no crossing the line

Jian Qin stayed until Zheng Xuanxuan's recovery was over, but she was in a daze during the whole process, as if her soul had come out of her body.

Zheng Xuanxuan was extremely sarcastic to Ji Jinglian, bossing her around to serve her. Jian Qin gradually understood what she said, "I? What does "goodness" mean.

Zheng Xuejie vented her anger and pain on Ji Jinglian, because Ji Jingxi is dead, but no one can bear her misery, so she must find someone to resent, someone who can live reason.

Naturally, Ji Jinglian became that person.Just as she took on the responsibility of taking care of her, Ji Jinglian also took on the responsibility of dealing with the aftermath of this accident.

Jian Qin knew that she had no position to criticize Zheng Xuanxuan's behavior, but the person who was resented should not be Ji Jinglian.

However, she clearly thought so, but she couldn't muster up the courage to admit to Zheng Xuanxuan that she was Ji Jingxi's girlfriend.Just like a walking dead, she spoke and acted instinctively until she bid farewell to Zheng Xuanxuan.

As soon as Jian Qin walked out of the ward, he felt a whirlwind, and his body shook a few times and leaned against the wall.

"You should have gone back at that time." But soon? A slender arm gently supported her, and said with a sigh, "It's me? I was negligent. I didn't expect your friend to be Miss Zheng."

Jian Qin didn't need to look. She knew who was hugging her, and leaned into Ji Jinglian's arms almost instinctively.

"Erica..."

She has too many questions to ask, too much pain to tell, too? Too many feelings to vent.

Ji Jinglian hugged her in his arms, bearing almost all of her weight, and whispered softly in her ear, "Don't think about anything, I'll take you home."

Jian Qin never knew that she was so fragile. From the moment she learned that Ji Jingxi was the perpetrator? She was in a trance until she was hugged by Ji Jinglian. Finally, she felt a sense of reality.

She didn't know how she was brought back to the car by Ji Jinglian, but when she realized that there were only two of them left, she finally came back to her senses, grabbed Ji Jinglian's hand and asked eagerly: " Erica, tell me?, what the hell is going on??"

Ji Jinglian placed her on the back seat of the car, and instead of driving immediately, he sat beside her and looked at her calmly.

"You haven't mentioned to Miss Zheng that your boyfriend is Ji Jingxi, have you?"

Jian Qin choked up a sob, and shook his head weakly: "It's really Jing Xi... Is it really that he bumped into Senior Sister Zheng?"

"It was an accident."

Ji Jinglian looked at her face carefully, her tone was cold.

"But the senior sister said that Jing Xi was driving under the influence of alcohol! Jing Xi was solely responsible for running a red light while drunk driving! But Jing Xi obviously doesn't drink, and he would even cross the road again and again? Check the traffic light, how could he be drunk driving?"

Jian Qin grabbed Ji Jinglian's clothes and questioned him emotionally, but he didn't know whether he was questioning himself or his dead boyfriend.

The image of Ji Jingxi in her mind seemed to be collapsing bit by bit. She didn't want to admit it, but she began to realize more and more that what she liked might just be the imaginary Ji Jingxi.After all, she actually knew very little about Ji Jingxi.

"Erica, tell me, is what senior sister said true? Is that why you don't want to talk about Jing Xi with me?"

"Calm down," Ji Jingxi held Jian Qin's shoulders, trying to calm her down, "Everyone makes mistakes... What's more, what you see may not be the whole picture of Ji Jingxi."

"But this mistake not only caused him to lose his own life, but also ruined the life of senior sister, and, and..."

And Ji Jinglian was also implicated.

It's really ridiculous. Before that, she still felt that she and her senior sister had the same illness and sympathy. Now it seems that they are all crocodile tears.

Those? Cynicism and even insults should not be borne by Ji Jinglian, but by her...

Jian Qin kept recalling the pain of Zheng Xuanxuan's recovery and the humiliation Ji Jinglian suffered as a result, and her emotions almost reached the verge of collapse.

She was trembling all over, she wanted to cry so much but she couldn't shed a single tear, the breath in her heart almost made her suffocate.

"Even so, this matter? Has nothing to do with you." Ji Jinglian seemed to have seen through Jian Qin's thoughts, and tightly held her arm, holding her trembling body in his arms, " Don't be too self-righteous, you are just Ji Jingxi's girlfriend, and it's not your turn to pay for his mistakes."

Ji Jinglian's words were so strong, but the movements of caressing her back were so gentle. The tears in Jian Qin's eyes finally slipped from the corners of his eyes, and her voice gradually became crying.

"But I? Also? I'm the mother of his child. It was Jing Xi who caused Senior Sister to become like this...Why Jing Xi..."

Jian Qin was completely in chaos.

She originally thought that her boyfriend was the victim of a car accident, and that the accident was an inevitable tragedy, so she remembered Ji Jingxi, felt guilty for her doubts about him, and wanted to remember him more deeply.

But now, thinking of Zheng Xuanxuan's legs, and thinking of Zheng Xuanxuan's envious expression when talking about children, Jian Qin will be overwhelmed by countless guilt and self-blame.

"So what? You can't even be responsible for your children. Why do you want to take more responsibility on yourself? Let me say it again, this matter has nothing to do with you."

It would be too ridiculous for Jian Qin, who is also a victim, to be responsible for this incident.

When Ji Jinglian saw Jian Qin, she almost froze on the spot, but she quickly deduced the cause and effect of the incident.

Zheng Xuanxuan is the friend that Jian Qin is going to visit, and it's not so much a coincidence, it's better to say that it's a destiny in the dark.

Was it because she was distracted by Liu Mei? She didn't even think about the possibility of Jian Qin and Zheng Xuanxuan getting acquainted, let alone that they would meet in the hospital.

At that moment, she made a decisive choice to pretend not to know Jian Qin according to the atmosphere.Because with Zheng Xuanxuan's current mental state, knowing that Jian Qin is Ji Jingxi's girlfriend, she doesn't know what she will do?

Luckily, she was right.

Jian Qin never mentioned her boyfriend's name to Zheng Xuanxuan, and Zheng Xuanxuan never mentioned the identity of the person responsible for the accident with Jian Qin. This was not a coincidence, but the two deliberately avoided their respective miserable experiences.

When Ji Jinglian looked at Jian Qin's pale face, she knew what she was thinking. Ms. Wang Juan has not made any mistakes in her judgment so far.With Jian Qin's personality, she must not be able to let go of the guilt that belongs to the perpetrator's family, let alone the victim is her senior.

"Ji Jingxi has already paid the price for his mistakes, and I? Also? Compensated Zheng Xuanxuan. Although those? Can't compare with what she lost, but no one has the ability to turn back time, no matter how regretful, No amount of sadness or grief or indignation can change the outcome of the incident, and this is the reality."

After Ji Jinglian's firm words resonated through her chest, she completely enveloped Jian Qin, as if casting a protective spell on her to help her get rid of all guilt, self-blame and suffering.

Jian Qin's tears flowed more violently.

"What about you? What are you planning to do for Jing Xi? How long will the aftermath be?" She looked up at Ji Jinglian with tears in her eyes, and asked, sobbing, "Ji Jinglian, you say one thing and do another, since your mouth You said so indifferently, why do you have to bear all these alone?"

Jian Qin did have infinite guilt for Zheng Xuanxuan, but on the other hand, seeing her deliberately embarrass Ji Jinglian, Jian Qin felt extremely heartbroken.Ji Jinglian seemed to still maintain her rationality and sobriety, as if what she said was someone else's business?But Jianqin understands that if she really didn't have a trace of guilt, she wouldn't be here today.

She is always like this, she obviously has a warm and soft heart, but deliberately disguises herself with a hard shell.

What makes Jian Qin sad is not just knowing the dark side of her boyfriend that no one knows, but also because Ji Jinglian was misunderstood, hurt, and humiliated.

She seemed to see her own shadow in Zheng Xuanxuan's body, and she also recalled her bad attitude towards Ji Jinglian back then.She even felt that she gradually began to understand why Ji Jinglian used those toughness, rationality and indifference to disguise her kindness.

Because hating someone is often more motivating than being helped, and it can also give you more motivation to live.Both her back then and Zheng Xuanxuan now knew that she was just venting her anger to Ji Jinglian to relieve the pain in her heart.

It's just that Zheng Xuanxuan's pain is deeper, heavier and more difficult to let go of than hers.

Ji Jinglian seemed unable to bear the girl's fiery gaze, and subconsciously turned his face away.

"I? I'm Ji Jingxi's older sister. I'm the family member of the perpetrator. This is what I should do. You are different."

"I? I know. Compared with you, I am nothing, I can't do anything, and I even need your care. But... But these? It's obviously not your responsibility, why do you have to bear it? These??"

"But everything? There must be someone in charge. Ji Jingxi's matter is the Ji family's matter, and the Ji family's matter is our matter."

Ji Jinglian's expression was indifferent, and her tone was flat, as if no matter what the problem was, it was just an easy task for her, but Jian Qin could read the tiredness and helplessness in her eyes.

Living in Ji Jinglian's house these days, Jian Qin gradually learned about the situation of Ji's house.Ji Jinglian's father died young. As the eldest sister, Aunt Wang placed high hopes on her. She was trained as a successor from a very young age, so she has a very heavy sense of responsibility.

Every time Aunt Zhang talked about Ji Jinglian, she always looked distressed and affectionate, but she took Ji Jinglian's strength and thoughtfulness for granted.

"No, I don't have to be responsible alone." Jian Qin held Ji Jinglian's hand tightly, his originally helpless expression gradually turned firm, "Senior matter? You shouldn't be responsible alone. .”

Knowing that it was Ji Jingxi who caused Zheng Xuanxuan to become like this really made Jian Qin very shaken, but Jian Qin knew that Ji Jinglian was right, time could not be turned back, and she had no way to change anything?

But although the past cannot be changed, what can she do now? Instead of just letting Ji Jinglian clean up the mess.She is indeed just Jing Xi's girlfriend. To say she is atonement for Jing Xi is both arrogant and overconfident, but since she has been well received by Jing Xi and taken care of by Erica, she has a part of her responsibility.

"Erica, tell me? What happened at that time?"

It was at that time, or? It was only two months ago? Ji Jinglian looked at Jian Qin's face, and fell into the memories uncontrollably.

The author has something to say: Ms. Jane: My boyfriend is a villain, I am so sad...but Erica makes me feel bad, I should care about Erica first!

Ms. Jane is actually a person who is less likely to dig into the horns and suffer from depression.