no crossing the line

Ji Jinglian is not afraid of loneliness. Although she has a mother and younger brother, she has been used to living alone since she was a child, so she has a good adaptability to being alone.

She only needs a small space to heal all wounds.

The dark, narrow, closed place can make her forget the pain in body, the pain in mind, and even her own existence as Ji Jinglian.

Her mind is filled with all kinds of crazy thoughts, all of which are the most annoying and contemptuous thoughts in her daily life, irrational options that will never be chosen.

Ji Jinglian shrank herself so small, so small, thinking that it would be good to disappear like this, just like Ji Jingxi, leaving everything behind.Don't think about your mother, don't think about the company, don't think about your friends, abandon your reason and be a hopelessly stupid person.

In fact, there is no difference between her and Ji Jingxi at all, so...

"Erica, why are you here?"

Suddenly there was a very soft sound in the dim space, like a clear spring suddenly falling from the dead black pool.

The sound of rustling footsteps gradually moved closer to her, and the breath she was already familiar with was also approaching her.

No!

There was a voice in Ji Jinglian's brain shouting like this, she had decided not to let anyone else see her like this, but her body couldn't move as if she was really stuck in a quagmire.

Ah, perhaps, she has actually merged into the darkness as longed for, or maybe she has successfully disappeared from this world at all.

So...so even if Jian Qin comes in, she won't be found at all, and she won't even know that she is here.

"Erica, are you okay?"

However, the voice was getting closer and closer to her, until it was close to her ears.Then a hand gently? Caressed on her head, with the warmth that seemed to melt ice and snow.As soon as she was touched by this warmth, her body seemed to break free from the shackles suddenly, and she could finally move again.

"Get out." Ji Jinglian's voice was cold and hoarse, showing stubbornness and stubbornness, "Did you knock on the door? Who let you in?"

Jian Qin carefully crouched beside her while holding her belly, not being intimidated by her attitude.

"I? Knock on the door, but you are sick. Do I? Still need a sick person? Come to me? Open the door?"

Ji Jinglian's chaotic brain had a slight impression of this sentence, and it took him a long time to think about it before he remembered that he had said it when the other party was sick.

"I? Said I? I'll be fine after a night of sleep, right? Don't bother me."

"I just found out that you were sleeping here," Jian Qin said with a hint of a smile, and gently pressed Ji Jinglian's forehead with her frail and boneless hand, "You still have a fever, do you know the exact reason?" ? Let the family doctor come and see it for you."

Migraines don't cause fevers, but it's possible that fevers can cause migraines.

"I? All? Say no, don't stay here," Ji Jinglian snorted coldly, with a hint of threat, "If it's the flu, you, a pregnant woman, will be in danger."

"If it was the flu, you would have called your family doctor a long time ago, because there is a pregnant woman at home, aren't you such an irresponsible person?" Jian Qin leaned forward, and knelt on the thick ground with her first knee On the blanket, the distance to Ji Jinglian got closer, "You know very well why you have a fever and migraines. Is it really because of your menstrual period?"

Ji Jinglian raised her face suddenly, Jian Qin finally saw her expression clearly through the weak light.

Hastily, helplessly, and even a tinge of grievance, she saw a child-like fragility on the face of this mature woman who has always been proud, calm, and thoughtful almost omnipotent.

"If you want to have a good rest, go to bed, haven't you taken your medicine yet?"

"unnecessary."

"But migraines should be very uncomfortable, right?" Jian Qin showed infinite patience, talking with Ji Jinglian in this small corner, and kept her voice down because she was afraid that she would feel unwell, "You don't want to take medicine If so, how about I rub it for you?"

"unnecessary……"

Ji Jinglian's voice was not as firm as it was at the beginning, and Jian Qin also ignored her answer and put his hand lightly on Ji Jinglian's temple.

"I? I just looked up how to relieve migraines. I? It will be lighter. If you feel uncomfortable, tell me?."

"I? Didn't say no—"

"I? You didn't listen to me when I said no, so I? A big sister older than Ji Jinglian, gentle and full of patience, "Don't speak so loudly, it will be more uncomfortable. And you promised to treat me before? Be more gentle and tactful, just treat me ? Accept it as if it was coerced, no? Very? Okay?"

Accompanied by Jian Qin's bewitching words, the thumb also touched the temple lightly and rubbed it.Ji Jinglian was already in pain. The almost numb scalp relaxed slightly, and the pulse of pain seemed to be dispelled.

"Where do you hurt the most? Left or right?"

Ji Jinglian hugged her knees and remained motionless, as if she had given up struggling, but she didn't say a word, as if she was using silence to make the last resistance.

"I? It seems that migraines usually only hurt on one side, not only the left and right, but also the front and back."

Jian Qin's voice is soft and soothing, even for migraine patients who don't like voices, it's pleasant enough.As she spoke, she spread her fingers to help Ji Jinglian gently knead. When her thumb pressed to a certain point on the back of her right head, Ji Jinglian hummed softly.

"is it here?"

There are many causes of migraine, and it is difficult to find out the exact factor, but pressing the pain point during the attack is often the most direct way to relieve it besides taking medicine.

Ji Jinglian is not always unwilling to take medicine. Under normal circumstances, she will take medicine in time and then take a good rest.

Only this time, she was in an "abnormal" state, so she chose to hide in the turtle shell again, wanting to punish herself in the most stupid way.

It's really ridiculous, she let Jian Qin see herself? How can she keep in front of her in the future——

"Um……"

Ji Jinglian couldn't help moaning because Jian Qin rubbed her into a comfortable place.

"It really is here, right? Is it strong enough? Or is it better to be lighter?"

Jian Qin is much shorter than Ji Jinglian, so usually she can only look up at Ji Jinglian.But this time, because Ji Jinglian was sitting and shrunk herself into a ball again, Jian Qin rarely looked at her condescendingly.

It turns out that the seemingly tall figure is actually so slender, and the reliable shoulders are actually so thin.This is a female body, which is so soft and thin, but it has supported her so many times before, and it seems so tough that it cannot be crushed by anything.

But when Jian Qin understood, that was not true. Even Erica would be overwhelmed by illness, even Erica would be overwhelmed by certain things, and would also be sad because of certain things.

It's just that she didn't know anything before, and didn't know anything? She didn't think about it.

"If you prefer to stay here, then I'll stay here with you, but it's very cold in the room, can you give me some quilt?"

In the dark, Ji Jinglian did not respond to her, but Jian Qin was not stopped when she tried to lift a corner of the quilt.She then boldly pulled off the quilt and wrapped herself in it.

"Actually, it's really comfortable to stay in this kind of place, like a secret base when I was a child." Jian Qin and Ji Jinglian leaned closer together. To save effort, she simply put Ji Jinglian's He put his head on his chest, "I? I understand a little bit? Why did you hide here."

At this moment, Ji Jinglian is not a mature elite woman in Jian Qin's eyes, not a corporate executive, let alone the sister of her deceased boyfriend, but just a child who needs care and care.

Faced with such a situation, she did nothing? She didn't ask, nothing? She didn't probe into it. She just comforted Ji Jinglian in the most tolerant and gentle way.Ji Jinglian felt her slender fingers running through her hair, her scalp being gently rubbed by the soft fingertips, and the steady heartbeat and breathing sound from the soft chest, and finally gradually relaxed.

So be it, this is her secret base anyway, a dark, secret, ulterior corner, so whatever happens here can be forgiven.

Jian Qin could feel that Ji Jinglian was slowly letting go of her guard, and her attitude gradually softened.She wanted to take this opportunity to persuade Ji Jinglian to go back to bed and rest, after all, the secret base? It is not suitable for recuperation.

"Erica, my knee hurts, or should I go to bed?"

Ji Jinglian's breathing became heavier, but she didn't respond to Jian Qin. Jian Qin increased the strength of her hand, and continued to persuade: "Go back to bed and I will continue to press for you, so that both of us can Can be more comfortable."

Ji Jinglian still didn't speak, just when Jian Qin thought that she would carry through the negative reaction to the end, she wrapped her arms around Jian Qin's waist with both hands.

Ji Jinglian finally stretched her body, slowly stretched her long legs, and with a little force on her arms, she sat Jianqin on her lap.

Although she still didn't speak, Jian Qin already understood what she meant.

It seems that Erica really "likes this secret base", and would rather let her sit on her lap than leave here.

Jian Qin felt a little helpless, but also understood that it should be done step by step, so she had to adjust her posture a little and then help Ji Jinglian continue to massage her head.

The narrow and dark space seems to make the two people's senses more dull, and it seems to make them sharper.

Both of them could only vaguely see each other's face. Because of this unreality, neither Ji Jinglian nor Jian Qin felt strange about this unprecedented intimacy.But on the other hand, they actually felt each other more in terms of smell, hearing and touch.

The fragrance on Jian Qin's body, the sound of breathing and heartbeat, as well as the soft body are all so real, without any aggression? Slowly enveloping Ji Jinglian.

It has been a long time since Ji Jinglian has felt the body temperature of others so deeply, and it has also been a long time since she has been taken care of by others like this.No, it's better to say that in her impression, the experience of being taken care of like this when she was sick is unique this time? It's only because the girl in her arms is stupid and doesn't know how to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages.

Ji Jinglian knew that Jian Qin had gone too deep into her world, and she also knew that her defenses had become precariously low.

But this time, she wants to be a stupid person again?

The author has something to say: My sister has no mental illness, but the sudden mourning is more intense.

Poor little mouth still stinks.

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