The singer of the entertainment circle is not a human being

When Xue Shaoqing left, all the young and old in the Xue family discussed and sighed what to do in the future. In fact, although many of them were idlers, they were not fools. News of the war in the north came one after another. Arranging to go abroad for asylum is already the best way out, even if Xue Shaoqing is turned upside down again, I'm afraid it won't change anything for the present.

After he finished solving these trivial matters, he was going to find Shen Moyan. The two hadn't spoken properly for many days, and they couldn't afford to be angry with each other during the days when they left, and they couldn't even say goodbye properly.

Xue Shaoqing was thinking this way, but when he came to the backyard, the servants said that he went to the hall with one kick, and Shen Moyan went out to Litang Garden with one kick.

He responded and hurriedly headed towards Litangyuan. Litangyuan had been out of business for a long time since the war began, and even the young ladies from Yangzhou who had been famous for a while were driven out of the city.

After all, this place is not comparable to the ten-mile foreign market in Shanghai, nor can it be compared with the singing and dancing in the British colony of Hong Kong. Once the war involves the people, even if it is thousands of miles away, the people in Rongcheng, big and small, are in a hurry to settle down. Go to a place like the Flower Archway to vain your time.

The Litang Garden was bleak and deserted, and Xue Shaoqing could feel the desolation even when he walked to the door. He was afraid that Shen Moyan would feel unhappy when he was near Japan, and now that he was here, it would only add to his troubles, so he hurried to look for someone, but just pushed away the red Seeing the wooden door, Shen Moyan sat under the stage just fine, with his back straightened, not knowing what he was thinking at the moment.

"Why are you sitting here alone?" Xue Shaoqing frowned slightly and walked up to him, took the man's hand and rubbed it in his palm: "It's going to be winter soon, you should get a thick jacket anyway, What if it's frozen?"

Shen Moyan seemed to realize that someone was there when he heard the voice. He turned his head and stared blankly for a while, his eyes focused on him, his eyes were covered with haze and confusion like dark clouds, and the expression on his face was also stiff for a long time, barely holding up a smile, nodded and muttered: " No problem."

After saying this, he stopped talking and stared at the empty stage in a daze, unwilling to pay attention to the other people around him.

Seeing that he didn't like to talk to him, Xue Shaoqing had no choice but to purse her lips and sit down beside her. She finally rubbed her nose and asked in embarrassment, "Why is it so deserted here? Where are your other brothers?"

"I divided the rest of the money in Litang Garden and let them all go." Shen Moyan's expression was empty, and his tone seemed to be talking about other family affairs, but echoing in the empty theater this evening, there was a kind of saying no It's sad.

"Why let them all go? You..." Xue Shaoqing originally wanted to ask him, don't you plan to keep Litang Garden open again?But the words came to his lips but he didn't say them out. In fact, you can understand the reason after thinking about it. In the years of war, no one listens to the opera. It is the best arrangement for everyone to disband the troupe and find their own way out.

Shen Moyan's eyes flashed the bustling scenes of the stage in the past, and it felt like a good thing happened yesterday, how could it have changed today in just a few years.

The brothers should leave as they should, and he is left alone, what should he do in the future?

"Shaoqing..." He was a little scared suddenly, his voice couldn't stop trembling, he turned his head to look at the man beside him and almost begged, "Can you not go? Can you stay with me?"

Xue Shaoqing couldn't bear to look into his eyes, her heart seemed to be strangled by her hands, but after a long silence, she still said dryly: "The war in the Northeast Region is tight, the Xue family will start packing their bags tonight, you go with them Okay? I bought a manor in England, if you don't like to get along with them, I can..."

"I don't want it!!" Before he finished speaking, Shen Moyan interrupted first, stood up and let go of the palm that was holding his wrist, his whole body began to tremble, he covered his chest and kept shaking his head, crying one by one A star dropped: "I have been with you since I was 17 years old! You promised to be with me forever! You agreed! Why do you let me go to that boring England now! Why!"

"Mo Yan, listen to me!" Xue Shaoqing didn't expect that he would suddenly attack, and subconsciously wanted to grab the other person to explain his ambition, but the person didn't intend to listen to him, and waved him away.

"I don't want to hear it! I don't want to hear anything!" Shen Moyan's emotions that had been suppressed for many days finally broke out. He had secretly imagined that maybe the man was just a whim, and he would change his mind after a while, but how could he become Everything has been arranged, how come he is the only one left!

"Xue Shaoqing! You have no heart! You have no heart!!" Every word he uttered seemed to be stabbing himself with a knife. The first time they met on stage seemed to be still in sight. Why did it change now?

"Then Britain is far away. If I go with your family, when will I wait for you in this life? Or did you plan from the beginning that you will never come to see me again after this separation? Xue Shaoqing! Have you ever thought about me? !"

"No! It's not!" Xue Shaoqing grabbed his wrist forcefully, took a deep breath and gritted her teeth to restrain herself from being shaken: "Mo Yan, except for being with you, I will never be under my control in this life! This time, I just want to Go to the front line to serve the country! This is my responsibility! This is also my obligation! Why can't you understand me!"

"I don't understand! I don't want to understand!" Shen Moyan cried hoarsely, grabbed the man's sleeve and asked, "Tell me? How soon are you leaving? Tell me, is it because you don't want to see me again?!"

"No, it's not like that." Xue Shaoqing was distracted by his crying, and quickly wiped away the other party's tears: "You believe me, go to England with them obediently, I promise you will come back! I promise I will come back to see you! "

"Will you come back? Are you really going to come back?" Shen Moyan couldn't believe it. He raised his head and looked at the man eagerly, imagining ten thousand situations on the battlefield and shaking his head again and again: "It's the purgatory on earth, how could you come back Why don't you take me with you? I'll go with you!"

"No! Your health is not good! How can you go to the front to suffer together!" Xue Shaoqing said in a coaxing tone: "You are good, I promise I will really come back! You go to England and wait for me. I will wait for you once the war is over." I will definitely look for you! The promised life is a lifetime, I will never come to lie to you!"

Shen Moyan closed his eyes and shook his head, but when he opened his eyes again, he firmly said: "Okay, then I will wait for you here, don't trick me into going to England, I, Shen Moyan, will wait for you in this Litang Garden! As long as I am alive! I will wait for you to come back! You must never lie to me! You must not lie to me!"

"Okay!" Xue Shaoqing walked past him, resting his chin on the other's neck, but said an oath that he didn't believe in: "I will definitely survive, and then I will come to Litang Garden to find you, and you must also survive. Wait for me to come back. Understand?"

"I understand...I understand..." Shen Moyan hugged the opponent's body tightly as if grabbing the last straw, and kept repeating the sentence in his mouth: "I will wait for you, I will always wait for you, you must I want to come back." The tears in his eyes kept falling uncontrollably.

On the day when Xue Shaoqing left by train, Xue's family had already boarded a boat to England, and he was the only one in the crowded train station picking up his luggage and walking towards the turning point of fate.

Shen Moyan didn't go to see him off, as if he didn't admit that this was the last parting between the two, he stubbornly put on an opera robe and stood in the middle of the stage in Litang Garden, with a lingering smile on his face, as if the seat in front of him It was full of guests and friends like it was the first time on stage.

He didn't cry, but sang words and phrases, blah blah blah blah blah. An actor from Rongcheng, on the day his lover left, he sang in the theater all day, but it sounded more sad than crying."

The Republic of China is over.