Idol's Doomsday Survival Guide

The cry came from a very, very far away place.

His consciousness is like a flat boat, heaving and falling in the black tide, but he has no one to rely on.Zou Tu tried to move his fingers. His right arm had been chewed to pieces, and only two fingers remained on his left arm.

In this battle for consciousness, the tyrant ended up eating half of his face, a calf, his entire right arm and two-thirds of his internal organs.

Every time he moved, black blood gushed out from the gap in his body, flowing into a terrifying and deep bloodstain.

Zou Tu vomited blood, supported his body with his fingers, and crawled hard in the dark.His eyes were gone, and his mouth was full of blood, perhaps his own blood, and perhaps bits of flesh torn from the tyrant.He didn't understand how he did it, and when the tyrant crushed half of his skull, he bit his throat desperately.What happened next, he could not remember.

He only remembered that when he woke up, his body was covered in bruises, and there was not a single intact part of his body.The whole body was aching, the blood vessels seemed to be burning, and the brain seemed to be ignited.Even his fingernails collapsed on the ground, he almost didn't realize it.

No, if you pass out here, the tyrant will definitely make a comeback and regain his consciousness.He couldn't wait for that time, and neither could the senior.

For the people waiting for him to come home.

For the person he loves deeply.

He must wake up, must wake up from this tragic lethargy.

he must...

Thinking of this, Zou Tu's heart swelled, and he bit off his tongue, a salty taste spread in his mouth.Severe pain swept through the brain, and black, gelatinous blood spewed out instantly.With an unbearable sense of suffocation, his consciousness fell into a haze again.He vaguely remembered what the tyrant had said to him.He said he has been watching himself since he was very young.But Zou Tu has no memory. He doesn't remember when he came into contact with the tyrant, nor does he remember that there was such an existence as him.

Who is he, and why does he exist in his consciousness?

Couldn't it be that the infection of patient zero brought these autonomous viruses, forcing him into a dilemma where he couldn't even control his body?

If it is not patient zero, if the tyrant existed far before he came into contact with patient zero—then when will the time be traced back?

He couldn't figure it out, and he couldn't figure it out anyway.

The mirages in front of me are all crumbling, everything is falling, sinking like a meteorite, like falling into the deep sea, suffocated, dim, like dying...

buzzing.

When Zou Tu woke up, the vision in one eye had not recovered.Therefore, his entire state was extremely weak.He quickly touched the parts of his body, and after confirming that what happened before was just a battle of consciousness, he finally relaxed.When he hurriedly climbed up from the pile of straw, there was no one around.

He looked around, but he didn't find Ji Nanze, only Zhou Xiu who was holding the skull in the corner.In the direction of the refuge square, people's cries and screams could be heard faintly.Something must have happened, the senior wasn't around, he didn't know what to do, and suddenly panicked.Before he had time to talk to Zhou Xiu, he picked up the fire ax and walked towards the square.

He felt his body was light, as if he was stepping on cotton with every step.His body seemed to be free from pain, bone and human self-preservation.Far more handy than being infected by patient zero.He can control all his senses, exaggerating to every bone, exaggerating to every cell.

Zou Tu took a deep breath, the smell here was very turbid.It was the smell of dirt, sweat, blood, saliva, and tears, as well as the unique rancid smell of zombies—and this smell was mixed with a smell that he was all too familiar with.It's the scent of Ji Nanze, the smell of almonds.As soon as he smelled this smell, Zou Tu became sober.He knew that something might have happened to Ji Nanze, and he knew the source of the blood.

His chest heaved violently, his heart throbbed, and he immediately ran over to the source of the smell.

Zou Tu didn't notice when he ran towards the square like crazy.Those people who were pushed away by him all backed away in fear the moment they saw him.They looked at him, looking at this desperate figure, as if he was no longer a human being, as if he had seen a hellish ghost crawling from hell, and what's more, he just fell to the ground, screaming in horror with his mouth open. Make a sound.

All the black blood vessels floated to the surface of the body, and Zou Tu's pupils slowly turned into the color of blood.After he devoured the tyrant in an unknown way, it seemed that he had inherited the power given by those hyphae, and his human characteristics were gradually replaced by those of the infected, but the difference was that his self-awareness remained intact down.

Like Patient Zero, become a monster of immense destructive power.

But Zou Tu didn't see anything, only Ji Nanze was in his eyes.

Surrounded by the crowd, in the bottomless black cave, a beam of fire fell down.It illuminated a figure that was afraid of being melted by his mouth.

At this moment, his love, his ever-burning embers, his brilliance and the fountain he relied on for his survival, his only hope of living like a dog, cowardly, begging for mercy, just collapsed on the ground like this. In black bones and blood.It seems that the bones of the whole body are broken, like a puppet whose silk thread has been cut.

Just so quietly, quietly fell there, dying.

Seeing him coming, he opened his eyelids with difficulty and smiled at him.

It was that smile, and Zou Tu let out a miserable cry from his throat.

The missing blueberry cuddled close to him, and he didn't know when the blueberry appeared and when it ran to Ji Nanze's side.It licked Ji Nanze's face, and most of his body was rotten, probably because he had suffered a lot of impact.Seeing Zou Tu, it raised its head and whimpered sadly.

But Zou Tu could no longer see the blueberries.

When I saw him for the first time, I had a strange feeling.He is pure, white and flawless, a clarity that cannot be stained by anything.He likes him so, so much, loves him uncontrollably, likes every breath, every heartbeat becomes cautious.Like when he kissed him, when he said they were destined, he felt that everything was a lie and an illusion countless times.

Is unbelievable, own reverie.

But all this is not illusory, all this is true.He really kissed him, he really said he loved him, he said he was meant to be, he said we belong together.They did what all ordinary or extraordinary lovers in the world would do. They would kiss, tell each other their hearts, walk hand in hand, and promise forever.

In the doomsday of harsh morality, in the doomsday of tortured human nature, in this purgatory on earth where there is no future or hope to speak of.

They found each other, they found the meaning of living.

But now?For him, it must be for him again, for the unworthy self—for the self who collapsed in the stone house.Ji Nanze made another sacrifice.The sacrifice this time was far beyond Zou Tu's affordability, and it was a price he had never thought of.He hoped that when he fell there, the dying person was himself.

Zou Tu didn't even think about it, he jumped into the pile of bones and picked him up.He was almost unconscious, and his body temperature kept dropping as the blood drained.He bit his lip, trying to give Ji Nanze his last breath with blood.However, what fell on his face and the corners of his lips one drop after another was a kind of black mucus.

After devouring the tyrant, Zou Tu's blood turned a gelatinous black.The dripping blood was like thick ink, dipping and rewriting the fate of his pure white angel.Zou Tu wiped his lips with his index finger in disbelief, looking at the blood on it.His body has completely lost the ability to heal others.

In this dark underground refuge, he could only watch Ji Nanze die before his eyes.

Blueberry followed him eagerly, still carrying their backpack on its back.The dog's body stuck to his leg, anxiously wanting to paw Ji Nanze.Only then did Zou Tu see that Lanberry's body was covered with sludge and rancid black blood, and his claws were all rotten.During the time it was missing, it may have accidentally drilled into this underground exit, anxiously trying to find them.

Surrounded by zombies who ignored them and focused on eating their bones; surrounded by hunting fires that burned the long night, whispered by the crowd, watching with cold eyes and gloating; Life.Lonely and desperate, a never-ending life.

"...Is he dead?"

"Isn't it still moving?"

"Don't worry about it, it's best to die, and no one will know what happened here."

"There is also this outsider, he has to be dealt with, no matter what..."

"Don't you see what he looks like? It's exactly the same as those monsters!"

"Burn, burn them to death, let's burn them to death together!"

Torches fell from the sky, as if they wanted to burn them to death.The pile of corpses was quickly ignited, and the zombies seemed to be afraid of the fire and heat, screaming and receding into the darkness.And Zou Tu hugged Ji Nanze, pressed against his cheek, and stood up from the raging fire.

"Calm down, calm down..." He leaned weakly on his shoulder, "I'm still alive. I'm still alive..."

"Hmm." Zou Tu was so wronged that tears streamed down his face, and he put his lips close to the other's scented hair.I took a deep breath, my nose was sore again, and a line of black tears fell, "Senior, I must calm down, I must listen to you, and I will listen to you in everything... So, I can't fall asleep, I can't .OK?"

He reached out to wipe away the tears, but found that he couldn't wipe them clean, and he couldn't see Ji Nanze clearly.He growled angrily, and his fingers almost tore the skin of his eyelids.But he still couldn't see, he couldn't see at all.

This is his person, the person who gave each other a lifetime.

It was the lips he had kissed painfully.

How dare they?How could they do this to him!

That monster, the monster that made everyone fearful and wanted to kill, suddenly his shoulders trembled and he roared hoarsely.

He smiled lowly, twisting his neck back.The scarlet pupils locked on the bystanders, and the corners of the mouth grinned back, revealing a bloody smile.One of his arms grabbed the edge of the hole, and the stone disintegrated instantly, making a loud crash.But he hugged Ji Nanze with his other arm, as if wiping the corners of his lips gently.

People were frightened by his appearance and ran away, and the torches were thrown on the ground casually.The flames gushing out from the depths of the cave started from the square and spread wildly in all directions.There is no igniter, only a fire source that no one paid attention to at first, and only a pair of feet stepping on the prairie fire, covered with scars and blood.But Zou Tu hugged him very carefully, not even the corner of Ji Nanze's clothes was licked by the flames.

Blueberry followed, not taking his eyes off them.

"Calm down... Zou Tu, you will always be yourself, remember. No one can... overcome your will."

At this moment, Ji Nanze finally understood.

The Zou Tu he had met in the gymnasium—the Zou Tu who was squatting on the ground, holding a water bottle, with strange emotions flashing in his pupils, overlapped with the scarlet pupils in front of him.

Why, I just noticed now...

Zou Tu stepped unsteadily on the raging fire, and staggered on the disintegrating city-state under his feet, with burning limbs behind him.He was gasping for breath, and walked down the corridor of bones step by step, half crying and half smiling.

Zombies crawled out of the cave recklessly from their side, and people rushed to the refuge in panic, as if they didn't notice them at all.

A little girl walked by Zou Tu. The little girl had black hair and was wearing a dirty white dress. She looked like a normal human being.Unbelievable, Zou Tu was a little surprised how she survived around the tide of corpses.She looked at them and muttered something to herself.

When she opened her mouth and gestured with both hands, Zou Tu saw that her tongue had been pulled out, and the fracture seemed to have been burned.

He suddenly realized something, and his voice became hoarse.

sorry.The girl mouth-shaped, and she desperately gestured to express what she meant.sorry.

- Harm you, come here.

--Really sorry.

--thank you all.

She smiled brightly.

—I can, go home.

He nodded, and just stumbled over.

Just like those years, all the unknown sins and dangers in this underground shelter, all the joys and sorrows and partings of those who were powerless to fight.

Tonight, in this dark age that no one knows, turn into ashes all over the sky.

The clouds dispersed and the smoke disappeared.

***

The fire had reached the top of the shelter, and burning stones fell from overhead from time to time.Zhou Xiu got up tremblingly from the icy ground. She was still wearing the black sarong full of patches and mud when she came, as if she had seen something from a distance.She opened her arms, with a gentle smile on her face, and stepped backwards in the fire field step by step.

The panicked people knocked her to the ground again and again, but every time, Zhou Xiu was able to get up strong.

Her eyes were not looking at anyone else, not in any other direction, only ahead, only where the flames were rising.

She opened her arms, embracing the flames.

Everything was collapsing around her, the fragile walls and the aging roof were melting and peeling off at a speed visible to the naked eye.Dust whirled up the corners of her skirt, and her long, dirty hair was matted in locks.There were bloodstains on the soles of the feet on the hot stone surface, as if they couldn't feel the pain at all.She smiled and walked forward.

"Wenwen."

"Wenwen."

She vaguely felt her little girl standing in the flames.

She vaguely saw the clean white dress she wore on the day she disappeared.

She vaguely smelled the rotten smell on her body, but it made her miss it so much and it was so beautiful.

She vaguely heard that her mouth kept repeating a call that was full of all the love and all the future since she was babbling.

Mother.Mother.Mother.

Tears steamed in the tongues of flames.

"...Mom finally found you, Wenwen."

The author says:

Dupin is crazy and excited when he sees strange things.Blueberries are no exception, so run away (?