This is a nurturing essay

What does it feel like to lose your support and fall from a height?

Is it flustered?Is it relief?Is it freedom?Is it calm?

It's joy.

He gave himself completely to the wind.

Gravity carried him down for a long, long time...

very……

Will it take so long to fall from a building?

Dazai opened his eyes.

The world came back into his eyes.

...It turned out that he hadn't been falling for a long time.Several bandages were woven into a net like a spider's silk, supporting him.

At the end of the bandage was a hand with distinct joints.The bandages were tightly wrapped around the forearm and wrist of this hand, and were firmly grasped in the palm of the hand.Due to the weight, all the muscles on the arms were tense, revealing a beautiful shape, and a few blue veins were exposed on the back of the hand.

This hand tied all the bandages, and it simply held his whole body.

Osamu Dazai's gaze followed the hand upwards, and he stared blankly at the owner of the hand.

The young man with curly black hair climbed to the top of the mafia building with one hand, and held him firmly with the other.The young man lowered his head, his gaze was burning, his iris-colored eyes were burning with raging flames, his expression was frightened and angry, and the setting sun coated his black hair with a layer of gold.

This is the person who has appeared in his dreams countless times.

It was someone he had never met but would never admit to being mistaken.

Is it a dream?Is it a hallucination before death?Is this the last trace of mercy for him in this world?

How ridiculous.

When he was full of joy and wanted to step into the other shore, he was given another dream that he could not refuse.

How sad.

Even though he had completely denied the meaning of existence, he still couldn't take his eyes off it.

Dazai Osamu's pale lips moved slightly, and he wept silently.

——Liu Liu...Brother...

Seeing the young man's brows and eyes narrowed slightly, he also answered him with the shape of his lips.

——It's me, I'm here.

What does it feel like to be completely weightless?

Thank you, it's not nice.

After being coerced by the pages of the book, Lu Yu's five senses were completely blocked.He lost his senses as a human being, and could only wait like an unborn Zhongyuan Zhongye—it seemed like a long time, but it seemed like just a moment.

After an unknown amount of time, he turned back into a human being and embraced the real world.After returning to the five senses, he opened his eyes and found that he was no longer in the base in Siberia, but standing on the top of a tall building.

The setting sun is like blood.

Not far away, a curly-haired young man in a black coat and red scarf closed his eyes, showing a heartbreaking smile, leaning back with his back to the edge.

——! ! !

The body reacts faster than the mind.Lu Yu exploded at the fastest speed and rushed towards the young man like lightning, but only managed to catch a loose bandage in time.

And the youth fell by himself.

Bandages...bandages!

The bandages on the forearms of Lu Yu's hands spread quickly under the ingenious force, and the throwing knife at the end shot down, passed the falling young man, and then flew back like a boomerang.

But the distance is not enough.

Without hesitation, Lu Yu turned over and jumped down. With one hand, he grabbed all the bandages going back and forth and held them tightly in the palm of his hand. With the other hand, he quickly grabbed the edge of the building to prevent himself from falling together.

very risky.

But fortunately, he was successfully caught.

Lu Yu looked down at the big black cat caught in the net with complicated emotions.

The man was held up with difficulty by the intertwined bandages.He was thin, with fair skin, and his handsome features were tired.The black coat on his body was empty, and the bandage was wrapped around his left eye, revealing a kite-colored right eye that revealed a bit of consternation and unspeakable caution.

He understood the meaning of the other party.He was calling him "brother".

The anger that had just risen in my heart was extinguished in an instant, and there was only sourness left, as if my heart had been gripped by some unknown existence, heavy and depressing.

Lu Yu held back a thousand words in his heart.But in the end, he could only move his lips slightly, and let out an answer that wasn't really an answer.

--Yes, I'm here.

Osamu Dazai looked at Lu Yu in a daze, and smiled with difficulty.

Ahh, it's really you.

However, I can no longer survive in this oxidized world...

What a beautiful dream, thank you, my "brother".

It is enough.

This farewell before entering the new world is enough to make a difference.

let me go.

He raised his hand.

Lu Yu's heart moved, he tightened his bandage, and his voice was dry: "Mr. Osamu Dazai below - if you dare to let yourself fall, I will let go and jump with you. Guess, can this height be enough?" Kill me?"

The youth who tried to untie the bandage froze.

……what the hell.

Obviously you never really knew me.Obviously you came here by accident.Obviously you have your Osamu Dazai waiting for you to go back.

Brother Liuliu, you...

Do you believe in "Osamu Dazai" so much?

Are you so obsessed with holding on to "Osamu Dazai"?

Different iris eyes collided.One is empty and silent, while the other is bright and firm.

He's saying-

I want to hold you.

You can't get rid of it.

...I really can't do anything about you, my stubborn "brother".

So Osamu Dazai compromised.He lowered his hands, closed his eyes, and gave himself completely to Lu Yu.

The two teenagers on the top of the building had already surrounded them, as if they wanted to pull them up.

Lu Yu thought for a while, then suddenly smiled.

"I suddenly felt that it would be fun to accompany you to die in love." Having said that, Lu Yu lifted up with one hand, and pulled the overly thin young man into his arms.

Hearing this, Osamu Dazai opened his eyes in astonishment.

Lu Yu showed a mischievous smile, and then he let go of his hand—the hand holding the building.

The feeling of falling struck again.

How long does it take to fall from a height of [-] meters?

Just a few seconds.

Lu Yu, who maintained his standing posture, took Dazai Osamu and fell quickly, with bandages wrapped around his body in a mess, leaving traces in the air.

"... Let me go!" Osamu Dazai's pupils narrowed, and a rare panic appeared on his pale face.He struggled a few times almost subconsciously, but it was obviously not strong enough.

"I won't let go."

The wind was blowing.

They're about to touch the ground.

——Lu Yu!There is no need to do this step!Enough is enough, whatever you can do, stop it!

Osamu Dazai froze, he did not dare to move, for fear of disrupting Lu Yu's escape plan.

Half a second before he fell to his death, Lu Yu quickly took out a supernatural confinement device with his other hand in his pocket, and pressed it to Osamu Dazai's neck.

—Because he was worried about harming Xiao Zhi's health, Lu Yu confiscated his legendary equipment.

[Soldiers of Heaven and Man] returns.

The newly promoted transcender changed his posture, hooped the adult version of his younger brother horizontally in his arms with both hands, bent his legs, easily relieved the force on the ground, and leaped high again like a spring, flying across the air like a big bird Incredible arc.

He began to borrow strength between several buildings and kept moving upwards.

Osamu Dazai was held in Lu Yu's arms in a daze, motionless.In just a few seconds after he jumped off the building, what happened beyond his expectations has exceeded the sum of the previous 22 years of his life.

"Is it exciting? This is a rare experience of dying for love." Lu Yu asked maliciously.

"...It's too exciting." Osamu Dazai murmured.

"Hold tight." Lu Yu chuckled and accelerated his movement.

The wind was blowing so violently that Osamu Dazai couldn't open his eyes.And the arms holding him were strong and warm, just like in "memory".

In mid-air, Osamu Dazai hesitated for a moment, but quietly put his arms around Lu Yu's neck.Then, he heard the warmest heartbeat in the world.

Probably because of the long-term tired eyes blown by the wind, when his exposed right eye was closed, a trace of crystal light flashed quietly.

"Then, Mr. Chief, now I declare that you were kidnapped by me!"

Lu Yu fell to the top of the building, smiled brightly in the sudden wind, and jumped down again, the hem of hunting clothes seemed like the wings of a bird.

Behind is a fiery sunset.A man in a white windbreaker embraces a young man in a black coat, lightly cut through the sunset, and fly to an unknown distance.

On this ordinary evening.In this world where all developments have been known for a long time, there are no waves.

Osamu Dazai had the most romantic kidnapping in the world.

The leader of the port mafia, which made countless people fearful, nestled on the side of another person's neck, his skinny hands tightly grasping the other person's shoulders, and his whole body trembled uncontrollably.

Ah, my brother who has never been masked, you shouldn't have come.Let me just leave with satisfaction and expectation, okay?

You are here, how can I be willing to die?

But now, how do you let me live?

Brother Liuliu, Lu Yu.

You should not have come.

……

But in the bottom of my heart, there is a small corner, complaining in a thin, aggrieved voice.

——Why did you come here...