Spoil yourself in the arms of the paranoid [Rebirth]

"My young master is crying, and my heart aches." Gu Chuan said looking straight at Shen Yang.

If Shen Yang heard Gu Chuan say such ambiguous words before, he would be like a little bear who stole honey, rolling all over the floor sweetly, but now after a night of hesitation, the faint sweetness is covered by the strong sourness and astringency.

Shen Yang lowered his eyelids, and said sullenly: "I didn't cry, it's just that I studied too late last night and didn't sleep well, so I'm a little confused now."

Gu Chuan gently wiped Shen Yang's red eye sockets with his thumb, and asked softly in a low voice, "Did you sleep well because of crying?"

Shen Yang's heart was sore, he opened his lips and almost blurted out to ask him about his relationship with Yang Mengrong, but he still forcibly endured the words.

Because he was afraid, afraid that Gu Chuan would really say that answer, then what qualifications did he have, what position did he have to rely on Gu Chuan's side?

Shen Yang bit his lip and whispered, "I cried in a nightmare."

"About my nightmare?" Gu Chuan sighed softly and asked sharply.

Shen Yang rolled his eyes, looked around, then quickly kissed Gu Chuan on the lips and said, "I won't be afraid when I see you. It's time for Gu Chuan to go to class. I have to go buy breakfast quickly."

Gu Chuan held back the child who was about to run away again, his deep voice was mixed with the cool morning breeze, a little helpless: "I'll go, you go back to work first."

Normally, Shen Yang would pester Gu Chuan to ask the two of them to go together, but today Shen Yang just smiled at Gu Chuan: "Okay, I'll be waiting for you in class."

After Gu Chuan left, Shen Yang was still standing under the ginkgo tree, his beautiful eyes were full of confusion.

For the next two days, Shen Yang seemed to stick to Gu Chuan as before, following him everywhere, but Gu Chuan keenly noticed that Shen Yang was trying to stay away from him little by little.

Knowing this, Gu Chuan's aura became more and more ruthless, and every time he wanted to question him, he was defeated by Shen Yang's sweet smile.

Two days later, the mock exam results were announced.

Shen Yang looked at the report card in his hand and said enviously: "Wow, Gu Chuan, you are so good, you actually got [-] points in the test, you are the first in the school."

Gu Chuan said simply, not surprised, but asked, "What about you, how many points?"

Shen Yang didn't seem to hear his words, his pale fingers slowly slid down from Gu Chuan's name to Yang Mengrong's name, and continued to say enviously: "Yang Mengrong is also very good, only 30% less than you. What a score, No.5."

The names of No.1 and No.5 are very close, unlike him and Gu Chuan who are separated by a galaxy.

Shen Yang thought about this, and suddenly felt that this report card was very dazzling, and said sullenly: "I don't know, I don't want to read it."

Gu Chuan approached Shen Yang, put his left hand around Shen Yang's shoulder and propped it on the table, leaning his chin on his shoulder, as if hugging him from behind.

Gu Chuan's cold voice sounded against Shen Yang's earlobe, "423 points."

Shen Yang heard that he only got 423 points in the test, and there was still a long way to go before 500. He became more and more depressed in his heart, and blurted out: "I'm going home this weekend."

Gu Chuan ignored his words, but said, "I thought you could only get more than 300 points in the test, young master, you did a great job."

Shen Yang's body stiffened in an instant, and he thought of an Internet buzzword in a trance - ears can become pregnant.

Gu Chuan's laughter is very suave and sexy, Shen Yang really thinks that his right ear may be pregnant, it's over, how can the ear give birth to a baby?

Shen Yang Nuo Nuo said: "I, I will continue to work hard."

Gu Chuan looked at his young master's pink and lovely earlobe, licked his lips and asked in a hoarse voice, "I'll give you a reward for eating grilled fish tonight."

The heartbeat became louder and louder, and Shen Yang's chubby lips trembled slightly. Just as he was about to agree, he suddenly saw a beautiful figure out of the corner of his eye.

"Gu Chuan, go to my house tonight." Yang Mengrong said while standing in front of Shen Yang's desk.

Shen Yang's trembling and hot heart gradually turned cold, he almost fumbled for Gu Chuan's clothes in a panic, and grasped it tightly.

Gu Chuan raised his eyes, the eyes hidden behind the black hair were cold and gloomy, and his voice seemed to have been soaked in ice: "No time."

Yang Mengrong's face fell, and she said in a girl's soft tone: "Then you can tell my dad yourself, anyway, I have already brought the words."

Gu Chuan clicked his tongue impatiently, and Yang Mengrong covered her mouth and laughed, "Brother Chuan, please, please, just be considerate of the old man."

Gu Chuan and Shen Yang's almost embracing figures were reflected in Yang Mengrong's eyes that were crooked with a smile.

"I see."

When Shen Yang heard Gu Chuan's voice, his heart trembled, and he slowly let go of the fingers that were holding Gu Chuan's clothes.

What Yang Mengrong said again, Shen Yang didn't hear it, he just felt very painful, like when he heard the news of Gu Chuan before he died, his body and mind sank into the deep sea together, tightly bound by coldness and hopelessness.

But he should be happy, right? Gu Chuan died for him in his previous life. If Yang Mengrong can bring Gu Chuan happiness, then what right does he have to hinder them?In this life, should Gu Chuan be tortured for him again?

"Young master, did you hear me?" Gu Chuan's deep voice woke Shen Yang up from the bondage.

"What, what?" Shen Yang looked forward blankly.

"Forget it and listen to the class."

Shen Yang cheered up: "Oh."

I don't know when the class bell rang, and the head teacher was eloquent on the podium, talking about the situation of the mock exam, and Gu Chuan didn't know when he sat back in his seat.

Shen Yang lay on the table, looking at Gu Chuan's name, the water vapor in his eyes became thicker and thicker.

After school in the afternoon, Gu Chuan and Yang Mengrong left together. Shen Yang lay on the railing and looked at their backs, feeling uncomfortable like needles.

At this time, Xu Zhixiang came over and said, "Are you looking at Gu Chuan?"

Shen Yang hummed sullenly: "Yes, Xu Zhixiang, is the girlfriend of Gu Chuan you mentioned before Yang Mengrong?"

Xu Zhixiang raised his eyebrows unexpectedly, and said with a smile, "I just heard someone say that."

"Oh, that's it, the two of them stand together quite well." Shen Yang murmured.

"Shen Yang, you—"

"But that's what I said, but I think it's better for the two of us to stand together."

Shen Yang lowered his eyebrows and smiled slightly, Xu Zhixiang frowned, unable to see his expression clearly.

After a long time, Shen Yang turned his head to look at Xu Zhixiang and said, "I will love Gu Chuan for the rest of my life, forever and ever."

Even if I can't be with him, I will still love him, forever and ever.

After finishing speaking, Shen Yang tilted his head and showed a very cute smile to Xu Zhixiang.

Xu Zhixiang pressed Shen Yang's shoulders impulsively: "Shen Yang, you haven't tried other people..." Can you really be sure that you like Gu Chuan for the rest of your life?

Shen Yang pushed Xu Zhixiang's hand away firmly: "I'm sure, because I love him."