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He lay on a soft pillow and smelled the fragrance of the quilt.

However, Jiang Yu's expression when he said that sentence kept appearing in his mind, indifferent, even impatient.Jiang Yu is always like this, treating him hot and cold, always catching him off guard.He would let him live in his own personal domain, but he didn't want to talk about the past with him.Xu Yanxin will always remember that the day Jiang Yu went to England was sunny, the day after his birthday.Jiang Yu never came back for four years.He sent messages and emails with no response.

He is an extremely gentle person, so gentle that he seems to have no temper. Tolerating Jiang Yu's bad temper is like a catastrophe given to him by the heavens. He has done well, even overfulfilled, but Jiang Yu doesn't take him seriously.He is that speck of dust, light and fluffy, who just accidentally clings to Jiangyu for ten years.

He rubbed his swollen eyes and stuffed the tears of grievance back into his body.But the fact is that he unbearably pulled up his slippers and picked up a glass to drink water, but his wandering nerves made his hands uncontrollable.

Looking at the shattered piece of glass pierced into his calf, he was bleeding profusely.He limped to find the medical kit he was carrying, but found nothing.When he was about to flip through the gauze, the light above his head suddenly turned on.Jiang Yu looked at him with heavy eyes, until he saw the wound on his calf less than two centimeters, his eyes were stern.Xu Yanxin said subconsciously: "I just want to drink some water, it's okay, the wound is very small, and my resistance is stronger now than before. You don't want this expression..."

It made him feel even more uncomfortable.

Jiang Yu opened the medicine box in the cabinet, and took out the syringe and several bottles of white medicine cartridges.Jiang Yu scalded the towel with boiling hot water and pressed it on his elbow, staring at him unblinkingly with dark eyes: "Don't be afraid." Xu Yanxin smiled hard and said, "I'm not afraid ,I am used to it."

Due to the long-term injection, his blood vessel wall is thin, and he can only use a very thin needle for injection.Jiang Yu used a needle to draw out the colorless liquid in the cartridge, put aside the hot towel, and slowly pushed it in along the vein.After the injection, Jiang Yu hugged him and said to go to the hospital.Xu Yanxin has an allergic constitution. After injecting the coagulation factor, she became dizzy. She hummed and said, "I won't go to the hospital, okay? I want to sleep. I'm fine."

Jiang Yu asked him sharply: "It's okay, what if the joints are congested."

However, the blood clotting factor injected had already made him dizzy, and he couldn't hear what Jiang Yu said.

What he wants to ask is, since you don't regard me as a friend, why do you still prepare these?

Why not contact him?

In the dream, he walked forward in a white light.

No destination, no companions, just move forward.However, the endless whiteness made him unable to help wondering whether he was advancing or regressing?who knows.He just walked, and kept going, a voice in his head urging him on.But when he walked, his calf was swollen and painful, and he couldn't help but stop and look. His lower body was empty, and he had no legs.

He suddenly opened his eyes.

The strong white light made his eyes sore, and he could only hear a hoarse voice next to him: "Is it still hurting?" He lifted the quilt to look at his calf, which was wrapped in bandages, and his hand was still infusion.He touched his heart, not daring to recall that dream carefully.Seeing that he didn't answer, Jiang Yu frowned, and couldn't help saying, "I'll call the nurse."

Xu Yanxin immediately grabbed the corner of his clothes and said, "I'm fine, I just had a nightmare."

"Eat by wolves again?"

Xu Yanxin said: "I walked for a long time but found that I had no legs. I was so scared."

Jiang Yu said, "Do you want me to sing nursery rhymes to comfort you?"

Xu Yanxin let go of the restraint on him, only feeling that the cold-eyed and mocking person in front of him and the anxious person yesterday were two different people.But he still said cheekily: "You sing, I want to listen to Vitas' opera II." Jiang Yu lowered his face and said: "With your current IQ, at most you can listen to a little tadpole looking for your mother, do you want me to listen to it?" Call your mother?"

Xu Yanxin shook her head like a rattle: "No! How can you hold on to my weakness, you are so despicable." Jiang Yu said: "If I knew you were so energetic, I would have thrown you by the side of the road."

Xu Yanxin simply didn't want to talk to him.But after a few minutes, his stomach growled pitifully again. He was thin-skinned and blushed first, and Jiang Yu looked at him silently, so he squeezed out a flattering smile, and tentatively asked: "Is there any A convenience store, the red bean bread in it seems quite delicious, Jiangyu, I think..."

Jiang Yu interrupted: "Then think about it."

Xu Yanxin put the quilt over the bridge of her nose, only showing a pair of clean eyes staring at him, staring at Jiang Yu felt uncomfortable, so she pinched the corner of his quilt and said: "Tsk, you are so troublesome." Xu Yanxin received the message of consent, Immediately added, and a cup of hot soybean milk.Jiang Yu said with a cold face.

Xu Yanxin crossed her stiff fingers together in a gesture of love.Jiang Yu sneered, picked up the coat on the back of the chair, and disappeared into the ward like a shadow.After a while, the nurse came to see his condition and couldn't help but admire and said: "The emergency treatment is timely and correct."

Xu Yanxin said "hmm".The nurse asked, "Is that your brother? When he came holding you, his eyes were red with anxiety."

"is my friend."

The nurse said clearly: "That must be a very good 'friend'."

Xu Yanxin keenly caught the teasing in that tone, blushed and waved her hands and said, it's not that kind.

He took the red bean bread that Jiang Yu threw into his arms, squeezed the yellow skin, and inside was red bean paste.He handed the big half to Jiang Yu, and Jiang Yu let him eat it by himself, but he still held up his hand stubbornly, and only when Jiang Yu took the other half of the red bean bread did he eat his portion with peace of mind.

That's how they are.

Ask Xu Yanxin to give him half of his favorite food.

So Xu Yanxin quickly relieved his indifference from the meeting, and made countless excuses for him.

Jiang Yu is just awkward.He nodded suggestively.And Jiang Yu tore up the bread that can be seen everywhere in the convenience store, and said casually: "The doctor asked you to touch less glassware."

Xu Yanxin said yes obediently, his shut down computer was buffered a bit, and he remembered the strange thing before.He couldn't help asking: "By the way, how did you know that Ye Yuqing and I broke up?"

Jiang Yu paused and said, "I heard that."

Xu Yanxin immediately questioned: "Who did you listen to? Didn't you use your previous mobile phone number and email address? If you can know about domestic affairs, why didn't you contact me?"

Jiang Yu said, "Because I don't want to."

He is not the 17-year-old, he told himself countless times, but he still showed an unnatural expression of abandonment, with the corners of his mouth hanging down, and called: "Jiangyu." The person called cast a calm and sober eyes, waiting for his next sentence.

"So you deliberately chose to go to England on the second day of my birthday, and you also deliberately did not contact me. Why, did I do something wrong? I have always regarded you as my best friend. Am I... again Pretending to be sentimental?"

Jiang Yu didn't reply, and still stared at him quietly. He couldn't understand Jiang Yu's eyes, so he just felt indifferent.

Xu Yanxin sniffled, and then said: "So it's really like this, I know, you must be very distressed these days, why do I still associate with you so shamelessly. I won't bother you again in the future." He lifted the quilt , grabbed the infusion bottle bar and walked out as if fleeing, Jiang Yu, who had been silent all this time, finally stretched out his hand and grabbed his wrist.Xu Yanxin waited for his explanation.

However, Jiang Yu said: "It's good that you know, now you know how troublesome you are. You have been pestering me since high school, and I still am now. I never regarded you as a friend. How old are you, and you still have to play Isn’t this kind of friendship game boring?”

Xu Yanxin looked back at him, Jiang Yu frowned, looking at him without any warmth, as if looking at something dirty.He put aside Jiang Yu's arm and walked out of the ward without looking back.And Jiang Yu kept staring at his hand in a daze, Xu Yanxin's tears were hot and scalding, making him boil all over, except his heart was cold.That's fine.he said to himself.

The weather outside the window was bright, like the day he got on the plane to London.On her birthday, Xu Yanxin wore a pointed hat, her little face was pink, her eyes were like grapes, sweet and bright.Jiang Yu has always been very strange. When he first saw Xu Yanxin, he only thought it was beautiful, but the more he looked at it, the more he dared not look at it. It seemed that he was scratched lightly, and his heart trembled and his head became dizzy.At that time, Xu Yanxin never understood his entanglement, and hung on him like a kangaroo to chant scriptures, saying that it was his birthday, what about the birthday gift?

At that time, he turned his eyes away and asked, what if the things he gave were not liked?Xu Yanxin said convincingly, how could it be possible, as long as it was given by him, he would like it.

But he knew that there was one thing that he would never like.

Jiang Yu never considered him a friend.

Xu Yanxin's heart ached, her hands ached, and her heart began to ache even after taking two steps.Jiang Yu is the most annoying person in the world, bar none.But when he was about to walk out of the hospital, he felt angry again. He was a patient, so why did he leave the ward? Since Jiang Yu didn't regard him as a friend, he didn't have to accommodate him.

He hurriedly dragged the bottle bar back, Jiang Yu was still standing there, looking at him with complicated eyes.He sat down on the edge of the hospital bed and said without looking at it: "This is my ward, you should go."

Jiang Yu laughed.

"What's so funny?"

He poked his neck up, but he didn't dare to look at him with red eye sockets.

Jiang Yu said, "Xu Yanxin, you are an idiot."

He turned his face away and ignored him, Jiang Yu gently closed the door for him.

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