[Comprehensive] Tsunayoshi in the Dark Benmaru

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They walked for ten months on the way back to Mount Houxi.

Knowing that the time flow of the body and the soul is different, and his body is safe, Sawada Tsunayoshi let himself indulge in the time with Tsurumaru Kuninaga.Because I am really very happy. Tsunayoshi Sawada, who only remembers being 13 years old, has never had the happiness of light.

The 13-year-old Tsunayoshi Sawada has no friends. Since he was a child, he was called "Baochai Gang" because he was not good at school and sports. He would be blackmailed by bad students in the upper grades and isolated by his classmates.If it wasn't for the fact that he was in the same class as Kyoko Sasakawa, the girl he had a crush on, he might have given up reading it a long time ago.When he was young, he could see the end of his life at a glance, and no one had expectations and hopes for him except his mother.Probably everyone acquiesced, including himself, and in the future he will be the most ordinary piece of soil in the world, and it doesn't matter if he is mediocre.

But Tsurumaru-san is not like that.

Sleeping in the forest at night, even though Tsunakichi in the ghost state can't feel the cold or heat, Tsurumaru will avoid the lush canopy of the forest trees, find a place where the moonlight can shine, set up a tent, and light the fire.At the entrance of the tent, facing the fire, the place with the best view and the most abundant moonlight will always be the position of Tsunayoshi Sawada.He was cared for with respect like a human being, even though he wasn't right now.

"This is the sense of ritual in life." Tsurumaru Kuninaga always said this, "Don't you like this? I still like it~" Tsuna looked at him, always feeling that Token Fusangshin was better than him More human.

So Gang Ji told him the same.

Tsurumaru laughed, "It's probably because I've watched a lot before, so I always want to try it. It's not fun to do it alone, because I want to show my skills if I follow Ganga... Well, it will give people a kind of : This knife is so capable! So particular! Isn’t it very interesting to be frightened~” Tsurumaru always pinches his face and rubs his hair when chatting.

Only Tsurumaru-san can touch him here.

Sawada Tsunayoshi occasionally has an inexplicable sense of gap, the most human-like Token Fusangshin, and more like Sawada Tsunayoshi who is a lonely ghost.This feeling is very strange, but it actually exists between him and Tsurumaru-san, making Tsunayoshi often feel ashamed of himself as a human being.But when getting along, there is more of a sense of secret joy.From the initial discomfort, resistance, to what should be taken for granted, Tsunayoshi Sawada's depravity did not even last a month.Except for him, Tsurumaru-san would not be so gentle to another human being, even though he always had a smile on his lips and honey-like tenderness in his golden pupils, but those were all sparse.

This kind of differential treatment will shake no matter who it is placed on, let alone Sawada Tsunayoshi who has no friends and has been alone for 13 years.While secretly enjoying Mr. Tsurumaru's unique tenderness, he panicked about the separation that would come one day.Simply, Tsurumaru Kuninaga thought so too.On the way to Houxi Mountain, Gangji’s footsteps were slow, and the sword Fusangshen knew it clearly but didn’t explain it clearly. Instead, he slowed down in cooperation, and often asked if he wanted to go to a city that they hadn’t visited before or had a lot of fun. look.Gang Ji couldn't refuse such a proposal, and always said yes with anxiety but with joy!

So they went side by side, even hand in hand, and went to many places to see the world again.Tsurumaru will still tell him a lot of local customs and history, and those things that he didn't have time to say before, are all told now.It's like a race against time.

Tsuna listened carefully and tried hard to memorize, because she knew that the focus was on Mt. Houshi, so she cherished the remaining time all the more.The days with Tsurumaru-san were like the sudden and special happiness that he felt suddenly in a certain moment in his life, so short, he had already begun to reminisce before losing it——

Tsunayoshi will always remember the huge Jomon cedar he saw during his travels. Thousands of years later, as a living cultural relic in modern times, he climbed up the untouchable tree that can only be seen from a distance, and Tsurumaru followed him in scattered branches. in the moonlight.There is also the half-shaded roadside in Kyushu, the pink flowers that look like girls dancing, called Leo japonica.The wine made from plum trees is called plum wine, which is brewed from ripe plums in early summer to dissipate the summer.Gangji likes the sweet taste, and the ghost will not get drunk, so he has a little bit of taste.

They were also in Aichi County, drinking sour plum wine, watching the star flower magnolia, which was not yet endangered at this time; this is a flower in March and April, and the white and pink flowers are not as lovely and crowded as spring cherry blossoms, but Extra crisp and chic.Tsurumaru said, this is the elegance of spring.Tsuna Kichi was dazzled by this ancient beauty.When walking on the mountain path, I also found a strange little flower, wrapped in layers of greenery, each plant only bloomed a bright green flower at the top of the stem, very like a nameless weed grass, but It is the flower of Yingying again.This is the miracle of rush feather grass.Rhododendron grass and hydrangea all over the mountain are dotted along the mountain trail.

A crown of slender vines hung down her hair, tainted with scent.

On Mount Fuji, Sawada Tsunayoshi saw clouds dissolve in the blue sky for the first time. He never thought that clouds could be absorbed by the sky like that. He thought they could only thicken up and stay there until it rained or was blown by the wind. scattered.In fact, the clouds dissipated one by one leaving only a blue dome.It was like an extraordinary death, a swoon in the sky. [note 1]

When I walked to Aozu Valley (Tokushima Prefecture), I found that the secret place here is like the hometown of fairies.The bridge woven by vines is the most beautiful when the thick green and red leaves are accompanied by withered yellow. The trickle is like a stream, and there are all kinds of strange tall trees in the depths.The touching and tender bird song is like a song in a poem, which makes people feel panic.When the intensity of beauty reaches a certain level, the eyes will be questioned, and the emotional tears beyond the scenery will also be shed.These joys have never been experienced before.The heat of the sun is suffocating outside the valley. Although the wind in the valley is still warm, it seems cool and smooth when it blows on the eyelids.

In Hakone, the oleanders everywhere have not yet bloomed.In Miyama and Tananogawa, the Fushou grass has not yet budded.They will be chewing sweet grass roots, quietly chatting about everything around them.There are some tame spotted deer patrolling the forest.Temples of mahogany and black tiles shone mysteriously, while ivy bowed under the flowers.A torreya tree has been hidden by a bouquet of wisteria, and the soft air smells of orange blossom, and the slender mandarin trees give off their scent, and the tomb cypresses shed their old bark from the top of their tall branches. .

Tsunakichi was taken by Tsurumaru to many places and saw many scenery that he had never noticed before.He suddenly felt that he no longer understood the self in the past, the self shrunk in the small and lonely Sawada house; he finally understood why there are so many people in this world who are willing to work hard with the attitude of thousands of others, wanting to live without anyone else. Everyone is free.

It turned out that his world was just too small.

A world that no one had ever told him and never imagined spread before him.Tsunayoshi looked at the astigmatism shining in the air, like the blue of the sky had turned into branches and rain.Those light waves and eddies that exist through the edges of leaves and flowers, as well as the moss on the bluestone in the stream, will sparkle, as if light is flowing there.

All the branches of the forest are covered with golden foam.Mr. Tsurumaru, dressed in white with snow hair and golden pupils, was standing under the branch. His handsome and exquisite appearance was exactly the same as these exquisite ones, still and moving.Tsunade heard the rapid beating of her own heart in a trance.

At first, he always imagined how romantic it would be if he and Kyoko were here to see these scenery.And I don't know when, from which day, he no longer thinks of Kyoko, but realizes that Tsurumaru Kuninaga is always by his side.Only Tsurumaru Kuninaga.Gang Ji suddenly felt a little parched, and an inexplicable, never-before-seen greed and possessiveness emerged from his heart.

It would be great if Tsurumaru-san could go back to Namori with him, Tsunayoshi Sawada thought so.If Tsurumaru-san is his friend, his elder brother, no, it's more intimate than that—Sawada Tsunayoshi wants Tsurumaru Kuninaga to be by his side all the time, more important than friends...he can't say his own Feel.He felt that he liked Mr. Tsurumaru a little bit, but it was not the ordinary kind of liking.

To describe it in more detail, Tsuna himself doesn't know.

He is still too young, hazy about many existences in this world, and is in the period of exploration.Perhaps his hesitation to speak was too obvious, Tsurumaru turned around, lowered his head, and asked him gently: "What's the matter?" Pay the gods.Tsunayoshi longed for Tsurumaru-san to give him an answer to a question he didn't even know.

"Gang, such an expression——"

"I will mistakenly think you are acting like a baby to me~"

Maybe I'm just acting like a baby, Tsuna thought.

Dao Jian Fu Sangshen looked helpless and pampered, stretched out his arms indulgently, and embraced him in his arms.It was as if he wanted to embed him in his arms, never to be separated again.Tsunakichi obediently lay on Tsurumaru Kuninaga's shoulders, hesitantly closed his eyes, he did not deny his nostalgia for Tsurumaru's hug.Although it was repulsion at the beginning, and then it became a habit, but for some reason, before we parted, it slowly turned into a desire.

He raised his arms and finally hugged Token Fusangshin.

"Yeah, yeah~ There's really nothing I can do about Ah Gang."

Mr. Tsurumaru always said that.Gang Ji blushed suddenly, but refused to let go no matter what.They were about to separate, Gang Ji thought, his nose sore, and he felt very sad.There will be no more time for them to be in such intimacy.

Subconsciously, Tsunakichi began to cling to Tsurumaru Kuninaga.However, Touken Fusangjin didn't know anything, and accepted it all with a smile.He will never admit, nor will he confess, how much he has planned and contributed to this moment.Perhaps only when Tsunakichi was lying in his arms, basking in the moonlight on a high branch, closing his eyes and falling asleep, Tsurumaru Kuninaga's deep and deep gaze lingering on Sawada Tsunayoshi's lips could reveal the slightest bit.

In the end who was tempted first, it doesn't really matter at all.

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◎Note 1: From Gide's prose poem.

◎Recently I got sick, and I didn’t apply for the list, so it’s better to update it every other day

◎I personally think that love may be produced when the sword meets the god judge, but the most important thing is loyalty, protection, and possession.It is a more complex feeling that cannot be generally classified as "love".Unless the god judge is tempted first, the sword will think about love... Otherwise, it will be weird, and the feeling is not pure. You can see that everyone in Honmaru is very normal, and it is completely dominated by loyalty and love.

After all, the sword is not a love brain orz is a wartime, I feel that the friendship and brotherhood of sharing weal and woe is quite normal.

Tsurumaru is here because he became interested in Tsuna Yoshi first, and then Tsuna Yoshi is not his god judge, it's just a drama where monsters fall in love with ghosts (covering face) Besides, they have been together for almost four years like this, Tsuna Yoshi This universe was almost bent by his unconscious 233333 but Tsunayoshi didn't have the concept of boys and boys being together in his head, and he didn't think about love at all, although he didn't want to leave Tsurumaru at all (laughs.