no crossing the line

After Ji Jinglian made the phone call, she made sure that there was nothing wrong with Liu Mei, Zheng Xuanxuan, and Zhou Wei, so she felt a little relieved.After confirming that Jian Qin's condition was stable, she went home to pick up her clothes, thought about it, and reported to Wang Juan again.

After returning to the hospital, it was already two o'clock in the morning. After making sure that Jian Qin had fallen asleep, Ji Jinglian slept carelessly on the accompanying bed all night.

I don't know if it's because I'm worried about Jian Qin or because I'm not used to sleeping in the hospital. Ji Jinglian didn't sleep very well this time, and seemed to have a lot of nightmares, but what happened when I woke up in the morning? Nothing? Remember, only my whole body was left exhausted.

Jian Qin seemed to wake up earlier than her. Ji Jinglian opened his eyes and waited for a while before realizing that Jian Qin was looking at him for an unknown amount of time.

"When did you wake up?" Ji Jinglian quickly got up and walked to Jianqin's side. Seeing that her face was still haggard, she couldn't help worrying, "Is there something else? I'm not feeling well? I'll call the doctor."

"I'm fine," Jian Qin grabbed Ji Jinglian's hand and shook his head, "I'm just a little hungry, help me buy some breakfast."

"You vomited yesterday and you should still be very uncomfortable. I told Aunt Zhang yesterday? Yes, she will bring porridge in the morning. Wait a moment. I'll ask how long it will take for her to arrive."

"it is good."

Although Jian Qin's complexion is not very good today, her mood has obviously stabilized a lot.Ji Jinglian let go of her hanging heart, contacted Aunt Zhang and sat down beside Jian Qin.

"Should be there in 10 minutes? The hospital, can you still hold on?"

Jian Qin nodded, showing a smile: "It doesn't matter, I'm not that hungry."

Ji Jinglian naturally stretched out her hands to straighten Jian Qin's somewhat messy temple hair. Jian Qin's body instinctively wanted to dodge, but then he forcibly endured it.

"Can you now tell me what happened last night? The doctor said? It's probably mental... Excuse me, did I put too much pressure on you?"

Jian Qin stared at Ji Jinglian and was silent for a while, for some reason, although her gaze didn't contain any strong emotions, Ji Jinglian gradually found it difficult to face it.Just when she was almost overwhelmed, Jian Qin finally said slowly: "Is it related to you? It has nothing to do with it. It was my mother who called and said that she wanted to visit me during the vacation. I had to lie to him? guys, so I feel really guilty that somehow it just happened.”

This explanation is quite reasonable, Ji Jinglian carefully observed Jian Qin's face, seeing her calm expression, felt at ease again.

"I'm sorry, I can't share these things for you..."

Jian Qin showed a smile: "Why do you keep apologizing? It's not your fault. Everything...is my own choice, and I will be responsible for it."

Ji Jinglian wanted to say something, but in the end she just gently put her arms around her shoulders.

She actually understands that no matter how much she apologizes, it is useless. What has happened already happened, and she will act as an accomplice to let it continue to develop. This alone cannot be redeemed by an apology.

Her only wish now is to let Jian Qin live a peaceful, happy and carefree life without being disturbed by those worldly troubles.

"I will face it with you? Your parents, Jian Qin, I will always be by your side, no matter what it is? I... will bear it with you."

Jian Qin tilted her head and leaned on her shoulder, her voice was low and sounded a little far away.

"Jing Lian, you are so amazing, you can promise? This kind of absolute? Guarantee... You must be right? I am very confident, right? I can't do it. I am always worrying about gains and losses. I am with you, right? Still confused."

"It's okay? It doesn't matter, we can slowly find a definite future together."

"But what if I can't find it with you?"

Ji Jinglian's breathing was stagnant, and she put a little force on Jian Qin's arm: "Have you been worrying about these things? I'm sorry, I haven't found out, and I only care about my own happiness."

"Only occasionally have such thoughts..." Jian Qin lowered her eyelids, and her thick eyelashes cast a little shadow, making her face dark and unclear, "I also occasionally think, if Jing Xi knows What about our business? What will he think? Will he hate me or understand me? Will he curse me or bless me?"

Ji Jinglian couldn't help but frowned: "You don't have to worry about him, he's already dead."

Jian Qin's head moved slightly, and his voice became lower again.

"Jing Lian, I know that you and Jing Xi have a bad relationship, but... he? After all, he is someone I loved. You are in front of me? Say? He? Can't you be more tactful?"

Jian Qin had never entangled with Ji Jinglian on this issue before, and the two had a tacit understanding to mention Ji Jingxi less.Ji Jinglian didn't know why she was suddenly obsessed with this point, but she instinctively felt repulsive.

"Since you know that I have a bad relationship with him, let's not mention him, shall we?"

Jian Qin didn't say anything for a while, and when she spoke again, she had a nasal and crying voice: "You asked me what I was thinking and what I was worried about... I thought you wanted to know, right? Sorry, use These things? Upset you..."

Ji Jing pityed? He panicked.

"No, that's not what I meant, eh? Sorry... should I say? Right? Sorry, I'm not upset..."

She is jealous and guilty.

Every time Jian Qin said that she loved Ji Jingxi, the jealousy in her heart kept popping up.She wanted to tell Jian Qin so much that that bastard Ji Jingxi didn't deserve her love at all, so she wanted Jian Qin to belong only to herself.

God knows how unwilling she is to go to great lengths to maintain the image of a dead person, to let him? stay in his lover's heart forever?

But now she can't tell the truth to Jianqin nakedly, because this matter? It's about children and family property, it's about her credit, it's about whether Jianqin will get hurt.

No matter from which point of view, it is the best choice to bury the truth forever, and it is more like her selfishness to tell Jian Qin everything.Just because you want to monopolize your lover and kill her good memories, this is the real selfishness, right?

She just kept trying to convince herself that the more time passed, the harder it would be for her to speak the truth.The avoidance of talking about Ji Jingxi is not only because of jealousy, but also because of deep guilt and guilt.

She is no longer sure why she is trying so hard to hide the truth, is it for the child, for the property, for Jian Qin, or for herself?

Some things once started, it seems that there is no way to turn back, and now she can only choose to swallow all the bitter fruit.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Jian Qin," Jian Qin's words made her feel that she was so hypocritical, all the seemingly high-sounding concerns... were just satisfying her own selfish desires and satisfying her concern I don’t care about what Jian Qin is worrying about, “I’m too sensitive… I don’t know how to apologize to you… I just, I just hope you can forgive me this time…”

Rarely, she was tongue-tied, unable to even speak? Logic, unable to do anything except apologize.

Did Jian Qin close his eyes? Did he say anything? Ji Jinglian was anxious and begged, "I really know I was wrong, Ji Jingxi... is someone you loved, I'm just a little jealous of him...but I've thought about it, he's also my younger brother... I shouldn't treat him like this."

Jian Qin suddenly laughed softly: "Why are you jealous of Jing Xi? You are the same in my eyes, now he is dead, but we are still together, if you really want to be jealous, it should be him too. Is it right to be jealous of you, isn't it?"

Ji Jinglian was a little surprised that Jian Qin would say such a thing, but when she heard that he and Ji Jingxi were the same in her eyes, she subconsciously felt uncomfortable.She tried her best to ignore that strange feeling, and forced a smile on her face.

"Are you right?... I think too much." Ji Jinglian reorganized his thoughts, held Jian Qin's hand and said, "But you also think too much, the living should live well, Don't always be bound by the dead and the past. If Ji Jingxi really loves you, he should be happy for your happiness, isn't he?"

Jian Qin finally nodded: "It's true that I think too much, right? I'm sorry for making you worry."

Ji Jinglian held Jian Qin's cheeks lovingly, and looked deeply into her eyes: "I'm just afraid that you will get hurt, Jian Qin, I..."

Seeing that she was about to confess to Jian Qin affectionately, there was a knock on the door and there was a sudden knock on the door——Aunt Zhang brought breakfast.

Jian Qin pushed her arm: "Aunt Zhang is here, go and open the door."

Ji Jinglian was a little annoyed, but she obediently got up and went to open the door.

The two stayed in the hospital for a few days, and Jian Qin never had such a situation again, and his body gradually recovered.During the period, Wang Juan came to the hospital to see Jian Qin, because Ji Jinglian was there, so she didn't say much? What, she only said a few superficially polite words.

At the end of Ji Jinglian's vacation, Jian Qin was finally allowed to leave the hospital.This sudden change came without warning, and it happened in an inexplicable way.

The only change is probably that Ji Jinglian is more nervous about Jian Qin's body, and dare not talk to her again? What should she do more? When Jian Qin's parents call, she is always on the sidelines, afraid of any accidents.

"Hi, Huanhuan."

Li Huanhuan went home eleven times, and once he came back, he threw himself into the intense work again.It wasn't until she came back that she found out that Jian Qin was living in the hospital. She originally wanted to visit her on the weekend, but she suddenly called.

"What's the matter, Qinqin? Did you miss me?"

It is very convenient for the two to contact each other through WeChat. Is there anything urgent? They usually don’t make phone calls.

"Well... Huanhuan, I want you to do me a favor."

After listening to a few sentences, Li Huanhuan realized that something was wrong with Jian Qin's voice, and subconsciously lowered his voice: "What do you think? As long as I can help, I will do my best."

"Can you take me to visit the prison? I want to see Zhou Wei, and this matter? I don't want Jing Lian and Wen Sheng to know."

"Ah?" Li Huanhuan didn't expect that Jian Qin would make such a request at all, and he was stunned for a long time before asking in surprise, "Qinqin, what happened?"

"I can't say for now? But you are the only one who can help me."

Li Huanhuan immediately cheered up when he heard this: "Don't worry, this matter is on me. In this way, I will first ask Mr. Wen for his duty time, and then we will visit the prison while he is away. As for Ji Jing Lian over there... I just said? It's my birthday, I'm going to accompany me to celebrate my birthday, what do you think?"

"it is good."

"When the time comes, I'll pick you up in Mr. Wen's car, lest the driver tip off."

"... Huanhuan, thank you."

Li Huanhuan's hearty voice came from the other end of the phone: "Hey, what are we talking about? What are we doing?"

Jian Qin knew that just a word of thanks could not express her gratitude to Li Huanhuan. The only person she could trust now was this best friend.

There is only one month left until the due date, and her time is running out.

作者有话要说：第四部分结束，小白羊的每句话都值得深思啊。感谢在2021-06-2621:00:11~2021-06-2623:11:03期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the deep water torpedo: 1 Watanabe Kuri;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 Xiangrui;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: quack, 415239011;

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 19 bottles of YukiSSR; 10 bottles of ah ah hey; 3 bottles of Fang Luo and the chic backpack;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!