Two or three things about becoming Ye Wang's mother

Ah Ye...

"I'm sorry, mom will make you dumplings again, how about putting your favorite chicken in it?"

"It's okay mom, after all, my uncle is going to hunt down barbarians, so it's okay to give it to him."

A weak, pitiful, yet forced smile.

I:"……"

Sure enough, I was angry, and it was still the kind that couldn't be coaxed well.

"Aye is really considerate." Tamamo sighed.I didn't know his name until now, but I still prefer to call him Ayu.

I corrected with a serious expression: "No, this is an illusion."

Ayu was completely confused by Aye's well-behaved performance.If he makes a fuss for a while, I don't have to worry about it.

Coaxing children is a technical job, especially for a precocious child like A Ye.

I always thought that children in this age group were very easy to coax.As long as you give him what he wants, he will forget all the angry things before, and even say thank you mother sweetly.

But my child is Aye.

Generally speaking, Ah Ye is as easy to coax as I think.As I said before, Aye is a very well-behaved child. He always eats obediently, and he doesn't need to hug him when he sleeps. I don't need to worry about it.

Children have the right to make noise, and Ah Ye obviously used this right to perfection.

"Yi Yi, you are also a boy, do you know what Aye is angry about?"

This time Aye was angry, the more I thought about it, the more wrong I became.If it was just because the zongzi was given away by me, there shouldn't be such a big reaction.

Hagoromo showed a troubled expression, and then gave me a sorry look.

I really went to the doctor in a hurry, how could Yuyi know the little Jiujiu in Aye's heart.

"I know."

After forgetting the unpleasant experience, Aika's lively character is fully reflected.

"He's scared." Unexpectedly, Manaka said something I didn't understand.After speaking, she buried her in her father's arms.Looking at me with a pair of eyes, Yuromo smiled and rubbed her hairy head when she saw this.

"What Aika said may not be right." Yuyi glanced at Tamamo, and then said to me. "However, Ah Ye wasn't that angry at first, but..."

Because I didn't go to coax in time?

Or did he think of fear for some reason?

But I don't understand, what is there to be afraid of, Ah Ye?

Of course, I am not doubting the authenticity of what Aihua and Yuyi said.In fact, children can understand children's moods very well, which is something that I, as an adult, cannot possess.

After dinner, Ayu left Resentment Mountain with Yuyi and Aika.And I was discussing with Kuromo how to coax Aye.

"I didn't even eat dinner."

Heimo sat on the steps, tilting his head slightly distressed. "I really don't understand. Even if you are angry, you still have to eat. Otherwise, you will starve your body. You are punishing yourself even when you are angry. Why? Are humans a race that punishes themselves when they are angry?"

Me: ...inexplicably connoted.

But it seems to be the case.

But there was also an indescribably weird feeling.We're not thinking the same thing.

"Heimo is a man, so will he understand the psychology of boys?"

Heimo smiled and said, "I can't be considered a man."

Me: "...Huh?"

As soon as the words fell, a woman with fluttering long hair appeared in front of me.

I:……

"It doesn't matter if it's a man or a woman. The meaning for me is just to meet that person."

After all, it's gender-neutral, right?

This really impacted my worldview.Is it true that gods have no gender... No, it should be that Kuromo has no specific gender.

It's amazing...

However, it seems that there are no useful suggestions from Kuromo.

"Anyway, go apologize first." I said.

Sure enough, I have to do it myself.

In autumn and night, the dew is heavy, and Heimo hides his figure and melts into the night.I cooked boiled eggs to see Ah Ye.He curled up facing the wall, covering his head with the entire quilt, and his back looked extremely depressed and pitiful.

I made a little noise as I came in, and was keen to detect his momentary tremor.

"Aye?" I whispered, put down the food plate, and gently pushed his shoulder with my hand.He moved, but didn't turn around.

She didn't mean to pretend to be asleep at all, she just didn't want to talk to me.

I was not in a hurry, so I sat next to him and began to peel the eggs.

"Today's matter is indeed that I did something wrong. Without your consent, I gave away your things to others. I promise that I will never do this in the future!"

A Ye poked his head out, staring at me with round eyes full of suspicion.

Why doubt?Can I be that untrustworthy?

I continued: "If you don't want to eat zongzi stuffed with chicken, it's the same as before. How about adding red dates and sweet potato juice? Sure enough, the sweet ones are more delicious, right?"

"It's not the same! Even if you put all the remaining sweet potato juice and red dates into the same glutinous rice, even if you make an incomparably delicious one with a probability of one in a million, you still can't reproduce the happiness at that time .”

A Ye suddenly broke away from the quilt and shouted to me, those bright eyes were astonishingly bright in the flickering candlelight night.Immediately afterwards, he reacted nervously and apologized to me.

"I'm sorry, Mom..."

"But, mother doesn't understand at all, this kind of happiness for me..."

I was taken aback, surprised that Aye actually said such philosophical words.But what surprised me even more was that it was just zongzi, but it actually gave him the meaning of "happiness".Where did this life experience come from?

Now that he has such thoughts, I can't just treat him like a young child.

"But Ah Ye, happiness is not only about such deliciousness in life." I held his soft shoulders and said to him seriously: "We still have a long way to go, on this road, we will meet , will experience happier things than before. Happiness cannot be reproduced, but it can be surpassed.”

"The delicacy at that time was happiness, why not taste new delicacy?"

Aye looked at me blankly.

"Will we have a happier future?"

"Of course. Happy, bright future."

We all have a future like this.

I think our conversation has taken a strange direction.

"Will mom leave me in the future?"

I originally wanted to say that as a human being, there will always be parting, but this topic is too heavy, and it is obviously not suitable to talk about it, so I solemnly said: "No."

There was a long-lost smile on Aye's face today.Then he hugged me and said, "I won't leave mom either."

Does that count as dissipating?

"hungry?"

"A little bit, only a little bit!"

I gave him the peeled egg, and he ate it and said, "Mom, I'm still not calm."

"Eh?"

"If my mother takes me to Heianjing, I will calm down!"

I:……

"Didn't my mother say that traveling thousands of miles is worse than reading thousands of books? That's why I want to go to Heian-kyo to see the style of Onmyoji Abe Seimei!"

I:……

No, I didn't say that!

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