The bottom lane is forbidden to show affection [e-sports]

"It was so late that day, and it was still so cold, why are you still outside?" Chi Feng's fiery eyes focused on Yu Yuze.

Yu Yuze was holding his pink and blue thermos cup, and the dense heat wafted into the air. After a long silence, he said slowly: "I can't sleep, I was eating supper in the restaurant on the second floor, and I saw a stupid ADC from the floor-to-ceiling window by himself. The hotel slipped out."

A bright firework exploded with a 'bang' in the little madman's heart.

"You... came here specifically to find me?"

Chi Feng's eyes were full of flattery, his excited mandarin was not standard.

Yu Yuze glanced at him with his head tilted, his lake-like pupils shone brightly, and the words 'ask knowingly' were clearly written.

Obviously it was a very casual glance, but it seemed to carry a concrete electric current. Chi Feng obviously felt his scalp explode, his Adam's apple rolled subconsciously, and he said stammeringly: "Just because you saw me going out of the hotel, you specially Come out and find me?"

"After thinking about it, I feel uneasy." Yu Yuze lowered his head, "I always feel that you don't seem like someone who can speak English or Korean."

After the voice fell behind, the little lunatic fell silent.

It is not unreasonable that so many people like Yu Yuze. The aura surrounding him, the inadvertent elegance and gentleness exuded are completely carved into his bones.

He is the antidote and the poison.

The solution is the uneasiness and pain of those around you.

The poisonous thing is that after feeling his kindness, it is inevitable that you will be addicted to it and want to take it as your own.

But he never stops for anyone.

When Yu Yuze came to FG, Chi Feng got his wish.

But the contract is only for one year, and after one season, the choice of going or staying is still in Yu Yuze's hands.

People are always greedy.

Before getting it, people only need to work hard on one thing, and that is how to get it.

After getting it, the difficulty has just begun.

What can be done to make him happy?

What can I give him to keep him?

The anxiety and uneasiness that is extremely afraid of losing has always appeared after possession.

In the beginning, Chi Feng simply thought that if he just worked harder, he would be able to win the championship.

But FG didn't do it back then, and EOL didn't do it either.

The difference between myself and others is nothing more than an extra beating.

Thinking of this, Chi Feng subconsciously let out a long sigh, and looked at the sky dejectedly.

Yu Yuze turned his head and stared at him for a while, then closed the lid of the thermos cup and tightened it.

"Why do you always talk so little when you're alone with me?"

"You have also seen that Song Shi and Liuliu and I can quarrel if we disagree with each other or say a few more words. Since I was young, I have no one to control the door. I have tried to change it many times, but I can't change it." Chi Feng and His eyes met, and he said truthfully, "I'm afraid that if I say the wrong thing, it will make you unhappy."

"But you are so careful, it always makes me feel that there is something between us." Yu Yuze said, "In front of me, you can be yourself."

Chi Feng was stunned briefly, then shook his head: "It's not that I don't want to, but...it seems impossible."

Yu Yuze stared at him and asked seriously, "Why can't it be done?"

"I don't know how to explain..." Chi Feng was stumped by this question, and after racking his brains for a long time, he said incoherently, "Because there are too many people who hate me, hey, it doesn't matter to me, I hate it Just hate it, it doesn't have any effect on me. But... I don't want you to hate me too."

Yu Yuze understood.

"Why can others hate you, but I can't?" Yu Yuze asked him softly.

If others hear this question, they will inevitably think too much.

Heart said: he really hates me, right?

But Chi Feng's brain circuit is straight, and he doesn't have so many twists and turns.

Whatever Yu Yuze asked, he would answer.

"I like you so much, if you hate me, how uncomfortable it is for me."

After finishing speaking, Chi Feng saw that Yu Yuze's expression became a little subtle for a moment, so he quickly accentuated his tone and emphasized: "If you don't like something about me, just tell me, and I will definitely change it. Really, I can change it."

Yu Yuze still didn't speak.

My mind is full of that sentence

- I like you so much

For a long time, he obviously never lacked people to like, and there was no shortage of love words around him.

He couldn't bear to hurt those same sincere feelings in different ways, but he couldn't repay them.

So his way of solving and responding has always been to escape.

Chi Feng is different.

He is straightforward, warm, and frank.

That kind of unabashed liking easily penetrated Yu Yuze's emotional defense line.

Ice and fire are mutually exclusive.

But Chi Feng's raging fire was too hot.

It doesn't matter whether you are a snow mountain or a glacier, whether it melts or not is none of my business, I will burn it.

Seeing Yu Yuze lowered his head and remained silent, he hurriedly changed his words: "I know you don't dislike me, what I mean is..."

"Just be yourself." Yu Yuze raised his head and curled his mouth towards Chi Feng, "I chose a little lunatic, not a piece of wood."

Chi Feng blinked quickly and took a deep breath.

He felt that a person like Yu Yuze wouldn't tease others when he was free.

But he always felt...

By saying this, Yu Yuze was teasing him.

This is so foul.

"I'm often out of my mind when I speak and do things." Chi Feng asked again, "You really don't hate me?"

If it was someone else, I would have been impatient to be asked repeated questions over and over again by the little lunatic.

But Yu Yuze was very patient.

He moved his eyes to the starry sky, and said slowly: "At least for now, I can understand all the 'badness' you have in the eyes of others, and I think there is nothing wrong with you."

"For example?" Chi Feng asked.

"For example, in Song Shi, they all thought you were frivolous, and always said and acted without thinking about the consequences. But I think it's not that you don't think about it, it's just that the upper limit you can bear is much higher than theirs." Yu Yuze said.

Chi Feng didn't fully understand: "What upper limit?"

"Do you remember that a few years ago there was a professional player named Ah Yin who was the top laner?" Yu Yuze asked him.

Chi Feng was somewhat impressed.

This guy was one of those rare aggressive players, but he disappeared after only two years of professional play.

In the first year, the momentum was overwhelming, meeting gods and killing gods, and attracted a lot of attention.

In the second year, the state took a sharp turn for the worse, as if a different person had been changed.

"Since the development of the e-sports industry, a lot of things have changed. In the early days, how could professional players have such social status and treatment? They were all a group of Internet addicted teenagers. Let alone salary, they were willing to move forward even if they included food and lodging. I fought my best to win. But now, with more attention, there will be more scolding."

Fearing that Chi Feng wouldn't understand, Yu Yuze kept his voice under control and didn't speak too fast: "Ayin made a major mistake at a critical moment, which led to losing the game and missing the World Championship. Before the game, a short sentence of trash talk' teach you "How to play top laner" was scolded on the hot search, ridiculed all over his body, since then, he has never chosen a fighter type top laner, and like most top laners, he started to play tanks and resist pressure."

Chi Feng finally remembered: "I know that. I also said at the time that this person Jian Ji and Qing Gang Ying are so good at playing, why did they suddenly go to play with meat? If they were scolded, they wouldn't dare to show off their skills." , the mentality is too bad."

"Actually, you can't blame him. It's hard not to doubt life when a person is denied by the whole world overnight." Yu Yuze shook his head at him, "Accompanied by huge benefits are often huge risks. The risk is not something he can bear, and it is only natural that he will give up the benefits."

Chi Feng curled his lips and looked up at the sky: "It's a pity, the number one swordswoman in the national uniform."

"Changing the world and not being changed by the world are both difficult things." Yu Yuze said, turning his gaze from the starry sky to Chi Feng, "But you are different, Chi Feng, you dare to be an enemy of the whole world."