeared on his fair face.

This slap was very heavy, without showing any mercy at all.

Hot pain in the face.

The tip of her tongue touched her cheek, and the black hole in her heart was getting bigger and bigger, as if it was about to swallow her up.

She looked up at the woman and suddenly smiled.

"Do you think he deserves it?"

To outsiders, Bei Rong seems to be a perfect man, a successful entrepreneur, obedient to his wife, doting on his son, but still strict.

That's great, he's a good husband and a good father.

But so what?

To Beihuai, he is just a scumbag that she loathes.

As soon as Bai Yueguang came back, he couldn't wait to abandon his wife and daughter, and rushed to please Bai Yueguang.

Only Yun Manzhu still acted like a fool, thinking that her Brother Arong was the best in the world.

Bei Huai knew that Yun Manzhu loved Bei Rong to the core, to the point of losing her mind, and even she was just a tool used by Yun Manzhu to curry favor with Bei Rong.

Compared with Beirong, Beihuai hates Yun Manzhu's love idea even more.

It's disgusting, it's all disgusting.

Beirong only loves his Bai Yueguang and his son, and Yun Manzhu only loves Beirong.

As for her?Heh, perhaps being born in this world was her biggest mistake.

The woman who had slapped her daughter impulsively and felt guilty, became angry again when she heard this, and almost pointed at Bei Huai's nose and scolded.

"Why is he not worthy?! Beihuai, how did your mother teach you when you were young, to respect and be polite to your father! Look at what you look like now, let me tell you, don't say you are me when you go out Daughter, I am ashamed!"

"It's just that you still treat that man as a treasure! In my eyes, he is not even comparable to grass. You don't have to worry, because I don't want others to know that I have a mother who is in love." Bei Huai twitched the corners of his mouth, his eyes were terribly cold, and his tone was mocking.

"What do you, a teenager, know about adults' affairs!" Yun Manzhu became a little annoyed.

"Yeah, I really don't understand. Your crazy love will only make me feel sick."

"Shut up! My love for Brother Arong, it's not your turn to make irresponsible remarks here!"

"Really? Heh, then what did the love in your mouth bring to me?" Beihuai sneered, and pushed back her sleeves with a "swish".

Under the cold white light, the tattoo on the girl's right arm is lifelike.

It was a black crescent moon.

There is neither the warmth nor the softness of the moon, just the endless coldness, desolation and despair.

When she saw the tattoo on the girl's arm, the woman suddenly lost her voice.

She stood there in a daze, and met Shang Beihuai's indifferent eyes, breaking her defenses instantly.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's my mother's fault, please don't blame her. I don't want to, I just can't control myself."

"I just love Ah Rong too much, can you be considerate to my mother, please don't be angry with your father?"

The woman choked with tears, and tried to hold Bei Huai's hand.It looks really fragile and pitiful.

However, Beihuai just avoided it calmly, and said softly: "No, I will never forgive you."

Once a mirror is broken, it can never be put back together again.And some mistakes, once made, can never be made up for.

"When you find someone you like in the future, you will understand how mother feels." Yun Manzhu was still trying to defend herself.

no, I can not.

Beihuai said to herself in her heart.

She's not going to like anyone else, ever.

***

After a National Day, Jiang Wan felt that something was wrong with Bei Huai.

The whole person was cold and stiff, exuding an aura of repelling people thousands of miles away.

"Xiao Bei, why didn't you reply to my messages a few days ago?" Jiang Wan tried to start a conversation.

"Why, are you free?" The girl gave her a cold look, with a "don't bother me" expression.

It's not that Beihuai is talking duplicity, she really doesn't want to talk to her.

Jiang Wan could feel it.

Beihuai seems to have returned to the way she first saw her, indifferent, aggressive, truant from class and school, mixed among a group of "little bastards" like students.

Seeing her was like meeting a stranger, passing by with no expression on her face.

What happened in the end? In just a few days, how could the change be so great.

Jiang Wan felt lost and worried.

Guan Guan couldn't see how she was in a daze all day, so he went to ask Cen Jin about it.

"Cen Jin said that Beihuai's behavior is probably another conflict with the family. Let's leave it alone and stay away from Beihuai during this time, and be careful not to hurt innocent people." Guan Guan reported while chewing gum. Condition.

"At home? What exactly is it, did Cen Jin tell you?" Jiang Wan asked.

"I'm not going to talk about that, after all, it's a family matter, so I don't want to ask too much." Guan Guan shook his head.

The more important reason was that she didn't want to give Cen Jin a bad impression of gossip.

About Bei Huai's family, Jiang Wan didn't know much, and the only source of information was from the forum.

Her parents are divorced, her mother is a senior manager of the company, and her father is the boss of a listed company in Ningshi.

A simple sentence can't get any useful information at all.Cen Jin can't force people to say it.

But... there was one more person who might know something.

A figure of a boy gradually appeared in Jiang Wan's mind.

It's a pity that I didn't ask the name at that time.

But she was lucky, Bei Qi was quite famous in junior high school, and was crushed by a bunch of little girls, so after a little inquiring, she found out.

Beiqi, Class [-], Grade [-].

Whenever she was free, Jiang Wan went to the junior high school and met with Bei Qi.

As for what was discussed, no one knows.Guan Guan only knew that when Jiang Wan came back, his expression was sullen and very unhappy.

"What's the matter, didn't you ask?" Guan Guan asked curiously.

Jiang Wan shook her head, her eyes were a little tired, and she didn't even have her usual smile: "It's okay, Guan Guan, thank you for helping me inquire, and I don't need to ask anymore."

"Ham, which of us is with whom, do we need to say thank you?" Knowing that Jiang Wan didn't want to mention it, Guan Guan changed the subject in a considerate manner.

between classes.

Jiang Wan sat on the seat and worked on the questions.

The questions on the paper are obviously very simple, and she can usually do it in less than a few minutes.But the reality is that she has read the title no less than five times, but still can't write.

My mind is dizzy, I have no strength, and I don't want to move.

The whole person is a very decadent and depressed feeling.

Even Mi Shuyun on the side noticed it, and asked with concern: "What's wrong with you, Jiang Wan, are you feeling unwell? Why don't you go to the infirmary?"

She shook her head and said nothing.

Not physically uncomfortable, but psychologically uncomfortable.

Very uncomfortable, very unhappy.

As a result, I can't get up to do anything.

She let out a foul breath and decided to let her mind go.

Taking advantage of the big class break and it was still early before class, she chose to go to the rooftop to blow some air to relax.

Since her left hand was broken, she hadn't practiced dancing at school, and this was her first time on stage after many days.

After the National Day, the weather began to turn cold.

Jiang Wan gathered her collar, and as soon as she opened the iron door, a gust of wind blew in her face, carrying dust and fine particles, almost blinding her eyes.

After she blinked and her vision returned to clarity, she saw a figure sitting across the wall.

The pose looks terrifying.

Jiang Wan's expression changed all of a sudden: "Beihuai! Come down!"

Although Bei Huai had told her to sit on the wall to sleep on the rooftop last time, but hearing about it was far less exciting than seeing it with his own eyes.

You know, this is the roof of a building, once you fall, you will be crippled even if you don't die.

The familiar voice resounded on the rooftop, Bei Huai thought for a moment that he was delusional, until he turned his head and saw the girl with an anxious face, and then he confirmed that he had heard correctly.

"Who told you to come up." She frowned and said in a deep voice.

"Don't care who told me to come up, you come down first and then talk!" Jiang Wan stared at Bei Huai's movements without blinking, and did not dare to step forward suddenly, for fear of scaring the other party. What if he accidentally slipped up? ?

Even though she knew that it was not the first time the other party had done that, she was still afraid.

The two stalemate for a few seconds, and finally Bei Huai frowned and jumped down.

Almost as soon as Beihuai came down, Jiang Wan rushed up and grabbed the opponent's arm, her voice was angry and urgent: "Do you know how dangerous it is for you to do this? What if you fall!"

Even now, her heart is still beating wildly.

"Let go." Bei Huai tried to break free, but unexpectedly, the girl looked weak, but her strength was not weak, so she didn't break free.

"Don't let it go." Jiang Wan's temper has also come up. She can accept Beihuai's many rude behaviors and her many hurtful words, but she can't accept that she doesn't take her life seriously!

"I'll let you go!" Bei Huai waved his arm violently, shaking off the girl's hand.

But at the same time, the sleeves were unintentionally pulled away.

The tattoo on the forearm was clearly seen by Jiang Wan.

Before she could react, she saw the girl put down her sleeves very quickly, her expression was colder than ever, and her eyes were also extremely strange.

"Who do you think you are to me?"

"What right do you have to meddle in my business?"

"Go away!"

Every word pierced into Jiang Wan's heart like the tip of a knife.

It was also at this moment that she realized that she was not as resistant to injuries as she thought, and that the other party could stab her to pieces with a single word.

She bit her lip, her eyes were red, but she still looked at Bei Huai stubbornly.

"I thought... we were friends."

"Heh." Beihuai laughed, and wanted to be more vicious, but directly stabbed the girl so that she never dared to approach her again.

But when she saw the girl's grievance and tears, she suddenly couldn't speak.

She kicked the wall irritably, her feet hurt and her heart hurt even more.

"Don't go away, okay, I'll go!" She walked away with a cold face, and slammed the iron door with a "dongdong" sound.

Jiang Wan stood where she was, the strength on her face instantly collapsed, she knelt down slowly, covered her eyes, and wept silently.

Since she was a child, she has always been held in the palm of someone's hand. She has never been so angry, but that person is still in her heart.

It's hard, it's really hard.

Even knowing that Beihuai did it on purpose, it still hurts.

It was so uncomfortable that she didn't want to talk to Beihuai anymore.

Why is Beihuai so bad?

The people in Class [-] have recently clearly felt that the aura in the class is a little different, differently depressed.

The first is Jiang Wan's change. The sweet girl who always gives people a warm face has stopped laughing very much recently. She spends most of her time doing problems or just sitting in a daze.

The second is Beihuai, who had been giving special treatment to Jiang Wan, but she started skipping class again. Recently, the two of them are still like strangers, without saying a word.

Even Mi Shuyun quietly asked, "Jiang Wan, what happened to you and Beihuai."

Since Beihuai helped teach Lu Bo a lesson last time, Mi Shuyun's affection for Beihuai has greatly increased, and he no longer blindly thinks that she is a bad student.

"It's alright."

Mi Shuyun stared at the expressionless face on the same table, and really wanted to ask, are you sure?

Well, well, as long as you are happy.

In contrast, Guan Guan is much simpler, anyone who makes Jiang Wan unhappy is her enemy.

If Jiang Wan hadn't stopped her, she would have run to Bei Huai and scolded her severely.

"I'm so mad, you bastard Beihuai!" Guan Guan was furious.

"I've decided that I won't talk to Cen Jin for the next three days!" Well, because Cen Jin and Bei Huai are friends, she wants to sit together!

"Pfft, then you sacrificed enough for me." Jiang Wan was depressed for several days, and was finally amused by Guan Guan.

"Hey, you look good when you smile at night, you're going to be a little old lady sooner or later with a hard face all day long!"

"Okay." Jiang Wan replied with a smile.

Jiang Wan's mood improved a little here, but Bei Huai's mood was extremely bad.

Clear the bar.

Cen Jin propped his chin, looked at Beihuai drinking one cup after another, and clicked his tongue in distaste: "Hey, you're planning to get yourself drunk so that I can pay you, right?"

Bei Huai didn't say a word, just kept drinking until the glass was snatched away by Cen Jin, and then stopped.

"Give it to me." Her eyes were a little blurred, and she looked unhappy.

"Okay, I don't want to take a drunk back home."

"Oh, tell me, why do you feel so uncomfortable?" Cen Jin felt helpless.

"She shouldn't be close to me. There's no good end to being close to me." Bei Huai stared at the wine bottle, her eyes gradually lost focus, and muttered to herself.

"I'm fine with feelings, aren't you afraid of affecting me?" Cen Jin raised his eyebrows and questioned.

Beihuai didn't reply, just glanced at her lightly.

Cen Jin: "..." Okay, she understands, she is unworthy.

"I didn't say, you are you, your mother is your mother, you are two people, what do you care about her. Why, will her love brain infect you?" Cen Jin continued to enlighten.

"My birth was the original sin." Bei Huai closed her eyes, her voice hoarse.

The meaning of her existence is only to please others, no one will love her, and she will never love others, and will never follow in Yun Manzhu's footsteps.

She is just a tool.

She felt disgusted even by herself.

And Jiang Wan, she is too clean.

They shouldn't have any interaction at all.

Getting close to her will only hurt her, so let her sink into the abyss alone.

The phone vibrated suddenly.

Bei Huai glanced casually, seeing that it was Bei Qi calling, she just hung up without thinking.

But maybe he was drunk, his fingers were not very flexible, he pressed the wrong place, and it was connected.

"Sister? You're finally willing to answer my call! I can't find you anywhere, and you didn't reply when I sent you a message." The person on the other end of the phone probably didn't expect Beihuai to answer the phone.

"There is something to talk about, or I'll die." Beihuai forced herself to straighten up, rubbed her browbones, and said impatiently.

Although it was unintentional to pick up, but she picked up all of them, and she didn't think about it and hung up again.

"Well, a senior named Jiang Wan came to see me a few days ago, you should know her, I accidentally hit her when I was playing before."

"What is she looking for you for?" Bei Huai's eyes regained some clarity in an instant.

"Let me ask you." Bei Qi shrugged, recalling the scene of that day again in his mind.

The girl stood by the corridor, her eyes were clear, but there was faint sadness in her eyes.

He apologized and said: "I'm sorry, this involves my sister's private affairs, I can't tell you."

"I can only say that my sister used to be a very good person, but because of some things, she wanted to use a series of rebellious behaviors to fight. She... actually longed for someone to approach her, but subconsciously resisted. "

"Okay, thank you." Even if she didn't get any useful clues, the girl still nodded politely.

Looking at the girl's back, he blurted out: "It may be hard for you to get close to her."

The girl turned her head and smiled, without flinching in her eyes: "I know, but I still want to give it a try. I think someone has to pull her out of the darkness, and I want that person to be me more than anyone else." .”

"Why are you so kind to my sister?" Bei Qi was a little confused. Is there really such a selfless person?

"Because... I like her, and I really want to be friends with her and walk into her world."

"That's what I thought the first time I saw her."

"Sister, to be honest, I'm a little envious of you, such a good girl, don't push her away anymore. After all, you are too lonely by yourself." On the other end of the phone, after Bei Qi finished speaking, he burst into emotion.

"Hiss, you kid, don't you take me seriously?" Cen Jin on the side shouted dissatisfied.

Although it was clear, the environment was still relatively noisy, and Cen Jin could hear Bei Huai's loudspeaker.

"I'm lost, haha, sister Cen, you're here too, it's a misunderstanding, it's all a misunderstanding." Bei Qi apologized embarrassingly.

Beihuai didn't say a word from the beginning to the end, but just hung up the phone silently.

She drooped her eyelids, not knowing what to think.

After a few seconds, she suddenly said, "Cen Jin, did I do something wrong?"

"Why, do you regret it?" Cen Jin asked casually, squinting his eyes, shaking the red wine glass in his hand.

Bei Huai slowly shook her head, pondered for a moment before softly saying: "I just suddenly felt that I shouldn't treat her like that."

You shouldn't have treated her so cruelly.

A girl as transparent as Jiang Wan would definitely guess that she did this on purpose.

But even so, she would be hurt if she was treated like that.

Bei Huai thought that she owed her an apology.