[skip] Tsuruga Ren, come to my bowl!

The reason why Dun Helian has not made a clear statement to Jiaojiao is that he hopes that if Jiaojiao regrets one day, he can let her go.Ever since he found out that he fell in love with Jiaojiao, he has been thinking about what he should do.His dark and ugly past has been haunting him, and the feeling of killing his best friend has made him dare not let go of his feelings and let himself love her.He thought for a long time, whether a person with a dark history like him could be with a girl as beautiful as Jiaojiao.

However, his longing for Jiaojiao and the touch in his heart when he saw Jiaojiao doing so many things for him almost tore his heart apart, and he had no time to think about whether he was worthy or not.She is so beautiful, and there are so many people who love her, if he continues to be so entangled, maybe he will have no chance to hug her back.Tsuruga Lian can no longer think about whether he can love, whether he can give others happiness, because his mind is full of the girl's cute smile, deep dimples, and when she washes the soup with her back to him look.

Every time Jiaojiao does this or that for Tsuruga Lian, urging She Xingyi to ensure his diet, the feeling of being cared by her is cherished in his heart.Therefore, Dunhe Lian waved away the inferiority complex and opposition in her heart, indulged herself in her tender care for him, and stopped thinking about whether he could love her or not, and whether she was worthy of loving her.

Although Tsuruga Lian's question has not been answered yet, the darkness that killed his best friend has been entangled in his heart, but now he can't take care of anything, the only thought in his head is - tell Jiaojiao that he loves her!She is his!Makoto Asakura, Takeshi Fujido and others all stood aside, only he could hug her and kiss her.

At the moment when he was so impatient at the press conference just now, Jiaojiao stood up, not wanting him to bear the burden alone.Although I believe in him, I still want to be with him.At such a moment, Tsun Helian could no longer deny his heart, that delicate girl is what he desires most now, even stronger than his father's desire.He longed to hold her in his arms, but now it was a press conference and many people were paying attention, so he couldn't do it.He can only declare his love for her to the world, and give her the promise exclusively for her.

No one pays attention to Taochenglan anymore, and Dun Helian doesn't even bother to give her alms, even if she looks so out of her mind now, so what?It's her own self-indulgence!Dun Helian never responded to her positively, and Jiaojiao never hurt her, it was her own words that made things like this.Media reporters did interview her, and every word and every word was that she fabricated facts in front of the public, deceiving fans and audiences, and making her embarrassed.

Some of the fans in front of the TV supported her before, but now they hate her even more because she tricked them into supporting an unknown person.Some didn't like her intervening between Dun Helian and Jiaojiao, but now they are really happy.No one cares about what will happen to her in the future, no one sees how pitiful she is, and offended the two leaders of the new generation of show business, can she still hang out in the show business?

After a long time, when she jumped out like a clown to make trouble again, Jiaojiao finally made up her mind to punish her.Jealousy is a terrible emotion. If Tao Chenglan stays in the show business, maybe one day she will come to provoke Jiaojiao again.

Jiaojiao's design made Taochenglan leave the showbiz and become an ordinary person.Although everyone remembered what she did at the beginning, it gradually faded away as time went by, and after she left the showbiz, she also learned to treat herself correctly, and she was no longer so impetuous.After staying away from Tsuruga Lian, she realized that what she liked was only the person she imagined, and she could only laugh at herself for being too naive and ignorant, too self-centered, and unable to see what was going on.It's good to be an ordinary person, Tao Chenglan finally sees it, and is no longer so obsessed.But these are long in the future.

The press conference ended in a hurry, not only because Tao Chenglan came to make trouble, but also to protect Jiaojiao.She came out so suddenly that the security guards didn't even react, but the reporters did, so they surrounded her.Jiaojiao has rarely seen such a scene after debuting for so long, so she was shocked.Fortunately, Tsuruga Lian reacted quickly and protected her in time to leave the backcourt.Jiaojiao blamed herself very much. She wanted to help him, but she didn't expect to be surrounded by reporters because she didn't help.

But Jiaojiao is really happy that Dun Helian can say that.That was like announcing to the whole world that he cared about her, so Jiaojiao was extremely satisfied now, and her heart was as sweet as drinking honey.She really wanted to hug Tsuruga Lian's waist, get close to the distance between them, and listen to his heartbeat.I don't know when he fell in love with her?Jiaojiao snickered, girls are always more concerned about such things, you must know that if she didn't know that Dun Helian liked her, she would definitely not explore such things.

Although she really wants to know, Jiaojiao also understands that Dun Helian seems to have an unknown knot in her heart, so Jiaojiao doesn't want to force him. When one day he is willing to speak out, she will definitely listen quietly of.It's just Jiaojiao's unspeakable distress. Every time she sees Dun Helian falling into such a self-abandoning atmosphere, she really wants to interrupt him and make him happy.No matter what happened, Jiaojiao thought, she would always stand by Dun Helian's side and support him.

Dun Helian didn't want to hide it from Jiaojiao anymore, and he also made up his mind to tell Jiaojiao this nightmare today, to let her know what kind of person he is.If at that time, Jiaojiao is scared and wants to leave, he will... No, he won't give her a chance to escape, he didn't cherish the opportunity when he gave her before, if she is afraid now, then he doesn't care, he must To imprison her by his side, let her continue to love him, continue to care about him, and continue to support him.

When they returned to the artist's apartment that night, Dun Helian decided to explain his past to Jiaojiao, so the two talked in the living room of Jiaojiao's apartment.Before Dun Helian could start speaking, Jiaojiao threw herself into his arms, her hands tightened around his waist like pliers. This was something she wanted to do at the press conference, Jiaojiao was satisfied I took a deep breath, the smell of Tsuruga lotus in my nose, I finally did it, embraced Tsuruga lotus, listened to his heartbeat,

"Lian, I really like you so much, this is the first time I like someone so much. No, I even think that I have fallen in love with you. Don't reject me, okay? No matter what kind of unspeakable secrets you have , the moment I decide to like you, it is no longer just your business, but our business, no matter what it is, I will take it well."

Hearing Jiaojiao Nunuuo's voice, Dun Helian couldn't help hugging her tightly, while gently resting her chin on Jiaojiao's shoulder.He can no longer deny his desire for Jiaojiao in his heart. If he can, he even hopes to go back to the past, back to the time when he didn't have any sins, back to the time when he coaxed the delicate and willful girl.He regretted that he went back to the United States and didn't have the opportunity to watch Jiaojiao's growth, and even made him unable to tell Jiaojiao who he was at this time.

"Jiaojiao," he murmured like a sigh, "You don't know how much I want to say to you." He tried hard to suppress the excitement in his heart, and then carefully worded how to explain so that Jiaojiao knew who he was not angry.

"Then say it. No matter how big the sin is, I will carry it with you. Whether it is going to heaven or going to hell, as long as I can be with you, nothing matters. I believe in you, I understand you, and the guilt in your heart It's about to overwhelm you, if you want, you can tell me, and I will share it with you." Jiaojiao sniffed, and she felt that the darkness in Tsuruga Lian's heart was not just darkness, but more of guilt , He is not a bad person, Jiaojiao knows, although the thing that oppressed him must be his fault, otherwise he would not be as depressed as he is now.But he was already very guilty, so Jiaojiao felt sorry for him.

Tsuruga Lian closed her eyes, and tightened her arms in her arms.At this moment, all the masks of Tsuruga Lian, all the smiles, and all the defenses that kept people away from thousands of miles away collapsed in her distressed sobs, and her chest was filled with infinite emotion. After a long time, he slowly opened his mouth.

"I'm Tsuruga Ren. But two years ago, I was still Jiuyuan? Sisley."

Jiaojiao let out a surprise in his arms, but it seemed to be a soft cry that she had expected. She had always been suspicious, but the difference between the two was very big, but since he had admitted it... Jiaojiao stretched out her hand to him Pulled his head off and moved closer to his face, "Is this a contact lens? Have you dyed your hair too? I like the way you look blond."

Dun Helian nodded slightly, he knew that Jiaojiao liked his blond hair, because she used to like to pick at his hair and say she wanted to cut it off for collection.But he came to Japan to change his appearance and start a new life, so he dyed his hair black. "Does Jiaojiao remember what I told you before? I was really depressed by my father's aura. So I often fought and fought during that time. It was a very dark time. I didn't contact you during that time. Because I was afraid that I would anger you. It seems that I have mentioned Rick to you before, right?"

Jiaojiao thought about it for a while and nodded.Although it happened when she was very young, she didn't know why the memory didn't fade at all. She still remembered Tsuruga Ren's flying expression when she mentioned Rick, and now thinking about it, she still felt a little jealous.Rick is Tsuruga Ren’s best friend in the United States. Because of his Japanese ancestry, he sometimes encounters classmates who discriminate against people of color in the United States, but Rick has always been by his side to help him. It can be said that Rick is like Like Tsuruga Ren's big brother.Jiu Yuan's current state, wouldn't... have something to do with Rick, right?Jiaojiao felt that Dun Helian was trembling, and quickly tightened her hands around his waist, trying to give him some strength to support him.Tsuruga Lian felt it, and continued speaking slowly.

"One time I got into a fight with a group of thugs and I knocked them all down and one of them ran away and I was out of my mind at that point so I chased after him. That's when Rick came and he wanted to stop me. "Dun Helian's voice became more and more trembling. Jiaojiao thought about whether to let him stop, but felt that if he didn't let him vent, maybe it would be more sad if he kept it in his heart, so he didn't stop him, just gently stroked him. on his back.

"Just as Rick was chasing me across the road, a car drove over. When I turned around, the ground was covered in Rick's blood..." Although Jiaojiao didn't understand his feelings at the time, she felt distressed , I really feel sorry for such a lotus.Rick died to save him, to save him from falling. Lian must feel very guilty, right?

Tsuruga Ren rested for a while, feeling Jiaojiao's gentle touch on his back. He was very fragile at this moment, and Jiaojiao's side made him feel much better. "Rick's girlfriend, Mary, said that I should be the one who deserves to be damned. She will never forgive me. They, they will get married at the end of the year." Tsun Helian said here, although she didn't cry, but Jiaojiao didn't want to Let him go on talking, she gently shook her head to signal him not to go on talking, Dun Helian didn't cry, but Jiaojiao couldn't cry anymore.

Jiaojiao raised her head and looked at Dun Helian's chin. It was smooth, and she could see that she had shaved every day, but Jiaojiao's heart huddled tightly for no reason. She was stunned for a long time, and suddenly she realized a fact.

Never be too sure about how good someone else looks.Although Tsuruga Ren is a big star, there are so many fans who say they love him every day, but no one is Tsuruga Ren, and no one can understand whether there is unspeakable suffering behind his superficial scenery, the sorrow in his heart Only he himself knows, unless he is willing to say it, but he would rather bury it in his heart.If he didn't want Jiaojiao to know all about him today, maybe he would never say it.

Jiaojiao sniffed, he didn't want to cry, so I cried for him.Jiaojiao huddled in Dun Helian's arms and kept sobbing.

Dun Helian hugged Jiaojiao, didn't speak or comfort her, because he knew she was crying for him.It took a long time for Jiaojiao to recover, and she looked at Tsuruga Lian with big eyes that were red and swollen like rabbit eyes, her eyes were full of determination, "In the future, when you grow up enough to see Rick , let’s go to the United States together? Let’s go to see Mary, go to Rick’s grave to apologize and thank him, and then you will take me to see what you have experienced?”

Tsuruga Ren can't do it now, but Tsuruga Ren who has experienced more things in the future will definitely be able to do it.In fact, Jiaojiao thinks that what Mary said is actually for the good of Tsun Helian, and she wants to cheer him up. If there is a chance, Jiaojiao really wants to know Mary.What is it like to be a girl worthy of Brother Rick?

Ever since Tsuruga Lian finished talking about his experience, Jiaojiao has regarded Rick as her big brother from the bottom of her heart.