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The door of the room was pushed open, and the darkness like thick ink poured out, as if it was going to drag people down, sinking to the bottom of the sea.There, it doesn't make much difference whether the eyes are open or closed.

In the dense night, only the breath of cherry brandy is admiring itself.

Shi Zhao looked around, and finally spotted a familiar silhouette in the corner.

Chu Jue sat on the ground with his head down, as if drowning in an unknown quagmire.The sofa behind him blocked most of his body, hiding his whole body in the darkness.

For no reason, it gave people an illusion—as if he belonged there in the first place.

His pheromone was obviously not stable, and Shi Zhao felt it as soon as he came in.

It may be that the temporary marker is about to expire.

Temporary marking is not a perfect solution once and for all, the comfort it can give is limited, and the time limit is also limited.

Shi Zhao didn't follow Chu Jue into the bathroom, but he could roughly guess something from Yu Jiaze's questioning: there was an out-of-control Omega in the bathroom, and his Alpha went in later.

Even though Chu Jue had repeatedly emphasized that "it's okay", she might have been slightly affected to some extent.

But the key problem is not pheromone.

The breath of cherry brandy wafted up and down, but Chu Jue seemed to be dissociated from his body, allowing the pheromones to wreak havoc.

Shi Zhao stood beside him for a long time, but he didn't realize that Shi Zhao came in.

An inexplicable sense of irritability surged up.

He had such an intuition - even if he pushed open the door, followed Chu Jue in, and saw exactly what happened in the bathroom, he would not know why Chu Jue lowered his head at the moment.

"Is this all right? Instructor." Shi Zhao's voice sounded out of nowhere, every word seemed to be covered with a thin layer of frost.

The originally quiet space was abruptly broken, Chu Jue froze suddenly, and slowly raised his head.

Chu Jue seemed to be caught off guard and pulled out of the water. He wiped his face, and said in a tired voice, "Haven't slept yet?"

Shi Zhao pursed his lips and let go of his clenched hands after a while.

He lowered his head and stared at Chu Jue, his dark pupils revealed a glassy texture.

"What's wrong with you?" Shi Zhao asked, "What happened today?"

"Nothing happened." Chu Jue asked back, "Just for this?"

"Do not--"

"I said it's fine." Chu Jue interrupted him, "Go to sleep."

"Today is a holiday."

"Yes," Chu Jue followed his words, "This is the only time you can sleep more. Go to sleep now."

"—What am I doing here now, as long as I don't violate the rules and disciplines, you can't say anything." Shi Zhao glanced at him and concluded, "At least you can't control me today, instructor."

Chu Jue forced his chaotic brain to think for a while, Shi Zhao's words were right, there was no reason for him to extend his hands so long, he even cared about what time he went to bed during the holidays.

Chu Jue was silent.

It was quiet for a while.

They stared at each other in the darkness, one looked down and the other looked up.Through the long and dense night.

Shi Zhao changed the question: "Why don't you turn on the light?"

This is not the first time.

Shi Zhao remembered that when Chu Jue had a fever last time, he also asked him not to turn on the light.

"No reason, I just don't want to drive."

Chu Jue's answer was the same as last time, it was almost the same as if he hadn't answered.

Shi Zhao squatted down slowly, and looked at Chu Jue.

"Why?" Shi Zhao's voice was very soft, yet unquestionable.

Those three simple words gave Shi Zhao a sharp and unavoidable feeling.Even if he didn't release his dangerous pheromones, his demeanor at the moment was enough to give people a sense of coercion.

For a moment, people forget that the person in front of him is just a teenager.

"Why so many questions?"

Chu Jue was a little helpless, but couldn't avoid it. Knowing that Shi Zhao couldn't see his eyes clearly, he still looked away.

Shi Zhao whispered, "I don't want to know nothing."

Chu Jue froze for a moment, wondering if it was his own delusion, he seemed to hear a trace of imperceptible grievance from Shi Zhao's words.

After a long time, Chu Jue closed his eyes.

"I don't want to look at it." Chu Jue's tone was faintly disgusted, "It looks like this."

Shi Zhao didn't expect such a reason.

As the pheromone floats, the surrounding air also heats up.

Chu Jue opened his eyes again, only to find that Shi Zhao hadn't left yet.

"You really don't want to sleep?" Chu Jue paused, and then said, "I don't care about you. I can't calm down when you are here."

Alpha with 100% fit, he will unconsciously want to get close.

Shi Zhao stretched out his hand, his fingertips reached for his neck, the soft touch warmed up his fingertips, the beating pulse and hot blood all spoke of the ups and downs of the waves.

His fingertips exude a faint cypress fragrance.

Chu Jue was not that restless at first, but after receiving Shi Zhao's pheromone, he couldn't restrain his desire to get it.

"I'll help you."

"As long as..." Shi Zhao wanted to say "I'm here", but finally changed his words and said, "It's still within the two-month deadline."

Deepen the temporary mark, the unstable pheromone will be relatively more stable, false estrus will not be so frequent, and it will not be so susceptible to the influence of out-of-control Omega.

The thin layer of skin at the gland seemed to know what it was about to face, and it became hot involuntarily.

Shi Zhao's breath brushed his neck.

Chu Jue raised his hand to cover his glands, and Bai Muxiang hit a wall with him.

"Two months doesn't include this."

Chu Jue is sober, he knows what a temporary mark is.The word "temporary" in front of the temporary mark was like a guillotine hanging above his head, he would remember it no matter what, and he would not let the guillotine fall and cut off the crucial word "temporary".

"Before—" Shi Zhao tried to refute.

"It's not the same." Chu Jue memorized the number of times, "It's already been twice."

Temporary marking is not a panacea, it has side effects both ways, too much of it is not a good thing.

"Twice so what?"

No matter how special Shi Zhao's pheromone was, it was still an Alpha.Since it's Alpha, I don't understand what happens if there are too many temporary marks.

Chu Jue leaned closer and tilted his head slightly.

"Be so kind to me, what are you trying to do?"

Shi Zhao's glassy eyes flickered in panic as if flashed by the light for an instant.

"Because I—" Relying on the darkness of the night, Shi Zhao almost confessed the deepest thing in his heart, but fortunately, he was pulled back by reason before he blurted out, "I just want to help you."

"Okay."

In the dim environment, Chu Jue couldn't see Shi Zhao's eyes clearly, he moved his wrist, and put the tip of his index finger between his lips.

"Bodhisattvas don't do that either."

"Leave it to those who really deserve it."

There was a hard cold feeling in the words.

Chu Jue was not joking.

He told Shi Zhao solemnly and solemnly: Don't help me.

"Why not?" Shi Zhao said stubbornly, "You are."

"Don't say such things." Perhaps because of the pheromone, Chu Jue was not as patient as before, "Go out."

Shi Zhao gritted his teeth, he could do whatever he wanted, now he wished he could gag Chu Jue's mouth so that he couldn't say no.

"Why not? You helped me too."

"I'm helping you because it was your first susceptibility period. If you can't handle it well, let alone you, other people will also finish playing along with you." The restlessness of pheromones made Chu Jue gasp for three words, his words Su Yue said to Su Kuai, "I am different from you. Why do you help me? Make me unable to leave you or make you unable to leave me?"

"I might die someday. Does it make sense for you to help me?"

Shi Zhao's face completely darkened.

His face was terribly gloomy, and that expression reminded Chu Jue of the first day when he went to see Shi Zhao.

It rained heavily that day.

Dark clouds gathered, and raindrops shattered on his shoulders.

Chu Jue was intimidated by his expression and did not continue talking.

He consciously said something serious, felt a little guilty after he finished speaking, and didn't know how to speak, so he had to close his eyes.

Not long after, there was a sound of closing the door.

"up to you."

With a "click", the door of the room was completely closed.

The hand that pulled him out of the water snapped loose, and he began to sink again.

When his consciousness sank, he remembered some past events.

——"This time, who will be your light?"

No need, he thought.

Nothing to gain, nothing to lose.

Heavy curtains block the view from the window.

When no one was paying attention, the moonlight gradually faded in the clouds.

Shi Zhao sat outside Chu Jue's door all night.

After all, he was still worried about Chu Jue, he was always on the lookout for any unexpected situation.

In the second half of the night, Chu Jue's pheromones stabilized a lot, and the influence of that Omega wasn't particularly serious.

Shi Zhao sneaked in again, and Chu Jue had already fallen asleep leaning on the sofa.

Shi Zhao carried him to the bed and covered him with the quilt.Then he went out lightly, as if he had never been here before.

When he came out again, Shi Zhao still didn't go to sleep.

He sat back in his original position, seemingly thinking, but his thoughts were quite confused.

He was angry that Chu Jue didn't take him seriously, and he was annoyed that he came too late and missed many things about Chu Jue.

At dawn, he stood up and went back to his room.His movement was kept very small so as not to wake up Chu Jue inside.

Shi Zhao quickly finished washing, changed a piece of clothes and went out.

He came to the place yesterday alone.

This place hadn't opened yet, Yu Jiaze was sitting inside, just having nothing to do, holding a small mechanical part and looking at the light.

"Hey, hey, it's not open yet, you can't go in—" The people outside couldn't stop Shi Zhao at all, the pheromone emitted by Shi Zhao was full of hostility, and it was like a cold knife. his body.

Seeing Yu Jiaze, Shi Zhao immediately put away his pheromones, and called "Brother Yu" as Chu Jue told him before.

"Why are you here?" Yu Jiaze looked beside him.

The person who tried to stop Shi Zhao just now spread his hands, expressing that he had worked hard.

Yu Jiaze didn't care about this, and waved his hand to indicate that it's okay.

"Just you?" Seeing Shi Zhao coming alone, Yu Jiaze looked behind him in disbelief, as if looking for where Chu Jue was.

"Myself."

"Strange, don't you like this place?"

Yu Jiaze looked him up and down, and suddenly seemed to understand something, let the other people around him go out first, and told them to close the door when they left.

Yu Jiaze sat up, took a glass casually, and poured him a glass of iced orange juice.

"Talking? I found the right person. It just so happens that I'm fine." Yu Jiaze said with a smile, "Actually, I felt it yesterday—what do you want to tell me?"

Shi Zhao took the glass of orange juice and held it in his hand, the layer of water vapor on the glass wall melted in his palm.

"What happened seven years ago?" Shi Zhao asked straight to the point.

He knew that Chu Jue's state was wrong last night, not just because of pheromones, it must have something to do with his past.

Even Ren Xinglan and his gang don't know about the past.

Apart from Yu Jiaze, he had no one else to ask.

After today, he returned to the Silver Wing Fleet, and he didn't have a chance to ask for a long time.

When Yu Jiaze heard him mention "seven years ago", he frowned instantly and his face darkened.

"Why do you ask this all of a sudden?"

"I want to know." Shi Zhao said lightly.

"It must have been something that happened yesterday." Yu Jiaze saw through it at a glance, "I just said that he has something to do—what happened to him?"

Shi Zhao briefly talked about what happened last night.

"Don't worry about it." Yu Jiaze said calmly, "He...get used to it. It's not just you, he never wants to be helped by anyone."

Shi Zhao wondered, "Why did you develop such a habit...?"

Simply incredible.

Who is in the habit of refusing anyone's help and leaving himself alone?

Yu Jiaze stared at Shi Zhao, and suddenly remembered the previous few times when he came with Chu Jue.

The way he looked at Chu Jue was different from other Alphas.

Clear yet possessive.

"It's okay to tell you." Yu Jiaze said.

"Didn't you just ask about seven years ago?" Yu Jiaze knocked on the table, "You know what happened seven years ago, the Battle of Gengchen, right?"

Shi Zhao knew this story.

I read it in the textbook, and Chu Jue himself said it.

It's just that both the textbook and Chu Jue's narration are extremely concise.

"Do you remember the reason why the entire army of the original Silver Wing Fleet was destroyed?"

The reason is written in the book and also mentioned by Chu Jue.

With Shi Zhao's memory, he can recall those four words with just a little recall.

——"turn back for some reason".

"Turn back for some reason, right?" Yu Jiaze read out the four words, "Now let me tell you, he is the 'so'."

Shi Zhao seemed to have heard some ridiculous remarks,

"We could have left." Yu Jiaze said, "They went back to save him."

"After he came back, the most he said was 'not worth it'. If you exchange more for one, they are all dead, Chu... still in front of him."

Anyone would think so.

If only they hadn't turned back.

Everyone said that Chu Jue was the best Omega in the empire, and all Omega took him as an example, but no one knew how much blood, sweat and tears Chu Jue had put in under this brilliance.

After the war, Chu Jue didn't feel sad for too long, nor did he become sluggish because of it.He accelerated his improvement, and quickly rebuilt the Silver Wing Fleet with the method of iron-blooded thunder.

After all, it was exchanged by so many people, so it can't be worthless.

He subconsciously felt that he was not that worthy, but he was trying his best.

Just being worthy of this "worth" has already made him do his best, so he doesn't want to take on a second "worth".

He cut off all those who offered help, as if silently telling others: Don't reach out, it's not worth it.

"Look at your instructor." Yu Jiaze shook his head, "When no one is paying attention, I often lock myself in a small dark room."

Shi Zhao remembered the two words Chu Jue said yesterday when he put his index finger against his lips.

What is a truly worthwhile person?

He only knew that when he glanced at Chu Jue, the world was filled with tides.