no crossing the line

Jian Qin's complexion was flustered, her voice was trembling, and she looked like she was about to cry, she looked very fragile.Ji Jinglian hesitated for a moment, then sighed, "Wait a minute."

After she finished speaking, she turned and went out. When she came back, she had already changed into a set of loose home clothes.

"is this OK?"

After she got into bed, she hugged Jian Qin lightly, her movements were very careful, as if she was afraid of breaking Jian Qin.

Girls often comfort and heal each other through physical contact. Intimate contact and warm embrace can give people a great sense of security.For Jian Qin, this is a very normal thing, so she comforted Ji Jinglian so naturally at first.

It's a pity that Ji Jinglian didn't have any experience in getting along with girlfriends. Although he was gentle with her, he didn't give her any further comfort.

If it were someone else, Jianqin would probably not have made such a request, because if it was a friend who had a good relationship with her—such as Li Huanhuan, she would have hugged her a long time ago, and if she hadn't done so , it must be that the relationship is not close enough.

But Ji Jinglian is different. There is no time when Jianqin hopes to get the embrace and support of the other party more than now.Because Ji Jinglian's embrace is so reliable and strong, as if it can block all wind and rain, and it is so warm and soft, as if it can soothe all pain.

Jian Qin knows that as long as she brings it up, the other party will satisfy her, because Ji Jinglian is such a person.She's full of tenderness, but she doesn't know how to express it.

"Thank you Erica."

Jian Qin found a comfortable position by herself, and nestled into Ji Jinglian's arms. Ji Jinglian's body froze, and her arms froze for a while, not knowing where to put it. Jian Qin seemed to be aware of it. His body was cramped, and he took her hand and put it on his waist.

"That's fine."

Ji Jinglian gave a low "hmm", but her body obviously didn't relax.Jian Qin's tearful eyes were big and bright, looking at Ji Jinglian close at hand.

"I'm sorry, you haven't comforted people like this, have you?"

"Um……"

"It's okay, I just want to lean on your shoulder, just relax a little bit."

Ji Jinglian's expression was a little uncomfortable, and her voice was very stubborn: "I'm not nervous...you go to sleep, I'll be here with you."

To be comforted by someone who needs it is strange in itself.

Jian Qin lightly touched Ji Jinglian's stiff shoulders, trying to show a smile on her haggard face: "I will take a good rest, because the most sad person right now is not me but senior sister. Erica , I know that senior sister definitely doesn't want to see it now? I, I don't know what to do... Please help her... I'm sorry... But I really can only ask you ..."

As she spoke, there was another cry, and the tears slipped down from the corners of her eyes silently, with a helpless look on her face.

"I know, it's okay, I'll take care of it." Ji Jinglian's heart ached, and he held Jian Qin's face in his arms, and wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes with his thumb, "It wasn't yours in the first place." ? Wrong, you shouldn't blame yourself."

If trying to help is a mistake, what is she?

It's just that kind-hearted people are destined to be more easily hurt and blame themselves than despicable and shameless people. Obviously neither Jian Qin nor Zheng Xuanxuan was at fault in this matter, but the final pain fell on these two Innocent? Girls.

"Erica..."

Once a normally indifferent and rational person becomes gentle, even such simple comforting words can touch the softest part of his heart.

With tears in Jian Qin's eyes, she tried her best to show a smile on her face.

"I know it's wrong to put everything on you, but I'm too weak and incompetent..."

"Okay, don't say that."

Ji Jinglian doesn't think there's anything wrong with this, because she's always been like this since she was a child.She solved problems for the family in exchange for the freedom of marriage. No one ever told her what's wrong with taking on these responsibilities.

"No, at least let me finish." Jian Qin shook her head, tears wet her hair and Ji Jinglian's skirt, "Maybe I can't do anything, I can only rely on you , but as long as you need it, as long as I can do it, I will try my best to do it no matter what?"

"Erica, even if it's trivial, I want to be your strength. Please don't reject me."

No one has ever said that to her, or perhaps someone once wanted to tell her this, but she coldly turned her away.

She is the eldest daughter of the Ji family, no matter how hard she struggles, there is always something she can't get rid of.She? has no position to resent anyone or anything, because no matter from a subjective or objective point of view, she? is much happier than most people in this world.

She's not hypocritical enough to blame fate for those shitty things.

But there are indeed a few moments, she? Hope someone can tell her? Even if she is a little lazy, it doesn't hurt; and she also hopes that someone can be by her? When she? Is lonely and helpless? Do.

Thinking about it carefully, Jian Qin is not the only one who approached her alone, let alone the only one who expressed it like this, but it made Ji Jinglian feel the most sincere and the most irresistible one of.

It's not the attitude of standing and talking without back pain, but empathy and sincere understanding and support.

Jian Qin's own experience is actually enough to make many people feel sorry for themselves for a long time, enough to make them constantly lament their miserable fate, enough to make them use this as an excuse to keep asking for it.

But Jianqin not only worked hard to get rid of the pain, but also wanted to actively illuminate others during this period. Even though she knew she would get such a result, she still didn't hesitate.

So stupid and so gentle, even if it's just an act of self-gratification, it's noble enough.No matter sympathy or pity, it is a kind of emotion for human self-satisfaction, which is [-] times more lovely than selfishness and shamelessness.

What a pity, there is no such absolute causality in this world that good will be rewarded with good and evil will be rewarded with evil. People who are too kind will even be judged as stupid because of the badness of others.

Ji Jinglian didn't want to be a foolish person at all, but she couldn't help but be attracted to people with such qualities.

If only they could be smarter, don't be deceived by those shameless people, think more for yourself, and don't care about other people's evaluation.

Mourning her misfortune and angering her, she has such thoughts in her heart, but most of the time she looks on coldly.

It's just that Jian Qin, who was pursued by Ji Jingxi, finally came to a place that couldn't be closer to her due to various factors, leaving her at a loss as to what to do.

Ji Jinglian despises Jian Qin's innocence and stupidity. While deceiving them, she can't help but pity her. While pitying her, she also draws warmth from her.

Ordinary but extremely precious, this is Jian Qin's charm.

Ji Jinglian couldn't figure out why she kept it a secret? Jian Qin and Ji Jingxi's personality, and she couldn't figure out her real purpose.

She just went with the flow and had to start covering one lie with another.

Jian Qin never heard Ji Jinglian's return. The other party just stared at her deeply and for a long time. His deep eyes seemed to have the magic power to absorb people.

She was still nervous at the beginning, wondering if she had said something wrong, and whether she would offend Ji Jinglian by speaking so boldly.

But soon, she couldn't think about anything under Ji Jinglian's gaze.

When was the last time you stared at someone for such a long time?When did you hug someone so close?

Jian Qin couldn't remember anymore.

All she knows is that no one's embrace has ever been more reassuring than Ji Jinglian's arms, obviously such slender arms, obviously so thin shoulders, obviously... obviously a woman , but gave her a certain feeling that other female friends could not give.

Jian Qin seemed to hear her own rapid "heartbeat", but still could only look at Ji Jinglian motionlessly, and even gradually forgot to cry.

Ji Jinglian suddenly lowered her head, and slowly approached Jian Qin's face, and her thin and bright lips soon fell on the corners of her eyes.

Soft and warm, it seems to have a hint of rich fragrance.

Jian Qin just stared at her blankly, neither pandering nor resisting, as if she had lost her ability to think, and maybe she was a little puzzled.

Ji Jinglian just tightened his arms, and let out a low, somewhat hoarse voice from his throat.

"Close your eyes."

Jian Qin closed her eyes obediently, nestled in her arms with great trust, so obedient, so obedient.

While combing Jian Qin's hair with her fingertips, Ji Jinglian gently rubbed her scalp with her fingertips, and gently kissed away the tears from the corners of her eyes.

Too gentle and too comfortable, Jian Qin didn't think about why Ji Jinglian did this at all, and didn't even notice that it was wrong from such an action.

Because Erica has no girlfriends, she can't figure out the boundaries of intimacy; because Erica is so special, the way of comforting others is also different; or because Erica has sensed her needs and knows her needs When you need the most gentle? Soothing.

Erica is the same woman as her and is an older sister, so no matter what she does, it's not surprising.

Jian Qin thought drowsily: It turns out that a woman's kiss can be so relaxing. It would be great if she could kiss Erica last time.

If there is a next time, she? Just do it.

Ji Jinglian covered her face and sat on the sofa, not moving for more than half an hour.After making sure that Jianqin fell asleep safely, she returned to the living room, and then kept this posture all the time.

It's ridiculous, what the hell did she do?

Ji Jinglian asked himself this question about a million times, but he couldn't draw any conclusions.She had a hunch that she couldn't get the answer even if she sat here for a whole night.

There are still too many things she needs to deal with, Ji Jinglian didn't let herself be dazed any longer, picked up the mobile phone from the coffee table and called the hospital first.

Zheng Xuanxuan's situation is naturally not good, but so far she hasn't done anything aggressive.Ji Jinglian asked the nurse to take good care of her? Then he contacted the police station and made an appointment to take notes.

In the end, she called Qu Huayu and arranged work for her.

"My? God, why does that man still have the face to show up!"

Qu Wangyu first complained and insulted, then assured Ji Jinglian that everything would be taken care of, and finally asked about Jian Qin's situation.

"She?... is fine for the time being, and has fallen asleep?"

Ji Jinglian's voice was a bit hesitant, and Qu Wangyu immediately heard something wrong.

"What, what happened?"

Ji Jinglian bit her lip, struggling.

"My God, she? Could it be that she knew about Ji Jingxi..."

"No," Ji Jinglian vetoed her conjecture, and then took a deep breath, "I just...kissed her."

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