Yan Qingyuan sat on the car seat, although it was a comfortable seat, but Yan Qingyuan was so stiff that he couldn't sit at ease. It had been a long time since Yan Hanhai now was very different from the Gu Hanhai he knew back then.

Yan Qingyuan stared straight ahead, but there was no focus in his eyes. He was full of Yan Hanhai sitting beside him at this time.

Because it wasn't from the back, Yan Qingyuan didn't even have the courage to look at Yan Hanhai directly now, and it was already the limit to have the courage to look sideways once in a while, not to mention that Yan Hanhai was already very unfamiliar to Yan Qingyuan.

The driver drove the car quietly, without any curiosity about the embarrassing atmosphere condensed in the whole air, and focused on driving, the car was very stable.

In fact, Yan Qingyuan hasn't been in a car for a long time. He usually rides his own tricycle or takes a bus, rubbing his fingers against the grain of the seat belt, and suddenly looks in a trance.

Yan Hanhai said to his face that it was his fault, and Yan Qingyuan also knew that what the other party said was actually the truth, and he had no reason to refute.

Yan Qingyuan wanted to apologize to Yan Hanhai, but finally mustered up the courage to turn his head to talk to the other party, but saw Yan Hanhai calmly looking at the profile of the phone, and suddenly lost his words.

Yan Hanhai is indeed more mature, just by looking at it, he has grown a lot.

At this time, his demeanor is more stable, making people feel a little afraid when they are unconsciously convinced.

Yan Qingyuan's fingers tightened quietly, and finally she simply lowered her head and said slowly as if guilty: "I'm sorry."

Yan Hanhai didn't say a word, he didn't seem to hear Yan Qingyuan's voice like a mosquito. Yan Qingyuan apologized and didn't get an answer, and his heart felt even more nervous.

Yan Qingyuan took a deep breath and said: "I have written all my apologies to you in my notebook. I don't know if it will be insincere just to write it out, but if you really want to, I won't. Mind repeating it to you again."

Yan Hanhai still didn't speak.

"I know it's wrong for me to do this, and I also know that I have done too much to you, whether it's wrong identity, whether it's cheating you to win your favor, or occupying your resources but still not willing The thing about leaving..." Yan Qingyuan began to count all the guilt towards Yan Hanhai in detail, but as he talked, he realized that he had sorry for Yan Hanhai too much, no wonder the other party said it was his fault...

The more Yan Qingyuan thought about it, the more frustrated he became. Thinking from Yan Hanhai's point of view, Yan Qingyuan could not guarantee that he could accept this matter calmly.

"There is only one thing you did wrong." Yan Hanhai finally spoke, but he didn't look up at Yan Qingyuan. What he said seemed to be inadvertent, but it gave Yan Qingyuan pressure and doubts.

"What's the matter?" Yan Qingyuan swallowed a mouthful of saliva to ease his nervousness. It was probably because of this incident that Yan Hanhai traveled thousands of miles to such a remote town to see him by train, right?

"Leave me alone." Yan Hanhai's tone was calm, as if he was talking about what he ate last night, extremely calm, "I don't care about my fault, my identity change, my family, your fault is only perfunctory. emotional expectations."

Yan Qingyuan choked suddenly. It wasn't that he didn't know how much this incident would hurt Yan Hanhai, but he still did it because he was sure it would give Yan Hanhai a better future.

"I just... don't want to drag you down." Yan Qingyuan's mood was very low. He just didn't want to be a member of the Yan family to be used as a talking point by outsiders, and he didn't want his family members to worry, and... a little selfish and didn't want to Saw the family getting upset because of him.

"You've been doing what you think is right, but have you ever thought that all you need to be a human being is the right thing?"

Yan Qingyuan was dumbfounded, he just thought...it would be better this way, besides, didn't Yan Hanhai in the book also walk in the direction he prescribed?

He just wants to change the ending of his own death into the ending of running away. Isn't it okay to be selfish?

"I'm sorry." Yan Qingyuan couldn't remember how much I wrote the words "sorry" in that notebook, to the point where he even saw these words and found them unfamiliar.

"I don't need your sorry." Yan Hanhai said.

Finally, Yan Hanhai's attention was no longer on the mobile phone. Yan Qingyuan watched the screen of the mobile phone in Yan Hanhai's hand turn off, and suddenly found that this mobile phone was the one he sold to Yan Hanhai at a very cheap price back then.

There was an inexplicable strange feeling in my heart, but it was fleeting.

"I know you want to take revenge on me, but I really can't take a plane." Yan Qingyuan began to have symptoms of acrophobia when he thought that he would fly by plane, but Yan Hanhai said that he would take him to the city where his school is located .

Yan Hanhai narrowed his eyes slightly, as if he was taking a nap, and was not that interested in Yan Qingyuan's rebuttal.

Yan Qingyuan couldn't even imagine how he survived the huge psychological pressure on the plane, but at least until now, he didn't even dare to put himself in the shoes of the imaginary scene.

Yan Qingyuan felt that he was so uncomfortable at that time, and he even doubted whether he would go into shock if he took the plane again.

Yan Hanhai didn't say a word, which made Yan Qingyuan more anxious. He could no longer read Yan Hanhai's mood like before. He seemed to understand that if Yan Hanhai didn't want others to know his mood, there was really no flaw at all. ah.

Yan Qingyuan only feels that the current time has become very tormented, and even if she has tried to relax in the opposite way, she will still feel nervous.

Because of Yan Hanhai's uncertainty, because I... came into contact with Yan Hanhai again.

Yan Qingyuan likes Yan Hanhai, but this relationship is like a taboo between two people. Yan Qingyuan only thinks that she likes Yan Hanhai, probably God is playing tricks on him, let him know his badness and misery, and let him feel To the worst thing that should be felt.

Yan Qingyuan was thinking wildly all the time, but Yan Hanhai didn't move at all. He sat quietly in the car, as if everything outside had nothing to do with him.

Yan Qingyuan doesn't know when he felt this way, but God knows that when he felt the guilt, the joy in his heart almost covered up his sadness when he saw Yan Hanhai, no matter how hard he tried to construct a relationship with Yan Hanhai in his mind The moment they met, Yan Qingyuan could only be sure of her mood when they actually met.

"Hotel?" Yan Qingyuan saw Yan Hanhai get off the car, and when he looked up, he saw a five-star hotel chain. This hotel was luxuriously decorated and Yan Hanhai had ordered the presidential suite. When Yan Qingyuan heard that he and Yan Hanhai were going to enter the presidential suite At that time, the whole person was dumbfounded.

"What's wrong? Are you in a bad mood?" Yan Zeqing saw Yan Qingyuan's frowning expression, and saw Yan Hanhai standing not far away, waiting for his subordinate to open the room. He took the initiative to approach his younger brother.

"Second Brother Yan." Yan Qingyuan's expression was very troubled.

"Aren't you willing to be with him?" Yan Zeqing asked straight to the point.

Yan Qingyuan's face was slightly stiff, and he shook his head after a while.

Is this yes or no?Yan Zeqing couldn't read Yan Qingyuan's true thoughts.

But what he needs is Yan Qingyuan's attitude, if he hesitates even for a moment, he will not let Yan Hanhai do bad things to Yan Qingyuan.

"When you were still together, he said he liked you, but none of us heard an answer." Yan Zeqing looked straight at Yan Qingyuan, "Do you like Yan Hanhai?"

Yan Qingyuan didn't dodge or hesitate, but nodded very firmly. He really... likes Yan Hanhai, and he hasn't changed at any time.

Yan Zeqing's mood was a bit complicated. He finally understood what it means to feel the vicissitudes of domestic cabbage being pushed over by pigs, but Yan Zeqing's thoughts are still the same as before, and there will be no change.

He will protect Yan Qingyuan from marrying a wife and having children, it doesn't matter whether the wife is a man or a woman.

"Yuanyuan, everyone in this world will make mistakes, not all mistakes are yours alone." Yan Zeqing stretched out his hand, bent his index finger and knocked on Yan Qingyuan's forehead, "Sometimes it's better to use your little brain to think Some of these are not as good as feeling more, and often feeling will tell you the truth."

Yan Qingyuan pursed her lips: "But I don't know how to stay in the same room with him."

It feels like if they meet, it will be very suffocating.

"Don't worry about him." Although Yan Zeqing didn't stop Yan Hanhai from doing anything to Yan Qingyuan, he was more distressed and willing to protect the unrelated younger brother he had been raising than Yan Hanhai.

"Are you with Brother Yan?" Yan Qingyuan looked at Yan Tan who was already sitting on the sofa in the lobby.

"No, we'll live separately."

"I also want to live separately from Yan Hanhai." Although Yan Qingyuan spoke in a low voice, Yan Zeqing could actually hear her.

"Obviously you like him, why don't you want to be with him?" Yan Zeqing didn't hope that if Yan Qingyuan and Yan Hanhai really became a couple in the future, Yan Qingyuan's character would become the weak side.

"It's just that it's embarrassing." Yan Qingyuan was obviously a little unhappy.

"I see. I'll open a separate room for you, or you can join me if you want." Yan Zeqing basically never slept with Yan Qingyuan, and he has always cultivated Yan Qingyuan's independence.

"No... no need, it's better for me alone, I can also be with Brother Yan..." When Yan Qingyuan retorted subconsciously, he suddenly saw Yan Hanhai walking in his direction, and all the voices had dissipated , Yan Qingyuan could only see Yan Hanhai walking in his direction.

All the excuses I tried to come up with turned into nothingness, because Yan Hanhai came over and grabbed his wrist.

Yan Qingyuan felt Yan Hanhai's slightly cool hand grabbing his wrist, his hand was big, and... he didn't wear gloves.

It was only at this time that Yan Qingyuan realized that Yan Hanhai's hands were no longer scarred as he remembered them. Now it seemed that he could only see some scars when he observed carefully.

He has changed, is he healing his hands?

Yan Qingyuan thought dumbly, does this mean that Yan Hanhai has already touched the past suffering and is moving towards the most perfect direction?

Yan Qingyuan was dragged by Yan Hanhai towards their suite, and Yan Qingyuan did not stop him from the beginning to the end, until Yan Hanhai completely closed the door behind him, leaving no room for him to maneuver.

The presidential suite looks like an ordinary family, all the facilities are well prepared, at this time Yan Qingyuan saw two sets of clothes on the bed in the bedroom.

There are two sets of pajamas, but Yan Hanhai only needs to use one set of pajamas, and it is clear at a glance who the other set of clothes is for.

"Go take a bath." Yan Hanhai's voice seemed to hypnotize him, and Yan Qingyuan obediently picked up the pajamas that were obviously one size smaller on the bed.

When Yan Qingyuan got to the bathroom, he realized what he was doing. He found that he had no way to resist Yan Hanhai.

Yan Hanhai said that he would get out of the car if he was asked to get out of the car, and he would let him hold his hand if he wanted to. Now that he was asked to take a bath, he went very obediently.

Yan Qingyuan has never been so obedient before, she is as obedient and obedient as a milk cat that has been pinched by the back of the neck.

"Ah..." Yan Qingyuan sighed silently for how well-behaved and obedient he was, for some reason he couldn't have any thoughts of resistance in front of Yan Hanhai.

Yan Qingyuan turned on the shower and felt the warm water wash away the smell of sweat. The summer weather was too hot, his clothes were wet and dry, and it was still uncomfortable to hear.

But Yan Qingyuan is a little embarrassed now, because the bathroom of the suite is designed to be transparent.

It is not completely transparent, but obviously translucent. Although Yan Qingyuan cannot see Yan Hanhai through the translucent frosted glass under bright light, he is 100% sure that Yan Hanhai can see him through the light.

Yan Qingyuan sighed, and just raised his head from the warm water of the shower, when he suddenly saw the person who was looking at him at the side, his heart skipped a beat. Jumping, he froze on the spot.

What... what's going on... Did he read it wrong?

At this moment, Yan Hanhai was half-leaning on the transparent glass and looking at him unscrupulously. There was no particularly conspicuous meaning in his cold eyes.

"What... what's wrong?" For a moment, Yan Qingyuan didn't know if he should cover something, but it would be strange to cover it, and it would be strange if he didn't cover it.

Yan Hanhai didn't say a word, but he kept looking at Yan Qingyuan from top to bottom, as if he wanted to completely portray Yan Qingyuan's body in his mind through this method.

Yan Hanhai's gaze made Yan Qingyuan feel uncomfortable, and it always felt strange to be stared at like this all the time, so he unconsciously reached for a towel to surround himself, but failed.

Because Yan Hanhai stretched out his hand and touched Yan Qingyuan's back.

With this sudden touch, Yan Qingyuan, who was extremely nervous and extremely sensitive, almost jumped up, but it was not, because he noticed that Yan Hanhai's hand had been lingering on his shoulder blade, if he remembered correctly, there ...It seems to be the place where it was injured before.

"Here..." Yan Qingyuan ignored the strange place, strange posture, and strange confrontation between the two people, and said bravely. Because I was very tall, I was very scared, so I walked against the wall, because I was too nervous, only to find that something protruding from the wall scratched my back, I didn’t pay much attention at the time, it seemed to leave a scar.”

Yan Qingyuan only remembered that he just felt a little pain at that time, and he was riding around on a small three-wheeler. Even if it was bleeding, he wondered if he was sweating a lot, but after touching it subconsciously, he realized that it was bleeding.

He only felt the pain at the time, but he didn't expect it to be so serious. He went home directly instead of going to the hospital. He was sure that the wound on his back was bleeding a lot, but when he got home, the bleeding had stopped, and he went home after there was no major problem. Nothing to do with it.

Anyway, it's all on the back where you can't see it, so it's better to ignore him.

In fact, Yan Qingyuan didn't look at the back specifically, he asked Yan Hanhai: "Is there a serious scar? Does it look ugly?"

Yan Qingyuan didn't get Yan Hanhai's answer, but was pulled out of the door, Yan Qingyuan didn't even have time to put on her pajamas.

Yan Qingyuan saw that Yan Hanhai took out a small bottle that looked very delicate from his things. After opening the bottle, the faint fragrance and slightly cold temperature stuck to his back. Yan Qingyuan was pressed on a chair, There is some confusion in the eyes.

Yan Hanhai seems... different from the revenge he imagined?

"Is it... the ointment for removing scars?" Yan Qingyuan guessed, "Is it the ointment you used to eliminate the scars on your hands?"

Probably because of being drugged, Yan Qingyuan's strong defensiveness towards Yan Hanhai has dissipated a lot because of this, Yan Hanhai is still the Yan Hanhai who will feel sorry for every scar on his body.

However, Yan Hanhai still didn't answer his words, as if he didn't want to talk to Yan Qingyuan.

Yan Qingyuan's joyful mood fell again because of this small action. He didn't know what Yan Hanhai was doing and how to do it, and he didn't know what Yan Hanhai was thinking.

Yan Qingyuan's eyes concealed disappointment, but Yan Hanhai turned a blind eye.

The cool ointment was rubbed away little by little on the scar left by Yan Qingyuan's back. Yan Qingyuan turned his back to Yan Hanhai, his eyes wandering and he didn't know where to look.

The air conditioner was turned on in the room to isolate the stuffy air from the outside. Yan Qingyuan was already familiar with the life of the electric fan, and accidentally felt the air was very cold, and sneezed unnaturally.

Yan Hanhai's fingers paused slightly, and his subordinates suddenly pressed Yan Qingyuan's back forcefully as if to push him down. Yan Qingyuan didn't resist and let the other party press himself on the bed, and the quilt suddenly wrapped him up.

Yan Qingyuan tossed and turned over, and what he saw was Yan Hanhai who was standing in front of him and started to take off his clothes without the slightest grievance. He saw him take a new towel and enter the bathroom, and before he went in, Yan Hanhai Han Hai had already stripped off all his clothes.

At this moment, Yan Qingyuan's mind was blank. It was the first meeting after a long time, and the person he had been thinking about was actually naked in front of him!

The figure of Yan Hanhai kept appearing in Yan Qingyuan's mind, and his head was dizzy.

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