His smile is weird [entertainment circle]

I used to hate the word Shen Dongning very much.

"Shen Tianbai's Shen, Xiao Ning's Xiao, because he was born in winter, he named this child Shen Dongning, what a man of love and righteousness! Haha, what an enviable love!" His mother said, her mouth full of embarrassment. Stop, "He's telling everyone he doesn't love me, he doesn't love me..."

The first time I saw Shen Dongning, he was only four years old, huddled behind that beautiful woman, revealing half of his pink and jade-carved face.

The woman held his hand and greeted the elders one by one, and he timidly called out, "Hello, Uncle!" He got contemptuous looks. "...Auntie, hello." No one gave him a kind look.My mother even dropped the cup in her hand. He came up to me with a pale face, "Brother..." I didn't look at him, I was afraid that my heart would soften...

"Afeng, do you know how uncomfortable my mother is..." "Afeng, Shen Tianbai wants to force me to death!" "Afeng, I can't tolerate that woman, I don't want to see her, I don't want to see that child! "Ah Feng..."

My mother took my hand and told me these things every day, I can't look at him, I won't soften my heart.

Shen Dongning lived in Shen's house for only one week.

My mother swallowed half a bottle of sleeping pills and was sent to the hospital. Many people from my grandfather’s family came, and the elders of the Shen family also stood by my mother. They accused my father of his behavior and threatened to seize power and withdraw shares. If there was no way, they sent Shen Dongning's mother and son to live outside.

"Crying and crying all day, how can you look like my Shen Tianbai's child!" When sending him away, he still scolded the child like this.

Then, she leaned down and took him into her arms.

He was small, small, and held tightly.

I suddenly remembered that my father had never scolded me.

So... never hugged me.

Why don't you scold me?

I suddenly became jealous of him.

**

Everything was expected by the mother, and the father seldom visited Shen Dongning's mother and son afterwards.

He can't go.

Too many eyes were on him.

"It is said that love can surpass everything, status, money, fame and fortune, but Shen Tianbai refuses to give up on everything, he deserves such pain!"

My mother said with a smile, but her smile was not sincere.

Father didn't go to find Shen Dongning's mother and son, and he rarely came back.

He has become a workaholic, flying around every day on business trips, and I rarely see him.

Xiao Ning's death was an accident.

At that woman's funeral, I saw my long-lost father, who looked wiser and older than the inside pages of those magazines.He didn't say a word, and no one said a word to him.

The funeral was very simple. The woman was an orphan, and the only relative was Shen Dongning who was kneeling there and didn't know what happened. He grabbed the trousers of the people around him and asked why his mother was in the box, "Your mother is already dead!" The owner of the trousers said cruelly.

"Death, what does death mean..."

Fool.Fool.

At this moment, I don't envy him at all.

I have heard the story of my father and the woman from many people.

My mother said: "Just a bitch who shamelessly seduces other people's husbands..."

My grandfather said: "Then Nizi, why did he fall in love with the singing girl in the bar!"

The old servant beside Shen Dongning told another story.Because of his family's persecution, he married the chaebol's daughter. He thought he would spend his whole life in a daze, but he met her by accident.The most beautiful flower that burns in the night, but the heart is as kind as jasmine.She didn't ask for fame, but was dragged into the light by him. He made many promises, but in the end he couldn't fulfill any of them.

Shen Tianbai is very ordinary, he can't let go of many things, and wants to get many things, he is very hateful and pitiful.

After this, I didn't see my father for a long time.

until the news of his death came.

In the past few years, he didn't dare to go to see that child, he always watched from a distance, probably because he resembled her very much.

My father was a heartless man to my mother, but he was affectionate to others.

Before he died, he had to take a look at that person's photo before closing his eyes. From this, we can see how thoroughly my mother lost...

I drove to the villa to pick up Shen Dongning for the funeral. He was 10 years old at the time, and he had grown a lot taller after a long time.

He knelt beside me expressionlessly the whole time.

I only had one word with him, and I asked him, "Why don't you cry?"

He looked at me strangely, "I haven't seen him before, why are you crying?"

In my impression, he is obviously a child who cries easily, how could he be so calm.

I thought it was my illusion.

Until he was 16, I took over as guardian and started to manage his life.

He said to me: "Shen Feng, why is it that you are the only one who stands tall!"

The persistent and arrogant eyes of this child who shouted for fairness completely shattered the Shen Dongning in my memory.

**

I became interested in his life.

But I still have busy work to do, so I had to entrust some people to check for me.

When I came back from a business trip in Japan, I got the news that he was going to participate in the draft.I was so angry that I flew to him and waited for him in his room for a long time before he came back with a tired face.

After the negotiations went nowhere, he insisted on staying with me.He was willing to leave the bed to me.

That was the first time I got so close to him, looking at the innocent sleeping face beside me, my heart suddenly softened.

I found Uncle Zhang who had been taking care of him, and asked him about Shen Dongning.

The old servant couldn't tell a lie, and told me many things that surprised me.

For example, a six-year-old child also chases stars, buys pirated discs stingily, and expresses his love for stars by constantly complaining about the other party's characters and lines.

He often disappeared, and when he came back, he would bring back a lot of miscellaneous things, the most weird thing being an old bass with paint peeling off.

He would remit money and send clothes to an orphanage called "Maple Leaf" every month, signed "Brother Song".

He usually writes some strange symbols on paper, and wrote a lot (after I read it, I found it was a musical score, and the drawing was very ugly)

I have never seen him cry since he was a child, but one day he cried violently for no reason, and no amount of comfort could comfort him. He sobbed and said that the person who taught him to sing died.

In the past few years, he made a few friends who played music, made constant phone calls all day long, and often went out without telling him. Fortunately, he came back safely every time.

……

Is this really a kid's life?

After hearing this, I asked Zhang Bo, "When did he start doing these things?"

"I don't remember. It seems that the young master had a fever for a year. After waking up, he seemed to be a different person. Maybe his brain was burnt out."

I have a terrible thought, will it be... will it be...

how can that be possible?

How can there be such absurd things in this world.

**

Shen Dongning left a note and disappeared again.

I don't know why he is so obsessed with that circle. The inheritance left by his father is enough for him to spend his life. If it is just for the limelight, there is no need to be so pitiful as a foil for others.

After I started following him, I saw him in many shows, and he appeared as a flowing background, often without a positive face and lines.In the distant view, he is boringly drawing circles with his shoes. I don't know what he is insisting on...

Later he made a movie, and more and more people started talking about him.Variety shows with main members also received enthusiastic responses.I can feel that he is getting farther and farther away from me.

Why do you care about the distance, I wish he could be farther away, don't I?

In winter, I will pick him up and go back to Shen's house.Apart from his birthday, it was an important day for him to officially become a member of the Shen family.

Obviously, he doesn't care.Otherwise my mother wouldn't be so angry.

I couldn't control myself and interceded for him.

After the show ended, my mother severely reprimanded me.

I don't know why I helped him, I drank the wine, and when I got to the third bottle, I still didn't know the answer.

Shen Dongning appeared next to me, wearing childish pajamas, I beckoned him to come over, he stared blankly for a long time, and I couldn't help but stare at him for a long time, the wine in my eyes choked my throat.

He wants to call someone, but I don't want him to go.

I hugged him very tightly, very tightly, and I wanted to keep him, at least for a moment.

But he will not be mine.

There is a saying that says, "You should never try to understand a man, because you will love him."

I lost.

**

During the New Year, I said harsh words to him, but I didn't bring him back as my elders wanted.

The elders want to force him to quit the entertainment circle, I know, that was my original goal.

I watch his variety shows every day, and I can feel that he is truly happy.

I want his happiness to last forever and not be deprived by anyone.

including me.

I never thought that he would come back to save me.

It never occurred to me that he didn't need my protection at all.

He is strong.very brave.

The things my mother said never hurt him, maybe... because they weren't about him in the first place.

In the interview on the show, he talked about his past life, but it seemed that he was talking about other people's life.

I can assure you that none of that happened.

He is not the original Shen Dongning.

A few days before my birthday, I finally found the resigned dean of the orphanage. He told me that there was indeed a "Brother Song" in the eyes of the children in this yard, but he had been dead for many years and was still a After a while star, his name is Song Heng.

……

Concerned about my face, Shen Dongning came back to attend my birthday party.

With empty hands, he sang a song.

"Your eyes are as tender as water"

"I'm so addicted to your gentle eyes, your smile is so sweet ~ oh, sweet ~..."

I admit, the moment he finished singing, I had the urge to kill him and destroy his body.

He avoided all my problems, only to show up on the day he went back.

On April [-]rd, he went to the cemetery and left a bouquet of lilies.

The name on the tombstone reads Song Heng.

When I got out of the car to check, I met a woman in purple in front of his grave, wearing sunglasses, through the brown lenses, I could vaguely see tears.

At this moment, I don't want to continue to understand.

So what if he's not Shen Dongning, but he is my younger brother, he can only be my younger brother.

This cannot be changed.

I decided to get married.

Marry who is not married?If I am doomed not to get the person I want, it would be better for me to give up earlier.

Zong Hao couldn't understand my hasty decision.

He let me pursue the love in my heart.

How could I tell him that there will be no such person anymore.

When the wedding march sounded, I stood on the stage, waiting for my beautiful bride, but my eyes saw him.

He was a little absent-minded, he was worried about that person named Yan Fei, who he liked.

It's good that I'm the only one suffering.

I let him go on purpose.

I think there should always be one person who is happy.

**

I was successfully married and successfully divorced.

The news of my being suspended was spread all over the sky, and the reasons for guessing destroyed my masculine image...

I really don't know what Zong Hao is thinking. He actually used various means to threaten to bribe the woman's father, and he persisted in it. In order to achieve his goal, it is extremely shameless.

He came to comfort me hypocritically, "You see, I'm the only one who cares about you!"

He also said, "Brother Dongning is willing to call me sister-in-law!"

I want to hit him.

He said: "Yes, yes, anyway, I have insurance for my whole body!"

"..." Selling insurance at home is amazing.

"But there is one place that is not there, let me tell you..." He grabbed my tie, I frowned at him, and he pulled it hard again, and there was a "crack", the sound of our teeth colliding.

It hurts to death, what kind of nerve is this guy, I just wanted to push him away.

There is a warm and soft touch on his lips, he is trying hard to kiss me...

in fact……

feel good.