This is a nurturing essay

"Teacher, they have already left." Fyodor walked slowly behind Lu Yu.

"Xiao Fei Jia, did you get the answer?" Lu Yu casually waved Zhanyue to deal with Alice's big syringe, and asked without looking back.

"No, sir." Fyodor stood where he was. "On the contrary, I have more questions."

"This is a good thing." Lu Yu smiled and smashed the syringe, "Don't worry, take your time, this is not a problem that can be solved overnight, you still have a long time." It doesn't matter if you don't have enough time , and future generations.

This is not a problem that can be solved by one generation, so, Xiao Fei Jia, let’s grow up slowly.Maybe one day, yours will be able to establish a school, establish a theory, and really change the world someday in the future?

"I see, teacher." Fyodor smiled lightly.

"That's good." Lu Yu slapped Alice away, and said softly, "Good girl, don't fight and kill, go home and eat a small cake. Otherwise..."

He squinted his eyes: "I don't want to see the cute little girl divided into several pieces."

Alice stopped moving forward, probably communicating with Mori Ogai.A few seconds later, Alice put away her fighting posture, stagnated in mid-air, and snorted: "Bastard, Alice hates you!"

"Then this is your problem." Lu Yu dismissed the scythe, shrugged, and said brazenly, "Both children and women like me, and little girls like me even more. You are still a little girl who hates me."

"Shameless! Don't let me meet you again!" The blond loli widened her blue eyes, waved her hand angrily, turned around and flew back.

"Don't say it, it's really cute." Lu Yu murmured.

"...Brother, Mr. Xiuzhi is over. Are you going to find him?"

"Go. Zhijun help point out the direction." Lu Yu turned around and picked up Fei Jia, and Mi Jia who was not far away also flew over, handed the phone to Lu Yu, and then floated back to the main body.

Lu Yu put away his mobile phone: "Okay, the operation went smoothly. After meeting, go back and have a big meal to celebrate."

One big and one small walked slowly on the street, deliberately avoiding Mori Ogai's position, not wanting to meet him face to face.

"By the way, brother, what's the answer with Ms. Xie Ye?" After the fight just started, the leader Zai, who didn't have extraordinary hearing, couldn't hear the conversation on Fyodor's side.

"This." Lu Yu said softly, "The little guy said she didn't want to."

"Ok?"

As far as he knows, Yosano Akiko hated her own ability, hated Mori Ogai when she was a teenager, and believed that she was the cause of all bad luck.Although Dr. Xie Ye in the future has a firm and clear heart, but that is not the present.

The current Yosano Akiko is still immersed in confusion and pain.

"She said that although her ability brought pain, it was born in response to her desire to save people."

When she said these words, the girl actually cried hysterically.Lu Yu tried to imitate her tone of voice, but the tone was fine.

"You can choose not to use it, choose to seal it up, but you will never throw it away. Because that is her past and mistakes, and it is also her future."

"I've been suffering for so long because of it, wouldn't it be too worthless to deny everything now?"

Even if he tried his best to imitate Yosano Akiko's tone, the feeling Lu Yu brought was still far from that of a 14-year-old girl.However, the leader Jae suddenly heard Yosano Akiko, the doctor of the future armed detective agency.

Please, don't die!

Her desire to save people has never changed.

"As expected of Dr. Xie Ye." Leader Zai closed his eyes, with a gentle smile on his lips.

"He's a good boy." Lu Yu also smiled, "Isn't it, Xiao Fei Jia?"

"It's amazing." Fyodor said lightly, "She has clearly decided not to use supernatural powers anymore, but she still said so."

"Because that child is a doctor and a fighter." Lu Yu said slowly, "She will use the supernatural power again. Because she wants to save people, to save lives.

"She will continue to grow, and then, reconcile with those painful pasts, and realize that her ability is not to make life cheap, on the contrary, it is to bloom."

"Teacher, she is an excellent person, and it has nothing to do with supernatural powers. If she didn't have supernatural powers, she might grow into an excellent doctor more smoothly..."

"There may be other ordeals." Lu Yu stopped, facing his only student, and squatted down in front of him with one knee.

"Fyodor, not just human beings, all creatures have to face hardships in this world."

Those twinkling iris-colored phoenix eyes drooped, revealing a gentle arc.

"We should find ways to overcome difficulties, instead of focusing on evasion. Swords, guns, supernatural powers. Although there is pain, we have been moving forward. Wisdom and supernatural powers are human miracles, treasures, not source of pain."

"What is that root cause?" Fyodor murmured.

"Human beings themselves." Lu Yu raised his eyes, his expression was calm and tolerant after seeing everything, "Human desires. As long as the desires are not satisfied, the contradictions will never disappear, and pain and suffering will accompany us."

"Why?" Fyodor asked.

"Why do you need to solve it?" Lu Yu smiled brightly, "Isn't this the source of human progress?"

"You said that one day, humans will stop making mistakes, and that will be the unity of the world." Fyodor said seriously.

"Yes, but it is more likely that human beings will become extinct before that day." Lu Yu raised his hand to touch Fyodor's smooth black hair, "So, what is the doubt now?"

"... Teacher." Fyodor called softly.

[Fei Jia?are you sure?The teacher might kill us~]

"Huh?" Lu Yu waited patiently for his answer.

"You said... the existence of human beings, and even life, is really meaningful?"

"Whether it is human beings or other creatures, they are all the same. Whether it is mediocre or brilliant, they will all return to silence in the end." Fyodor looked extremely serious, "Is such a life really meaningful? ?”

"...If my answer is meaningless, what will you do? Destroy human beings and end the boring process of this race early?" Lu Yu asked back.

"...I don't know." Fyodor was at a loss.

"So, you're really asking me what the meaning of life is, right?"

Fyodor thought for a while: "You are right."

Lu Yu lowered his eyes: "Xiao Zhi once asked me this question. Do you want to ask him?"

"Mr. Xiuzhi?"

Fyodor turned his head and found Osamu Dazai standing behind him at some point.

"Let me tell you, Fyodor." Osamu Dazai called Fyodor's name in a rare way, with a serious look on his face.He stretched out his finger and tapped on Fyodor's forehead, "You are too arrogant."

"How do you see it?" Fyodor's plum-colored eyes met Osamu Dazai's.

"You and I are just one of the human beings. What qualifications do we have to look down on human beings? What's more, we haven't seen the whole world yet." Just turned 11 years old and grew up watered by family love. Osamu Dazai, who is unique in countless worlds, said slowly.

"Fyodor. Neither you nor I have the right to deny the meaning of life. Whether it's your own or someone else's."

The exposed iris eye slowly curved up.

"The question of what is the meaning of life has been explored by countless philosophers, and there are various answers." Osamu Dazai put down his finger pointing at Fyodor's forehead, "What is the answer, I don't know, You don't know either. So, let's find it together."

Fyodor froze for a moment.

He never thought that one day, he would hear such words from Osamu Dazai.Probably because of the feline's possessiveness, Osamu Dazai always disliked him-but Fyodor didn't care.

Fyodor remembers his childhood very clearly.

The endless arguments between parents, the scolding, the loneliness of being alone in a small room.The blood of the killing, the dark laboratory, the sick Sophia.

But he was never afraid, never sad, never cried.He just thinks - quietly thinks.Why do humans live such... so sad and stupid lives?Human beings have been consuming energy for meaningless things, which only increases pain.

- want to change.

His half body, his "punishment", is the only existence in the world who understands him.So - Fyodor does not need the understanding and support of others.

[We are born different from other people. 】

【So, Fei Jia, let's go.You are the sin, I am the punishment. 】

To condemn the world, to bring down God's punishment.

In the research institute in Siberia, he thought about the way to escape, thinking about the future path.However, before everything could be realized, Osamu Dazai appeared.

They are very similar.They are different from the ordinary, and they have seen through too much.They are all incompatible with this world and cannot be separated.

But they are different.Dazai Ji is cunning and lively, wrapped in strong love, growing wantonly, and blending into the troubled world.

Fyodor didn't need companions, so it didn't matter what happened to Dazai.It was an accident that Lu Yu was taken away, even if it was a bad thing, it was a good thing.Fyodor himself planned to find a place to hibernate, absorb nutrients, and grow quietly——

but……

Unknowingly, he also gradually fell into the world.

[This seems to be good, Fei Jia. 】

"Well, I understand." Fyodor closed his eyes and chuckled, "Thank you, Xiuzhi-kun."

Companions on my quest.

"Okay, my little philosophers." Lu Yu held each of them in his arms, "Don't worry, Xiaozhi, Xiaofeijia, and Zhijun, you all still have a lot of time. Let's grow up slowly."

"Brother, it's really..." After listening to the whole process, the leader closed the microphone and sighed helplessly.Although he was not by his side, he felt that he was being gently hugged.

The sunlight reflected a big shadow holding two little ones.

"Speaking of which, how is the new friend Xiao Zhi went to meet today?"

"Hmph, we're not friends yet. But Zhongya took me to fly, but unfortunately, a white mouse——Fei Jia, I'm not talking about you—interrupted. There's no other way. We'll meet after we make an appointment."

"It seems you like him quite a bit?"

"It's okay~"

"How about Xiaofei Jia, what's your impression of Ranbu-kun today?"

"Smart man. I think I'll call on them later, sir."

"No problem, we'll go tomorrow."

"Huh? No, I have an appointment with Zhongya tomorrow! But I also want to meet that famous detective!"

"Well, let's go back and have a look..."