His smile is weird [entertainment circle]

The day before leaving City A, Shen Dongning went to that place by car.

The journey is not long, but the early morning makes people a little sleepy.

……

"Shen Dongning, please ask me before Uncle Zhang leaves. The facilities in the countryside are not perfect. From now on, I will help you remit money to the Maple Leaf Orphanage in the south of the city every month." Shen Feng looked straight over, "My dear brother, can you tell me Me, why do you send money to an orphanage every month?"

"Do you need to ask? Do good deeds, I'm very kind." Shen Dongning laughed dryly.

"Then what about the pile of old musical instruments you hid in the basement?" Shen Feng asked again.

"Collecting hobbies... Brother, you are so disgusting, you actually peeked at my *!"

……

Shen Feng seemed to have inquired a lot of news from Zhang Bo. After the banquet, he grabbed people and kept asking, but Shen Dongning's answer was reasonable. Although he felt something was wrong, he couldn't investigate it carefully...

"Fortunately, I didn't reveal anything." Recalling the conversation last night, Shen Dongning let out a long breath.

The gray sky was raining continuously.

When getting out of the car, Shen Dongning pulled up the hood on his coat to cover his head, carefully avoiding the puddles on the road and walking forward.

At the end of the road is a cemetery, under the vast gray sky, it looks even more deserted.Large and small tombs, tombstones are lined up neatly.

And one of the tombstones engraved his name, Song Heng.

On April [-]rd, every year on this day, he would come here, buy a bouquet of lilies, send them to the grave, and pity himself in his previous life.

Why not poor?Apart from the excitement of the past few years, this place is terribly desolate, and no one will think of this name again.

If he hadn't been parasitic in Shen Dongning's body, if he had really been sleeping here at this moment, he wouldn't have known how miserable he was after his death.

He will not know that his expectations are empty.

"11 years..."

Shen Dongning smiled sarcastically, he waited year after year, but never got that person.He stayed in the cemetery, and waited until the rain soaked his clothes, and when his legs and feet were numb and had no strength to get up, he convinced himself that she would not come...

Why doesn't she come!

He can allow everyone to forget him, only her can't!How could she be so cruel? !She is the one who gave birth to him, has she forgotten?

"I'm really not reconciled."

As long as she came to visit his grave once, he wouldn't let it go like this.With a new body identity, he should have started a better life and forgotten the unpleasant past.But he is still living in Song Heng's world, unable to escape...

April [-]rd, Song Heng's memorial day.

He comes every year with the slightest hope of seeing her, but...he waits and waits, only to find another person.He is not the person he wants to see, but he brings flowers to see him every year.Familiar with the indifferent face, the eyes gazing at the photo are full of nostalgia and tenderness.

"Yan Fei, will you come this year?"

The headline of last night's newspaper was that Yan Fei and Jiang Xia were photographed at a night party in Paris. In the hazy and bright bustling street, the two cuddled each other, with sweet and brilliant smiles intertwined.

sweet……

Shen Dongning put down Lily, this time, he didn't stay and wait.

Three minutes later, he waited for the return car at the intersection. In the very empty compartment, he sat by the window according to his mood, and took out a carton of milk from his bag.

It was raining non-stop, and the cemetery in the rain was slowly receding outside the window. It was all in gray tones, and it made people lose their appetite after seeing it.

Suddenly, a discordant block of color flashed in the gray tone, Shen Dongning raised his eyes to look into the distance, and vaguely saw the silhouette of a woman in a purple skirt.

woman……

He scratched the window, trying to see clearly, but found that it was futile. What he really needs now is a telescope...

Will it be you?

Should I have such expectations?

xxxxxx

"Brother, I'm going back, and I'll come back to see you when I have time."

Shen Dongning called to bid farewell to Shen Feng at the station, Shen Feng felt sudden and wanted to hold back a few words, but was blocked by Shen Dongning's "everything is busy".

It is generally said that the person who is busy with everything, shouldn't it be him?

"Brother, I'm very popular now! As soon as someone becomes popular, there will be many things, okay, okay, I'll send you some autographed photos later~"

Shen Feng was still depressed until after hanging up the phone, why does he want an autographed photo?To give to relatives and friends?

……

Not long after Shen Dongning returned to the apartment, she received a call from Shu Lan, and then rushed to do styling for the evening awards ceremony.He went with the crew of "Night Country" tonight, and as a supporting actor who doesn't have many roles in the show, he just went to see the world as a foil today.

"Why, feel uncomfortable?" Shu Lan could see his displeasure.

"Yeah, I want to win the prize too." Shen Dongning tilted her head and sighed, "It's so uncomfortable to watch other people's glory down here."

The make-up artist straightened his head and adjusted his hairstyle.

"Are you in a hurry?" Shu Lan sat on the side, flipping through the magazines, persuading her without raising her head, "Film well, you still have a long way to go, don't be in a hurry for this moment."

"En." Shen Dongning responded casually.

Shu Lan closed the magazine and glanced at the boy playing with cuff buttons. For some reason, she always felt that Shen Dongning was a bit weird today.

……

Shen Dongning's seat was arranged next to Li Yan. Li Yan was wearing a suit of the same color as him today, looking at him with hostile eyes, "Shen Dongning, did you deliberately imitate me today?"

I haven't seen him for more than a month, and I didn't expect his greeting to be so "kind".

Therefore, Shen Dongning also responded very kindly, "Yes, I'm really sorry for looking better than you."

"So thick-skinned!"

"Where."

There was still half an hour before the ceremony started, Shen Dongning bypassed the furious Li Yan, and took advantage of the time to find the bathroom.

There were a few people in the corridor talking together, and it was only when they got closer that they were talking about tonight's awards ceremony.

"Who is the biggest winner tonight?"

"It should be Yan Fei, but he has two films shortlisted! It seems that he is the best actor!"

"I can't see it. Xie Qi's "Time and Space Diary" exploded like that. Maybe it's him this year."

"Xie Qi? Although he is an experienced actor, he hasn't made a film for three years before "Diary of Time and Space". It's hard to say whether the judges will buy it or not..."

……

After hearing these gossips, Shen Dongning realized that Yan Fei would also come today.How could he have forgotten this?

It's really hard for him, leaving behind the sweet trip with his girlfriend, and rushing here to shoot trophies with a bunch of old men, Shen Dongning really doesn't want to admit it, he is envious and jealous now.

Not long after returning to the seat, the host had already started to read the long opening remarks before the awards, and explained the history, significance, and origin of the Golden Orchid Award. delay.

"Night Country" and five other films were shortlisted for the best film of the year, and the name "Eternal" was finally reported.

Shen Dongning saw Director Wang, who had met once, come to the stage to accept the award.The one who presented the award to him was an old director with gray hair, and his words were serious and serious, but Wang Guanhong made a lot of jokes and seemed to be in a good mood.

Shen Dongning watched the next process casually, while Li Yan beside him watched it attentively.

Shen Dongning didn't expect that Li Yan was shortlisted for Best Supporting Actor, and the taste of the judges was strong enough.Although he was not the winner in the end, it could be seen that Li Yan was still very excited.If it wasn't Shen Dongning who was sitting next to him, Li Yan might have hugged his little friend excitedly.

An award ceremony that has nothing to do with me...

"Next, announce the shortlisted best actor list and starring works."

"Xie Qi's "Time and Space Diary", Qu Yang's "Night Country", Yan Fei's "Jiangnan Past", Zhang Zhibo's "The Strange Ones"..." On the big screen, the finely edited clips of these movies were played, introducing The advantages of their starring roles and performances...

Shen Dongning waited quietly for the ending like everyone else.

As a friend, of course he hoped that Yan Fei could get the trophy, and he also had the intention of not letting him get it, which meant that he could no longer catch up with him.He once thought that he could catch up, but it turned out that he didn't...

In his complicated thoughts, the award host has already read the list.

"The best actor of the year, he is, he is—Xie Qi, congratulations Xie Qi!"

Amid warm applause and cheers, a middle-aged man in a red bow tie hugged his companions one by one and walked onto the stage to accept the award.He took the trophy from the hand of the beautiful award presenter, his excitement was beyond words, and his acceptance speech was very nice.

Not Yan Fei...

The surrounding voices were very noisy, but Shen Dongning only had this sentence in his mind.

Not Yan Fei.

After these important awards were announced, the following awards were relatively small awards, and the atmosphere was not as enthusiastic as before.

"I'm sorry, Ms. Mu Yao is unwell today and cannot come to present the award, so I will present the best soundtrack award instead of her..."

The big brother in the music world, Ji Xiao, presented the awards instead.And the Mu Yao in his mouth is after the lyrical song that once caused a sensation in the music world. After she quit the music world, she has lived abroad all the year round. She only returned to China at the annual Golden Orchid Awards to serve as a regular award presenter for the "Best Soundtrack Award", never an exception.

The focus of the awards ceremony is of course not the guests, but the winners.The soundtrack award was quickly awarded by Ji Xiao, and the awards are still going on...

No one saw the figure quietly leaving the seat in the back row.

"Shen Dongning, where are you going?" Li Yan asked.

"To the restroom."

……

Walking out of the auditorium, the heat in the air dropped a bit.

Concerned about the reporters ambushing outside the door, he didn't go out, but wandered around the venue.

From a distance, a window in the corridor was open. Shen Dongning walked over and was about to close it, but saw him leaning against the wall.The neckline of the black shirt is half open, the fingers holding the cigarette are leaning against the side of the face, and the glazed eyes are squinted, giving off a very lazy atmosphere.