drowning

As long as Jiang Yu is willing, staying with Jiang Yu is a very happy thing. His meanness will turn into humor, and his indifference will turn into a tranquil quality, not to mention that he is always strong and confident, like Cannot be destroyed.He took him to the playground, to the haunted house, to the nightclub, although Xu Yanxin was trying to put aside his nerd identity and pray for a new rebellious posture, but the result was not smooth.

In the nightclub of red men and doll girls, Xu Yanxin always sat in his seat. Whenever he met a girl in revealing clothes who deliberately passed by him, he would immediately turn his eyes away and look at his nose and heart, making them laugh.

Occasionally, two girls would sit next to him, and he would curl up his fingers like a small animal with shriveled fur and put them on his knees peacefully, although he was so nervous and cramped, and his clothes were still stained with cheap hotel clothes Lavender laundry detergent, but after all, it’s a world of faces. People like him are cuter than ordinary people. The actions of those girls teasing him are the same as teasing hamsters. A girl secretly kissed him while he was not paying attention. Touching his cheek, Xu Yanxin felt that she had never seen such a bold girl, and for a moment, she didn't know what to say, so she said blankly: "I'm sorry." This made the girl lean forward and back.

He also knew that this was a mockery, but he was really thin-skinned and didn't dare to confront people face to face, so he had to withdraw to find Jiang Yu who hadn't returned.

Jiang Yu was holding two glasses of wine, smiling casually at an older man, but Xu Yanxin thought it was affectionate.Jiangyu was so high, that man was as pitiful as a quail in front of him.When Xu Yanxin saw it, she clenched her fists and leaned fiercely to Jiang Yu's side, looking at the man with an unfriendly expression.The man already had wrinkles on his face, but his skin was fair and he had a frail temperament.He tugged at the hem of Jiang Yu's clothes, motioned him to bend down, leaned into his ear, and asked, "Don't you like bodybuilders?"

Jiang Yu smiled, "This is the teacher of your art academy, so eager to catch the rape?"

"Who..." Xu Yanxin opened his eyes wide.

Jiang Yu smiled and pulled him to his chest, and told the man about the manga competition a few days ago.

Xu Yanxin changed his angry face to a naive smile, which made the man opposite him very astonished. Jiang Yu whispered in his ear, "There are still two faces."

Xu Yanxin smiled with the teacher while twisting his thigh.

After saying hello and watching the performance, the two walked out of the bar with all eyes on the audience.Xu Yanxin murmured that her ears could finally take a break, Jiang Yu tidied up the hood that had slipped into his coat for him, and then wiped off the lipstick marks on his face, "Little sloppy."

The person who was put on a hat smiled flatteringly, and burped indecently, reeking of beer.Xu Yanxin also knew it didn't smell good, so she covered her mouth, showing a little shyness.Jiang Yu pinched his nose exaggeratedly, as if vomiting, but Xu Yanxin became playful, hanging on him to let him smell his mouth.

Of course Jiang Yu knew his taste.

The bright red lips, which will be unconsciously parted slightly when sleeping, he has secretly kissed twice.Of course Xu Yanxin didn't know, and scratched him twice, slapping his troubled lips like a mosquito.

Jiang Yu felt guilty and pushed him away from him, "Disgusting, who wants to marry you?"

Xu Yanxin was very dissatisfied, "I don't treat others like this. Besides, being single is also very good, we can raise a tortoise, you cook, I clean, and we distribute housework reasonably."

"You still have me in your single blueprint?"

Xu Yanxin thought for a while, "When I was watching Friends, I wanted to live with my friends. How nice it is, we can eat and play together, don't you like it?"

I thought that Xu Yanxin could finally get an idea, but I didn't expect that a daze would be even higher. Jiang Yu sneered and said, "Who wants to play with a nerd like you and study math at night?"

Xu Yanxin thumped him on the back dissatisfied, and Jiang Yu turned around and pulled him into his arms.Xu Yanxin said in a low voice, "Using power to bully others."

Jiang Yu smiled and said, "Obviously I like you."

Xu Yanxin was a little surprised, "... gone?"

"What do you think it is?"

"I like my shoes, my coat... wait, walk slowly, don't leave me..."

Xu Yanxin quickly caught up with Jiang Yu, who was striding ahead, and squeezed his palm flatteringly. Jiang Yu clicked his tongue and said pointedly: "You are really stupid."

Xu Yanxin is a bit silly, she often flips the hot and cold signs of the faucet, and occasionally wears reversed socks, which lacks the attention of a beautiful boy.But he's also occasionally smart.

He and Jiang Yu are always short of opportunities, such as the misunderstanding at the beginning, but in the end they couldn't deliver the record player in his hand. There are too many coincidences between them, but fate is not as abundant as coincidence.Just like when returning from city B to city S, Xu Yanxin had just stepped out of the high-speed rail car, and was catching up with the return journey of the Spring Festival travel rush. station entrance.

They parted on the phone, Jiang Yu laughed and heard the embarrassing story of him being pushed to another exit, and said, what a fool.This "stupid" also refers to when Xu Yanxin was squeezed hard, he only knew to grab his clothes, but not his hands.A long strip of his clothes was torn out, but they still fell apart.

Xu Yanxin smiled and did not refute.Jiang Yu didn't know that there was intentional element in it.

He was ready to go home alone.There are some things that he should face alone.

How did Jiang Yu know, he has always been so stupid that he has no intentions.

Getting on the rickety bus, Xu Yanxin turned on her mobile phone that had been off for a week.

Countless missed calls made his eyes red.

One of them came from City B, whether it was to avoid or favoritism, he answered that call first.He thought uncomfortably of his comics, which were more like illustrations than comics, with very few storylines and more of a stream of consciousness.And it's a story of two animals.However, when he heard the meaning of the person on the phone, he couldn't help raising his voice, "You, do you really think so?"

The other side laughed hard, and said: "Yes, I think you are very talented, and you can see from the lines and shadows that you usually put a lot of effort into it. If you are willing to apply for our school next year, I am very happy I'd love to see you on campus." Xu Yanxin almost jumped up on the spot, expressing his excitement, but fortunately the bus driver didn't give him the chance to drive the car like an F1, and didn't give him a chance to be distracted.

Although he was shaken to the point of throwing up and his face was pale, his heart was flexible and he was thinking about what he wanted to tell Fang Keshi, Xia Song, Wei Xun, and Jiang Yu.At that point, his self-doubt was gently assuaged by a word of recognition, and his devotion showed value again.

However, the weather was not good, and there was a heavy rain outside, knocking on the windows loudly. Under the high beam, the warm yellow street lamps standing in the distance illuminated the rain curtains like curtains blowing in the wind.

Maybe at that moment, God was beating him. Will those children realize that this is the last day before they are deprived of their innocence?

Xu Yanxin was drenched to the ground, and the clothes next to his body were like a layer of fish skin stuck to his body, but he was indeed as nimble and light as a fish. Shen Feng should have been furious, he ran away from home for a week, and there was no news of him, no matter what, he should be beaten and grounded, he didn't regret it.However, when the door opened, Xu's eyes were heavy, her face was pale, she was wearing a black robe, which made her faint smile even more sinister, and the white cloth was pinned to the cuffs. Of course Xu Yanxin understood the meaning of this, and was stunned. two seconds.

"Where have you been?"

Xu Yanxin was still staring at the white cloth on her arm, "Who..."

Xu Zhao turned his body sideways to let him in, only then did Xu Yanxin see a pair of black and white photo frames facing him.

That was Xu Yanxin's familiar face. He twitched his lips twice and looked at Xu Zhao in disbelief, wanting to get a negative answer, but Xu Zhao only said, "Kneel down."

He still stood there in a daze, and couldn't help uttering the word "Grandpa".

It rained heavily that day, so heavy that his cries and tears were not worth mentioning.

His grandfather was not overwhelmed by the illness, but fell on the side of the chaotic road.

That road is only one step away from the Whale House.

On the second day, he woke up in his room and went downstairs with luck in his heart, eager to hear Xu Ruqing's teasing. Maybe the old naughty boy just played a scene with Xu Zhao and wanted to make him suffer.But when he walked down the stairs, he saw only a room full of relatives dressed in black.When they saw him, they averted their eyes as promised and whispered to each other.Xu Yanxin didn't even have time to suffer, because Xu Zhao didn't allow him to attend Xu Ruqing's funeral.He begged bitterly, but Xu Zhao looked straight at him and said, "Do you think your grandma wants to see you?"

He suddenly lost his voice.

He thought of the dream he had yesterday, the grandfather in the dream was still amiable, but when the breeze blew, his grandfather was covered in blood, looking at him stupidly, why didn't he come to the appointment on time?He knelt down to apologize to his grandfather, but the old face was getting closer and closer to him, and finally he met those cloudy and cloudy eyes, and a roaring voice came from his bones, "Why?"

His guilt, fear, pain, and sadness were placed in a small corner by him.

When he received a call from Jiang Yu, he was like a hot potato.He and Jiang Yu really became accomplices, and their happiness in City B became his criminal evidence.If he hadn't chosen to run away from home at that time, Xu Ruqing would never have walked on the road because of negligence in looking after her.

Sadness did not take over his emotions until a week later.

That day, Xu Yanxin smashed his water glass in a daze, and wanted to go downstairs to find a water glass to drink, but in the corner, he saw the kettle that Xu Ruqing bought for him. A mathematical formula is written.

He picked up the kettle and sucked hard on the straw, the dusty rubber pipe came up with an old, rotten smell.

He cried alone for a long time, until Shen Feng came to his side, he didn't even know it.

It was an expression Xu Yanxin had never seen before, so serious, so serious, so unlike his humorous father.Xu Yanxin only dared to mutter and say: "Dad, I know I was wrong, can you let grandpa come back? I, I promise to listen to you in the future, and I will never be willful again. I beg you, please bring grandpa back .You just lied to me, right? Did Grandpa go fishing with Mr. Wang again?"

Shen Feng pulled him up, "Grandma doesn't blame you, we all know that you didn't intentionally let this happen to Grandpa, and we should take the main responsibility for failing to take care of him. We are all at fault, not just Your fault alone. Tears are just a shortcut to atonement and won't solve anything, so stop crying."

"Your grandma asked me to give you something that your grandpa kept in his hand before he left."

Xu Yanxin wiped away her tears and stretched out her hand.

A candy wrapped in gold foil fell into his palm.Such a small and cheap thing was branded in the bottom of his heart.

Grandpa didn't forget anything.

He forgot.

The author says:

Tomorrow and two days later, the campus part is really coming to an end.