catch a little phoenix alive

Zifan once asked me, what is love for you?

When I heard this question, the hand playing the piano paused.What is love?I have seen the love of all kinds of people in books, and for me, the most poignant one I have seen is probably the kind of "the sky wishes to be a lovebird, and the earth wishes to be Lian Lizhi".

"Why did you suddenly think of asking this?" I smiled and looked at him.

"It's nothing, I'm just asking you." He kicked the stones beside his feet and said with a lonely smile.

That was the first time Qin Zifan asked me about love.That year, he was 15 years old.

Our family and the Qin family are family friends, at least since my grandfather.When I was young, Uncle Qin would often visit our house. He and his father always had endless conversations. They shared common political ideals and hobbies. The only difference was that my father Xiwen, and Qin My uncle prefers to practice martial arts.

And once, he brought a child.

The child was small and thin, but his facial features were unusually delicate.That child was probably extremely timid, and kept hiding behind Uncle Qin, refusing to come out, his hands tightly clutching Uncle Qin's clothes.

Uncle Qin hugged him lovingly, "This is my son, named Zifan, who has just turned four years old this year. I thought he was about the same age as Haoyu, so I took him out to play, and by the way, I also talked to your family. Hao Yu makes friends."

To be honest, I had a crush on him from the first moment I saw him.

Such a small child looks like a delicate doll.

Uncle knelt down and put Qin Zifan on the ground, "Zifan, brother wants to play with you."

I looked at Xiao Zifan expectantly.

But who would have thought that Qin Zifan burst into tears just after being let down. "Daddy, I need a hug!"

"Zifan, don't cry! My Qin family is determined, how can I just cry!" Uncle Qin scolded loudly, but it didn't help, Qin Zifan cried even more fiercely.While crying, he tugged at the corner of his uncle's clothes in aggrieved manner.

"Brother Qin, don't be so cruel to children." My father has always been a kind person, and he especially dotes on me on weekdays, and has never yelled at me.So I was full of disgust at Uncle Qin yelling at Xiao Zifan.

I approached Zifan little by little, "Zifan is good, don't cry, play with brother, brother will take you to eat delicious food."

I stroked his hair lightly, and spoke to him as softly as possible, and sure enough, his big watery eyes looked at me.

"Brother." He called softly.

I was so happy, he actually called me brother, so I hurriedly took his hand, "Go, brother will take you to play!"

That was the first time, I took his little palm, and his little hand held me tightly, as if he was afraid that I would throw him away.

Zifan always likes to hold my hand.I think this should be the reason in the first place.

Until later, later, I don't know how many days and nights I have walked through holding these hands.

I like to play the qin, and Zifan got some peerless pianos from somewhere, and my favorite one is called Ziyu.

It was a violin that Qin Zifan personally built for me. For this violin, almost all ten of his fingers were wounded. For this violin, he spent a whole year learning how to make violins and selecting the wood himself.

When I first got this violin, I knew there must be a story in this violin.This is the intuition of every aegist.

But what I didn't expect was that the protagonist of this Qinzhong story was me.

Zifan built a small manor for me, called Zhuli Pavilion.

He said to build a secret that only belongs to the two of us. I like this kind of mysterious and exclusive thing.So when I heard his suggestion, I agreed without hesitation.

Qin Zifan handed over the design style to me, and he said that only I can make what I want.

I accepted his proposal with a smile, shook my head secretly and said that the older he got, the lazier he became, and he looked at me slyly, "Aren't you used to it?"

I was speechless.

After all, he is my younger brother, so I should spoil him.

But I have been ignoring one thing, I regard him as a younger brother, but he may not regard me as an elder brother.

Ten years is enough to change a child's mind.

I don't know when he had the idea of ​​a lover towards me, but on that day, my birthday, when he pressed me under him after drinking and called my name over and over again, I knew something was different.

I began to alienate him, intentionally or unintentionally rejecting his invitations, gifts, and...his people.

He began to like drinking and drinking, like teasing prostitutes, young men, and spending the night in such places from time to time.

Although I hate these things he did, I once went to the brothel and gave him a slap and scolded him angrily!But he said, "What does it have to do with you?" defeated all my anger.

Yes, what does it have to do with me?

That day, the sky was extremely dark, and the rumbling thunder was followed by heavy rain all over the sky.

I was walking alone on the street, and the hawkers quickly closed their stalls to avoid the rain, and people put on coir raincoats and bamboo hats.I walked slowly step by step, letting the heavy rain pour down, soaking my hair, my clothes, and my shoes.

A kind girl handed me an umbrella, I thanked with a smile, but forgot to open the umbrella.

Until later, a fiery chest hugged me tightly from behind.

"Hao Yu, I beg you, don't let us torture each other anymore, I think you're going crazy, I beg you, don't reject me, okay?"

In the sound of heavy rain falling, I heard Qin Zifan's pleading.

I don't know how I was brought into that room. In a daze, Qin Zifan's fiery breath filled my mouth. After being poured by the rain, my brain was like a paste, and my body also felt a little hot and uncomfortable.

Qin Zifan's hands kept stroking my gradually naked skin, and his mouth kept kissing me, kissing my lips, my eyes, my chin, my forehead, my chest...

Gradually, my body began to become extremely hot, and the dampness brought by each gasp made me weaker and weaker.

Qin Zifan kept bewitching me in my ears, I was forced to sink in this unfair game...

The next morning, when I woke up, Qin Zifan was not in the room.I propped myself up on the bed and sat up, but the discomfort in my back almost made me fall back on my stomach.

The sudden sound of the door opening made my eyes shift to the door, and then I saw Qin Zifan entering with food.

His expression was filled with a sense of happiness, as if his dream had come true.

"Hao Yu, you're awake, I've prepared millet porridge for you, and some light dishes, come and try~"

After all, come and help me.

I shook off his hand, leaned on the bedpost, straightened up little by little, and walked towards the door.

He hugged me violently from the back door, "Hao Yu, please, don't go." His voice was full of pleading.

Like a helpless child, hugging his greatest support.

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