drowning

For an idealist like Xu Yanxin, the journey of life has been an ordeal for him since he was born.

I don't know where the power came from, so that he was not assimilated by this world that pursues the theory of elimination and the law of animals.However, even though he was half-stupid and half-pure, the matter of Xue Zhi still deprived him of his few hopes.The court is a very sacred place. Although the law is not justice, Xu Yanxin has always regarded the law as a weapon to exercise justice and obtain justice.Why can't he use a weapon that cynicism can still use?He is more comfortable with it than anyone else.

However, when Xue Zhi stood in the dock and said "I did it" three times in a row, he realized that most of the justice in this world is just a dream in a mirror.

Xue Zhi's back is stooped, his face is old, and his eyes are cloudy.

Only his voice was loud.

He remembered the debate competitions he had watched in college.The topic is the famous dilemma, you are the conductor of the train, the train is out of control, there are only two tracks, will you choose to crash into the track of one person or the track of five people.The premise is that it is impossible to pause and a choice must be made.

This is such a cruel question. The contestants of the debate team stood up to their own positions and fought with each other. Life is no longer life, but a value that is estimated and calculated.

At that time, Jiang Yu said from the standpoint of "sacrificing a few people may not be just", and pointedly pointed out: "If the opponent debater wants to talk about the social benefits of people, then five old people and one young and strong person, Who is worth more? Five street gangsters with nothing to do or a pregnant woman, who deserves to be saved more? It is never a just name when society predominates for the majority and inflicts violence on the minority , is nothing more than an act of violence against a large number of people, which not only despises the law, but also despises human morality."

The opposing debater choked, and said sarcastically, "However, life is all about making choices. Which side do you choose?"

Jiang Yu replied with a smile: "A train conductor who is forced to choose, no matter which side he chooses, is just a poor unfortunate, who is forced to carry the sins of other people's lives with him for the rest of his life. And an executioner who is full of social efficiency values , no matter which side you choose, you will lose your value as a human being.”

He calmly refuted the opponent's debater, blushing.

At that time, Xu Yanxin, as an audience in the mathematics department, vaguely heard the girl next door whispering "so handsome".

Indeed, Jiang Yu has a demeanor of idle clouds and wild cranes in everything he does.It's not that he really doesn't care. If Xu Yanxin didn't know that he had to rely on practice points to get the scholarship, I'm afraid he would have believed that he was just here for fun. Jiangyu's fights, fouls, and games all showed a casual tone. Not to say, he has to win.He will be full of ambition, carefully prepared, but put on a gesture of indifference.Like a poisonous snake preying on a hare, its eyes are narrowed, but it walks unhurriedly in the shadow of the grass.

Jiang Yu seems to be born good at debating, with a glib tongue.But Xu Yanxin is the unfortunate person who is always in fear.After receiving the bonus, Jiang Yu took him to eat hot pot. Seeing that he was unhappy, he said, "Are you still thinking about that debate topic? It's just for fun, don't take it seriously. How can there be such a coincidence in the world."

"All useless topics will become invisible laws. For example, when automatic driving is popularized, when it gets out of control, in an inevitable dilemma, people will be forced to make choices. And such choices are input by people in advance. What kind of law should be input, and what kind of subconsciousness does such a law contain?"

Jiang Yu glanced at him, "You're right. But it's not for the two of us college students to think about things like this. Let's go, I'll take you to eat."

Jiang Yu was right. As students, they did not have much right to change.

At that time, he was also somewhat naive, thinking that such a difficult matter should be left to others to think about.For the time being, he lived an ordinary and smooth life.However, over the past few years, when they use the law as a weapon and as a tool to make a living, the higher they go, the more they realize that they do not have such rights.Jiang Yu didn't intend to embarrass himself, and no case could shake his reason.But Xu Yanxin inevitably blamed herself.

Just like Yang Jiang wrote in "Lao Wang": It is a lucky person's shame for an unfortunate person.

His shame may be the source of his inability to deviate from his original intention.

The verdict came quickly, and Xue Zhi was sentenced to seven years in prison.

Many villagers from the same village came to the auditorium, they were silent, only Xue Ting cried hysterically.The man who was accused of deceiving the villagers and disregarding the safety of the villagers was watching with tearful eyes.It's all so strange, so weird, and yet so reasonable.A group of lawyers from Ruixin surrounded Zhang An, congratulated him, congratulated him, said that he had fought a good battle, and said that he made the other party incoherent with his fluent legal questions.Only Jiang Yu sat beside Xu Yanxin and didn't move.Zhang An watched from a distance through the crowd.

It was a questioning look.Xu Yanxin couldn't hold back, broke free from Jiang Yu's hand, and went straight out.Emotionally and rationally, Jiang Yu should cheer for Ruixin's victory, and shouldn't sit beside him and assume the role of the loser.In other words, today's trial is a great irony compared to Xu Yanxin's joy in the past few days.

However, Jiang Yu was not going to let him think about it alone, the two stood side by side, neither of them spoke first.

Xu Yanxin leaned on the railing, watching the auntie cleaner downstairs sweeping the leftover leaves on the floor, "Aren't you going to reward your employees? This is a big victory. The defendant fully admits to the crime, without even an excuse." Jiang Yu As if she didn't hear the sarcasm in his words, she picked up the green leaves on his shoulders and handed them to him.Xu Yanxin was stunned for two seconds, caught the emerald green leaf, and turned its stem carelessly.Through the green, look into Jiang Yu's eyes.

It seems to be separated by a layer of spring.

As soon as Xu Yanxin exerted force, the green leaf was squeezed out by him, and the juice dripped on the palm of his hand, "Aren't you angry? I blame you, but it's obviously not your fault."

"It's indeed related to me. I was the one to discuss the amount of compensation Fujimi gave them," Jiang Yu lowered his eyes. "I didn't accompany you to see him at the time, not to avoid suspicion. I was afraid that he would recognize me. You may Can't understand, some people would rather get compensation than a fair answer, even that answer may include money and fame. But not everyone can spend with a big company. I say this, and I don't want to argue .”

Jiang Yu stared straight at him, "As you said, you are in the internship period, and you can stop losses in time at any time."

"Is this your truth?"

Xu Yanxin has a pair of black and white eyes, it seems that nothing can fool him.Together with Jiangyu's voice.Sooner or later, the lies he told will be exposed by him.His mind would be exposed to the sun for him to look at.

"Xu Yanxin, if you want someone who stands with you as a partner, it's not wrong, it's human nature."

Even if he betrays everything now, he chooses to stand by Xu Yanxin.Xu Yanxin will realize sooner or later that his ideal is just a disguise.Just a bait for catching prey.

Jiang Yu thought about it countless times, maybe they couldn't make it to the end.Even without Ye Yuqing, without the shackles of society, without the distinction of sexual orientation, they would not be able to make it to the end.This pessimistic thought of escaping saved his mood to some extent.

like now.

Xu Yanxin smiled and said: "I'm not weak enough to just want to stand with the same people. Indeed, if you think like me, I will feel better, we will have more topics to talk about, and it will not be easy to quarrel. But This is a work partner. Nothing else. That's not why I met you."

"I know about Uncle Xue. I guessed it from the river's genetic test report. Why doesn't the river's water cause genetic changes, and the village still has such a high prevalence of leukemia? Because it is not life that changes their genes. Water, it’s just a common pollution. The work clothes with insufficient protection, the working environment with not strict testing, those are the key points. Fujimi would not spend so much manpower and effort for a pollution. I understand. I guess , They used the compensation for the demolition to appease the whole village, right? As long as Uncle Xue doesn’t say anything, those dilapidated houses can be demolished, and they can move out of that village and live another life. Uncle Xue is very guilty, those villagers It was he who introduced it to the Fujimi Chemical Factory, so he wants to take on these things."

"So you know it."

"How could I not know? If Uncle Xue is determined to fight Fujimi to the end, what will happen? As the pillar industry of the entire district, how many people's work problems have been solved. Such a large enterprise has no chance of winning from the very beginning. I understand. I have no right to blame you, and I have no right to blame Uncle Xue for not thinking about the future employees. I blame myself. I always hope that it will be a little different. But in fact, I can't help anyone. "

Perhaps Xu Zhao was right, he was just naive.

Because of his innocence, he always plays the role of the victim.Everyone can get something from him.It's not how kind he is, or how much he doesn't care about the past, maybe it's just because he is satisfied with such a role and satisfies his always guilty heart.

Jiang Yu looked at him squarely, "Why do you think so? Don't be fooled by us boring people. We are just afraid of losing our current fame and status, so we try our best to persuade our conscience to do gray things while trying to persuade Convincing everyone is the same as us. Don’t you watch movies? People who deceive the world only need to do one good deed to be cleared of their crimes, redemption and the audience’s tears. People who are loyal to their duties only need to be cowardly once, and they will Falling into the abyss. How easy it is to do bad things, as long as you want, you can use your education and reputation to make enough money right now. But it is too difficult to help a person. You are a human being, not a god, even gods It would be able to save everyone, let alone human beings."

When he thinks Jiang Yu is ruthless, Jiang Yu shows his affectionate side, and when he longs for Jiang Yu's tenderness, Jiang Yu rejects him again.

Jiangyu is like a riddle, without a single correct answer.

Maybe that's why it's so attractive to him.

Ten years ago, what attracted him might not be Jiangyu's "badness" and rebellion against the rules.It is a transparent person's pursuit of a secret.

"What about you, Jiang Yu, why do you want to be a lawyer?" He couldn't help asking.

Jiang Yu was silent for a long time before saying, "Someone said I'm suitable."

"Who?"

The person who was asked casually replied: "You're a bastard. Don't talk about this, don't you really need to say goodbye to Uncle Xue?"

"No, what he wants to say has already been told to me. And what I want to say has also been told to him."

Yesterday, when Xue Zhi told him "don't come to court", he said: "Uncle, since you are not my client, I don't need to listen to you, I will definitely go tomorrow."

After hearing this, Xue Zhi just stared at him with those cloudy eyes.

He didn't get angry, and he didn't say yes, just said one thing leisurely: "Do you know how Fujimi's boss started from nothing? His first son was reversed by an unlicensed driver while walking in the parking lot He was killed, and even his brains came out. He had vowed to go to court and ask that person to go to jail. However, that person said that if he wanted to privately, he would give him two houses and 30 cash. That is 40 years Ex. How he chose, I believe you have guessed. He was humiliated and angry, but in the end he still took the house and money, and used the money to gamble in Macau, won ten times, and established the current Fujimi by his own wrist .But the source is nothing but his poor child."

"There is nothing funnier than life, so don't be an enemy of life, you have to go with it and surrender to it."

And Xu Yanxin's answer was, I can't do it.

He said to Jiang Yu: "Although I haven't become a full-time employee yet, I want to give you a vaccination in advance. Maybe the two of us will never be able to stand on the same front. I have a case and I must take it."

Jiang Yu raised his eyebrows, "I probably guessed it. But I won't help you."

Xu Yanxin stared at Lu in the distance, snorted and said, "I don't need your help either."

Staring at the juice in the palm of his hand, he thought, spring has really arrived.

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Zhang An: Hey, I won