The supporting role of rebirth is brutal [strong]

Song Chu leaned against the car door and smoked three cigarettes in a row, then walked towards the villa.

The black door of the villa was dirty and covered with a layer of dust.Song Chu stretched out his index finger to gently wipe off a little bit, and under the dust was the already mottled black skin.

Even if it is a precious thing, it needs regular repairs and maintenance to maintain a glamorous appearance day after day.The door is not locked, just push it open and you can enter.

The villa occupies a large area. Song Chu remembered that when he was young, when he stood in his bedroom on the third floor and looked out, he always felt that the villa was ridiculously large, like an isolated island from which he could never escape.

Now, the driveway, once wide enough for two cars abreast, is covered with waist-high weeds.

Desolate and lush.

He closed his mouth tightly, closed his eyes and took a deep breath. Apart from the smell of weeds, he took a deep breath. He couldn't help but lit another cigarette. After smoking, he felt his throat was dry. The eyes are swollen.

Going straight along the driveway, there is a fork ahead, leading to the main house on the left, and the garage and side house on the right.

He doesn't remember facing such a situation before. He never walked home in the past. No matter where he went, he was picked up by the driver. The car was parked directly in the garage, and then he carried his schoolbag along the corridor between the main house and the garage. Go back to the main house.And the side room, where his brothers and sisters often go to play, he is not welcome, so he almost never goes there.

Standing in front of the fork and hesitating for a long time, Song Chu still raised his foot to the right.This section of the road that he has almost never walked is actually nothing special now. The places on both sides of the road that used to be gardens are now full of unknown weeds, and the vigorous ones have almost squeezed into the driveway.

After a while he arrived in front of the garage. The garage door was wide open. There was a lot of space inside, which could hold dozens of cars at the same time. He had never observed this place carefully before, and always hurriedly got out of the car with his head down, and hurried to his own car. in the bedroom.

Compared with the garden with weeds in the yard, this place looks empty and cold. The door of the garage is like the door leading to the gloomy and cold hell. The cold wind blows from the inside, and the floor near the door is blown by the wind. It has become dilapidated under the sun.

Song Chu stood at the door for a long time, but he still didn't go in. He still remembered that the button of the garage door was behind a sculpture on the right, and when he fumbled to press it, the garage door closed with a bang. Although it was old, it was still fully functional.

The side house is a small five-story building. The first floor is a huge swimming pool. There is no water in it, and the bottom of the pool is dry.The second floor is a tennis court and a badminton court. The blocking net in the center of the court has been broken from the middle. Looking up, there seems to be a huge complex web formed by spiders in the corner.

He didn't go up any further, but turned around and went downstairs, followed the corridor, passed the garage again, and returned to the main house.

Compared with the decay of the garden and the dilapidation of the side house, the main house is quite well preserved. The living room on the first floor is like an old oil painting, luxurious and old, but upon closer inspection, it can be found that although it has been deliberately concealed, the As a person who grew up here, Song Chu can still see that there are traces of being moved here, not the kind of random flipping, but a large-scale search with a certain purpose.

His heart skipped a beat, and a strange feeling flashed in his mind, like the weird angina pectoris that has been suspected for many years and is about to be confirmed.

He breathed out softly, walked around the living room and went upstairs. On the second floor were his parents' room and a huge study room. The study room was once filled with his parents' professional books. It was silent and heavy. After his parents died, These books were donated to a certain national library free of charge.

But he never knew where these books were stored now, and he never cared about them.

He has always wanted to escape everything about this place, about his indifferent parents, about his two wayward and arrogant older brothers and sisters, about everything in this huge villa, and about the one that is almost gone in his mind. No impression of the biological mother.

Standing at the door of the study, Song Chu suddenly felt an inexplicable pain in his heart. Everything here is so kind, yet so cold.This is the place where he grew up. There is nothing warm in his childhood memory, and the coldness and loneliness are evident everywhere.His young heart has long realized the warmth and warmth behind the smiling face.

But whose fault is all this?

His father is undoubtedly to blame, but he is just a poor man who has to watch his beloved die with his own eyes under the pressure of the world, and his mother in name is nothing but a loveless man. The poor woman, as for his brother and sister, they are just a pair of children who have never felt affection.Now, from the standpoint of an adult, Song Chu can easily understand everyone's innocence.

But everything here turned into a huge disaster.

There is a huge old-fashioned window in the study room, the curtains are drawn open, the light shines in through the glass, reflecting bright light spots on the thick carpet, Song Chu stood by the window and looked out, all he could see was an endless The exuberant weeds swaying in the wind.He seemed to be at the end of the world, surrounded by vast tall weeds, the wild wind howling, he was the only one in the endless pasture, even the air was cold.

He closed his eyes and turned his back to the window. Following his movements, something fell on the carpet. Although there was almost no sound, he still easily caught it in this silent room. , he opened his eyes to see a tiny shiny thing on the carpet under the sunlight.

He subconsciously bent over to pick it up. The moment he bent down, his mind was suddenly in a trance, and a gentle female voice passed through the memory fault,

"Chuchu, do you want a younger brother?"

"I can play with you."

"When mom is away, you have to take care of him."

There was a severe pain in his head, and Song Chu fell to the ground in pain. He pressed his chest with one hand and gasped in pain. The sweat from his forehead wet his temples.

He remembered that when he was very young, about seven or eight years old, his height may have just reached his thighs now, his nominal mother used to be very gentle to him. At that time, she came from the research institute When I came back, I would hug Song Chu on my lap and whisper to him, "Mama will give you a younger brother, okay?"

He remembered that he could no longer think at that time, and the surprise of being treated kindly by his mother made him ignore everything. No matter what his mother said, he would just look at his mother's eyes and nod obediently.

No matter what.

He remembered that after he nodded, his mother's eyes became bright, and the shy joy of being a mother shone on that pretty face.

Later, I don't know that from that day on, his mother returned to her usual cold appearance. At that time, ignorant and ignorant, he was still timidly trying to please her.But after he got used to it, he didn't want extravagance any more. He resigned himself to his fate and thought that perhaps it was normal for his mother to be indifferent to him. After a long time, he stopped thinking about it.

Now it seems that things were not so simple back then.

The pain in the brain lasted for a long time, and he slowly regained the ability to think when the pain eased a little.

He got up slowly, exhaled slowly, and simply took off his dusty suit jacket.

The shiny thing on the carpet just now was a diamond inlaid on his cuff. He twisted this small shiny thing with his thumb and forefinger, looked at it for a while, opened the window and threw it out.

What is the reason for his mother's indifference?He doesn't remember his mother ever being pregnant later, so it's still a question of whether the younger brother was born or not.

If he had been born...he would be as big as Shen Yan by now.

He didn't go up to see his own bedroom upstairs after all.

After this time, he never wanted to come back here again, and he definitely would not allow his brain to be immersed in the pain and sorrow of the past all day long.

On the way back, he kept his lips tightly pressed, his face indifferent, and he just looked at the road ahead.When he was about to get home, Lu Shixuan called. He just glanced at it and threw it to the co-pilot, letting the phone buzz non-stop on the seat cushion.

After arriving home, Lu Shixuan rarely stood on the corridor waiting for him. It was already dark and the lights were on in the corridor. Lu Shixuan's shadow was drawn into a strange shape and meandered on the railing of the corridor.

Song Chu raised his eyes to look at him, and walked around him directly to go back to the room. Lu Shixuan turned around and followed him, and said in an emotionless voice, "Where did you go?"

Song Chu didn't speak, and went straight upstairs, while Lu Shixuan stood below and watched him not move.Song Chu stopped on the spot after walking a few steps, turned his back to him and said, "You know I have a locator on me." You still come to ask me what I do.

Lu Shixuan's face was cold, "Where did you lose your coat?" Isn't it cold to wear so little so late?

Song Chu's back froze, and after a few steps, he went down the stairs and grabbed Lu Shixuan's tie and slammed him against the wall, "I don't even have this little personal freedom? What do you want?" Here it is, now even my body is at your disposal, I will go if you want me to perform a task, and just lie down obediently at night, what else do you want?

This seemed to be the first time that Song Chu got angry directly like this. In the past, even if he had emotions, he was very forbearing.

The color of Lu Shixuan's eyes changed, and finally turned into a soft color. With one hand on his waist, he whispered, "I'm just worried that you will be cold."

Song Chu pursed his lips tightly and did not speak.

"What happened? Why are you so emotionally unstable." Lu Shixuan's hand rubbed comfortingly on his waist.

Song Chu frowned slightly, let him go after a while, turned and went upstairs.Lu Shixuan stood below and looked at his back.The back looks lonely and sad at a certain moment.

Back in the bedroom, Song Chu closed the door behind his back, leaned against the door frame, closed his eyes and pinched the bridge of his nose wearily.

"what happened to you?"

With the sudden voice, Song Chu opened his eyes and saw Shen Yan sitting on the sofa, holding a glass of water in his hand, looking at him with wide eyes.

Song Chu suddenly trembled without warning, "Why are you here?"

"Wait for you." Shen Yan smiled, "No one will play with me if you're not here."

Song Chu frowned even deeper, and said, "Go back to your own room" and went straight to the bathroom.There were still some stains on his white shirt.

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