Idol's Doomsday Survival Guide
Chapter 86 "Zou Tu"
After a long time, Zou Tu answered him.
"I want to be a veterinarian. When I earn money, I will buy a lake-view villa with two floors, just like the villas in American movies. When I have nothing to do, I go fishing and boating by the lake. I keep a few large dogs in the yard and take them out. When it comes to power and prestige."
Ji Nanze looked at him quietly, with smiles in his eyes.
He raised his head, and seemed to get more and more energetic as he spoke: "I don't want to live in the city, which is noisy and busy. I can go to work in the city, and there is a coffee shop next door. I can go there for a nap during my lunch break or after work. Oh , By the way, there must be a convenience store to buy cigarettes conveniently."
Ji Nanze laughed: "Do you like small animals?"
"I like it very much." Zou Tu winked at him, and smiled while holding his chin, "I prefer fluffy, soft, kitten-like creatures."
"Don't you like keeping dogs? Why do you still like kittens in the end?"
"I like them all." He said, "If there is a chance in the future, I will raise a kitten. A petite, chubby, white and fluffy kitten with a bad temper."
"People want people who are good-tempered and clingy, why do you like to raise bad-tempered ones?"
"Because of bad temper, they are generally abandoned." He said with a smile, "Isn't it the greatest tragedy for a kitten to hide its nature and sharp claws in order to please people? ——Where is the senior? The seniors have asked me so many questions, so it's time for me to ask."
Ji Nanze looked at him with a smile: "Just ask."
"Have you thought about the future, senior?"
"I've thought about it." He looked up at the ceiling and said, "If there were no scandals or retirement, I would have been active for a few years and quit completely."
"Why? I thought you liked singing."
"Mixing and liking to sing in the entertainment industry are two different things." He smiled, "The brokerage company is holding you back, trying to create an image that everyone likes but doesn't belong to you at all, and they may also fake marriages and love affairs for the sake of popularity and fame. You have to fight with people who don't like you. Looking at it this way, I'm really not suitable to be a worker."
"Where does the senior want to go?"
"I think, into the band."
"band?"
"Yes, an underground band like a bar. I originally thought about finding opportunities to realize my dream after graduation, but now that I think about it, I really didn't think about reality at all."
"Dreams can be unrealistic, of course." Zou Tu said with a smile, "Senior want to be the lead singer?"
"The lead singer is very demanding. If you think about it, you have to consider your voice and musicality first, and you have to be courageous. Where can anyone be?" He thought for a while, then shook his head, "It's just me, probably not."
"Senior, are you still modest?" Zou Tu couldn't help it, "The record of "Wild Bird" is a typical reggae song. When the prelude comes out and you open your voice, I get goosebumps. Also, "" Is it you who soared in Night Talk?"
Ji Nanze was a little embarrassed.
"Don't be modest, if you really form a band, I'll be the first to send you flowers." He thought for a while and said, "Red roses. The kind that can cover a whole floor."
"Okay, don't say it. I'm really embarrassed." Ji Nanze quickly covered his mouth, "Don't say it, don't say it, you're shy."
Zou Tu smiled and took his hand away: "Only the state officials are allowed to set fires, but the common people are not allowed to light lamps? Senior Xu just teased me, watching me blush and shy, right?"
"Don't talk nonsense."
Ji Nanze lightly pinched the back of his hand.
"After forming a band, what do you want to do after that? Go on tour?"
"Touring is so tiring. Find a resident bar, stay in a small band, and get to know a few people." He said, "I don't want everyone to know me, and I don't like to be public. I don't like It has become a topic for others. I didn’t feel real about being an idol before, but now that I think about it, I feel really depressed. I keep what I want to say in my heart, and I have to consider the protein and fat content of what I want to eat.”
"You can't eat barbecue?"
"No." He shook his head. "The manager is watching. If you accidentally stumble on diet and don't keep your mouth shut, you will have to train twice the next day."
"That's so boring." Zou Tu raised his head and didn't hold back his smile. "Although the quality of life now is poor, it's not as good as before. But it's much more free than before, except that you have to hang your neck here all the time." He raised his finger Pointing to the top of his head, he gestured casually, "When the seniors form a band, I'll go to the bar every night to listen to you sing, and show you how many big dogs I have..."
"Ask me to your house?"
"Please come to my house. Fishing, barbecue or want to do something big, it's up to you."
"So generous? I'll be so impolite then."
"Senior, don't be polite to me."
The two smiled, kissed and hugged for a while, and Ji Nanze was coaxed to sleep by him.
He was so dazed that Zou Tu didn't notice when he kissed him on the forehead.
In fact, he didn't really want to sleep, but as soon as he lay down, the tense nerve loosened, and when he relaxed, his eyelids stuck together.
He persisted dizzily for a long time, but finally lost to sleepiness, and he fell into a deep, deep sleep.
In the dream, he remembered the first time he and Zou Tu met.
Either when we were neighbors, or when we met for the first time at school.
——What does he think of Zou Tu?
He is a handsome and sunny boy, and he likes it very much.
Of course, I was also very surprised, because the other party remembered me because of a little thing, and saved my life many times at the expense of my life.
So many that I can't even count them.
He was vaguely reminded of their conversation in the gymnasium warehouse.Zou Tu at that time always gave him a very different feeling, but he didn't feel this feeling until the second time in the love hotel.
Looking back now, before patient zero infected him, Zou Tu had sent out the same danger signal once.
Once, and only once.
Either in the underground lair, or somewhere else, or in the gymnasium.
In the dark equipment warehouse, Zou Tu was holding a bottle of water.When he squatted on the ground and his eyes swept towards him, he clearly felt for the first time that this person was dangerous.
Very, very dangerous.
But the feeling faded away quickly, until the first symptoms of the infection appeared in him.At this moment, the threat perception and seeking advantages and avoiding disadvantages from biological instincts revived again.
***
He didn't know how long he had slept, but the sound of the rain became more and more clear.
Dense water droplets fell on the ceiling and the window, twisting a wet trace on the ground along the way.
"Is it raining?"
"woke up?"
He heard a voice.
It was Zou Tu's voice.
But strangely, without emotion, the tone was stiff and calm.
He couldn't help opening his eyes and looking in that direction.
Zou Tu sat in the corner, his knees were naturally bent, and his legs were placed very casually.The fire ax with the curled edge in his hand was propped on the ground, and he held a cigarette between his fingertips. While puffing, he cast a cold gaze from behind the thick smoke.
"Zou Tu?"
He was a little unsure who he was calling.
"Yes, people always call me that." He threw the cigarette aside, stood up, and the ax dragged a spark on the ground, and he walked towards himself, the smile on his face looked fake and artificial, "Maybe, I should Be polite. Don’t people like to smile? I’ve heard that smiling like this can bring two people closer.”
"Who are you? You were in the hotel corridor before..." Ji Nanze bit his lips, and the spontaneous oppression and fear reappeared, "Impossible, Zou Tu told me...you clearly..."
It was obviously "eaten" by him.
The expression on 'Zou Tu''s face changed a little, but it just changed from a hypocrisy to a mockery.
'Zou Tu' narrowed his eyes strangely, and smiled: "...you know, I can always hear your calling, you are calling me. My name, you are telling 'you love me'—you Have you ever thought about it, when you hug or touch this place with your lips." His hand caressed his lips, and the smile on his face added a bit of cruelty, "You know what I feel?"
Ji Nanze didn't speak.
"I feel...physical disgust, when you open your mouth and say the first word, whether it's 'I' or 'you', I want to kill you."
He approached Ji Nanze, grabbed his jaw, and forced him to open his mouth.In severe pain, Ji Nanze saw that his pupils shrank into a vertical line, and the emotion in his eyes was not hatred, nor the ambiguity and longing of the past, but emptiness.
There was nothing in his eyes, as if there was no emotion at all.
It was as if everything he said was true.
He was real and wanted to kill himself.
Ji Nanze took a hard look in the direction of the blueberry. The blueberry seemed to have noticed the murderous look on 'Zou Tu'. Its hair stood up all over its body, and it roared softly around 'Zou Tu'.
But 'Zou Tu' ignored it.
"I want to pull out your tongue, I want to smash your teeth, one by one. Then, I will pull out all the roots." He stroked Ji Nanze's teeth and laughed, "That cowardly and incompetent The boy broke me and I have too many things. I should give him a little punishment... from you, from you..."
Ji Nanze couldn't break free, he knew that he might be doomed.He took a deep breath, wanting to ask something out of the other party's mouth.
"We met at the hotel, didn't we?"
'Zou Tu' tilted his head: "Of course, I remember very clearly, when he licked your neck with my body, and I could only roll my eyes, I could only look at this disgusting thing, I thought tear you both to shreds..."
"You are parasitic in his mind..."
"Parasite?" He laughed bitterly, grabbed Ji Nanze's ear, and tore it back hard, "Who is the parasite? Who do you really think is the incompetent guy who was eaten? If it wasn't for my charity, if It's not that he is still very useful, I will not give him a chance." In an instant, blood spurted out from the broken ear.When he saw the blood, his eyes became excited, "I almost forgot, I almost forgot the business."
Ji Nanze's teeth were bleeding from the pain.
Blueberries rushed up immediately.
Zou Tu didn't look at it at all, he moved his fingers, and before he could see what was going on, he grabbed the dagger from Ji Nanze's waist, without looking at it, and swiped the dagger obliquely, the timing was perfect, yes The blueberry that is ready to pounce is just such a knife.Then he let go of Ji Nanze, his legs were slightly apart, and his body sank downward. The tip of the knife pierced through Blueberry's eye socket and rubbed fiercely against the bone, directly nailing Blueberry's entire body to the ground.
"blueberry!"
"Ugh..."
The blueberry fluttered violently, and the handle of the knife almost completely sank into the concrete floor.No matter how it moves, it can't get rid of it.
He squatted in front of Ji Nanze who was covering his wound in pain, grabbed his hair and forced him to look at him.
"I have something to tell you." With an undeniable smile on the corner of his mouth, he said, "I have been observing you, observing you. But the relationship between spouses is too close, you and him will find out my existence sooner or later .Of course, now is not the time, right? You must feel the same way... So, keep this secret for me, and don't tell anyone. Until I feel the time is right, I will personally thank you, how about it?"
"Why? What on earth do you want to do?" Ji Nanze gritted his teeth and stared at him, based on what he did to Blueberry and himself, why should he agree to him, "——Why should I help you!"
"Ah...why? Isn't it very simple?" 'Zou Tu' narrowed his eyes knowingly and smiled knowingly.He remained half-kneeling, and with a movement of his right arm, a silver light flashed between his military boots and his wrist, and he pulled out a brand new tactical knife from the interlayer.Facing Ji Nanze's panicked eyes, he smiled in satisfaction, and pointed the tip of the knife at his temple excitedly, "How many times does he have?"
Ji Nanze understood what he was going to do, he tried desperately to stand up and stop it, but it was too late.
"no, do not want--!!"
"26?...Haha, you guessed right."
His neck twisted into a strange arc, and mixed liquid flowed from his cheeks all the way to his throat.
His Adam's apple was sliding up and down, and he couldn't help laughing.
Ji Nanze rushed forward to grab the knife.
"25?"
"24?"
"Or... 23?"
"I want to be a veterinarian. When I earn money, I will buy a lake-view villa with two floors, just like the villas in American movies. When I have nothing to do, I go fishing and boating by the lake. I keep a few large dogs in the yard and take them out. When it comes to power and prestige."
Ji Nanze looked at him quietly, with smiles in his eyes.
He raised his head, and seemed to get more and more energetic as he spoke: "I don't want to live in the city, which is noisy and busy. I can go to work in the city, and there is a coffee shop next door. I can go there for a nap during my lunch break or after work. Oh , By the way, there must be a convenience store to buy cigarettes conveniently."
Ji Nanze laughed: "Do you like small animals?"
"I like it very much." Zou Tu winked at him, and smiled while holding his chin, "I prefer fluffy, soft, kitten-like creatures."
"Don't you like keeping dogs? Why do you still like kittens in the end?"
"I like them all." He said, "If there is a chance in the future, I will raise a kitten. A petite, chubby, white and fluffy kitten with a bad temper."
"People want people who are good-tempered and clingy, why do you like to raise bad-tempered ones?"
"Because of bad temper, they are generally abandoned." He said with a smile, "Isn't it the greatest tragedy for a kitten to hide its nature and sharp claws in order to please people? ——Where is the senior? The seniors have asked me so many questions, so it's time for me to ask."
Ji Nanze looked at him with a smile: "Just ask."
"Have you thought about the future, senior?"
"I've thought about it." He looked up at the ceiling and said, "If there were no scandals or retirement, I would have been active for a few years and quit completely."
"Why? I thought you liked singing."
"Mixing and liking to sing in the entertainment industry are two different things." He smiled, "The brokerage company is holding you back, trying to create an image that everyone likes but doesn't belong to you at all, and they may also fake marriages and love affairs for the sake of popularity and fame. You have to fight with people who don't like you. Looking at it this way, I'm really not suitable to be a worker."
"Where does the senior want to go?"
"I think, into the band."
"band?"
"Yes, an underground band like a bar. I originally thought about finding opportunities to realize my dream after graduation, but now that I think about it, I really didn't think about reality at all."
"Dreams can be unrealistic, of course." Zou Tu said with a smile, "Senior want to be the lead singer?"
"The lead singer is very demanding. If you think about it, you have to consider your voice and musicality first, and you have to be courageous. Where can anyone be?" He thought for a while, then shook his head, "It's just me, probably not."
"Senior, are you still modest?" Zou Tu couldn't help it, "The record of "Wild Bird" is a typical reggae song. When the prelude comes out and you open your voice, I get goosebumps. Also, "" Is it you who soared in Night Talk?"
Ji Nanze was a little embarrassed.
"Don't be modest, if you really form a band, I'll be the first to send you flowers." He thought for a while and said, "Red roses. The kind that can cover a whole floor."
"Okay, don't say it. I'm really embarrassed." Ji Nanze quickly covered his mouth, "Don't say it, don't say it, you're shy."
Zou Tu smiled and took his hand away: "Only the state officials are allowed to set fires, but the common people are not allowed to light lamps? Senior Xu just teased me, watching me blush and shy, right?"
"Don't talk nonsense."
Ji Nanze lightly pinched the back of his hand.
"After forming a band, what do you want to do after that? Go on tour?"
"Touring is so tiring. Find a resident bar, stay in a small band, and get to know a few people." He said, "I don't want everyone to know me, and I don't like to be public. I don't like It has become a topic for others. I didn’t feel real about being an idol before, but now that I think about it, I feel really depressed. I keep what I want to say in my heart, and I have to consider the protein and fat content of what I want to eat.”
"You can't eat barbecue?"
"No." He shook his head. "The manager is watching. If you accidentally stumble on diet and don't keep your mouth shut, you will have to train twice the next day."
"That's so boring." Zou Tu raised his head and didn't hold back his smile. "Although the quality of life now is poor, it's not as good as before. But it's much more free than before, except that you have to hang your neck here all the time." He raised his finger Pointing to the top of his head, he gestured casually, "When the seniors form a band, I'll go to the bar every night to listen to you sing, and show you how many big dogs I have..."
"Ask me to your house?"
"Please come to my house. Fishing, barbecue or want to do something big, it's up to you."
"So generous? I'll be so impolite then."
"Senior, don't be polite to me."
The two smiled, kissed and hugged for a while, and Ji Nanze was coaxed to sleep by him.
He was so dazed that Zou Tu didn't notice when he kissed him on the forehead.
In fact, he didn't really want to sleep, but as soon as he lay down, the tense nerve loosened, and when he relaxed, his eyelids stuck together.
He persisted dizzily for a long time, but finally lost to sleepiness, and he fell into a deep, deep sleep.
In the dream, he remembered the first time he and Zou Tu met.
Either when we were neighbors, or when we met for the first time at school.
——What does he think of Zou Tu?
He is a handsome and sunny boy, and he likes it very much.
Of course, I was also very surprised, because the other party remembered me because of a little thing, and saved my life many times at the expense of my life.
So many that I can't even count them.
He was vaguely reminded of their conversation in the gymnasium warehouse.Zou Tu at that time always gave him a very different feeling, but he didn't feel this feeling until the second time in the love hotel.
Looking back now, before patient zero infected him, Zou Tu had sent out the same danger signal once.
Once, and only once.
Either in the underground lair, or somewhere else, or in the gymnasium.
In the dark equipment warehouse, Zou Tu was holding a bottle of water.When he squatted on the ground and his eyes swept towards him, he clearly felt for the first time that this person was dangerous.
Very, very dangerous.
But the feeling faded away quickly, until the first symptoms of the infection appeared in him.At this moment, the threat perception and seeking advantages and avoiding disadvantages from biological instincts revived again.
***
He didn't know how long he had slept, but the sound of the rain became more and more clear.
Dense water droplets fell on the ceiling and the window, twisting a wet trace on the ground along the way.
"Is it raining?"
"woke up?"
He heard a voice.
It was Zou Tu's voice.
But strangely, without emotion, the tone was stiff and calm.
He couldn't help opening his eyes and looking in that direction.
Zou Tu sat in the corner, his knees were naturally bent, and his legs were placed very casually.The fire ax with the curled edge in his hand was propped on the ground, and he held a cigarette between his fingertips. While puffing, he cast a cold gaze from behind the thick smoke.
"Zou Tu?"
He was a little unsure who he was calling.
"Yes, people always call me that." He threw the cigarette aside, stood up, and the ax dragged a spark on the ground, and he walked towards himself, the smile on his face looked fake and artificial, "Maybe, I should Be polite. Don’t people like to smile? I’ve heard that smiling like this can bring two people closer.”
"Who are you? You were in the hotel corridor before..." Ji Nanze bit his lips, and the spontaneous oppression and fear reappeared, "Impossible, Zou Tu told me...you clearly..."
It was obviously "eaten" by him.
The expression on 'Zou Tu''s face changed a little, but it just changed from a hypocrisy to a mockery.
'Zou Tu' narrowed his eyes strangely, and smiled: "...you know, I can always hear your calling, you are calling me. My name, you are telling 'you love me'—you Have you ever thought about it, when you hug or touch this place with your lips." His hand caressed his lips, and the smile on his face added a bit of cruelty, "You know what I feel?"
Ji Nanze didn't speak.
"I feel...physical disgust, when you open your mouth and say the first word, whether it's 'I' or 'you', I want to kill you."
He approached Ji Nanze, grabbed his jaw, and forced him to open his mouth.In severe pain, Ji Nanze saw that his pupils shrank into a vertical line, and the emotion in his eyes was not hatred, nor the ambiguity and longing of the past, but emptiness.
There was nothing in his eyes, as if there was no emotion at all.
It was as if everything he said was true.
He was real and wanted to kill himself.
Ji Nanze took a hard look in the direction of the blueberry. The blueberry seemed to have noticed the murderous look on 'Zou Tu'. Its hair stood up all over its body, and it roared softly around 'Zou Tu'.
But 'Zou Tu' ignored it.
"I want to pull out your tongue, I want to smash your teeth, one by one. Then, I will pull out all the roots." He stroked Ji Nanze's teeth and laughed, "That cowardly and incompetent The boy broke me and I have too many things. I should give him a little punishment... from you, from you..."
Ji Nanze couldn't break free, he knew that he might be doomed.He took a deep breath, wanting to ask something out of the other party's mouth.
"We met at the hotel, didn't we?"
'Zou Tu' tilted his head: "Of course, I remember very clearly, when he licked your neck with my body, and I could only roll my eyes, I could only look at this disgusting thing, I thought tear you both to shreds..."
"You are parasitic in his mind..."
"Parasite?" He laughed bitterly, grabbed Ji Nanze's ear, and tore it back hard, "Who is the parasite? Who do you really think is the incompetent guy who was eaten? If it wasn't for my charity, if It's not that he is still very useful, I will not give him a chance." In an instant, blood spurted out from the broken ear.When he saw the blood, his eyes became excited, "I almost forgot, I almost forgot the business."
Ji Nanze's teeth were bleeding from the pain.
Blueberries rushed up immediately.
Zou Tu didn't look at it at all, he moved his fingers, and before he could see what was going on, he grabbed the dagger from Ji Nanze's waist, without looking at it, and swiped the dagger obliquely, the timing was perfect, yes The blueberry that is ready to pounce is just such a knife.Then he let go of Ji Nanze, his legs were slightly apart, and his body sank downward. The tip of the knife pierced through Blueberry's eye socket and rubbed fiercely against the bone, directly nailing Blueberry's entire body to the ground.
"blueberry!"
"Ugh..."
The blueberry fluttered violently, and the handle of the knife almost completely sank into the concrete floor.No matter how it moves, it can't get rid of it.
He squatted in front of Ji Nanze who was covering his wound in pain, grabbed his hair and forced him to look at him.
"I have something to tell you." With an undeniable smile on the corner of his mouth, he said, "I have been observing you, observing you. But the relationship between spouses is too close, you and him will find out my existence sooner or later .Of course, now is not the time, right? You must feel the same way... So, keep this secret for me, and don't tell anyone. Until I feel the time is right, I will personally thank you, how about it?"
"Why? What on earth do you want to do?" Ji Nanze gritted his teeth and stared at him, based on what he did to Blueberry and himself, why should he agree to him, "——Why should I help you!"
"Ah...why? Isn't it very simple?" 'Zou Tu' narrowed his eyes knowingly and smiled knowingly.He remained half-kneeling, and with a movement of his right arm, a silver light flashed between his military boots and his wrist, and he pulled out a brand new tactical knife from the interlayer.Facing Ji Nanze's panicked eyes, he smiled in satisfaction, and pointed the tip of the knife at his temple excitedly, "How many times does he have?"
Ji Nanze understood what he was going to do, he tried desperately to stand up and stop it, but it was too late.
"no, do not want--!!"
"26?...Haha, you guessed right."
His neck twisted into a strange arc, and mixed liquid flowed from his cheeks all the way to his throat.
His Adam's apple was sliding up and down, and he couldn't help laughing.
Ji Nanze rushed forward to grab the knife.
"25?"
"24?"
"Or... 23?"
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