After going on a blind date with my brother

Lin Wan is not a good girl at heart, going to a bar to drink a few bottles is like having fun, but this summer vacation has restrained her a bit, she hasn't been there for a long time, and sitting in the booth feels a bit noisy.

In the beginning, there would be strangers coming over to strike up a conversation, but they were all frightened away by Lin Wan's indifferent expression, and soon she was the only one left.

In the huge bar, everyone was hugging from left to right, only Lin Wan was left vacant, leaving her drinking alone in the dimly lit corner.

There was no taste in drinking it, but Lin Wan felt as if he was floating a little bit, and his mind entered a strange state of emptiness. He didn't need to think about anything, as if his soul had ascended to the kingdom of heaven, and his whole body was light.

She grinned, smirked, and walked out with a little unsteady footsteps.

Go back to the room and sleep, sleep soundly, don't think about anything, don't have to think about anything.

And when I wake up in the morning, I have a splitting headache, and my whole body seems to be a little hypoxic. As long as I just follow the teacher to class and finish class, and I haven’t even done my homework, I have already exhausted all my energy. .

Even saving the energy of thinking wildly, Lin Wan deliberately avoided even the word Wen Yimu, only occasionally a blurry face flashed in her mind, and she immediately slid past it.

When eating at noon, Lin Wan's movements were a little sluggish, he hesitated for a long time to pick up a dish with chopsticks, chewing slowly, occasionally showing a smirk.

It looked completely devoid of the usual aura, dull and dull, as if possessed by a demon.

Zheng Zeyuan poked her arm worriedly, watched Lin Wan for a long time before he realized, and asked him indifferently: "What's the matter?"

Zheng Zeyuan hesitated and said, "I think you seem a little tired..."

Lin Wan tilted her head and thought for a while, then smiled at him playfully, "It's all right, I'm just a little sleepy, don't worry about me."

The young girl's face was still as bright as a rose, but the rose was a bit wilted, which couldn't be seen on the surface, but one could see that she lacked the nourishment of the rain inside, and was about to dry up.

"Okay." Zheng Zeyuan thought to himself that maybe something happened to Lin Wan, and it's not easy for him to intervene in other people's private affairs, but with Lin Wan's appearance, it is obviously impossible for her to say that nothing is wrong.

He is not a person who likes to meddle in other people's business, but he still couldn't help asking: "Did...you encounter something? I'll just ask. If it's inconvenient, don't tell me."

Lin Wan had already prepared the vocabulary to answer, but when the words came to her lips, she just smiled lightly: "It's nothing, I just stayed up late to watch dramas recently."

She did have a faint layer of dark circles under her eyes, and she looked slumped as if she had stayed up too late.

Zheng Zeyuan nodded, expressing his understanding: "But you still have to pay attention to your body."

Lin Wan smiled to show that she understood, then turned her head, her eyelashes drooping slightly, her eyes were calm and indescribably tired.

She doesn't want to receive care and pity from others, but just torturing herself like this, what kind of result is she hoping to gain?

Will the person she thinks of appear in this way?

Lin Wan silently swallowed a mouthful of rice, even though it was high-quality fragrant rice, it still felt as if she was eating a stone, choking on her throat, in a dilemma.

He repeated this kind of life for several days in a row, did not read Wen Yimu's messages, even blocked all thoughts about her, drank until midnight at night, fell asleep when he was drunk, followed the teacher in a daze during the day Attend class.

The third year of high school was hard work, and she was still so rough every day, she couldn't hold it anymore, and fell asleep directly in the weekly exam.

When the bell rang for the end of get out of class, Lin Wan woke up staring blankly, handed in a blank paper, and waved his hand indifferently under Zheng Zeyuan's concerned gaze, with an indifferent expression.

She has never been a good student. Although she used to work hard to complete the learning tasks that she should complete, in fact, she does not have to work so hard to have a way out. Why must she work so hard like Zheng Zeyuan?

When she handed in the blank paper for the first time, Lin Wan still felt a little guilty, but soon she didn't feel it at all. After all, the teacher didn't pursue the promotion rate, and valued everyone's independent learning, so she didn't criticize Lin Wan at all.

Lin Wan simply didn't listen to class and didn't hand in homework. At first, he played on his mobile phone and watched dramas in class, but later he simply skipped class and sat on the rooftop to enjoy the scenery and eat snacks.

happy?It seems to be happy, but there is an indescribable emptiness.

Drunken and dreamy, but that's all.

The wind on the roof was a bit strong, although Lin Wan had been controlling the amount of drinking and only allowed himself to pass out, but it was inevitable that he would feel a little uncomfortable during the day.

When the wind blows, the headache is even more severe.

Lin Wan covered her forehead, found a windless corner and squatted there, feeling an indescribable sense of frustration in her heart.

It's really painful. In fact, it's only a short three or four days, but it feels like a century has passed. Every day is a torment like purgatory, whether it's body or mind.

Her soul was taken away, leaving only an indifferent body, unable to get back those emotions, nor knowing the purpose and meaning of life.

She has long been tired of eating, drinking and having fun; after a few days of class, she can't concentrate and can't understand the questions; friendship, family and love are nothing more than that.

As the autumn wind blew, Lin Wan stared at the edge of the roof, almost feeling the urge to jump off.

She closed her eyes, feeling that she was really going to be unable to hold on anymore, she just wanted to sleep, and it was over.

On the rooftop, the girl's body is as thin as a butterfly, and the wind blows through the corners of her clothes, as if she will fly away from this world in the next second.

Lin Wan still didn't fall asleep on the rooftop, she struggled, and returned home like a walking dead, closed the door under Aunt Zhang's surprised eyes, curled up in the bed and slept soundly for a whole day.

After waking up, I ate a big bowl of hot chicken noodles, took a hot bath, fell into a daze, and then continued to sleep.

During the period, I also received several messages, Zheng Zeyuan was concerned about her not going to class, but Lin Wan did not reply.

As for whether Wen Yimu sent a message, she didn't know, because the message reminder had already been cancelled.

After sleeping and eating, she was lying clean on the bed, with disheveled hair and reading the latest novel for young girls. The love in it was lingering, life-and-death. Lin Wan couldn't help laughing as she watched.

Raising his head, the soft sunset outside the window just came in, casting a golden glow in front of the desk, dazzling and gentle.

Lin Wan looked at it quietly for a long time, then walked to the desk and stretched out her hand.

The sun gently greeted the girl's white and tender palm, licking her like a puppy, itchy and warm.

Lin Wan wanted to cry inexplicably, but she didn't know how to express her feelings.

After all, she still couldn't do it, she couldn't be as pure as in the novel, she couldn't do it just because of love, she would die or live, even though it was uncomfortable in every way, she still persisted in the end.

Lin Wan took a deep breath, took a sip of hot water, and turned on the phone expressionlessly.

At the bottom are the messages from Wen Yimu, there are dozens of them one after another.

At the beginning, it was a general questioning, asking her what she wanted and the explanation for her behavior.

Then asked where she was.

After that, there was a simple message: "Changai, I may know what you want. I can find you soon, but I don't know if you want to see me. I'll wait for you."

After that, it is good morning and good night every day, which is as punctual as clocking in.

And small daily routines that I share from time to time, such as seeing a beautiful flower on the road, or wearing more clothes when the weather is cold.

Lin Wan looked down one by one, and the latest one happened to be sent by Wen Yimu a few minutes ago.

It is the church in the sunset, dyed in a gentle color, as compassionate as a god.

WYM: "I saw it on the road, I want to watch it with you."

After Lin Wan finished reading the news, she went back and read it from the beginning again and again.She thought that she would not cry for Wen Yimu long ago, but in fact, a large drop of water soon fell on the screen of the phone.

I don't know what it feels like, but I just know that the other party has not given up, and I feel a sense of stability.

It's like a drowning traveler who finally reached out to hold the straw, finally surfaced to breathe the fresh air, oxygen poured into the lungs, as if reborn.

Lin Wan thought of what Lin Sui said to speak clearly before quarreling. Just a few days ago she scoffed at it, but now she seemed to understand a little bit.

I really like each other, I am not willing to hurt each other, even if I have thorns all over my body, I want to go forward and hug you.

As long as I can hug you, it doesn't matter if it hurts. I also have thorns on my body. Let's pull them out slowly together.

Just don't let me lose sight of you, as long as we're together.

Lin Wan stood where she was, the setting sun illuminated her side face, coating her face with a layer of gold, she stood there, weeping uncontrollably.

She called Wen Yimu, and the next second, the call was picked up, as if she had been waiting in front of the screen for a long time.

It was quiet, with the sound of electric current echoing in my ears.

After a while, Lin Wan cried softly, "Wen Yimu."

"I'm here, don't be afraid." Almost immediately, a familiar and gentle voice came from the opposite side, with a bit of caution, but resolute and decisive.

Like a pair of snow-white wings, passing through the screen and stroking her cheeks with feathers, Lin Wan couldn't help but want to cry.

She said softly: "I didn't study...but I want to see you, Wen Yimu."

"I'm always here." Wen Yimu bit her lower lip lightly, and said seriously.

Even though they were separated by the screen, they both felt that the distance between the two had never been so close.

Their hands are intertwined, tightly entangled, and they will never and do not want to let go.

Lin Wan smiled brightly, very satisfied with the answer.

This was her first sincere smile in so many days.

It turns out that as long as you like each other, as long as your heart is firm, there are actually not so many complicated problems.

I like you, so hold you tight and never let go no matter what.

All problems can be easily solved.

Lin Wan heard her trembling voice: "Then meet me, right now, I'm at home."

"Okay." It was just a simple word, but it weighed a thousand pounds.

Lin Wan hung up the phone reluctantly, sat in front of the table for a while, took a comb to comb her hair, and slowly found her most familiar self, fresh and agile.

At least, don't be too embarrassed when seeing Wen Yimu, otherwise, my sister will feel distressed.

……

Half an hour later, Wen Yimu picked up Lin Wan, and the two looked at each other, unwilling to speak.

Lin Wan sat in the passenger seat, waiting for Wen Yimu to drive to the finish line, waiting for all misunderstandings to be clarified.

The author has something to say: I cried myself when I wrote it, I hope everyone can read it slowly and experience the changes in emotions.

Love them so much.