no crossing the line

In the next few days, Ji Jinglian would go to the hospital every day after get off work, but Zheng Xuanxuan didn't want to see her anyway. Ji Jinglian could only do it first under the doctor's advice.But she put the collected evidence on Zheng Xuanxuan, and let her choose whether to face the truth.

As for Jian Qin, she has been sleeping in Ji Jinglian's room for the past few days.

"Erica, I'm fine, you go and see Senior Sister."

Today is the day of Jian Qin's prenatal examination, and it's the weekend, since it's already? No need to worry about being discovered by Zheng Xuanxuan, Ji Jinglian naturally accompanied Jian Qin for the examination.

"Miss Zheng, would you like to see? I'll contact me when I'm here. Anyway, I'm already in the hospital. I'll accompany you through the examination first."

Jian Qin thought about it, but did not refuse.

"Then let's go over and have a look after I finish the inspection. Don't worry, I won't force it. It's okay to wait outside."

"Um……"

Ji Jinglian's attitude towards Jian Qin these two days is very subtle, Jian Qin has some vague feelings, but he can't tell exactly where the change happened.But she thinks this is a good development, after all, the relationship between the two is much closer than before.

Jian Qin has already been pregnant for about five months, and the bulge of her abdomen is becoming more and more obvious.Although her body has always been good, she still feels a lot of pressure on her waist and abdomen recently. Occasionally, she will subconsciously make a motion to support her waist? It already feels like a pregnant woman.

Ji Jinglian bought her a maternity belt in consideration of this situation early in the morning, and has worked tirelessly to help her with massages these past few nights.

Jian Qin noticed that Ji Jinglian's attitude towards her had changed because of this point, so how should I put it... Ji Jinglian's attitude towards her before could be described as serious and responsible, but in the past few days A little more human touch.The overall feeling is also much softer, and the attitude even has a little bit of positive meaning.

Even now at the prenatal checkup, Ji Jinglian supports her very naturally, as if protecting his wife.

Jian Qin suddenly wondered, if Ji Jinglian were a man, would the two of them look a lot like a young couple who came for a prenatal checkup?

This kind of thinking is so natural, but it also carries some kind of indescribable ambiguity.

"It's our time, let's go in." Just when Jian Qin was thinking wildly, Ji Jinglian gently helped her, "What's wrong?"

She probably sensed that Jian Qin was absent-minded, and looked down at her with a hint of worry.

"Are you still worried about Miss Zheng?"

Neither Jian Qin nodded nor shook his head, and could only give a vague "hmm".

"...Is it because Miss Zheng doesn't forgive you, so you can't feel at ease?"

Jian Qin was a little surprised by Ji Jinglian's words. On the one hand, it was Ji Jinglian's tone—according to past experience, if Erica thought she had such thoughts, she would definitely start educating her.What stupidity, naivety, ignorance? And this? It's none of your business. It's sure to rain down, and it's not advisable to use a strong attitude to make her recognize this kind of thinking.

But Ji Jinglian asked very gently this time, with concerns bluntly expressed in her tone.

Another reason for the surprise was that Jian Qin hadn't actually thought about it this way. Although she really hoped to reach a reconciliation with Zheng Xuanxuan, it was the victim's business not to forgive, and she couldn't force it.What she is most worried about now is that Zheng Xuanxuan will do something stupid, and the other is that she will no longer receive treatment because she is angry.

"It's not like this...Erica, you don't have to worry about my mood. I know that many things cannot be forced. What happened to Senior Sister Zheng... In the final analysis, it was Jing Xi's fault. No matter how guilty we are, we can't help him. Atonement."

Jian Qin's answer obviously also surprised Ji Jinglian. Seeing the expression on Ji Jinglian's face?, she hurriedly shook her hand and added: "So... everything? Let it be, let's... You can only do what you can, and you don’t have to force results.”

Don't say that Ji Jinglian will be surprised by Jian Qin's words, even Jian Qin is aware of this? His words sound a bit "unconscionable".If it was in the past, even if she had such a thought in her heart, she might not be able to say it out, not to mention she still cares about Zheng Xuanxuan's situation now.

But after spending so long with Ji Jinglian, Jianqin has fully understood one thing - whether it is the mess left by Ji Jingxi or her guilt, the responsibility will eventually fall on Ji Jinglian.

Ji Jinglian has always been taking care of Zheng Xuanxuan because her younger brother Ji Jingxi hurt her, and she has taken on a burden that shouldn't belong to her. How old is it?

It's not that Jian Qin no longer feels guilty towards Zheng Xuanxuan, as long as Ji Jingxi's injury to Zheng Xuanxuan doesn't change, she will always have this matter in her heart.It's just that now, the distress for Ji Jinglian has the upper hand.

In any case, the "kindness" she tries to maintain should not be at the expense of Erica's physical and mental health-she can't add pressure to Erica.

Ji Jinglian didn't know? Did she understand what she meant? After looking at each other for a while, he held her hand and said in a low voice, "I know, I understand, I will do what I can."

The 5-month-old fetus already has a complete shape under the B-ultrasound test. Although it is impossible to distinguish the baby's appearance professionally like a doctor, Jian Qin can feel the power of life through the picture and shadow.

Ji Jinglian sat on the side, holding Jian Qin's hand, and seemed to be more focused than her.

Jian Qin inexplicably felt a little ashamed - it had been a long time since Ji Jinglian accompanied her for the prenatal checkup, and at that time, Ji Jinglian was not with her during the checkup.

Jian Qin's originally slender waist and flat lower abdomen are now a lot bloated. For young girls, pregnancy not only brings physical damage, but also brings a lot of psychological consumption.

The liquid smeared on the stomach for B-ultrasound? It is cool and slippery, and the waistband of the trousers is also pulled very low.For comfort, Jian Qin is now wearing loose clothes, including inner clothes, so the style and color are also very simple.She turned her face sideways and didn't dare to look at Ji Jinglian, for fear of seeing the scene where her bloated figure was exposed in front of the other party.

Feeling ashamed in front of Ji Jinglian, who is also a woman, must be because of inferiority complex?

The doctor briefly explained the situation, and the fetus is in stable condition and very healthy.

"I, I'll be fine when I come here."

As soon as Jian Qin saw that Ji Jinglian took the paper to help herself? Wipe her stomach, she hurriedly reached out to pick it up.

Ji Jinglian avoided her hand, bent over and raised his eyelids to glance at her: "Is there any difference?"

While talking, she gently wiped off the B-ultrasound coupling agent on Jian Qin's stomach, and even tied her a pregnancy belt, her movements? Very? Gently.

Jian Qin blushed, and felt that something was weird, but because of being taken care of like this, she felt an indescribable...sweet feeling?

She was stunned by this thought, and Ji Jinglian had already taken her hand: "Let's go, let's go to Miss Zheng's ward... but we may not see her, you should be mentally prepared .”

Jian Qin's disturbed heart gradually returned to calm due to the temperature passed from his hands, and Ji Jinglian's calm gaze always had the power to calm people down.

"Ah."

Ji Jinglian was not sure that she would be able to see Zheng Xuanxuan. In the past few days, Zheng Xuanxuan not only stopped her rehabilitation, but also almost refused to talk to anyone.Although Ji Jinglian could see each other if she wanted to, but because of Zheng Xuanxuan's emotional considerations, she finally gave up.

The only consolation was that Zheng Xuanxuan was still willing to eat and did not bother to find Zhou Wei. This made Ji Jinglian feel relieved.

Zheng Xuanxuan was angry at Jian Qin for hiding her identity, which is understandable, but if she still trusts Zhou Wei, it would be too stupid.

"Sister..."

Ji Jinglian was thinking about how to make things better, and suddenly heard Jian Qin murmured blankly beside her.She followed Jian Qin's gaze, and saw Zheng Xuanxuan sitting in a wheelchair not far away being pushed by a nurse.

The two parties are still far away, but Zheng Xuanxuan also clearly saw them.Immediately afterwards, the two saw a dispute between Zheng Xuanxuan and the nurse.

Although she couldn't hear what the two said, Jian Qin seemed to want the nurse to take her away from Zheng Xuanxuan's posture, and the nurse probably saw Ji Jinglian and persuaded her a little.

Zheng Xuanxuan was obviously very excited and wanted to push the wheelchair away by herself. The nurse looked like she was going to help, but she pushed her hand away.After a while, the dispute escalated into a physical conflict. The nurse did not dare to collide with the patient and could only retreat temporarily. However, Zheng Xuanxuan turned over too quickly and fell to the ground with her wheelchair.

"what!"

Jian Qin let out a low cry, and subconsciously wanted to step forward, but Ji Jinglian held her back.

"Wait, you stay here."

Only then did Jian Qin think of her own situation, and nodded repeatedly: "I'm fine, you can go."

Ji Jinglian glanced at her, turned around and ran towards Zheng Xuanxuan.

"Miss Zheng, please don't get excited, I'll help you sit on it."

The nurse's name is Mu Qing, who just graduated from nursing major this year.Ji Jinglian set several conditions for the nurses at the beginning. Young women with related professions must be strong, hard-working, and kind.

Mu Qing came from the countryside, and his family was not very well off. At that time, he was in urgent need of money, which happened to be in full compliance with Ji Jinglian's requirements.

In the past few months, she has been conscientiously completing her work. She has suffered a lot from Zheng Xuanxuan, but she has never complained.

"Mu Qing, get out of the way." Ji Jinglian saw Zheng Xuanxuan pushing and shoving Mu Qing, and stretched out her hand to push her aside, "Miss Zheng, even if you don't want to see us, there's no need to embarrass Mu Qing .”

"Why are you here? Watch me laugh? Talk? Ji Jinglian, you go and tell Jian Qin, I won't forgive you, I won't..."

She fell to the ground in a state of embarrassment, Ji Jinglian grabbed the wrist she swung over, and knelt down beside her.

"Do you think we need your forgiveness? Ms. Zheng, I can tell you without any burden. Although I regret what happened to you, I don't feel guilty at all. I have done everything I can do, now It's you who won't let go of the past, won't hold on to hope, won't redeem yourself."

Ji Jinglian held Zheng Xuanxuan's arms tightly and looked at her solemnly.

"You don't want to see me and Jian Qin again, we can stop seeing you in the future, but so what? Are you? happy? Are you? at ease? Are you? Winning?"

"Shut up, I don't want to hear it, I don't want to hear it..."

"Of course you can choose not to listen. You can even choose not to want to, not to watch, or not to move. The indemnity I paid is enough for you to spend the rest of your life. You can live comfortably as a walking dead, and you can even choose to die. But So? Is that what you wanted? When you committed suicide? Did you forget what I said?"

"You don't want me to see your jokes? Well, then why do you want me to see your jokes? You hate me, Jian Qin, and Zhou Wei, but why do you punish yourself? You keep asking yourself? What did you do wrong to end up like this? I can tell you very clearly that you had nothing wrong with it. You were just plain unlucky. But this world is so unreasonable and unlucky It's also a part of life? Fate is unfair to you, so why don't you be nice to yourself? Even if you only have money, you have the right to enjoy the happiness that money can bring, don't you?"

"Woooooooo..."

Zheng Xuanxuan wanted to push Ji Jinglian away, but she was powerless and could only shake her head constantly.Ji Jinglian simply hugged her in his arms to prevent her from moving further and hurting himself.

"Miss Zheng, it doesn't matter how many times I say it, you are hopelessly stupid. For a person like me, no matter how miserable you are, I won't feel guilty. On the contrary, if you live a prosperous life, you will make me It feels like being slapped in the face."

作者有话要说：简小姐：颜控是没有弯直的。感谢在2021-06-0904:50:21~2021-06-0919:14:22期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 piece of herbal tea jelly jelly;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mines: keep jumping into the pit, 1 unscrupulous item;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of unscrupulous supplies;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!