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Before leaving Xu Ruqing's house, Jiang Yu said to Xu Yanxin, "You need to visit your grandpa more often."

Xu Yanxin remembered something, her eyes were red.

After thinking for a long time, Jiang Yu still didn't tell him that when Xu Yanxin spoke to him wholeheartedly, the white-haired old man froze on the sofa in the living room as if his brain had crashed, staring blankly at the trophy wall until When Xu Yanxin followed his gaze and called Grandpa, the old man woke up suddenly and was busy with the work at hand.He also didn't tell him that Xu Ruqing had seen him in the infirmary, but he had completely forgotten about him.

But actually Xu Yanxin knew it all.

After bidding farewell to Jiangyu, on the way home, he secretly cried alone, crying so heartbreakingly.He didn't dare to let Jiang Yu see it.

After returning home, it was Shen Feng who rushed up to hug him first, followed by Xu Zhao who was expressionless. Shen Feng asked him where he had gone, but Xu Zhao asked him, why didn't he go to the competition?Xu Yanxin was silent.Xu Zhao couldn't get the answer, so he raised his palm high, he didn't move, he even thought that if Xu Zhao really hit him, he could harden his heart and be a bad boy, but Shen Feng grabbed Xu Zhao's wrist , staring and asking: "Are you crazy?"

He was trying to be a bad kid, and his parents were arguing, but he didn't say anything, just sat on the couch and watched.Fortunately, Xu Zhao always cared about his face and refused to be hysterical in front of him, so the two just said a few words loudly and then died down.

He didn't close his eyes all night, Xu Yanxin thought, he was deprived of the ability to learn to be bad, and he couldn't sleep because he didn't do anything, even if Xu Zhao was so unreasonable, what he thought of was still cutting crabs for him Xu Zhao with feet, Xu Zhao who wrapped the corner of the table with tape, and Xu Zhao who called him Xinxin.

The next morning, before Shen Feng woke up, Xu Zhao was wearing a nightgown and sitting motionless at the dining table, with a cup of hot milk in front of him.Xu Yanxin walked down the stairs slowly, sat beside Xu Zhao, and called out: "Mom." Xu Zhao looked at him, his eyes were foggy, so he hugged Xu Zhao's waist and said, "I want to drink breakfast too." milk."

When he came back from the shower, there was an extra glass of milk on his seat.

Xu Yanxin thought, he can give the love that Xu Zhao lacks.Who said only mothers can love their children?The child can also be given to the mother.He reconciled with Xu Zhao on his own.However, things were always unsatisfactory. On the way to school, Xu Yanxin was reciting the vocabulary, and Xu Zhao suddenly said: "You didn't go home yesterday, so I called your school."

Xu Yanxin's heart skipped a beat, he couldn't hold his hand firmly, and the vocabulary book fell on the carpet. He bent down to pick it up, and heard Xu Zhao ask: "I asked Mr. Wang to tell me, I don't care about changing classes without authorization. But you want Go back to math class obediently."

"I think the mathematics atmosphere of the science class is more suitable for me. I will also be admitted to the P University in the science class, so can you..."

Before he finished speaking, Xu Zhao turned on the radio.

Noisy and mixed voices suddenly spread out, drowning out his weaker and weaker voice.

After arriving at the school gate, he still sat on his seat. After thinking for a long time, he turned to Xu Zhao and asked, "After entering the university, do you really stop caring about me?"

Xu Zhao said, "Yes."

He didn't say any more, and got out of the car with his schoolbag on his back.

As the winter gets colder and colder, the leaves on the trees are all gone, revealing the bare brackets. The more the students go through the journey, they wish they were all covered. No one knows who it is. Before he walked into the class, the class was still quiet. Quietly, as soon as he entered the class, Xia Song hooked his neck and pressed himself on his body, smiling wickedly: "I arrived 5 minutes later than usual. Hurry up, homework, homework, it's time to ring the bell."

Chai Fang complained from the side: "I don't know how I stayed in the science class, and I didn't do my homework."

Fang Keshi whispered to Chai Fang: "I suspect there is something tricky, even Jiangyu has entered the top 80 of the whole grade, wow, that Jiangyu who doesn't even listen to class."

It just so happened that Jiangyu came in after pouring the water, twisted Fang Keshi's fat neck and said, "What is this, spicy duck neck?"

"Pfft—" Everyone laughed out loud, including Xu Yanxin.

Fang Keshi said resentfully: "At the same table, why are you turning your elbows outward?"

When everyone's eyes fell on him, he smiled and pretended to be relaxed and announced: "Why did they start arguing again early in the morning? It's all sparkling. I'm going to pack up and go back to math class."

"Really? Today is not April Fool's Day."

"Hey, old class, didn't you just transfer to our class? Why do you want to go back again?"

Jiang Yu, who was standing beside him, straightened his lips, his air pressure was very low.

Xu Yanxin didn't dare to look at Jiang Yu, so she deliberately walked around him. Just two steps away, Jiang Yu dragged her out by the wrist. Many heads appeared in the science class to keep up, but Jiang Yu said "No!" Follow me" and stuffed it back.Jiang Yu dragged and dragged him up to the rooftop. The cold wind above made his face stiff and painful like a knife cut.

Jiang Yu immediately asked, "What do you mean?"

"My mother asked me to..."

Jiang Yu frowned and interrupted him: "Then why did you transfer to the science class? Then why did you make that kind of agreement with me?"

Xu Yanxin became anxious: "I'm sorry, but the math class is upstairs from the science class, we can still eat together and have physical education class..."

Jiang Yu almost laughed angrily at him: "I'm not you, clinging to my mother all day long."

"If one day, your mother doesn't let us have a relationship, you will be obedient, won't you?"

"No, although my mother is more authoritarian, she is not unreasonable. She will not restrict who I play with..."

Xu Yanxin became weaker and weaker as he spoke. He remembered the girl when he was a child. After Xu Zhao found out, he told him not to play with that kind of unknown child.Xu Yanxin asked at that time, what is unknown, they just stayed in the garden and chatted.Xu Zhao didn't explain much, and said "No".

Jiang Yu noticed his hesitation, and sneered, with a trace of determined cruelty.

Xu Yanxin remembered what Jiang Yu said at that time, "Being friends with me is not something to be happy about." Jiang Yu was not wrong. When quarreling, Jiang Yu will always be the one who has the upper hand, from his expression to his tone. Well armed, where ever he was, always unarmed.Before Jiang Yu continued to attack his weak point, Xu Yanxin squatted down and asked, "Jiang Yu, can we stop arguing?"

"You still regret it, don't you?"

"I don't regret it, I just don't understand why you reacted so badly when I went to math class... I really don't understand. Since we met now, I've always been guessing, sometimes right, sometimes The time is wrong, why can't you just tell me? Aren't we friends?"

Jiang Yu chuckled, and said, "I dare to say, but do you dare to listen, Xu Yanxin?"

The author says:

In fact, if the two of them fell in love at the age of 16 or 17, they would end up with a bad ending.At that time, Jiang Yu was a little selfish, hoping that the person he loved would break with all opponents like him, and Xu Yanxin cared too much about the feelings of the people around him, including Xu Zhao, just like things in science and mathematics classes. His love is caught in a dilemma. He can neither obey his mother and abandon his lover, nor can he obey his lover and fight against his family. He will always suffer by himself and be caught in the middle.So ten years later, they are more likely to come together. At that time, whether it was Jiang Yu or Xu Yanxin, they all learned to find a gap in this dilemma. "Which way will you choose". PS: 45 and 46 (should) be able to finish telling the story of the boyhood, whether it is Brother Dao or Xinxin, I hope everyone can evaluate them with a little tolerance~ Thank you for reading this, I hope everyone is going well~