no crossing the line
Chapter 45
"Senior sister, senior sister, is it true? Did you really invite an expert to help you see a doctor?"
As soon as Jian Qin received Zheng Xuanxuan's notice, she couldn't wait to come to the hospital to visit her, but compared to her happiness, Zheng Xuanxuan seemed indifferent.
"Experts are not gods. Besides, people didn't say it can be cured, just take a look."
"That? It's also very good. I heard that this expert is very difficult to hire. Senior sister, since she decided to come here after seeing your case, then... proves that there is hope!"
Although Zheng Xuanxuan wanted it? She acted like she didn't care, but her clenched fists still revealed her expectation and apprehension.
"I haven't decided to? Don't? Accept."
The expert was invited by Ji Jinglian. On the one hand, Zheng Xuanxuan was afraid that the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment. On the other hand, she did not want to accept Ji Jinglian's charity.
Sitting beside Zheng Xuanxuan, Jian Qin held her hand tightly: "Senior sister, I know you have a lot of concerns...but I don't think you should give up even if you have a little hope."
Zheng Xuanxuan's palms were slightly sweaty, and after being encouraged, she subconsciously held Jian Qin's hand.
"Xiaoqin, it's hard for me to accept myself like this... I'm afraid I will be even more disappointed."
Zheng Xuanxuan was originally a very gentle person, so she has a good relationship with Jian Qin who is also gentle and gentle.After going through a series of major changes, Ji Jinglian was the only one she was surly and mean.
"But, doesn't this also mean nothing? Wouldn't it be worse than the current situation anyway?" Jian Qin tried to persuade Zheng Xuanxuan to accept Ji Jinglian's kindness, "I heard that this expert helped A lot of people get back on their feet, and she has a lot of experience, so she must be able to give good advice on rehabilitation."
In fact, Jian Qin already got the news from Ji Jinglian as early as yesterday, and she came to visit Zheng Xuanxuan today to persuade her to accept the expert consultation.
"Senior sister, just treat it as a better doctor for your rehabilitation, okay?"
Zheng Xuanxuan showed hesitation and wavering. At this moment, someone knocked on the door.
"Miss Zheng." Ji Jinglian stood at the door, meeting Jian Qin's eyes, "Miss Jian."
Jian Qin smiled at her politely but strangely: "Ms. Ji, hello."
The two have met several times in front of Zheng Xuanxuan, so they are considered "acquaintances" at present.Jian Qin was very nervous at first, but gradually got used to it as the number of times increased.
She wants to help Zheng Xuanxuan out of the predicament. Apart from the sense of responsibility as a friend and the guilt of the perpetrator's girlfriend, there is another very important reason, that is, if Zheng Xuanxuan is in a better mood, she can treat Ji Jing Lian's attitude is also better.
If she could spend more time with her senior, would Erica suffer less?
Zheng Xuanxuan didn't speak, but turned her face away indifferently.
Ji Jinglian walked into the ward, "Miss Zheng, how do you think about what I said?"
Zheng Xuanxuan sneered: "Miss Ji, are you so active in hiring experts for me to alleviate your guilt or to gain my gratitude? Oh, you don't think that this will make up for your family's grievances. The damage I did?"
Jian Qin was terrified when she heard it. Although she had seen Zheng Xuanxuan's attitude towards Ji Jinglian several times, it still made her extremely uncomfortable every time.
She looked at Ji Jinglian nervously and worriedly. Fortunately, at this moment, Zheng Xuanxuan was also restless and didn't realize that she cared too much for Ji Jinglian.
"Why do you want to hide your timidity? Put all the responsibility on others?" Ji Jinglian took good care of Zheng Xuanxuan in actions, but she was always rude in words. Not only did she not show any guilt from the family members of the perpetrators, It doesn't even seem to treat Zheng Xuanxuan as a wounded person, "Your tragedy was caused by my brother, but you are the one who is afraid to seize hope now. Miss Zheng, you don't need it? Every time you guess my behavior, I hire experts for you just because I have money, can't I?"
Jian Qin gasped when she heard that, and Zheng Xuanxuan glared at Ji Jinglian in spite of herself.
"You go, I don't want to see you."
"If you are told what is on your mind, you will become angry from embarrassment, but if you have some sense, Miss Zheng, you should understand that this is a suggestion that is beneficial to you and not harmful. Don't let childish ruin—"
Before Ji Jinglian finished speaking, Zheng Xuanxuan had already picked up the vase on the bedside table and threw it at her.
"what--"
Because it happened so suddenly, Jian Qin didn't react at all.She instinctively exclaimed, but fortunately the vase didn't hit Ji Jinglian, but just fell to her feet and shattered to the ground.
The water in the vase and the flowers brought by Jian Qin were also spilled, and Ji Jinglian's body was also wet.
"Go away! I don't want to see you!"
Even though she has always had a bad attitude towards Ji Jinglian, this is the first time Zheng Xuanxuan has been so angry. Jian Qin is afraid that she will do something irreparable if she gets too emotional. Go forward to push Ji Jinglian.
"Miss Ji, do seniors need to rest? Please go back first."
Ji Jinglian glanced at her indifferently, Jianqin was full of pleading, and kept making eye contact with her.
"It seems that Miss Zheng needs to calm down, but I hope you can think about this proposal carefully after you calm down."
Jian Qin breathed a sigh of relief, hurriedly pushed Ji Jinglian out of the ward, and closed the door smoothly.
"Sister, are you alright?"
At this time, Zheng Xuanxuan? Already? Tears streaming down her face: "Xiaoqin, why did I have to suffer this? Why is it just me? Did I do something wrong? Or did I do something wrong in my previous life, and I must suffer in this life? retribution?"
Jian Qin felt distressed and guilty, sat on the bedside and hugged Zheng Xuanxuan who was crying bitterly.
"Senior sister, don't? Think about it this way, you have done nothing wrong. There are indeed some things in this world that are unreasonable, but you survived, and this is more important than anything else. I am very happy to meet you again. your turn."
"Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooows
"No, senior sister, you still have me, and there are many people who care about you. Your parents, relatives and friends must all care about you, as long as? Are you willing to contact them?..."
"How can I contact them like this? I severed ties with my family in order to be with Zhou Wei. So many people in school knew about this. My friends... I can't see them? , I won't show them jokes."
"Senior sister, really, your family and friends will not regard your experience as a joke, I will not, and I believe your parents will not either. I know that you have been forced to lose a lot, but because of this , we should try harder to catch the ones we? can? catch, shouldn't we?"
At this time, if it was someone else who persuaded Zheng Xuanxuan like this, she might not be able to listen.But Jian Qin experienced an unwanted pregnancy and the death of her boyfriend, so her words carried a different weight.
Zheng Xuanxuan can lose her temper with Ji Jinglian, and can even throw embarrassment at the nurses and doctors who take care of her, but facing Jian Qin, who has been hard-pressed to be pregnant and still works tirelessly to accompany her, she really can't speak ill.
Unknowingly, she did regard Jian Qin as a support and pillar.
"Xiaoqin, I really hate...why that? A person can die a hundred times, why should I? Endure these pains? And Ji Jinglian, she thinks that using this method can reduce the amount of damage they caused. Do you think I'm going to forgive them?"
On the one hand, Jian Qin felt sorry for Zheng Xuanxuan, but on the other hand, she couldn't bear Ji Jinglian being misunderstood all the time.
"Senior sister, actually, I think Miss Ji... is not bad. She probably didn't find a doctor for you because of this. Although what she said was a bit unpleasant, I can feel that she is doing it for your own good... "
"She's just hypocritical?! Up to now, she has never said a soft word to me, never expressed modesty to me, and never felt that she was wrong. Have you seen her attitude towards me? Who did I become like this? Why can she still face me so confidently and without guilt?"
Jian Qin knew what kind of person Ji Jinglian was and what she thought.
Ji Jinglian disdained to apologize and humbly begged for forgiveness, because she did not do anything wrong and gave Zheng Xuanxuan the compensation she deserved.She doesn't apologize for mistakes she didn't make, that's her principle.
But on the other hand, she bears all of Zheng Xuanxuan's expenses, finds a nurse for her, finds an expert for her, and visits her many times. Whenever Zheng Xuanxuan wants to vent, she will definitely be there.All these are real facts, as long as Zheng Xuanxuan can look at Ji Jinglian calmly, she will definitely feel her kindness.
Jian Qin felt heartbroken that both Zheng Xuanxuan and Ji Jinglian were good people, but they could only get along with each other in this way.And? She couldn't even say a good word for Ji Jinglian.
"Senior sister, what matters is not how Miss Ji is, but what you will do. I don't want you to give up this opportunity, let's try it?"
Jian Qin persuaded Zheng Xuanxuan very patiently, because it was not Ji Jinglian, but her who could really relieve her guilt because Zheng Xuanxuan stood up again.
"Ugh..."
Zheng Xuanxuan lay in Jian Qin's arms, crying so much. Jian Qin just hugged her and patted her on the back lightly.
"Xiaoqin, I'm sorry... I smashed the vase you brought."
"It's okay, I'll buy another one."
Zheng Xuanxuan cried and shook her head: "But things that are already broken cannot be repaired."
Jian Qin gently combed her long hair, and said softly: "Senior, even a broken vase can be repaired if you put your heart into it."
Ji Jinglian sat in the car for half an hour. When she saw Jian Qin, she got out of the car very considerately and opened the door for her.
"What are you holding?" She glanced at the brain in Jian Qin's hand, and frowned, "Why does it look like broken glass?"
"It's a vase... Are you okay? Did it get smashed just now?" Jian Qin reached out and touched the wet cloth on Ji Jinglian's thigh very naturally, "Have you wiped it? Why is it still so wet? ?”
Ji Jinglian pressed her hand uncomfortably: "The weather is so hot, I will do it myself."
Jian Qin gave her a white look: "It's very hot outside, but you've been sitting in the car?"
While talking, she already took out a handkerchief from her bag and helped Ji Jinglian wipe it: "Are you afraid that there will be paper scraps after wiping with a tissue? Handkerchiefs are always okay, right?"
Ji Jinglian seemed to want to stop her, but stopped half way through her hand.
Jian Qin leaned over to help her wipe the water stains on her body, and she held Jian Qin's arm to save her effort.
"Then?" Ji Jinglian looked at the top of Jian Qin's head, and then looked away after a while, "Why did you bring the broken vase back?"
Jian Qin smiled lightly: "I want to fix it."
作者有话要说:已经能非常自然地亲密接触了。感谢在2021-06-0411:30:11~2021-06-0502:14:24期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: 2 keep jumping into the pit; 1 for Yijun and jesssoo;
Thanks to the little angels of irrigation nutrient solution: 53 bottles of Eclipse; 10 bottles of Braised Egg Love Fart; 6 bottles of Gwendolyn;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
Editing is in progress, click on the upper right corner to refresh the current chapter later!
As soon as Jian Qin received Zheng Xuanxuan's notice, she couldn't wait to come to the hospital to visit her, but compared to her happiness, Zheng Xuanxuan seemed indifferent.
"Experts are not gods. Besides, people didn't say it can be cured, just take a look."
"That? It's also very good. I heard that this expert is very difficult to hire. Senior sister, since she decided to come here after seeing your case, then... proves that there is hope!"
Although Zheng Xuanxuan wanted it? She acted like she didn't care, but her clenched fists still revealed her expectation and apprehension.
"I haven't decided to? Don't? Accept."
The expert was invited by Ji Jinglian. On the one hand, Zheng Xuanxuan was afraid that the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment. On the other hand, she did not want to accept Ji Jinglian's charity.
Sitting beside Zheng Xuanxuan, Jian Qin held her hand tightly: "Senior sister, I know you have a lot of concerns...but I don't think you should give up even if you have a little hope."
Zheng Xuanxuan's palms were slightly sweaty, and after being encouraged, she subconsciously held Jian Qin's hand.
"Xiaoqin, it's hard for me to accept myself like this... I'm afraid I will be even more disappointed."
Zheng Xuanxuan was originally a very gentle person, so she has a good relationship with Jian Qin who is also gentle and gentle.After going through a series of major changes, Ji Jinglian was the only one she was surly and mean.
"But, doesn't this also mean nothing? Wouldn't it be worse than the current situation anyway?" Jian Qin tried to persuade Zheng Xuanxuan to accept Ji Jinglian's kindness, "I heard that this expert helped A lot of people get back on their feet, and she has a lot of experience, so she must be able to give good advice on rehabilitation."
In fact, Jian Qin already got the news from Ji Jinglian as early as yesterday, and she came to visit Zheng Xuanxuan today to persuade her to accept the expert consultation.
"Senior sister, just treat it as a better doctor for your rehabilitation, okay?"
Zheng Xuanxuan showed hesitation and wavering. At this moment, someone knocked on the door.
"Miss Zheng." Ji Jinglian stood at the door, meeting Jian Qin's eyes, "Miss Jian."
Jian Qin smiled at her politely but strangely: "Ms. Ji, hello."
The two have met several times in front of Zheng Xuanxuan, so they are considered "acquaintances" at present.Jian Qin was very nervous at first, but gradually got used to it as the number of times increased.
She wants to help Zheng Xuanxuan out of the predicament. Apart from the sense of responsibility as a friend and the guilt of the perpetrator's girlfriend, there is another very important reason, that is, if Zheng Xuanxuan is in a better mood, she can treat Ji Jing Lian's attitude is also better.
If she could spend more time with her senior, would Erica suffer less?
Zheng Xuanxuan didn't speak, but turned her face away indifferently.
Ji Jinglian walked into the ward, "Miss Zheng, how do you think about what I said?"
Zheng Xuanxuan sneered: "Miss Ji, are you so active in hiring experts for me to alleviate your guilt or to gain my gratitude? Oh, you don't think that this will make up for your family's grievances. The damage I did?"
Jian Qin was terrified when she heard it. Although she had seen Zheng Xuanxuan's attitude towards Ji Jinglian several times, it still made her extremely uncomfortable every time.
She looked at Ji Jinglian nervously and worriedly. Fortunately, at this moment, Zheng Xuanxuan was also restless and didn't realize that she cared too much for Ji Jinglian.
"Why do you want to hide your timidity? Put all the responsibility on others?" Ji Jinglian took good care of Zheng Xuanxuan in actions, but she was always rude in words. Not only did she not show any guilt from the family members of the perpetrators, It doesn't even seem to treat Zheng Xuanxuan as a wounded person, "Your tragedy was caused by my brother, but you are the one who is afraid to seize hope now. Miss Zheng, you don't need it? Every time you guess my behavior, I hire experts for you just because I have money, can't I?"
Jian Qin gasped when she heard that, and Zheng Xuanxuan glared at Ji Jinglian in spite of herself.
"You go, I don't want to see you."
"If you are told what is on your mind, you will become angry from embarrassment, but if you have some sense, Miss Zheng, you should understand that this is a suggestion that is beneficial to you and not harmful. Don't let childish ruin—"
Before Ji Jinglian finished speaking, Zheng Xuanxuan had already picked up the vase on the bedside table and threw it at her.
"what--"
Because it happened so suddenly, Jian Qin didn't react at all.She instinctively exclaimed, but fortunately the vase didn't hit Ji Jinglian, but just fell to her feet and shattered to the ground.
The water in the vase and the flowers brought by Jian Qin were also spilled, and Ji Jinglian's body was also wet.
"Go away! I don't want to see you!"
Even though she has always had a bad attitude towards Ji Jinglian, this is the first time Zheng Xuanxuan has been so angry. Jian Qin is afraid that she will do something irreparable if she gets too emotional. Go forward to push Ji Jinglian.
"Miss Ji, do seniors need to rest? Please go back first."
Ji Jinglian glanced at her indifferently, Jianqin was full of pleading, and kept making eye contact with her.
"It seems that Miss Zheng needs to calm down, but I hope you can think about this proposal carefully after you calm down."
Jian Qin breathed a sigh of relief, hurriedly pushed Ji Jinglian out of the ward, and closed the door smoothly.
"Sister, are you alright?"
At this time, Zheng Xuanxuan? Already? Tears streaming down her face: "Xiaoqin, why did I have to suffer this? Why is it just me? Did I do something wrong? Or did I do something wrong in my previous life, and I must suffer in this life? retribution?"
Jian Qin felt distressed and guilty, sat on the bedside and hugged Zheng Xuanxuan who was crying bitterly.
"Senior sister, don't? Think about it this way, you have done nothing wrong. There are indeed some things in this world that are unreasonable, but you survived, and this is more important than anything else. I am very happy to meet you again. your turn."
"Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooows
"No, senior sister, you still have me, and there are many people who care about you. Your parents, relatives and friends must all care about you, as long as? Are you willing to contact them?..."
"How can I contact them like this? I severed ties with my family in order to be with Zhou Wei. So many people in school knew about this. My friends... I can't see them? , I won't show them jokes."
"Senior sister, really, your family and friends will not regard your experience as a joke, I will not, and I believe your parents will not either. I know that you have been forced to lose a lot, but because of this , we should try harder to catch the ones we? can? catch, shouldn't we?"
At this time, if it was someone else who persuaded Zheng Xuanxuan like this, she might not be able to listen.But Jian Qin experienced an unwanted pregnancy and the death of her boyfriend, so her words carried a different weight.
Zheng Xuanxuan can lose her temper with Ji Jinglian, and can even throw embarrassment at the nurses and doctors who take care of her, but facing Jian Qin, who has been hard-pressed to be pregnant and still works tirelessly to accompany her, she really can't speak ill.
Unknowingly, she did regard Jian Qin as a support and pillar.
"Xiaoqin, I really hate...why that? A person can die a hundred times, why should I? Endure these pains? And Ji Jinglian, she thinks that using this method can reduce the amount of damage they caused. Do you think I'm going to forgive them?"
On the one hand, Jian Qin felt sorry for Zheng Xuanxuan, but on the other hand, she couldn't bear Ji Jinglian being misunderstood all the time.
"Senior sister, actually, I think Miss Ji... is not bad. She probably didn't find a doctor for you because of this. Although what she said was a bit unpleasant, I can feel that she is doing it for your own good... "
"She's just hypocritical?! Up to now, she has never said a soft word to me, never expressed modesty to me, and never felt that she was wrong. Have you seen her attitude towards me? Who did I become like this? Why can she still face me so confidently and without guilt?"
Jian Qin knew what kind of person Ji Jinglian was and what she thought.
Ji Jinglian disdained to apologize and humbly begged for forgiveness, because she did not do anything wrong and gave Zheng Xuanxuan the compensation she deserved.She doesn't apologize for mistakes she didn't make, that's her principle.
But on the other hand, she bears all of Zheng Xuanxuan's expenses, finds a nurse for her, finds an expert for her, and visits her many times. Whenever Zheng Xuanxuan wants to vent, she will definitely be there.All these are real facts, as long as Zheng Xuanxuan can look at Ji Jinglian calmly, she will definitely feel her kindness.
Jian Qin felt heartbroken that both Zheng Xuanxuan and Ji Jinglian were good people, but they could only get along with each other in this way.And? She couldn't even say a good word for Ji Jinglian.
"Senior sister, what matters is not how Miss Ji is, but what you will do. I don't want you to give up this opportunity, let's try it?"
Jian Qin persuaded Zheng Xuanxuan very patiently, because it was not Ji Jinglian, but her who could really relieve her guilt because Zheng Xuanxuan stood up again.
"Ugh..."
Zheng Xuanxuan lay in Jian Qin's arms, crying so much. Jian Qin just hugged her and patted her on the back lightly.
"Xiaoqin, I'm sorry... I smashed the vase you brought."
"It's okay, I'll buy another one."
Zheng Xuanxuan cried and shook her head: "But things that are already broken cannot be repaired."
Jian Qin gently combed her long hair, and said softly: "Senior, even a broken vase can be repaired if you put your heart into it."
Ji Jinglian sat in the car for half an hour. When she saw Jian Qin, she got out of the car very considerately and opened the door for her.
"What are you holding?" She glanced at the brain in Jian Qin's hand, and frowned, "Why does it look like broken glass?"
"It's a vase... Are you okay? Did it get smashed just now?" Jian Qin reached out and touched the wet cloth on Ji Jinglian's thigh very naturally, "Have you wiped it? Why is it still so wet? ?”
Ji Jinglian pressed her hand uncomfortably: "The weather is so hot, I will do it myself."
Jian Qin gave her a white look: "It's very hot outside, but you've been sitting in the car?"
While talking, she already took out a handkerchief from her bag and helped Ji Jinglian wipe it: "Are you afraid that there will be paper scraps after wiping with a tissue? Handkerchiefs are always okay, right?"
Ji Jinglian seemed to want to stop her, but stopped half way through her hand.
Jian Qin leaned over to help her wipe the water stains on her body, and she held Jian Qin's arm to save her effort.
"Then?" Ji Jinglian looked at the top of Jian Qin's head, and then looked away after a while, "Why did you bring the broken vase back?"
Jian Qin smiled lightly: "I want to fix it."
作者有话要说:已经能非常自然地亲密接触了。感谢在2021-06-0411:30:11~2021-06-0502:14:24期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: 2 keep jumping into the pit; 1 for Yijun and jesssoo;
Thanks to the little angels of irrigation nutrient solution: 53 bottles of Eclipse; 10 bottles of Braised Egg Love Fart; 6 bottles of Gwendolyn;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
Editing is in progress, click on the upper right corner to refresh the current chapter later!
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