Little nagging

Sorry m(._.)m, it's been three days.

When I first got together with Xiao Nao, I wanted to stick together every moment, but there was no way, we were all busy, so we could only see each other on weekends.

What about the rest of the time?

online dating.

I have to make long video calls every night.

Looking back now, I don't remember what we were talking about at that time, but I could chat for three or four hours.

Finally it was time to go to sleep and I had to hang up the phone, we were still pushing and pulling about who hung up, and then another half hour passed.

I am amazed at how much I have changed after falling in love.

In the past, I thought that a person who likes to be alone so much must be difficult to accept another person breaking into my life, let alone develop any intimate relationship.

So in the relationship I envisioned, everyone is busy with their own work on weekdays, and there is no need for too much contact, and they get together on weekends to do what couples should do, and they must not live together.

I've always thought that even if I were in a stable relationship with someone, cohabitation would make me want to end the relationship.

So I've always been averse to falling in love.

I am also a person who pays attention to details and likes to guess other people's personalities and living habits through details. Once I get in touch with some people, I can easily find that some of their characteristics are unacceptable to me, so those good impressions generated because of their appearance It will also disappear quickly.

But since I was with the little nagging, my worries have never appeared again.

I like the clingy little nagging, and his nagging makes me feel very comfortable.

Obviously what he said was not very nutritious, but just listening to him can keep my body and mind in a very happy state. This is what I discovered after I was with Xiao Nao.

I don't want to have the way of getting along with love that I imagined before. I hope to be able to see him by my side every day like before.

The little nagging in the video is also vivid, but I can't touch or kiss, it makes my heart itch and I can't stand it.

Little Nag is certainly not perfect, otherwise I might have fallen in love with him long ago.

Just like at the beginning, I thought he was young, naive, noisy, and didn't pay much attention to the sense of boundaries in interacting with people.

I always feel that being with such a person will be very tiring, so I always avoid him and restrain my emotions.

And why I fell into this relationship in the end, because he is so lively, like a perpetually moving luminous body, reminding you all the time: this world is alive and beautiful, and the world is worth it.

I unconsciously want to get close to him, just like a sunflower always faces the sun, it is uncontrollable.

The day I confessed to him was also the only time the luminous body dimmed in front of me. I was so distressed that I swore unconsciously that I would never let him show such a gloomy expression again.

Although he said to me that day: "I just want you to say 'I like you'", but I don't think so.

Why?

He has been chasing me for so long, and I only need one sentence to take him for myself?

Because he was tempted first, it took more effort and suffered more, which is normal, but now my heart seems to be tempted, we are already in an equal position, can I be so casual?

No.

So I want to make up a ritual confession for him.

Christmas Day was Wednesday, and the little nagging said that we had to meet, I took it very seriously, so we all rushed to finish everything as much as possible on Christmas Eve, so that we could have a worry-free date on Christmas Eve.

I said, "Go to my house."

He hesitated, but he agreed, and his face was red the whole time.

I know he's thinking wrong, but it might be hard for me to control him like this.

Sitting in the car, I loosened my tie and pulled down the suit pants that were close to my thighs as much as possible, but I was still too dry.

When I got home, I suppressed the excitement in my heart, calmly pulled him to sit on the sofa, poured him a glass of water, and said I would make him a supper.

He said no.

But at my insistence, he couldn't help it either.

"Little nagging, come in and help me get something, I'm too busy." I shouted out from the kitchen.

"Brother! Don't call me 'little nagging', it's so ugly." He complained and walked towards me.

I smiled and said, "It's so cute, what's wrong with it? Hurry up, and help me get two eggs from the refrigerator."

"Anyway, I only allow you to bark when no one is around, you know?" He muttered and walked towards the refrigerator.

Soon, his voice came from behind: "Me!...Damn."

I quietly appeared behind him, wrapped my arms around his waist, held him in my arms, and looked at the fresh flowers in the refrigerator with him.

That's about as low-key and romantic as I can come up with.

"Brother, why did you prepare this?" With his right hand, he gently plucked the petals that were as fresh as him.

"Like it?"

"I like it, but I feel like I don't know you a little bit. You would do such a thing." A large part of Xiao Nagging's tone was suspicious.

I'm a little upset: "I can't be romantic?"

"Of course you can. I'm very happy with you. It's just that I always think that you are a person who likes to close your heart. Even if you think a lot in your heart, you won't tell me, so I think I have to take the initiative..."

"It won't happen in the future." I let the little nagging face me, "I was not good in the past and was too indifferent to you, but it won't happen in the future. I love you. So do you want to be with me?"

The little nagging threw herself into my arms with tears in her mouth: "Yes, of course, always."

……

We couldn't hold back that night, and we still had close contact with zero distance, but it was just to explain each other, and we didn't make it to the end.

He asked me later, is it not afraid that he will not like it if I follow the way others chase girls to confess to him?

Of course I am afraid.

But romance and beauty are common, no matter boys or girls, or straight or gay.

I have sincerity, flowers have beauty, he has love, this is romance.