After the substitute salted fish, the scum attack went crazy

Chu Jue spent her 40th birthday by herself.

His parents told him that they hoped that he would find someone who can be caring, regardless of gender, as long as he is caring.

His parents are also old and can't control him, they can only repeat in his ears over and over again.

Chu Jue pretended not to hear.

Ever since he broke up with Chi Nian, it was difficult for him to devote himself to the next relationship. Many young people tried their best to get close to him in order to hook him up.

Many energetic and ambitious men and women resorted to various methods around him, but he remained indifferent.

Especially after those people heard that he has never had a partner and his private life is very clean, they can't wait to come to him and want him to have a relationship.

Romantic relationships are not acceptable. Physical relationships are also acceptable, as long as resources can be given.

Chu Jue was not interested.

As time goes by, sometimes he feels that he has completely forgotten about Chi Nian, and has already walked out of that relationship, but if he is really not interested in Chi Nian at all, why does he always secretly watch every update from the other party? Weibo, want to inquire about each other's information?

Sometimes he even wished Chi Nian could get a divorce soon...

A simple thing, as long as it is related to Chi Nian, he wants to listen subconsciously. Every time he wakes up in the middle of the night, once he thinks of the scene he used to be with the other party, he often feels inexplicable sadness after waking up from the dream.

Every time Chi Nian saw him at various banquets, he felt that he was going to snatch Shen Peizhi away, so he often looked at him warily.

He could only smile wryly at this.

The former Chu Jue also felt that he liked Shen Peizhi, and Shen Peizhi was the white moonlight that he was attracted to when he was young. He secretly fell in love with him for a long time, but he didn't dare to say it.

And Chi Nian... He had once obtained the most sincere affection from the other party, but he lost it again.

In the past, he thought that he chose Chi Nian because of the shadow of Shen Peizhi in him.

Chi Nian is not the only person like Shen Peizhi, but why did he choose him?

He didn't understand the emotion that made his heart beat a little faster at that time. At that time, he told himself over and over again that it was too boring, and the other party was just a stand-in, just for fun.

Is this really the case?

Chu Jue, who is in his 20s, doesn't understand.

Chu Jue, who is in his 40s, understood that the reason why he chose Chi Nian was not simply a substitute, but a fleeting heartbeat.

It's just that the heartbeat came too fast, and he was too slow. Many years later, he didn't understand this belated feeling.

Chu Yeye leaned close to Chu Jue, blinked and said intimately, "Brother Jue, are you going to attend today's party?"

Chu Jue frowned slightly, and said in a low voice, "I won't participate."

If you participate, you will meet Chi Nian, he doesn't want to see this person.

Sometimes Shen Peizhi also hated Chi Nian, hated that the other party gave him his most sincere feelings, hated that the other party appeared in his life, adding an indelible color.

However, most of the time, it's not hatred, it's his unsettled and unforgettable emotions.

"Brother Jue, if you don't go there, I won't go..." Chu Yeye didn't really want to go to that place at first. Ever since Chi Nian's engagement, he suddenly felt that that person was a lunatic, even though things had passed. It's been many years, but every time he recalls what happened back then, he can't help being afraid.

Chu Yeye planned to go clubbing with her boyfriend.

Seeing Chu Jue sitting at home when he was leaving, he couldn't help but said: "Cousin, why don't you find someone someday..."

Chu Jue ignored him.

He left awkwardly.

When he grew up, Chu Yeye also matured, and he knew how much he had done. After meeting this boyfriend, he also let go of his obsession with his cousin, and put away all the things he had done against Chi Nian. I vaguely told my cousin.

At that time Chu Jue's expression was very strange, it was indescribable for him, he thought his cousin would blame him, but after a while, Chu Jue just said lightly: "Yes, I see."

But that day Chu Jue sat on the sofa for a long time, until the sun went down, Chu Jue sat there.

Chu Yeye left.

Minutes passed by.

If we didn't meet this time, when will the next time be?

Thinking of this, Chu Jue couldn't help but came to the banquet place.

When I went there, I happened to see the backs of Chi Nian and Shen Peizhi. I didn't know what funny joke Chi Nian thought of, so he leaned into Shen Peizhi's ear and said it. The two smiled tacitly, and then left here.

Chu Jue was silent for a long time, and lost the idea of ​​participating in this banquet.

He said softly, "Go home."

Hearing this, the driver let out an "ah" in confusion, but followed the instructions and left.

Something lost is lost.

I can't get it back, I can't get it.

This feeling came too late.

It was he who missed it.