[Comprehensive] Tsunayoshi in the Dark Benmaru
Chapter 103 The cruel reality
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On a whim, Tsunayoshi Sawada carefully crafted all the swords that have not survived.In addition to the effort it took him to dismantle the blade, there were also some small flaws that caused a few small cracks on the undamaged sword blade, but all of these were restored to their original state after the hand was finished.Although it is not perfect, but in the two hours alone in the living room on the second floor, Sawada Tsunayoshi, accompanied by Qiu Guang, did his best to do the best within his ability.Eyebrows lowered, lips pursed tightly, the young leader who didn't see any relaxation on his face used this to relieve stress.
In this afternoon when everyone in Honmaru had something to do, he enjoyed the peace for a long time without being disturbed by anyone.This allowed him to finally sort out the ins and outs of the matter, and even look into the future.The little details that he had no time to pay attention to these days slowly surfaced at this moment, and the things that made him feel that something was wrong finally took off the cloak of invisibility and had a sense of existence in his mind.
Reason is even worse, and abnormal sobriety is sometimes not a good thing.
At the last shake of the sword, he wiped it clean with the saber paper and returned it to the scabbard.In the long contemplation, the scoring and oiling are over. Sawada Tsunayoshi is not a sword. Naturally, he doesn’t know that his absent-minded hand is a kind of torture to some extent... He is just thinking about things. Even enough to make his governess feel relieved to use his own head to think.Thoughts cause the setting sun to blur, and the twilight is all together.
And Naz, who had been with him all the time, was already bored by the side from entertaining himself to falling asleep, and Tsunayoshi Sawada hadn't figured out why, but his stomach was rumbling and rumbling.Grabbing his hair with his left hand, Tsunayoshi Sawada sighed long, turned over and lay on his back on the tatami mats here, staring blankly at the beams of the roof winding in the dark, just wandering The purpose is in a daze.
He didn't actually think about anything in his little head that was always innocent and straightforward?I'm just wondering whether what I'm doing now has seriously interfered with or even decided the fate of those swordsmen.Sawada Tsunayoshi admitted that when he first arrived here, he was terrified by the traces of blood clots that had dried up on the paper of the shoji gate.Even though all those things have been replaced with white and clean faces, and the furniture and buildings that were damaged by knives have been removed, he still remembers them deeply in his head.
There was also Tsurumaru Kuninaga, the inexplicable protector he saw on that moonlit night, who was also one of the "ghosts"; Mr. Nihonko, whom he had never seen since he was brought back from Xunyu-kun's Honmaru; disappeared. Mr. Mitsuyo Odenori at the training ground... All these things are stuck in his heart, and Tsunayoshi Sawada doesn't even know whether he wants to erect a tombstone for Odenita.He was also very concerned about the Sword Fusangshen who exchanged their "Godhead" for the "Sheng" and "An" of the human god judges.Who else besides Tsukimune Mikkazuki, Hotaru Maru, and Higakiri?
From the seventh generation to the ninth generation, there must be at least six... The sword Fusangshin who lost his "godhead" would die like a human being with only one life.After Sawada Tsunayoshi learned about such things from Akashi|National Bank, he didn't even have the courage to ask Ichiki, whether the "Godhead" of Odeno Tai Mitsuyo was transferred to human beings.
I can't ask, and I don't know how to ask.When Odeno Mitsuyo died because of him, Sawada Tsunayoshi didn't know that Honrei Honmaru's sword Fusangshin Zaisho also had previous memories, which means that he could see the Oenota Mitsuyo he lost again.It's not bad to say that he was ecstatic, Sawada Tsunayoshi did feel that the guilt in his heart had been shamefully relieved a lot, although he was still overwhelmed by the heavy responsibility of Tai Mitsuyo's death.Don't dare to forge a knife, because you don't dare to face Dadian Taiguangshi.So he kept procrastinating and procrastinating until he was told that there would be exceptions even for Honrei Honmaru's Token Fusangshin, if Daiden Taiguang had given up his "Godhead" in order to save the previous human god judges , then what Tsunayoshi Sawada has to face is the despair of returning to the original point.
how to ask?The answer frightened him even more than riding a roller coaster.
When he was alone, he was inevitably drawn out of this kind of thoughts, and Tsunayoshi Sawada pressed his face against the cold floor, thinking uncomfortably: Why didn't he die there at that time.Those who survive are the most painful. This is by no means the first time Tsunayoshi Sawada has experienced this, but it is far more tormenting him than the first time.At that time, Yoni was forced to death by Prynne in order to revive Arcobaleno. As a friend, he stood in the position of a sympathetic bystander and felt angry and regretful; the same.
Raising his hand to cover his eyes, what Tsunayoshi Sawada thought of when he closed his eyes was the last appearance of Tai Mitsuyo.The burning tears made his eyes hurt. Naz, who was curled up and sleeping next to him, felt his mood sinking, so he groaned towards him.Perhaps the lion of the sky could also empathize with the grief and pain of its master, and licked the cheek where Tsunayoshi Sawada was holding back his tears.
In the first issue, when Yizheng went upstairs to call the young interrogator for dinner, he didn't find anyone in his bedroom.I went out again with a little anxiety in my heart, and it was only behind the partition wall in the living room that I saw the young God Judge who was wearing a blanket and leaning on the door frame sitting on the balcony watching Qiuyue and Xingzi.The little lion has flames on his body, like a small lamp in the dark night, lying on the neck of the young god judge.In the late autumn when the midwinter is approaching, the wind is cold and strong, and the hair of each person and lion is messed up in the cold.
"So you are here, my lord."
The first phase of finding the lord calmly let out a sigh of relief, although he also knew that no accidents would happen to the young interrogator, but he was not under his nose, and he still felt a little unspeakable anxiety.It's not clear what the other blade thinks, but he is so sincere and fearful, worried that the current self is standing in a dream that will be tossed away by the wind at any time.The voice of Awataguchi Taidao Danzi after melting is waxy and soft, and it is extraordinarily light when he speaks.
In the living room illuminated by the moonlight, Yiqi Yizheng's shadow was stretched to a normal youthful figure.
"Dinner is ready and everyone is waiting for you to be seated."
The petite child walked closer to hear the short "hmm" response from the young judge.He stood where he was, and didn't come any closer. His honey-colored eyes reflected the human boy who was shaking off the warm blanket and stood up.Turning her face around, she smiled softly at him, her bright brown eyes filled with meditation.
"Hey, Ichiki Ichishin-san... Did Mr. Odenota give up his "godhead" before that?I mean...will I ever actually see him again?If the forging knife is called again..."
Pulling off the blanket, the sudden wind from the balcony chilled his bones, and the warm Natsu rubbed his little head against him.This made Sawada Tsunayoshi feel much better, at least he was not afraid that his soul would be severely hurt again because of the answer given by Yizheng in the first issue.There was a cold calm in his voice, and his posture was as shy as a docile lamb.
"Do you think of the Grand Ceremony Taiguang Shidian?"
It's not surprising that the young judges have problems with one issue.Or after he was redeemed and returned to the human world, after knowing the news of Dadian Taiguangshi's death, he knew that one day he would talk about this inevitable topic with the young god judge.It's just that the young God Judge had just woken up, and even afterwards, he was very calm and calm. When he mentioned the Taiguangshi of the Great Ceremony, he was often silent, but he was also sad but not hurt, sad but not painful...
On the contrary, it made the first issue a shock and didn't know what to do.
"Of course you can see him again, and he never lost his "godhead".It seems that you already know about the "Godhead", I'm sorry for covering up so much at the time, we just don't want to burden you..."
Sawada Tsunayoshi said to him on the day he just woke up, "If Mr. Ichiki Ichishin did anything wrong-then the mistake is that you never told me what happened to you... ’ And this mistake is still going on today.Some of the truths were so cruel that he would feel guilty about making the same mistake again if keeping it a secret would save the teenager he wanted to protect from being hurt.
It doesn't matter if you are not forgiven.
"Ah...that's great, so it's like this..."
The young interrogator completely believed his explanation, and dragged the blanket and walked slowly towards him.Yiqi Yizhen rushed up to take the long blanket and hung it on his arm to help him fold it.One person, one blade and one lion together, went towards the stairs.Tsunayoshi Sawada, who remembered something while walking, turned his face slightly, and asked about the Japan issue again.
"When will Mr. Japan come back? When you went to see Mr. Qingguang from California in the afternoon, did you receive any message or something? He has been away for a long time, maybe half a month, and I don't know what happened."
Yi Yi, who was only as tall as the waist of the young god judge, folded the blanket and hugged it in his arms.After getting smaller, his legs are also shorter than those in the same row, and he has to hold on to the wall or the escalator pole to be stable when going up and down the stairs.Sawada Tsunayoshi himself had a leg injury, so he was able to go downstairs in the same way. The two of them moved carefully in the stairwell in the same way.
"Are you missing him? To Japan Hall."
"Well. It should be almost finished after such a long time."
"It's hard to say. The California Palace made things difficult for him at that time, and the task was a bit troublesome."
"That should also be passed on to the audio or something, so I'm worried."
"It was the negligence of the Japanese hall."
"..."
The two of them chatted one after another like this, repeating what Tsunayoshi Sawada knew when he went to the training ground, and there was no progress for such a long time.On the first floor, Bakata Naginata, who was busy delivering things to the large hall, noticed the difficulty of the young God-inspector's movements, and hurriedly helped him to the side to sit down and rest for a while.In the first phase, Yizheng walked on the flat ground, sent the folded blankets to the bathroom, and probably returned to him after washing and cleaning at night.
"Today's dinner is rich, and I hope it suits your appetite."
Due to his stature, he can't make any achievements in the inner circle, and he can only be responsible for the distribution work. He told the young judges what dishes are served tonight, and Naz was drooling, which made Sawada Tsuna Ji laughed.Most of the people are already seated, except for the two of them, there are only a few swordsmen who carry things from the residence to the large living room.Following the first phase, he got up and set off for the meeting point, Tsunayoshi Sawada suddenly wanted to go to the toilet first.
"First phase, Mr. Yizhen, let's go first, I want to go to the bathroom first."
"Just wait and go with Mr. Bakata Naginata who is done with work!"
The biological instinct, one of the three emergencies, came so suddenly and turbulently. In the first phase, I had no choice but to watch the young interrogator go back and enter the bathroom.Probably because he drank a pot of tea in the afternoon, when Tsunayoshi Sawada turned on the tap of the washbasin to wash his hands after draining the water, he was startled to hear the sound of splashing water.
"……fraud."
He was stunned for a while, then murmured something like this for no reason.Hands that were wet with cold water, turned off the water flow, and raised it to dry the water stains with a towel.One, two or three drops of warm water splashed on the back of his hand, scalding him so much that he turned around and rubbed it away with a towel, and five or six drops fell into his palm again.
Sawada Tsunayoshi raised his face strangely, just now he noticed from the mirror hanging on the sink that tears kept falling from his eyes.Wet his eyelashes, as the angle of standing fell all over his hands and forearm bandages and cloth.Her cheeks were still dry, and she couldn't stop the tears.
Why is he crying?
Naz flew to his hand in confusion, looked up at him sadly, stared at him for a while, lowered his head sullenly, stretched out his tongue to lick, and swept away his tears.Sawada Tsunayoshi shed tears silently, and suddenly laughed when he saw the silly appearance of the companion animals.What was he crying for this time?
Ah... probably because he already knew the real answer, and the fact that Mr. Nihonko is probably no longer in this world.He has always been unwilling to think, unwilling to think, the answer that he should have known many times before, until now he has been slow to realize it.Whether he knows one day earlier or one day later, there will be no change in the cruel reality.
It was indeed his mistake.
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★I owe 12 updates, I will make up for it this year (●''●)
◎The next chapter Gojo’s Crane Ball is online xd
On a whim, Tsunayoshi Sawada carefully crafted all the swords that have not survived.In addition to the effort it took him to dismantle the blade, there were also some small flaws that caused a few small cracks on the undamaged sword blade, but all of these were restored to their original state after the hand was finished.Although it is not perfect, but in the two hours alone in the living room on the second floor, Sawada Tsunayoshi, accompanied by Qiu Guang, did his best to do the best within his ability.Eyebrows lowered, lips pursed tightly, the young leader who didn't see any relaxation on his face used this to relieve stress.
In this afternoon when everyone in Honmaru had something to do, he enjoyed the peace for a long time without being disturbed by anyone.This allowed him to finally sort out the ins and outs of the matter, and even look into the future.The little details that he had no time to pay attention to these days slowly surfaced at this moment, and the things that made him feel that something was wrong finally took off the cloak of invisibility and had a sense of existence in his mind.
Reason is even worse, and abnormal sobriety is sometimes not a good thing.
At the last shake of the sword, he wiped it clean with the saber paper and returned it to the scabbard.In the long contemplation, the scoring and oiling are over. Sawada Tsunayoshi is not a sword. Naturally, he doesn’t know that his absent-minded hand is a kind of torture to some extent... He is just thinking about things. Even enough to make his governess feel relieved to use his own head to think.Thoughts cause the setting sun to blur, and the twilight is all together.
And Naz, who had been with him all the time, was already bored by the side from entertaining himself to falling asleep, and Tsunayoshi Sawada hadn't figured out why, but his stomach was rumbling and rumbling.Grabbing his hair with his left hand, Tsunayoshi Sawada sighed long, turned over and lay on his back on the tatami mats here, staring blankly at the beams of the roof winding in the dark, just wandering The purpose is in a daze.
He didn't actually think about anything in his little head that was always innocent and straightforward?I'm just wondering whether what I'm doing now has seriously interfered with or even decided the fate of those swordsmen.Sawada Tsunayoshi admitted that when he first arrived here, he was terrified by the traces of blood clots that had dried up on the paper of the shoji gate.Even though all those things have been replaced with white and clean faces, and the furniture and buildings that were damaged by knives have been removed, he still remembers them deeply in his head.
There was also Tsurumaru Kuninaga, the inexplicable protector he saw on that moonlit night, who was also one of the "ghosts"; Mr. Nihonko, whom he had never seen since he was brought back from Xunyu-kun's Honmaru; disappeared. Mr. Mitsuyo Odenori at the training ground... All these things are stuck in his heart, and Tsunayoshi Sawada doesn't even know whether he wants to erect a tombstone for Odenita.He was also very concerned about the Sword Fusangshen who exchanged their "Godhead" for the "Sheng" and "An" of the human god judges.Who else besides Tsukimune Mikkazuki, Hotaru Maru, and Higakiri?
From the seventh generation to the ninth generation, there must be at least six... The sword Fusangshin who lost his "godhead" would die like a human being with only one life.After Sawada Tsunayoshi learned about such things from Akashi|National Bank, he didn't even have the courage to ask Ichiki, whether the "Godhead" of Odeno Tai Mitsuyo was transferred to human beings.
I can't ask, and I don't know how to ask.When Odeno Mitsuyo died because of him, Sawada Tsunayoshi didn't know that Honrei Honmaru's sword Fusangshin Zaisho also had previous memories, which means that he could see the Oenota Mitsuyo he lost again.It's not bad to say that he was ecstatic, Sawada Tsunayoshi did feel that the guilt in his heart had been shamefully relieved a lot, although he was still overwhelmed by the heavy responsibility of Tai Mitsuyo's death.Don't dare to forge a knife, because you don't dare to face Dadian Taiguangshi.So he kept procrastinating and procrastinating until he was told that there would be exceptions even for Honrei Honmaru's Token Fusangshin, if Daiden Taiguang had given up his "Godhead" in order to save the previous human god judges , then what Tsunayoshi Sawada has to face is the despair of returning to the original point.
how to ask?The answer frightened him even more than riding a roller coaster.
When he was alone, he was inevitably drawn out of this kind of thoughts, and Tsunayoshi Sawada pressed his face against the cold floor, thinking uncomfortably: Why didn't he die there at that time.Those who survive are the most painful. This is by no means the first time Tsunayoshi Sawada has experienced this, but it is far more tormenting him than the first time.At that time, Yoni was forced to death by Prynne in order to revive Arcobaleno. As a friend, he stood in the position of a sympathetic bystander and felt angry and regretful; the same.
Raising his hand to cover his eyes, what Tsunayoshi Sawada thought of when he closed his eyes was the last appearance of Tai Mitsuyo.The burning tears made his eyes hurt. Naz, who was curled up and sleeping next to him, felt his mood sinking, so he groaned towards him.Perhaps the lion of the sky could also empathize with the grief and pain of its master, and licked the cheek where Tsunayoshi Sawada was holding back his tears.
In the first issue, when Yizheng went upstairs to call the young interrogator for dinner, he didn't find anyone in his bedroom.I went out again with a little anxiety in my heart, and it was only behind the partition wall in the living room that I saw the young God Judge who was wearing a blanket and leaning on the door frame sitting on the balcony watching Qiuyue and Xingzi.The little lion has flames on his body, like a small lamp in the dark night, lying on the neck of the young god judge.In the late autumn when the midwinter is approaching, the wind is cold and strong, and the hair of each person and lion is messed up in the cold.
"So you are here, my lord."
The first phase of finding the lord calmly let out a sigh of relief, although he also knew that no accidents would happen to the young interrogator, but he was not under his nose, and he still felt a little unspeakable anxiety.It's not clear what the other blade thinks, but he is so sincere and fearful, worried that the current self is standing in a dream that will be tossed away by the wind at any time.The voice of Awataguchi Taidao Danzi after melting is waxy and soft, and it is extraordinarily light when he speaks.
In the living room illuminated by the moonlight, Yiqi Yizheng's shadow was stretched to a normal youthful figure.
"Dinner is ready and everyone is waiting for you to be seated."
The petite child walked closer to hear the short "hmm" response from the young judge.He stood where he was, and didn't come any closer. His honey-colored eyes reflected the human boy who was shaking off the warm blanket and stood up.Turning her face around, she smiled softly at him, her bright brown eyes filled with meditation.
"Hey, Ichiki Ichishin-san... Did Mr. Odenota give up his "godhead" before that?I mean...will I ever actually see him again?If the forging knife is called again..."
Pulling off the blanket, the sudden wind from the balcony chilled his bones, and the warm Natsu rubbed his little head against him.This made Sawada Tsunayoshi feel much better, at least he was not afraid that his soul would be severely hurt again because of the answer given by Yizheng in the first issue.There was a cold calm in his voice, and his posture was as shy as a docile lamb.
"Do you think of the Grand Ceremony Taiguang Shidian?"
It's not surprising that the young judges have problems with one issue.Or after he was redeemed and returned to the human world, after knowing the news of Dadian Taiguangshi's death, he knew that one day he would talk about this inevitable topic with the young god judge.It's just that the young God Judge had just woken up, and even afterwards, he was very calm and calm. When he mentioned the Taiguangshi of the Great Ceremony, he was often silent, but he was also sad but not hurt, sad but not painful...
On the contrary, it made the first issue a shock and didn't know what to do.
"Of course you can see him again, and he never lost his "godhead".It seems that you already know about the "Godhead", I'm sorry for covering up so much at the time, we just don't want to burden you..."
Sawada Tsunayoshi said to him on the day he just woke up, "If Mr. Ichiki Ichishin did anything wrong-then the mistake is that you never told me what happened to you... ’ And this mistake is still going on today.Some of the truths were so cruel that he would feel guilty about making the same mistake again if keeping it a secret would save the teenager he wanted to protect from being hurt.
It doesn't matter if you are not forgiven.
"Ah...that's great, so it's like this..."
The young interrogator completely believed his explanation, and dragged the blanket and walked slowly towards him.Yiqi Yizhen rushed up to take the long blanket and hung it on his arm to help him fold it.One person, one blade and one lion together, went towards the stairs.Tsunayoshi Sawada, who remembered something while walking, turned his face slightly, and asked about the Japan issue again.
"When will Mr. Japan come back? When you went to see Mr. Qingguang from California in the afternoon, did you receive any message or something? He has been away for a long time, maybe half a month, and I don't know what happened."
Yi Yi, who was only as tall as the waist of the young god judge, folded the blanket and hugged it in his arms.After getting smaller, his legs are also shorter than those in the same row, and he has to hold on to the wall or the escalator pole to be stable when going up and down the stairs.Sawada Tsunayoshi himself had a leg injury, so he was able to go downstairs in the same way. The two of them moved carefully in the stairwell in the same way.
"Are you missing him? To Japan Hall."
"Well. It should be almost finished after such a long time."
"It's hard to say. The California Palace made things difficult for him at that time, and the task was a bit troublesome."
"That should also be passed on to the audio or something, so I'm worried."
"It was the negligence of the Japanese hall."
"..."
The two of them chatted one after another like this, repeating what Tsunayoshi Sawada knew when he went to the training ground, and there was no progress for such a long time.On the first floor, Bakata Naginata, who was busy delivering things to the large hall, noticed the difficulty of the young God-inspector's movements, and hurriedly helped him to the side to sit down and rest for a while.In the first phase, Yizheng walked on the flat ground, sent the folded blankets to the bathroom, and probably returned to him after washing and cleaning at night.
"Today's dinner is rich, and I hope it suits your appetite."
Due to his stature, he can't make any achievements in the inner circle, and he can only be responsible for the distribution work. He told the young judges what dishes are served tonight, and Naz was drooling, which made Sawada Tsuna Ji laughed.Most of the people are already seated, except for the two of them, there are only a few swordsmen who carry things from the residence to the large living room.Following the first phase, he got up and set off for the meeting point, Tsunayoshi Sawada suddenly wanted to go to the toilet first.
"First phase, Mr. Yizhen, let's go first, I want to go to the bathroom first."
"Just wait and go with Mr. Bakata Naginata who is done with work!"
The biological instinct, one of the three emergencies, came so suddenly and turbulently. In the first phase, I had no choice but to watch the young interrogator go back and enter the bathroom.Probably because he drank a pot of tea in the afternoon, when Tsunayoshi Sawada turned on the tap of the washbasin to wash his hands after draining the water, he was startled to hear the sound of splashing water.
"……fraud."
He was stunned for a while, then murmured something like this for no reason.Hands that were wet with cold water, turned off the water flow, and raised it to dry the water stains with a towel.One, two or three drops of warm water splashed on the back of his hand, scalding him so much that he turned around and rubbed it away with a towel, and five or six drops fell into his palm again.
Sawada Tsunayoshi raised his face strangely, just now he noticed from the mirror hanging on the sink that tears kept falling from his eyes.Wet his eyelashes, as the angle of standing fell all over his hands and forearm bandages and cloth.Her cheeks were still dry, and she couldn't stop the tears.
Why is he crying?
Naz flew to his hand in confusion, looked up at him sadly, stared at him for a while, lowered his head sullenly, stretched out his tongue to lick, and swept away his tears.Sawada Tsunayoshi shed tears silently, and suddenly laughed when he saw the silly appearance of the companion animals.What was he crying for this time?
Ah... probably because he already knew the real answer, and the fact that Mr. Nihonko is probably no longer in this world.He has always been unwilling to think, unwilling to think, the answer that he should have known many times before, until now he has been slow to realize it.Whether he knows one day earlier or one day later, there will be no change in the cruel reality.
It was indeed his mistake.
※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※
★I owe 12 updates, I will make up for it this year (●''●)
◎The next chapter Gojo’s Crane Ball is online xd
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