Two or three things about becoming Ye Wang's mother

Black Mill told me that I am not the same as before.I thought about it for a long time, but I still couldn't figure out what was different about me.I asked him, but he just smiled and said nothing.I was terrified of this at first, and I was afraid that I would be affected by the environment, which would make me lose my original self.But after a long time, I found that my unknown change did not have any impact on my life.That being the case, it must not be a bad change, and there is no need to worry about it.

As Ah Ye grew up, his appetite gradually increased.Most of the black-milled grains went into his stomach. Fortunately, his demand for rice paste has been greatly reduced now, as long as he has soft food without salt, he can taste it.I don't know how long it takes for babies to be weaned and how long to share food with adults in the international community.But we are now in the Heian era, and we don't need to follow such harsh standards, after all, we don't have such conditions.Even, as long as it can fill your stomach, it doesn't matter what you eat...

For this, I have to work harder.Fortunately, the kind-hearted Axiu still left me to work in the tailor shop. She didn't take the absence from work during the previous period to her heart.How lucky I was to not lose my job.

The wages that the Huang Empire could not bring had obviously become my heart disease. When I thought about it, my heart ached so badly that I couldn't breathe.No matter how much money I make in the future, I am afraid it will not be able to make up for my heartache at this time.

It can be seen that there are eight out of ten difficulties in life.

As for what Abe Seimei said "it may not be a good thing", I didn't take it to heart, maybe he just wanted to comfort me.The golden hairpin engraved with the word "red" was carefully kept by me, and I would never pawn it unless it was absolutely necessary.It was a gift from a friend, and it was also a precious thing.

Life is gradually getting on the right track, and the memories of the Huang Empire will always be hidden in my heart. It was a short encounter in my life.Maybe one day, maybe there will be another chance to pass by. I don’t know what kind of boy will become a young man who practices Hongba.It must be high-spirited!

"Achan, what did you think of Abe Seimei's words before?"

Abe Seimei told me about Aye before he left, saying that Aye has pure spiritual power flowing in his body, as long as he cultivates it well, he will definitely be a powerful onmyoji in the future.He knew that I was not A Ye's biological mother, and A Ye's situation must have been inherited from his father's family.He said that it would be very hard to raise a child with spiritual powers.I understand what he means. With such talent and living among ordinary people, not to mention the Heian era when the people's wisdom is not developed, even in modern times, there will be endless troubles.Just like Natsume ○ Zhi.

"I originally planned to take Aye to Heianjing, but now Aye is too young, and it is obviously inappropriate to travel and travel, so I will go when Aye is older... Besides, Abe Seimei didn't have to accept Aye. Ye Wei's plan, he just pointed out Aye's talent to me, so that I can prepare for the future."

In other words, I have to be prepared for Ah Ye's talent.

It is impossible for us to live in the shrine all the time. There are only two human shrines, which are obviously not enough for Aye’s growth. I have to return to the gathering place of human beings, even if this gathering place may not be friendly to the talented Aye...

"So in order to prevent possible troubles... Is it too late for me to practice martial arts?"

It is not advisable to use violence to control violence, but it is useful!

Black Mo: "..."

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At the end of summer, Ah Ye can walk.

How time flies.

For this purpose, I cooked red bean rice - I heard that red bean rice is cooked when celebrating good things in Japan, of course I don't know if it is true or not, so let's take it for now.

I specially cooked some more red bean rice, and then distributed it to those who are helpful to me on weekdays.

Villager A: "Congratulations, Ah Ye is really amazing. Time flies so fast, you can already walk..."

Villager B: "Before you suddenly disappeared, I thought something happened. It turned out that you took Aye back to your hometown..."

Villager C: "Speaking of which, are you still living in the abandoned shrine in Resentment Prison Mountain? Or go down the mountain. After all..."

I smiled and said, "Thank you for your concern. In fact, it's not bad to live in the shrine. Although it is deserted, maybe Aye can get the blessing of the gods by chance..."

Villager ABC looked at me like I was a fool.

How can there be blessings from the gods in a deserted shrine?

After saying goodbye to them, I went to Axiu's shop with red bean rice.Today is Axiu looking at the store. I told her in advance that I would bring food today, so when I arrived at the store, Axiu came out ahead of time and unexpectedly gave me a letter.

It was from Ayu.

I hurriedly gave her the red bean rice, then opened the letter to see what Ayu had written.

【A-Chan, Jiu Shu greetings, how are you doing recently?Hana Hagoromo and I have returned to the Shinta Forest, all the way without hindrance.

I met my good friend Ge Ye, and we talked late at night, and she told me that no matter what I do, I should think about my two children.

She is right, all the past has passed, and now the only thought is to bring up Aika Hagoromo, maybe there is hatred in my heart, but when I think of the two children, I can only hide that hatred deep in my heart.

……

In fact, there is something that I haven't told you all this time. After thinking about it for a long time, I decided to write to you.Do you know Aye...]

I carefully read the letter Ayu wrote to me, and I feel relieved by her recent situation.I was also touched by her concern for me and Ah Ye.

Although I don't comment on whether to give up hatred, I have a positive attitude towards "everything should consider children first".

This brings me to modern marriage.Although this topic is too early for me, a high school graduate who has not yet entered the society.

Do you want to insist on a hopeless marriage for your children?

It may be said that a hopeless marriage is simply a disaster for children, and it is better to separate.

But once both parents have new families, the original children will be too miserable...

Ah, far away.Anyway, at least for now I don't have this problem.

In short, I agree with Ayu's current mentality.I don't know what happened to her, but it must have been very, very bad.Not to mention that in this kind of society, even in modern society, single mothers are not easy...

Ayu not only wrote me a letter, but also attached a picture to the letter.She said in the letter that she drew a scene of Aika Hagoromo playing in the forest.

I turned out the painting with anticipation, and then I said: "..."

I turned around and asked Axiu who was eating red bean rice, "Have you lost Ayu's painting?"

Axiu:? ? ?

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感谢在2021-04-0422:52:07~2021-04-0523:34:12期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: Uchiha Sasuke [young] 1 bottle;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!