This is a nurturing essay

After contacting relevant departments to deal with the follow-up, Lu Yu and the others returned to Kudo's house.After a little treatment of the injury, he fell asleep.

Sleep until that night.

After all, it was his body that had been strengthened by the soldiers for seven years, and before he fainted, he adjusted his abilities to bless his whole body, Lu Yu recovered very quickly.

After waking up, Lu Yu leaned on the head of the bed and apologized to Yusaku Kudo: "I didn't expect to involve you, I'm really sorry."

"It's also because we didn't keep an eye on the two children." Kudo Yusaku smiled bitterly, "However, this time I know that supernatural powers are really magical."

"Dangerous, mysterious and charming, this is the world of people with supernatural powers." Lu Yu quietly felt his body heal rapidly, "Actually, Xiaozhi and the others hid it well at that time, and there shouldn't be any problems with it. But they were still Found……"

"Probably related to Xiaozhi's unawakened ability."

Kudo Yusaku should have known the specific process of the matter from the two children and the situation at the scene, so there is no need for Lu Yu to hide it.

"Is it an ability that can offset other people's different abilities?" Yusaku Kudo stroked the two mustaches that had just grown up, a little dignified, "A strategic weapon."

Lu Yu shook his head: "It doesn't matter, we are the only ones who know, and we are all of us." Judging from the distance, it is impossible for the three auxiliary superpowers to know Dazai Osamu's power.

It doesn't matter even if they know, Lu Yu will not give them a chance to reveal the secret to the US side.

"Speaking of which, is Shinichi alright? Didn't you scare him?" Lu Yu recalled the situation during the day, and Kudo Shinichi seemed to have received quite a shock in his three views.

"Shinichi is fine." Kudo Yusaku was a little proud, "He watched some criminal cases with me since he was a child, and such scenes will not scare him."

Lu Yu: ... No, I'm talking about the Three Views.

"Shinichi quickly accepted the matter of supernatural abilities." Kudo Yusaku was pleased, "After all, he is still a child, so he has a very high ability to accept."

"...That's good. Why isn't Xiao Zhi here?"

It stands to reason that his sweet Osamu Dazai should watch him wake up!

"He and Shinichi are both asleep. After all, they are still children." Yusaku Kudo said with emotion, "I didn't have such an exciting experience before. I actually envy them."

Lu Yu couldn't laugh or cry.

However, he didn't think Osamu Dazai could sleep peacefully after such a thing happened.

The little liar pretended to be asleep again.

Lu Yu felt his own wound: "I'll go and see Xiao Zhi."

Yusaku Kudo disagreed: "You only rested for half a day."

"I'm a supernatural being." Lu Yu smiled.

Yusaku Kudo had to let him.

At this time, the sky was completely dark.

Lu Yu gently pushed Kudo Shinichi away. It was dark inside, and Osamu Dazai was sleeping in the middle of the bed.

Kudo Shinichi probably went with Yukiko.

"Xiaozhi." Lu Yu closed the door and sat beside him.

Osamu Dazai continued to pretend to be asleep.

Lu Yu rubbed his hair, and asked with a smile: "Does Xiao Zhi want Mr. Monster to reappear in your dreams?"

Dazai remained motionless.

The conduction of disqualification in the world is the conduction of Schrödinger.Lu Yu was not disqualified when he sat on the bed, but he was completely suppressed when he touched his head.

Well, completely invisible.

What does complete darkness represent?

For Osamu Dazai, it represents the unknown and peace of mind.

The movement of Lu Yu stroking his head was exactly the same as every time before.

"Xiaozhi...I am really, really, really lucky today."

"Fortunately, your ability is 'disqualification in the world'."

"Almost... I lost you. Thinking of that scene now, I feel a sense of fear from the bottom of my heart—"

The Japanese with an Aomori accent is light and ethereal, like a dream.

"It turns out that before I knew it, you were already so important to me."

"The thought of losing you is as painful and suffocating as if I were deprived of the whole world."

"Xiaozhi...I can no longer accept the consequences of losing..."

Lu Yu leaned against the head of the bed, moved Dazai Osamu's head into his arms, stroked it once and for all, from head to back.

Soft quilts surrounded them.

"This is unbelievable...Obviously, I wanted to pull you out of that lonely sea, but you broke into my loneliness..."

"Don't leave me, okay?"

"..."

Osamu Dazai did not answer for a long time.

"Xiao Zhi?" After waiting for a while, Lu Yu asked softly again.

"...No matter what it is, there will be a time to lose it." Osamu Dazai finally said the first sentence of the night, "Human beings are constantly gaining and constantly losing. There is nothing worth pursuing in a protracted and painful life. Does not exist, because it is already doomed to achieve nothing... Is such a life really meaningful? Is it really meaningful for people to live?"

"Wrong, Xiaozhi."

"I admit that human beings have been gaining and losing repeatedly. Everything we have now will eventually leave us. Not only for you, but for all human beings."

"But, Xiaozhi. We can't deny 'got' just because we lost it. I will also walk into the arms of death one day, and you will lose me too... But Xiaozhi, tell the truth, you regret knowing me?"

...How could it be possible to regret it?

"Before we lost, we were indeed happy, isn't that enough? As for the meaning..."

"Everyone's answer may be different. The answer belongs to you, and you have to find it yourself."

"However, to me, people probably live for 'happiness'. Whether it's a painful or bumpy process, isn't the 'happiness' produced at the moment of achieving the goal, what human beings pursue?"

"Don't say you can't feel happiness - I know that you will be happy when you eat crab meat, you will be happy when you have the opportunity to play games, and you will be happy if you succeed in pranks - my Xiaozhi is just an ordinary child who is smarter than others, that's all That's all."

"You are human, Osamu Dazai. A human being who is not disqualified at all."

"You have me, your Aunt Lu Xue, two rooms that belong to you, many interesting books and a pot of plants that haven't sprouted yet... In the future, you will meet friends who can understand you... Xiaozhi, why do you think you are different from others?"

"Besides, today is Christmas, and this is probably a gift from Santa Claus."

"Congratulations, you have become a person with supernatural powers. A new door has opened for you, Osamu Dazai."

"...Then this Santa Claus is too bad, what kind of gift is this?" Osamu Dazai muttered.

"Cry."

Lu Yu hugged Dazai Zhi whole.

"Look, you have tears, you're no different from anyone else..."

On this dark night, Lu Yu ushered in a belated Christmas gift from Osamu Dazai.

A tear.

Today, they all harvested each other's tears.