Spoil yourself in the arms of the paranoid [Rebirth]

Eleven at night.

Shen Yang slapped the pen on the table, let out a long breath, and said, "Gu Chuan, I'm so sleepy, I really want to sleep."

The two of them came to the study to study at six o'clock this evening after dinner. Shen Yang first spent two hours doing a whole set of math papers, and after Gu Chuan had finished correcting and explaining to him, he went to study again. I started to do English cloze simulation questions. After checking the answers, I found that the accuracy rate was not bad, and then I started to challenge the super-difficult physics simulation questions.

Shen Yang's science subjects have not been very good. After doing a few physics problems, he found that there were stars in his eyes, his brain went blank, and his breathing became difficult. This immediately haunted Gu Chuan and made him want to sleep .

Gu Chuan looked up from the paper and said, "Then learn this first today, and go take a shower and sleep."

Shen Yang immediately laughed, stretched out his hands, hugged Gu Chuan's neck and rubbed it affectionately, and said sweetly: "Gu Chuan, you are the best."

Gu Chuan patted his buttocks, and said with a low laugh, "Go take a shower."

Shen Yang ran into the bedroom wearing slippers, opened the closet and took out his favorite cow pajamas, then turned around and shouted at Gu Chuan: "Gu Chuan, I'm going to take a shower, you should hurry up too."

After he finished speaking, he ran into the bathroom.

After Shen Yang went into the bathroom, Gu Chuan brought over the physics paper that Shen Yang had just done, checked it to see where his thinking was wrong, and planned to explain it to him again at school tomorrow.

After doing this, Gu Chuan also went back to the bedroom, because this apartment only has two rooms, one of which is Shen Yang's bedroom and the other is the study room, so after Gu Chuan moved here, he could only live in the same room as Shen Yang. Room.

But the two were originally young couples, and it was normal to live together.

After returning to the bedroom, Gu Chuan sat on the chair and played with his mobile phone. Suddenly, he accidentally knocked off a pen on the table, and the pen twirled and went under the bed.

Gu Chuan saw that the pen was still Shen Yang's favorite rabbit pen, and immediately the corners of his mouth curled up in a doting arc.

If Shen Yang came back and found that he had dropped his favorite pen, he would pout and cling to his body, complaining to himself about Gu Chuan, you are too much.

Gu Chuan put down his phone with a chuckle, walked to the bed to pick up the pen, and suddenly saw a notebook under the bed.

Gu Chuan didn't realize what it was at first, thinking it was Shen Yang's notebook for taking math notes, he thought helplessly in his heart: children are always in a daze, and love to lose things.

So Gu Chuan also picked up the notebook conveniently, the sound of water in the bathroom was still splashing, and Shen Yang's intermittent singing could still be faintly heard.

Gu Chuan casually opened Shen Yang's notebook when he had nothing to do.

He thought it was a math note, but after he opened the notebook, the date and time were displayed on the first page. Gu Chuan realized that it might not be Shen Yang's math note, but his diary.

Gu Chuan is a person with a very strong desire to control and possess, and he has always known that Shen Yang has a secret from him, and he has been waiting for the day when Shen Yang confesses to him, but it is obvious that Shen Yang is cowardly, always Chirping and refusing to confess.

Gu Chuan narrowed his eyes and realized that Shen Yang's secret might be hidden in this diary. When he saw the word "Rebirth" on it, the fog that had been surrounding Shen Yang was finally dispelled by the sunlight.

Gu Chuan also really understood why Shen Yang Mingming liked Gu Qifeng so much and hated him so much when they met for the first time, but the second meeting made a 180-degree change. Not only did he unswervingly confess to him, but he also resolutely Cut off the relationship with Gu Qifeng.

Gu Chuan is an extremely smart person. He only saw the word rebirth, and then related to the change of Shen Yang's attitude before and after, and his deep dislike for Gu Qifeng and Bai Li. He has probably guessed the relationship between Shen Yang and them in the previous life. Probably something happened.

But Gu Chuan may have guessed that Gu Qifeng was the one who really persecuted Shen Yang, but he never thought that in his previous life, Shen Yang would actually have a marriage relationship with Gu Qifeng.

"On the tenth day of rebirth, I was very busy a few days ago and didn't write a diary. I started writing today...the reason why we missed each other in the previous life was because I didn't know how to love, and he didn't know how to love...because of the bad first impression of Gu Chuan , and his paranoid behavior and bad taste in bed, I dare not admit that I actually fell in love with a bad man... So I really don't understand love, and Gu Chuan is always fierce and can't express it at all like……"

When Gu Chuan saw Shen Yang's description of Gu Qifeng in the diary, there was a loud "bang" and he punched the table. Gu Chuan probably could have killed him with one punch if Gu Qifeng was here.

At this moment, Shen Yang, who still didn't know anything, ran out wearing cute cow pajamas, his fair cheeks were flushed red by the hot steam, like white flour steamed buns just out of the pan, more like fresh and tender Peach Juice.

Shen Yang ran to Gu Chuan's side, and suddenly jumped onto his back quietly from behind, hung on his body, and called sweetly: "Gu Chuan, look at the cow pajamas I'm wearing. cute?"

As soon as Shen Yang finished speaking, out of the corner of his eye, he suddenly saw the familiar sky blue diary that Gu Chuan was holding. , Gu Chuan!"

Gu Chuan put down the diary and turned his head, looking at Shen Yang with gloomy and cold eyes, and said, "This is the secret about you."

Hearing Gu Chuan always talk to him in such a cold tone, Shen Yang's body trembled slightly, and he said in a crying voice: "It's my secret, but Gu Chuan, listen to my explanation."

Gu Chuan threw the diary in his hand aside, looked at Shen Yang with gloomy eyes, and raised the corners of his lips coldly: "There is nothing to explain, Yang Yang, maybe I should feel lucky, we didn't get together in the previous life , but we will not be separated again in this life.”

Hearing Gu Chuan say this, Shen Yang burst into tears.

At this time, Gu Chuan hugged Shen Yang, who was lying on his back, by his legs, and directly brought him into his arms.

Shen Yang straddled Gu Chuan's lap, put his arms around Gu Chuan's neck, tears were still streaming down, and said aggrievedly: "Gu Chuan, I really didn't deliberately hide it from you. I want to tell you, but I don’t know how to explain this, how to let you know that I am reborn, woo woo, because this is too unbelievable, I’m afraid you won’t believe it.”

Gu Chuan gently wiped away the hot tears from the corners of Shen Yang's eyes with his thumb, and said coldly, "Yangyang, if you really believe in me, you won't worry about these things."

When Shen Yang heard this sentence, his pupils suddenly dilated, as if he couldn't believe that Gu Chuan really said such words to him, such words that completely broke the trust between them.

Shen Yang hugged Gu Chuan's neck tightly, crying and shouting: "No, Gu Chuan, listen to me, I really don't believe you, I just...just because..."

Gu Chuan suddenly interrupted Shen Yang, and continued: "It's just because you know how bad my nature is, you know I'm a bad man, you know I don't know how to love you, and it's also because you're afraid that I'll know how bad you are in my previous life. Abandoned the relationship between us, but married Gu Qifeng."

Shen Yang was crying with tears in his eyes, he kept shaking his head and said, "No, it's not like this, Gu Chuan is really not like this..."

"Hehe." Gu Chuan sneered and said, "Young master, then you can tell me why, why you want to marry Gu Qifeng!"

Gu Chuan knew that his current thinking was wrong, maybe he had too many regrets in his previous life, but in this life he and Shen Yang were together well, so he shouldn't think about those things in his previous life.

But no matter how he builds his heart, how he numbs himself, as long as he thinks that Shen Yang once had a marriage with Gu Qifeng, the tyrannical emotions in his heart can't help but churn.

The corners of Shen Yang's eyes were red from crying, and he hugged Gu Chuan's neck tightly with both hands, huddled in his arms, and cried, "At that time, I was just afraid of being bullied by you, woo, I couldn't think about it for a while, so I agreed to be with you." Gu Qifeng is married. Gu Chuan, but you have to believe that regardless of the past and present, I have always loved you. And Gu Qifeng and I, there is nothing between us, woo, nothing happened, everything I have It's all yours."

In fact, Shen Yang seldom recalled those things in his previous life now, whether it was his entanglement with Gu Chuan, or his marriage with Gu Qifeng that existed in name only, everything seemed to have dissipated in the torrent of time.

Gu Chuan raised Shen Yang's chin, looked at the teardrops in Shen Yang's eyes with dark eyes, and said coldly: "Shen Yang, do you really think I care whether you and Gu Qifeng have had sex?"

Shen Yang blinked his wet eyes and looked at him blankly.

Gu Chuan said possessively: "No, what I really care about is that you don't belong to me, no matter whether your marriage is fake or not, what I care about is that you gave up our relationship!"

After saying this, Gu Chuan pushed Shen Yang away, turned around and walked out. Shen Yang was startled and rushed up to hug Gu Chuan from behind, crying and shouting loudly: "Gu Chuan, please don't go, I'm sorry, woo Woo, I really know I was wrong, can you forgive me this time? I love you, I really only love you."

Gu Chuan slowly closed his eyes, and then firmly opened Shen Yang's fingers.

"Yangyang, I love you."

After saying this, Gu Chuan strode away.

Shen Yang looked at Gu Chuan's back, and suddenly fell to his knees in embarrassment with a plop.

Gu Chuan's footsteps paused, and he clenched his fists tightly. Instead of turning his head, he said, "Yangyang, give me some time."