Two or three things about becoming Ye Wang's mother

The cause of the incident was that Tsunayoshi Sawada asked me if I wanted to write a letter home.He may go back at any time, if he can, he wants to help me send the family letter to my parents.

"If there is an earthquake, it is very likely that even the body will not be found. In this way, it is officially missing." Tsunayoshi Sawada took care of my feelings and used the term "body".

"They might still be waiting for you to go back."

I have to say that his last sentence touched me a lot.I want to write a letter to my family, although it may not be able to reach their hands.

But here comes the problem.

how should i write

Earlier, Sawada Tsunayoshi asked me if Abe Seimei had a way to let me go back, would I agree.I didn't answer at that time, because I knew that I couldn't go back. How could Abe Seimei do things that even the gods couldn't do?

Since it is impossible to go back, there is no difference between official disappearance and death.

Just a book from home...

"I want to help you, Ah-chan. Give me a chance." He looked at me seriously.

"Okay, I will write it." I said to Tsunayoshi Sawada, "If you have the opportunity, please forward my family letter to my family."

Tsunayoshi Sawada wanted to help me.

I'm aware of this.

Although I don't know why he is obsessed with this matter, but if it makes him feel better, I don't mind writing a letter home.

But as I worry, how should I write it.Even if it was just to comfort Sawada Tsunayoshi, when he started writing at night, he hoped that this letter would really reach their hands.

Although I am still alive, it is no different from being dead.If I give my family members ardent hope, they may wait for my return all the time. If it affects their normal life, it is not what I want to see.

But in my heart, I don't want to be forgotten so quickly.

I want them to remember me, this is the only bond between me and that world.

After thinking for a long time, I finally mustered up the courage to write.

【...When you read this letter, please believe that I am really fine.This is not a false word.

At the beginning, I was really desperate and wanted to die.But fortunately, I gradually found the motivation to live.Although there will be uncomfortable thoughts from time to time during the period, I believe that these are all negative emotions caused by hard life.

The current hard work is for a better life in the future.So I won't give up.For me, life is worth living at the moment, and I'm trying to convert repressed, uncomfortable negative emotions.

After all, the current situation is like this, so we can only face it with a positive attitude.

I know that separation is the normal state of life, and our separation just came too fast.

But please believe me, I just changed my life.We still look at the same sky and breathe the same air.If you miss me, you can look at the moon, she will convey your thoughts to me, and so do I.

……

Maybe we won't meet again in the future, or maybe we'll be lucky enough to meet again sometime.

Either way, I love you all.

Finally, I hope you will give Tsuna Ji-jun my favorite candy.And, don't ask him where I am.

Of course, I still hope that we will meet again one day.

dad,

Mother. 】

After writing it down, I realized that my words were too hypocritical, but I still didn't want to change them.After all, in retrospect, it seems that I have never acted like a baby with my parents.Occasional hypocrisy seems to be quite interesting.

"Written?" Black Mo appeared.

I nodded and stuffed the letter into the envelope.

"Although I don't hold out hope, I still hope to see each other again someday."

"Yes, we will meet..."

Heimo was comforting me again, and his words quickly dissipated in the deep autumn dew.

I handed the envelope to Sawada Tsunayoshi, who solemnly hid the envelope in Kari's pocket.

"I will definitely give the letter to your parents."

I smiled, "Then I'll leave it to you." It's the best if you can deliver it to them, and it doesn't matter if you can't.I have taken his heart.

"Speaking of which, I have to thank Lian Hongba. If it weren't for him, maybe I wouldn't have changed."

It's actually quite embarrassing to say that, I didn't realize it before, but I can understand it after thinking about it.

The meaning of mother's existence is very important to children.

Lian Hongba's inferiority complex comes from his lunatic mother.

In the future, Ah Ye's personality will also be largely influenced by me.

If my attitude is too depressed and not positive enough, then this bad mood will also be conveyed to Ah Ye.

So, never have that bad idea.

"Sawada, you have a good mother." I put my hands on Sawada's shoulders and solemnly praised his mother.

"Eh? Wait, why are you talking about this topic all of a sudden?"

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When the winter moon was approaching, I took Sawada Tsunayoshi to the foot of the mountain to buy coal.

They said it was coal, but what they bought were scraps.After all, good coal was shipped to Ping'an capital for sale.

He carried the bamboo basket for me, and we walked up the mountain step by step.During this period, Sawada Tsunayoshi mentioned to me the girl he likes.I asked him before if he confessed.

"Even if I'm in the Harem Shuangwen mode, the only one I like is Kyoko!"

He spoke with utmost earnestness.I'm so serious that I'm embarrassed to tell him that the Harem Shuangwen mode is actually fooling him.

"Why don't you confess? Aren't you Japanese middle school students accustomed to writing love letters? The kind that you put directly in her shoe cabinet."

"Actually, there was a confession, but..." Tsunayoshi Sawada paused, and then coyly talked about the bad confession scene.

Wearing only a pair of boxers to confess, and with a vicious face, people thought it was some kind of performance art.

"Now that I think about it, I have been naked in boxers almost every day since Bourne came to Bingsheng."

I glanced at him, "You are very good at telling such things. Is it because we won't meet again in the future so you don't have any scruples?"

"Ah, no, no, don't get me wrong..."

Sawada Tsunayoshi hurriedly explained, but the words came to his lips.But he didn't know how to speak. After a while, he whispered: "I feel that in front of A-chan, it doesn't matter what I say."

I scowled, and he looked a bit restrained.He relaxed a little when I burst out laughing.

"Sawada, you are amazing." I praised him sincerely.

"Eh?"

"Confession, at the school gate is equivalent to being in front of the whole school, wearing only boxers, saying loudly 'I like you', isn't that amazing?"

"I, although I have been serving as a love counselor for others, it is actually a theory. Of course, the reason for this is also the school's regulations that prohibit puppy love, but you also know that the regulations are dead, and students are easy to obey. I I asked you before if you wrote a love letter or confessed, but if it were me, I wouldn't do it either."

Sawada Tsunayoshi was surprised: "Why?"

"It's embarrassing. And I'm afraid of being rejected."

In fact, this situation is more than a confession, and other situations can also be used.

So Tsunayoshi Sawada, who seems to be submissive and claims to be a good-for-nothing, is really amazing.

I'm so envious.

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