no crossing the line

Jian Qinzai read the entire agreement carefully, and found that most of the treaties were protecting her rights, but in the end, the agreement clearly mentioned that she must give up the custody of the child.

Of course she understood that this was reasonable, but she couldn't immediately make up her mind.

"Finish?" Ji Jinglian probably saw that she had read the last page but remained silent, so she took the initiative to ask, "Do you have anything to add?"

Jian Qin closed the file but didn't dare to look up at Ji Jinglian, his eyes dodged and he said: "That...can you let me think about it for a few days?"

Ji Jinglian raised her eyebrows slightly, but she didn't show much emotion.

"Why, is there anything you are not satisfied with?"

"It's not like this..." Jian Qin's tone was low, with a bitter look on his face, "I'm just a little confused... Maybe I really haven't thought about it enough, and I'm not clear enough."

"If you want to kill the child, it's too late now."

Ji Jinglian's expression was indifferent, and her tone was a bit cold, as if she had never changed her mind on this matter.Jian Qin shook her head quickly when she heard this, she had already ruled out this option after she decided to give birth to a child, and now she simply didn't have the courage to make this choice again.

"I just want more time to think about the future..."

A trace of helplessness and sadness flashed across Ji Jinglian's face, and he sighed deeply: "Then I hope you can think clearly about who you are for when you decide to give birth to this child. It is for our Ji family, for Ji Jingxi, and for you For your love, or for yourself? The most ridiculous thing in this world is dedication without asking for anything in return. I hope you can make a decision that you won’t regret.”

Because of these words, Jian Qin subconsciously looked up at Ji Jinglian, but this look happened to fit into the bottomless eyes of the other party.There seemed to be a strong emotion in Ji Jinglian's eyes that couldn't be resolved. Jian Qin couldn't understand the meaning, but for some reason, there was a sour feeling in his throat.

Why only now?

Although Ji Jinglian's words were not sweet enough, he never missed them from the beginning to the end.

She is indeed stupid, and she has always been ill-considered. She confronted Ji Jinglian tit-for-tat with her resentment, and after being taken care of by the other party, she couldn't bear to admit her mistakes and complained that she was not gentle enough.

Ji Jinglian has been patient and gentle enough to treat her, because from the perspective of a bystander, she is indeed too stupid to be cured.

Why hasn't she dared to tell Huanhuan after so many days?

Because she actually knew very well that her friend must also hold the same opinion as Ji Jinglian.

"Why are you crying? I have already paid attention to my words."

Jian Qin's tears streamed down, Ji Jinglian was stunned for a moment, and there was a slight shake on his face, but Jian Qin had no time to pay attention to her expression at this time.

"Sorry……"

She turned her face away and wiped the tears on her face in embarrassment, Ji Jinglian grabbed the tissue on the table and stuffed it to her as if she couldn't stand it.

"If I really caused you a lot of psychological pressure, then I will arrange another place for you."

While covering her face with a tissue, Jian Qin shook her head again and again: "No, I'm sorry...I don't know...but it's not..."

Looking at Jian Qin who was crying bitterly for two consecutive days, Ji Jinglian couldn't help but think of Qu Huayu's words, and covered her face with her hands and sighed deeply - since she met Jian Qin, the number of times she sighed has skyrocketed exponentially.

"I read from Science that pregnant women are prone to depression, especially in your situation. If you have any dissatisfaction with the status quo, just say it, and I will try my best to satisfy you."

The experience of these two days made Jian Qin understand a lot of things at once, and began to really face up to the matter of pregnancy.In fact, until this illness, she was still in the midst of grief over the loss of her boyfriend and the confusion of finding out she was pregnant.

Even if Ji Jinglian's attitude is really not kind, Jian Qin's reaction to her, which has always been gentle, is enough to be called aggressive.It wasn't until now that she realized that she was using Ji Jinglian to vent her pain.

After erecting an "enemy", people often become stronger.

But Ji Jinglian did not do anything outrageous to her because of this, and has been taking care of her with all her heart.This is not Ji Jinglian's responsibility and obligation. After all, she, who is about to become a mother, doesn't know how to be responsible for herself and her children, but as her boyfriend's sister, Ji Jinglian doesn't need to care about these things at all.

In the final analysis, Ji Jinglian did this only because she was a good person, just like Aunt Zhang and Aunt Wang said, she was just too inarticulate.

And compared with this poor expression, hard-spoken and soft-hearted, her ignorance of good and evil is even more unreasonable.

"Erica, you are right, I am indeed too stupid. But, the only thing I can do is this stupid thing, do you understand? Jing Xi is dead, he is dead..."

Jian Qin finally let go of all disguises, covered his face in front of Ji Jinglian and cried bitterly, and admitted his stupidity, cowardice and helplessness.Because to her, Ji Jinglian is no longer that aggressive strange woman, but a good sister who treats others with gentleness.

Ji Jinglian clenched her back molars as if she was enduring something, her thin red lips were also tightly pursed, and her eyes turned away.

"Do you love Ji Jingxi that much?"

She didn't know why she asked such a question, and there seemed to be a hint of jealousy.

In Ji Jinglian's eyes, his younger brother is dissolute, stupid, and not doing his job properly. He has only caused trouble since he was a child.

But Ji Jingxi like this can always be loved by others.

Do you love Ji Jingxi that much?

When Jian Qin heard this question, his body trembled slightly.

She and Jing Xi had been dating for two years as boyfriend and girlfriend, they got along harmoniously and almost never quarreled.Jing Xi can always make her happy. She has never been dissatisfied with this cheerful, handsome, gentle and considerate first love.

As they approached their university graduation, the two also began to consider the issue of marriage. For her, this was so natural and a matter of course.

She is willing to spend her whole life with Jing Xi, can't this be called love?

However, at this moment, it was difficult for her to answer the question Ji Jinglian asked.

From being unable to contact Ji Jingxi to knowing the news of Ji Jingxi's death, to deciding to give birth to a child, Jian Qin found out time and time again that her feelings for her boyfriend were not as deep as she thought.

She dared to say without hesitation that she liked Ji Jingxi, but when she thought about it carefully, she didn't know Jingxi at all, and she never said the word "love" to him.

Does she love Jingxi?How much love do you have?

Before Ji Jinglian asked her this question, she had actually asked herself the same question countless times.

She should love Jingxi.

"Well, I love Jingxi very much."