Holding the wrong fake young master to favor without knowing it

Yan Qingyuan's confusion pervaded until he put on his school uniform and went out to school, and his mind was full of random thoughts, but Gu Hanhai never gave him any answer as if on purpose.

Finally, after seeing Yan Tan's car, Yan Qingyuan stopped.

Gu Hanhai heard it, turned around and smelled Yan Qingyuan: "What's wrong?"

"That, secret, have you read it?" Yan Qingyuan finally couldn't help asking.

"Secret?" Gu Hanhai tilted his head slightly, an imperceptible smile flashed in his eyes, and then he pretended to be very confused and asked, "What secret? Why don't I know?"

"I... didn't I give you a box yesterday?" Yan Qingyuan was dumbfounded. Could it be that he was dreaming yesterday?

"Ah, that..." Gu Hanhai finally showed a sudden realization, "Isn't it already put back in your place?"

what?

Yan Qingyuan was in a bad mood: "Then did you watch it, or didn't you watch it?"

"Do you want me to see it?" Gu Hanhai teased the young master, although the young master's worried and sad appearance is not cute enough to make people want to be bullied, but in fact, the teasing appearance of being confused and being questioned is also very interesting. so cute.

"I...I..." Yan Qingyuan was also speechless for a long time, think?Still don't want to?At least when he gave Gu Hanhai the box yesterday, he was full of the desire to share the secret, but after calming down today, Yan Qingyuan's courage after all the impulsiveness yesterday faded away.

Yan Qingyuan followed Gu Hanhai into the car, at this moment he was speechless.

"I'm sorry to trouble you." Gu Hanhai said to Yan Tan very respectfully.

"Even if you don't call me, I will come. It is my job to protect the young master." Yan Tan's tone was no different from before.

Yan Qingyuan blinked, feeling... as if... nothing changed?

Everything yesterday seemed like a dream?

Or is it really a dream?

Yan Tan looked at the young master with a confused face, and knew that something must have happened. Although he didn't know the details, he could probably guess that the young master must have been manipulated by Gu Hanhai.

This boy who is only 16 years old has a deep mind and a lot of courage. Not everyone can see through his indifference hidden under that admirable and eye-catching appearance. Even the bones of his young master are eaten. Not left, I'm afraid the young master won't be able to notice it.

I'm really worried, it's not good to stick to anyone, but to stick to such a plague god.

At this time, Yan Tan's gaze was suddenly caught by Gu Hanhai. The 16-year-old boy showed a very decent smile at the rearview mirror. Yan Tan, who is sensitive to people's emotions, suddenly felt numbness and fear invaded from his back. Scalp, Yan Tan immediately drove honestly and stopped looking at him.

Forget it, anyway, his goal is to protect the young master's safety, at least Gu Hanhai will not hurt the young master.

Yan Qingyuan didn't go outside during class today, but fell asleep in the classroom, he was really sleepy.

Gu Hanhai took off his coat and put it on Yan Qingyuan's body, his eyes were rare and gentle, and the classmate who had a good relationship with Gu Hanhai asked, "Hey, you two have a good relationship?"

"Yes."

"I haven't heard you say it before? And you two don't get together often."

"I didn't specifically clarify it." Gu Hanhai said softly, as if he was afraid of waking Yan Qingyuan up, and the others couldn't help lowering their voices seeing Gu Hanhai like this.

"So what's your relationship like?"

Gu Hanhai raised his eyes to look at his friend in Renjiao, and said with a smile, "You all guessed right, I am Yan Qingyuan's playmate raised by the Yan family."

"Ah?" The other party was obviously stunned, "Isn't it too much for you to be his playmate?"

Gu Hanhai just smiled slightly, and looked at the other party: "Don't you want to?"

Obviously Gu Hanhai didn't say anything special, and he didn't show such a scary expression, but the person Gu Hanhai looked at felt the back of his neck was chilly, so he couldn't say anything, only heard the people next to him booing .

"That's right. After all, he is the young master of the Yan family. Who doesn't want to be friends with him, but he is too lonely to be friends with us."

"So I'm special." Gu Hanhai raised the corners of his lips slightly, as if he was proud of his status.

Everyone else laughed, only the boy who said that Yan Qingyuan was unworthy at the beginning couldn't help touching the back of his neck, it must be...his illusion, right?

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In the huge and empty hall, when you look up, you can see the daylight that can't see the top, stepping on the hard stairs under your feet, and stepping forward step by step.

The stairs are very narrow, and the higher you go, the higher you go, you only need to look to the side to see the difference in height, the heart tightens instantly at this glance, the scene in front of you begins to blur and dizzy, breathing becomes difficult, your legs feel weak, obviously the stairs are not It is not difficult to climb, but every step is like climbing an insurmountable peak, and there is no way to move forward.

Gathered up the courage to take another step, but the feet seemed to be no longer my own, the consciousness began to become blurred, the nausea surged up, the eyes were already dark, the body could not find the center of gravity, and the whole body appeared. A strong sense of pain, unconsciously wanting to kneel down, gradually losing consciousness.

"Let's go here." Suddenly a gentle voice came from his ear, and then his blindfold was taken off, Yan Qingyuan opened his eyes, and found that he was lying on a bed peacefully, every part of his body Having access to solid objects everywhere gave him a great sense of security.

Yan Qingyuan didn't know where he was for a moment, and turned his head to look in the direction of the source of the sound.

The man in the white shirt was sitting beside Yan Qingyuan and smiling at him. His brows and eyes were soft and his hair was soft. He looked extremely gentle and harmless. When people look at the past, they can't help but feel good.

At this time, the young master who was lying on the comfortable recliner blinked his eyes slightly, his forehead was covered with sweat, and his soft hair was wet, his pale face gradually turned a few blush after confirming his safety, he sat Standing up, he inadvertently wiped away the fearful sweat from the corners of his eyes with his fingers, calming his crazy heartbeat.

"That's all for today's treatment." The man's tone was gentle and calm, just like the anchor of a radio station using the softest words to lull the audience to sleep, low-key and gorgeous.

"Have I made progress? Teacher Dai?" Yan Qingyuan asked.

"You have been working hard. I can see that you have been persistent. It must be only a matter of time before the fear of heights is cured." Dai Yue smiled lightly and gave Yan Qingyuan a tissue.

However, Yan Qingyuan knew after hearing Dai Yue's words that maybe he hadn't made any progress.

It has been four or five months since he knew that he has phobias, and it is approaching winter, and he has not made any progress at all since he received treatment. Dai Yue is Yan Qingyuan's psychiatrist, and Yan Qingyuan also knows that he has worked very hard. I have tried all kinds of methods, but there is no way to improve it.

Dai Yue is a very patient person, his level is also very good, he is young and has a strong sense of responsibility, and he is also very talented in psychology. After all, he is the person who was found by the second brother himself.

Yan Qingyuan trusted the psychiatrist wholeheartedly, and Dai Yue's own temperament would not make him feel any repulsion. The medical relationship between them was very close, but even so, the secret that Yan Qingyuan had always kept in his heart was always there. Did not tell Dai Yue.

And this secret is the real crux of Yan Qingyuan's fear of heights, and it is also the healing point that Dai Yue has been looking for but can't find.

Yan Qingyuan and Dai Yue have communicated many times, and they also vaguely know that he has a psychological problem. To overcome this problem, he has to face up to the essence, but this is not something that can be said casually.

"I'm sorry, Doctor Dai." Yan Qingyuan was very disappointed, and he also knew that his condition had not improved.

"You are my patient, and I take it for granted that I am responsible for you. How can I make you say I'm sorry?" Dai Yue reached out and patted Yan Qingyuan's head gently, "Don't think too much, you can make progress if you think too much. It’s not easy to make progress, just trust me.”

Yan Qingyuan was very disappointed.

"There's still some time, let's talk about your time at school." Dai Yue smiled and stopped talking about fear of heights. "Has anything happened recently?"

"The final exam is coming soon, the end of the first semester of high school."

"En." Dai Yue chuckled lightly, and nodded for Yan Qingyuan to continue.

"Gu Hanhai can get the first place in the whole grade every month in the monthly exam, he is really good."

"En." Hearing Gu Hanhai's name, Dai Yue smiled deeply. Every time his little patient chatted, he would unconsciously talk about Gu Hanhai, and basically all his attention was on Gu Hanhai. Talking a lot about him also made him a little curious about the student named Gu Hanhai.

"Two days ago, I saw someone inviting Gu Hanhai to a classmate's birthday party, but he refused. I asked him why he refused. He said that he had no time to work. His life was occupied by part-time work every day, almost all year round. Wuxiu, I really don't know why he is so powerful."

"En." Dai Yue wrote today's treatment case while listening.

"He is so powerful, he can support a family at this age, every time I see him, I feel amazing."

"En." Dai Yue replied, but she didn't hear Yan Qingyuan's next words after a long time. At this time, the young master looked at him quietly, and there seemed to be nothing reflected in the brown pupils, and asked, "What's the matter?" ?”

"Doctor Dai, how much is my one-time medical fee?" Yan Qingyuan has been seeing a psychiatrist for a long time, but he doesn't know the cost at all. If it was the psychiatrist that his second brother found for him, it should be very expensive.

"The most important thing for a patient is treatment. Your family members all hope that you can recover." Dai Yue did not answer directly.

That should be very high, Yan Qingyuan knew that with his second brother's personality, the doctor he found must be the best.

Yan Qingyuan thought for a while and said, "Dr. Dai, I want to terminate the treatment."

Dai Yue paused: "What's wrong?"

"This kind of treatment will never lead to better results. Instead of rushing to treatment, it is better to try to relax first." Yan Qingyuan knows that if he does not face the crux of the problem, then any treatment may be in vain.

Dai Yue thought for a while and said: "Although you can't see the results now, you can see that you have made substantial progress. It may not be a good way to give up now."

Yan Qingyuan didn't want to lie, just kept silent.

After a long time, Dai Yue sighed: "The following is what I said to you in my private capacity. Psychologists are also a profession that requires psychotherapy. As a trash can for patients, what we hear the most is all kinds of things. negative emotions, and my responsibility is to get rid of their negative emotions."

"Thank you for your hard work, Doctor Dai." Yan Qingyuan nodded, knowing that she might have caused Dr. Dai a lot of trouble.

"No, in fact, your treatment time is also very pleasant to me. What you reveal to me is more of an optimistic and positive attitude. Small troubles are also very interesting. You will solve them yourself and tell me. The process was also very pleasant, I don't think you need psychotherapy, you are a very healthy person."

Yan Qingyuan was taken aback, he didn't expect Dai Yue to say that.

"But the treatment I gave you doesn't mean I'm cheating money. You trust me, I know, but you've been protecting something, and I'm afraid I can't make you be sincere to me."

Yan Qingyuan listened, lowered her head slightly, looking very guilty.

Looking at Yan Qingyuan's disappointed expression, Dai Yue understood, and confirmed that Yan Qingyuan was hiding something from him.

"So if you ask to stop the treatment, I will not stop it from my standpoint. Once you have this idea, I'm afraid it will be difficult to cooperate with me." Dai Yue smiled and said suddenly, "During this time with you It’s very pleasant, you can contact me often if you can, and I look forward to being friends besides the doctor-patient relationship.”

Yan Qingyuan blinked: "I thought you would hate me."

"Why?" Dai Yue smiled lightly, "Yan Qingyuan, you are very attractive."

"You lied." Yan Qingyuan replied without thinking.

Dai Yue sighed, although she also noticed Yan Qingyuan's character of underestimating herself during the treatment, but she couldn't find the cause.

With his knowledge reserve, he can't see through the clearly very transparent young man in front of him. Using his words to describe it, the young man is probably a huge smooth crystal, and he can see everything about him at a glance, but when he carefully wants to go When staring at him, what he saw on the crystal was his own shadow.

He likes this transparent child, and is also attracted by this hidden wonder. His knowledge and major are useless in front of the young man, which makes him feel his own deep frustration when he feels deep frustration. Be attracted.

When Yan Qingyuan went out, he saw his second brother who had been accompanying him to see a psychiatrist. No matter how busy he was, there would always be someone from the second brother and the eldest brother to accompany him to see a psychiatrist.

"Are you ready?" Yan Zeqing turned off the phone after seeing Yan Qingyuan.

"Doctor Dai told you to go in."

"En." When Yan Zeqing passed by Yan Qingyuan's side, he smoothed Yan Qingyuan's hair, which was still slightly damp with sweat, and then Yan Zeqing directly put on Yan Qingyuan's hat, "Wait for me."

Yan Qingyuan sat on the seat where Yan Zeqing had sat, the second brother's remaining body was warm, Yan Qingyuan looked out the window.

It has been almost half a year since he knew that he was not a child of the Yan family. Yan Qingyuan was anxious and suspicious of life at the beginning, and finally decided to leave after making the final contribution to the family. Up to now, he has always felt that he is moving forward steadily of.

The elder brother and the second elder brother have become much closer to him, and his father and mother are not as unkind as they remember. Si Xueyu, who lives under the same roof as him, completely ignores him. Chang He hasn't interacted with him for a long time.

But how far his goal has progressed, he himself does not know, and there is no yardstick for measuring it.

Life now is like boiling a frog in warm water, and Yan Qingyuan is constantly reminded that this is not a dream, but his fear of heights.

The atmosphere in this family was dissolving, but at the same time, Yan Qingyuan really knew that the warmer the family was, the harder it was for him to make up his mind to leave.

He has lived with Gu Hanhai for so long, but he will definitely go home on weekends. The second brother who has always been very strict with him does not know if it is because of the distance. Much gentler than before.

On average, Yan Qingyuan will send some things to Yan Qisui and Xihe who are abroad every week. They are not expensive items, but all small handmade things, some are pickled vegetables, and some are handmade.

Like Gu Hanhai, Yan Qingyuan couldn't balance studies and work at the same time, so he could only do a little simple work at home. Although he got very little money, he was never proficient. At least his food expenses could be earned by handwork. come out.

After Yan Zeqing came out, he took Yan Qingyuan and left. Seeing Yan Zeqing's normal expression, Yan Qingyuan asked a little uneasy: "Second brother, why don't you ask me why I didn't treat you?"

"If you don't want to be cured, you will be cured. From now on, you will not live in a high-rise building. If you want to work, you can put it on the first floor. If you want to do freelance work, you can do it at home. If you don't want to work, you can stay at home. I have everything. In this world, you don't have to climb stairs to survive. "Second Brother Yan said while driving.

Yan Qingyuan tilted his head to one side in despair, and sighed deeply, who can resist this.

Yan Qingyuan thought carefully that he didn't have any big aspirations, he just wanted to be with his family. The second brother said that it was his dream life, and he didn't even have the courage to take a bite of such a big piece of sugar cake.

"Doctor Dai is a very good doctor." Yan Qingyuan said.

"En." Yan Zeqing replied simply.

Yan Qingyuan watched Yan Zeqing secretly, making sure that Yan Zeqing didn't take his anger out on Dai Yue because of his willfulness. It's great, my second brother is really getting better and better.

"Father and mother will return to China at the beginning of the year." Yan Zeqing knew that Yan Qingyuan was sizing him up secretly, and he felt amused. Could it be that he would fine Dai Yue? Dai Yue's working ability must be recognized by countless people, so he would invite him to pay a big price. Yan Qingyuan treated her.

"I can see my parents." The last time my mother came back for a while, she went back as soon as she finished her work, but after her mother went back, she occasionally sent some things back from abroad.

"The company on that side has stabilized, and it is estimated that they will not be permanently stationed there in the future."

"Will Mom and Dad celebrate the New Year at home?" Yan Qingyuan asked.

"meeting."

Yan Qingyuan lowered his head slightly, and held his fingers together unconsciously: "Second brother, can I bring one... two people for the Chinese New Year this year."

Yan Zeqing's eyes flickered, although he kept staring ahead, he was actually paying attention to Yan Qingyuan beside him: "Yuanyuan."

"I know it's unreasonable, but Gu Hanhai and Auntie will only celebrate the New Year together." Yan Qingyuan said immediately, "Isn't it great that there are so many people?"

"Have you asked their opinions?" Yan Zeqing said without turning his head, "Gu Hanhai and Si Xueyu are neither relatives nor relatives to us. If we insist on getting together for the New Year, we may not be able to take good care of them."

Yan Qingyuan choked, it was true.

The Yan family will also visit various places during the New Year. This is a good opportunity to communicate with each other during the year. The Yan family is an extremely large family. During this time, there will definitely be walks, and there will be family banquets. He will also go However, it was only at the family banquet that Yan Qingyuan really understood how huge the family lineage the head of the Yan family was leading.

Although it was said to be a family banquet of the Yan family, in fact, there were many people with the surname other than Yan who were related to each other. It was a huge banquet.

"I know, the banquet..." When the banquet was held, Yan Qingyuan used to only know how to eat and drink, and couldn't get along with the atmosphere for no reason.

"The location of the family banquet this time is not in this city. My father and mother will definitely go there. I have to go this year too. It is impossible to let you stay at home with Gu Hanhai alone."

Yan Qingyuan paused for a moment, he wanted to bring Gu Hanhai into Yan's house gradually.

"I can take Gu Hanhai with me."

"Isn't he going home?" Yan Zeqing asked, "Si Xueyu has family members, of course she will go home for the New Year, and Gu Hanhai will definitely go back together when the time comes, isn't it because you forcefully bring him here so that they can't be reunited? ?”

Yan Qingyuan lowered his head, he knew that he was self-willed, but...

Yan Zeqing looked at Yan Qingyuan's disappointed expression, and sighed: "I see, you can take the initiative to ask Gu Hanhai about this matter, if he agrees, it doesn't matter if you bring someone along."

Yan Qingyuan was not happy because of this, he knew that his request would embarrass the family members, and now the second elder brother agreed only because he doted on him.

Yan Zeqing saw Yan Qingyuan's mood of not being happy all the time, while waiting for the red light, he suddenly reached out and rubbed Yan Qingyuan's hair fiercely: "Second brother doesn't mean to blame you, just do what Yuanyuan wants, second brother Will support you."

Yan Qingyuan faltered in a low voice, and pursed his lips: "Second brother."

"En?" Yan Zeqing started the car.

"Second brother."

"kindness?"

"Second brother."

"kindness."

Yan Qingyuan tightened his fingers quietly, and suddenly asked: "Second brother, do you like Gu Hanhai?"

"I don't like it." Yan Zeqing replied without any thought, and the smooth tone was obviously not trying to perfunctory him, but what Yan Qingyuan wanted to say was blocked in his throat.

"Why don't you like Gu Hanhai?" How could anyone in this world hate Gu Hanhai?

"Why should I like him?" Yan Zeqing glanced at Yan Qingyuan suspiciously, "It would be too embarrassing for the second brother to like Gu Hanhai because Yuanyuan likes Gu Hanhai, the second brother only likes Yuanyuan."

Yan Qingyuan looked at Yan Zeqing's side face, his cheeks were slightly flushed, and he stammered, "I... that's not what I meant."

"En." Yan Zeqing raised the corners of his mouth and smiled teasingly.