[Comprehensive] I, the second generation of God, have a bad fate

Xia You stood beside him with her head down, like a rabbit with drooping ears.

She has never been criticized and scolded by Shigeru Fujiwara since she grew up. Tazi and his wife regard her as a pet, and they are afraid of melting if they hold her in their mouths, let alone say a harsh word.

It was the first time that he had endured the anger of his elders for such a thing as falling in love.

Xia You lowered her head and turned her eyes erratically. From time to time, she quietly raised her head to look at Huang, and then quickly looked away.

Her aura of power comes from Huang, and she has an instinctive closeness and trust towards Huang in her heart, but his power also has an extraordinary coercion on Xia You, which is irresistible.

Xia You has never seen Huang Qi look like this, he is always indifferent, his face will not fluctuate too much due to other people or other things.She thought, after all, he was a god born in the Heian era, and in the conservative feudal environment, it is not too much for him to be so angry.

Yue Shi realized that the emotional anger revealed by him was a bit serious, Huang let go of the crumpled paper in his hand, picked up the herbal tea on the table and drank it in one gulp.

After the tea set made a crisp collision, he just felt that he had calmed down a lot, and said in a disapproving tone: "It's only been how long you promised to be with him, and he can't wait to share the bed with you, why don't you?" Do you think he is nice to you?"

"That's to deceive an ignorant girl like you who hasn't come out of the cabinet!" Huang Hen looked at her implacably, angry and caring at the same time.

"The wedding didn't make you so profligate. What do you think of you? What will other people think of you when they find out? I will never tolerate such monsters using their dirty and impure thoughts on you!"

"..."

Xia You felt that Huang was really thinking about herself, but she was thinking too much about some aspects.

"That... This kind of thing is not so serious in our side. This is a normal relationship between lovers, and others will not point fingers."

Hugging and booing between couples is so normal, but Ibaraki and her have never had sex before, so it's conservative to say it.

"And...with his strength, if he really wanted to do something to me, he would have done it long ago, so why would he need to go to such lengths to lie to me?" Xia You looked at him cautiously, trying to lower her tone.

Huang suddenly slapped it on the table, and said coldly and angrily, "He dares!"

"He really dared, but he didn't do it." Xia You glanced at him anxiously, knowing that this might make Huang angry, but she was eager to change Huang's bad impression of Ibaraki, so she still controlled him. Can't stop saying it.

She knew the monster's temper very well, if it wasn't for the liking from the bottom of her heart and she wanted to protect it, how could she have shown a humble attitude contrary to her usual arrogance and domineering.

"..." The corner of Huang's mouth twitched vigorously, and he didn't say a word for a long time, and finally turned his back to her, without saying a word.

Huang has mixed feelings in his heart, and he can't tell what he feels, feeling lonely and desolate in his loss.

Seeing that his temper has come up, Xia You doesn't seem to be angry, but the loneliness in the back made her feel somewhat regretful for what she just blurted out.

She doesn't understand where Huang's loneliness comes from, but she can't help being infected, perhaps because of the same source of power.

"Don't be angry." Looking at this young man who was ten years older than her, Xia You gently placed her hand on his shoulder.

Huang's body froze slightly, but he didn't dodge or push her hand away.It has been a long time since he has had such close contact with human beings, and his serious and indifferent appearance will always keep those around him far away.

Such intimate contact made him feel awkward instinctively, but it couldn't resist the deepest desire in his heart.

"Actually, I know that you are so smart... so calm and rational, you understand everything."

His personality is calm, and his attitude towards things is equally rigorous and unrevealed. It is not difficult to guess what kind of monster Ibaraki is like.As Xia You said, Huang knew that Ibaraki would dare to do that, but he didn't.

It was also because he knew this from the bottom of his heart that he was speechless.

"I also know that every word you say is for my sake."

All the dissatisfaction, resistance and opposition are just because of feelings for the people around him, which affects judgment and reason.

"Thank you... for caring about me and worrying about me in a world that is so foreign to me."

When she was most restless and afraid, he would come down from the sky and stand by her side, teaching her to master her own power.Use yourself as her solid backing, and tell her that no matter what difficulties she encounters, as long as she calls him with Gouyu, she doesn't need to be afraid.

The power she possesses, the safe and stable residence in this world, including food and clothing, are all given by the man in front of her.Because of Huang's existence, she doesn't need to worry about food and clothing and the persecution of monsters like ordinary people in this era, and the unattainable court people also respect her extremely.

In this era, there is no elegant and friendly Fujiwara couple who are responsive to requests, nor is there a brother who is gentle and unconditionally doting on her. There is only Huang who will always stand in the same camp as her no matter when and where.

It's an unspeakably wonderful feeling, obviously she and Huang have only been together for a short time, but when Xia You saw him and sensed his aura, she knew that this person was someone she could trust unconditionally Object.

However, there was also another monster who extended such a hand to her when she was helpless.

Whether it is Huang or Ibaraki, they are equally important to her, Xia You does not want such an unpleasant hostile relationship between them.

"Who's worried about you? The way you talk back to me is very powerful. You have a lot of skills. I don't need to worry." Huang turned his back to Xia You, so that she couldn't see her face clearly, but her body was still stiff.

"Stupid! I was just scolding you."

Xia You slightly curled the corners of her mouth, the more Huang said this, the more she knew that the other party was arrogant and angry.Because Huang, who usually prides himself on being rational and calm, would never talk back to her because she seemed childish.

"Well! I have firmly remembered your lessons, so you don't have to worry that I will be fooled by monsters!"

While reassuring him, Xia You put both hands on his shoulders, kneaded his drooping shoulders, and flattered him cheekily, "Even if any monster dares to bully me, I will fight back mercilessly. Knowing that I was taught by you, what do you mean by casually being bullied by other monsters?"

"You are so powerful, I can't lose your face no matter what!"

The intensity of kneading and pressing with the palms was just right, which relieved a lot of soreness in Huang's shoulders, which were stiff from writing at his desk for a long time.

Xia You is used to doing massages. Her father Shigeru Fujiwara is an architect. When he was at home, he would always be at the desk drawing drawings or using the computer for a long time.When I was still young, in order to provide a better and more prosperous life for my two children and my wife, I worked desperately. For a long time, my shoulders and neck were always sore.

That was when Xia You was still young, but she also knew how to love her father, and Tazi and Natsume Takashi would often rub his shoulders and backs for him to relieve the pressure.

Although he said flattering and sweet words on his mouth, the movements of his hands were familiar and serious, which made Huang feel really comfortable.

Huang's body trembled slightly, and then he folded his arms and stared straight at the window, the moonlight fell on it like a silver waterfall.

"Hmph, glib tongue! You're not so stupid that you can't be cured."

Seeing this scene, others may think that he is still suppressing his anger in displeasure, but only Huang himself knows that he is subconsciously covering up the panic in his heart and the look in his eyes that cannot be faked.

"So... don't be angry with me anymore, okay? Next time I bring him to meet you, you will know that he is not a bad guy. "

Maybe Xia You is just an ordinary girl, sometimes very stupid.But like the Fujiwara couple and Natsume Takashi, she has an irresistible tenderness.

How could a child brought up in such an environment not be as desirable as her family?

Huang pursed his lips, after all, he still couldn't resist Xia You's thick skin and offensive, and softened his attitude.

"You really like him that much?"

"Yeah!" Xia You nodded, and replied affirmatively, "You won't object to this matter, right? What we are advocating now is free love!"

She has never expressed her heart and attitude towards him in front of Ibaraki before. If Ibaraki knew what she was talking about now, she would be so happy that she would raise her tail to the sky, right?

Huang was silent for a while, then snorted softly, "You can do whatever you want, what's the use if I object?"

Even so, he has already acquiesced.

"But we still need to investigate him for a while." He narrowed his eyes slightly, and said coldly, "Those monsters in Dajiangshan still hate you in their hearts. If he can't even settle this point, what right does he have to marry you?" companion?"

"You're right! If he makes me feel wronged, then I won't be with him!"

Huang's expression and attitude gradually softened, Xia You breathed a sigh of relief, and finally let her coax him well.

"No matter what, you can't sleep with him in the future, do you understand?"

"I know, I know!" Xia You happily agreed.

Huang slightly hooked the corners of his lips, quickly hid his smile, and sent her to sleep in disgust, "Okay, don't be so courteous. Don't look at how late it is, take your backpack back to yours In the house, don't prevent me from resting!"

"Okay, I'll take it away right away." Xia You stuck out her tongue, stopped the massage, carried the backpack and went to the door and waved her paws, "Then you rest earlier, I won't bother you!"

Huang waved his hand impatiently, motioning for her to leave quickly and close the door.After Xia You's figure disappeared, an undisguised smile appeared on his lips.

After a while, he got up and carefully collected and stored all the brushes and ink Xia You brought, and sat on the cushion by himself staring at the night sky in a daze.

He doesn't like monsters, and he doesn't like humans, because he is gentle with such creatures, and he will always be the one who gets hurt.After the bruised boy disappeared in the icy seawater, his heart was also frozen inside, and there was no such thing as "tenderness" for a long time.

It's just that when facing Xia You, he couldn't help but reveal the truest emotions in his heart.

One of the reasons is because the aura on Xia You belongs to him, so Huang can't help but get close to her. This kind of affinity is two-way between each other.

But more, it is because Xia You can always get along with him naturally, and there is an affinity and tenderness in the other party, which was abandoned by him a long time ago.

It not only made him miss, but also made him want to have it.

He doesn't like to use his past experience to win sympathy, so he never revealed his past to anyone, for him, that is meaningless.

He has truly seen and felt every aspect of the human being, the stupidity, the hypocrisy, and the despair.Especially because he was lurking in the court because of that incident, he deeply understood how vicious and ugly those so-called bright and righteous onmyojis and nobles were doing behind the scenes, depriving one innocent person after another for his own selfishness. s life.

He doesn't like these stupid guys, but as a god who should bring hope and happiness to the world, he must continue to walk even if he is in purgatory on earth.

Therefore he always looks aloof and unattainable.Everyone was in awe of his strength, but feared his strength, and never dared to get too close to him.Even if I told myself countless times in my heart that such things as gentleness no longer existed, I would always feel lonely when I was alone.

In his heart, he yearns to be treated with tenderness and kindness, to be close to others, and to have someone to accompany him on the journey, even though he has been denying this fact.

Therefore, Huang couldn't bear the loneliness in his heart, so he came up with the idea of ​​using his own power to create a life to accompany him.It's a pity that he is only an independent individual of one of the four souls, and he never possesses the complete and powerful power of Tsukiyomi Ming.

However, there are so many creatures in the turbulence and cracks of time and space, it is the same to pick one at random to accompany yourself.

The space-time rift is a magical thing, even the gods have never fully figured out what kind of existence it is.Huang only knew that in such intertwined cracks, there were also special gods living there.

He slowly peeped into the crack for a long time, and finally found a creature that fit his heart.Naive but not clumsy and ignorant, clever but not deep in the city, kind but not stupid and blind.

It's a pity to pass away at such a young age for a soul that has been seen so far. It's better to rely on his power to continue to survive.

If the other party knew all this, they would definitely be grateful for the new life, right?

The moonlight outside the window was hazy, and on a clear summer night, the light of the morning star was even brighter than the full moon.

In a trance, Huang remembered that night a long time ago.

There is such a saying circulating in the human world.

They say that whenever a shooting star streaks across the sky, it means that a beautiful life has passed away.

Countless people marveled at the meteor shower in the sky, and then closed their eyes and prayed to the meteor. At that moment, Huang heard countless wishes, greedy, sad, tiny, ordinary...

Most of them are just praying for money and status, or secretly cursing the miserable life of the hated person.

Huang ignored them, and just laughed at their childishness and cuteness in his heart.

He wanted to bring the chosen creature out of the crack of time and space, but at that moment, he heard an extremely gentle female voice in the crack of time and space.

"If possible, please gods give me a child."

"Whether it's a boy or a girl, if you can have a child, Toko Fujiwara must be the happiest person in the world."

The woman's voice was sincere and sincere, without resentment or greed, revealing the ultimate tenderness from the soul.

What a rare human being, such an extremely gentle person must live in a peaceful and beautiful world, right?

At that moment, Huang involuntarily changed his actions.

He used his own strength to push the creature whose consciousness was in chaos towards the praying woman.

Yes, the world he lives in is a living hell...

Such a beautiful creature should meet such a gentle soul, why should he confine this creature to his side, and endure the pain with him...

Soon after, a god from the shrine that exists in the gap between time and space found him and asked him if he needed help to bring back the child who accidentally fell into another time and space.

"No, just let her stay in that world."

It is enough to live carefree in that world.

"You are really kind, do you really plan to keep your child by your side?" the strange voice asked with a smile.

"No, if you encounter any difficulties, it's not too late to find me."

"Okay, then you are really stubborn, I won't force you anymore." The voice paused for a moment and continued, "Then our office will take care of her for you for now, after all, she was reborn by relying on Gao Tianyuan's power , to do something meaningful!"

"However...you will still meet sooner or later."

"What do you mean?"

"Have you forgotten? She got a new life from your wish..."

Born from his wish, he used his wish to help the other party regain life.

So... what was his wish at that time?

*****

Xia You was lying on the tatami mat in a daze. She was disturbed by Ibaraki last night, and now she is very sleepy.

But no matter how sleepy he was, the lingering feeling in his mind was still the loneliness and loneliness hidden under the indifference and seriousness of Huang.

She didn't know what Huang had experienced in the past, but she guessed that it must be a very bad memory, that's why he created his current character and hid his true self.

Xia You is not willing to open other people's wounds and let them drip with blood again.

It can be seen that Huang is actually a hard-spoken and soft-hearted person. Even though he always keeps saying "stupid human beings" and "stupid monsters", he still helps Yinyangliao deal with all kinds of difficult troubles all night long.

In a trance, she fell into a deep sleep.

For some reason, a dark and icy sea appeared in front of my eyes. The raging waves roared and swept towards the village, mercilessly devouring the bruised and bruised body of a young man in the sea. despair.

Vaguely, she saw the young man's thin figure and crying face.

……

Humans tempered the sharpest blade with ruthlessness, and abandoned him in the coldest sea water, but the innate tenderness of the boy never disappeared.

Although, he probably didn't think it was gentle.