recall

On the night of Mid-Autumn Festival, most people chose to go home. Xu Yunling's dormitory and Xiaoxiao's dormitory were empty, so the two of them combined and moved all the things they would use during the day and the books they wanted to read together. , Even washing at night and drying clothes are all concentrated in one place.

"What are you thinking?" Xu Yunling, who had washed the lunch box, came into the dormitory and saw Li Xiaoxiao leaning on the pillar of the lower bunk in a daze.

Li Xiaoxiao shook his head in confusion, "I seem to have heard someone calling me."

Xu Yunling wiped his hands with a towel on the side, and said amusedly: "Calling you? This is terrible. Could it be that someone misses you so much that his longing breaks through time and space, and it is impossible to come to you."

Li Xiaoxiao felt uneasy when she said, "Ah, what should I do? Could it be that I did something bad in the future, and he wanted to remind me not to repeat the same mistakes?"

Xu Yunling patted her forehead, "You really think too much, it's all right, lean in the middle, so we can sit together and wait for the moon to rise outside."

Li Xiaoxiao shrank back until she leaned against the wall behind her, and she hugged her knees a little dejectedly, "What should I do, I really want to live in the future, so maybe I will know what mistake I made It's like this now, I can only be tied here, unable to move, it's so uncomfortable."

Xu Yunling looked at her strangely, "What's wrong with you? Normally you wouldn't be like this?" She stepped forward to touch Li Xiaoxiao's forehead, "Are you sick?"

Li Xiaoxiao grabbed her hand, resisted the dizziness in his head, and said in fear: "Yunyun, you said, if my future is completely without your future, what should I do?"

Seeing her trembling uncontrollably, thinking that she was cold because of a cold, Xu Yunling hugged her into her arms and held her tighter. She looked at her worriedly. After thinking about her question carefully, she replied: "The Creator is fair. Birth, old age, sickness and death, the rise and fall of vegetation, all things are the same, and so are people. No matter who you are, noble or humble, there will be no difference. Even if you are the greatest scientist of the century Whether you are a philosopher or not, you will definitely follow the time law of human existence—everyone’s life is spent every minute and every second by yourself, and it cannot be accomplished overnight, so it is impossible to escape. Amnesia, insanity, After all, it is only a matter of film and television works. Even if it really exists, what can be gained after relying on such means to escape those years? After unlocking the magic of the short stay from time, seeing the people who are constantly advancing and changing and The environment, compared with the self who stayed in the same place, new pain will also come. So," Xu Yunling patted her on the shoulder and continued softly: "So, you have to be brave, even if there is no crossing and peering in our journey in the future Maybe. But at least, you will remember what I said, the years we have walked together, the years we have lived together, right?"

Li Xiaoxiao answered 'um' inaudibly, and then buried his face under his knees, with big drops of tears rolling down.

——Why, hearing these words, do I feel so sad?Why do I have such a moment, sure my future will not exist?Who did the seemingly invisible sigh just now belong to?Future me?What is she trying to tell me?Or, in the future, she will encounter some painful and uncontrollable situation, so she wants to get a piece of comfort and courage from me?is she cryingLike me now, but there is no one like Yunyun around her, who hugs her tenderly, telling her not to be afraid?The desire for knowledge, the pursuit of love, the irrepressible sympathy for human suffering, the beautiful emotion described by Russell that can dominate a person's life, and the love that can relieve loneliness, is there no possibility of alleviating her sadness?

"My future self is crying."Li Xiaoxiao suddenly understood this matter.Thinking of this, she blinked her eyes hard, let the last tears flow out and let her clothes dry, then raised her head, patted her face hard, and shouted to Xu Yunling with a smile, "Oh, Yunyun, where are the mooncakes? And grapefruit! Hurry up!" Take it out! I want a piece of grapefruit and a piece of mooncake, and eat it together.”

Xu Yunling didn't ask her why she lost her composure. After confirming that she was fine, she turned around and went to get the mooncakes and fruits that the two of them had bought outside the school at noon.

Li Xiaoxiao took the opportunity to go out and wash her face. When she came back, Xu Yunling was peeling grapefruits, and the room was filled with a faint fragrance.She happily ran over, squatted down, and watched carefully.

Xu Yunling laughed and tore off a small half of the grapefruit peel and gave it to her, "Here you can play with it, you don't need to throw this away, and you can put it in your dormitory for a few days as a freshener."

Li Xiaoxiao took it with a smile, took it close to his nose and sniffed it carefully, then took it away in disgust, "Well, it's so close, it smells so good."

Xu Yunling put the peeled grapefruit aside, grabbed her hand, told her to sit back on the bed, and then took out two big mooncakes for her to choose, "One bean paste, one cantaloupe, which one do you want?"

"Dousha!" Li Xiaoxiao raised his hand.

The moon has slowly climbed to the small half of the sky at some point. It is big and orange, and wisps of moonlight are projected through the big floor-to-ceiling windows.

Li Xiaoxiao swallowed a mouthful of mooncakes, and then took another bite of a big mooncake, and said vaguely: "Well, the view here is not very good, please go to my dormitory later, I am on the second floor, and the view is better."

Xu Yunling nodded, and then asked a question, "It's the Mid-Autumn Festival of reunion, everyone went home to reunite with their families, watched good TV shows, enjoyed a lot of delicious food, and there are only two of us, do you feel lonely? ?”

Li Xiaoxiao shook his head and smiled happily, "No, I prefer to stay in the room alone since I was a child, so it's not bad now, let alone you are here. My mother at home, although There will be some nagging about me, but with her brother around, she will get used to it soon. Besides, our school is actually not far from home, maybe my mother will come to see us tomorrow."

Xu Yunling shook her head with a smile, "You, it's just that you haven't been away from home for too long. When you go to university, you'll know that you're good now."

"University," Li Xiaoxiao didn't know what to think, nodded viciously, and agreed, "Yes, I can choose a university that is farther away in the future, so that I can train my ability to live alone earlier!"

Xu Yunling looked at her not knowing whether to laugh or cry, "Did you get it upside down?"

Li Xiaoxiao shook his head, and said firmly: "You heard me right! I just want to go to a school far away. It's best to go home only once at the end of the semester!"

Seeing her full of energy, Xu Yunling showed a warm smile, "Okay, okay, as long as you like it."

Li Xiaoxiao looked out the window at the invisible night sky where the moon had already risen to the top, and then at Xu Yunling, who was more quiet and beautiful in such a night, she looked very carefully, as if she wanted to remember them in her mind.

——Won Yun, who loves home, will definitely stay in this place of our hometown, right?Well, if I choose to go to a distant school by myself, then I must not have Yunyun by my side. This time, there will never be another weak but brave girl who walks into the overcrowded city when I start school. In Class 13 ([-]) of No. [-] Middle School, when I couldn’t find a space to put my schoolbag, because I was too timid, I had no choice but to quit the class leader helplessly. Jokes for the boys too.

——Yes, there will be no more, according to the beautiful girl who rushed to my classroom to report after I sat in my seat, I promised on this moonlit night tonight, "I will go to the distance alone in the future The decision to go to school has cut her out of my future life.In this way, I will become a little braver.Will there be a day when I will be brave enough to give some help to another person who is as timid as me?

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