Idol's Doomsday Survival Guide

When he got up that day, Ji Nanze stretched out his hand in a daze, and found that Zou Tu's side was empty.The quilt is also a little cold, it seems that he has been up for some time.Blueberry arched to his chest when he fell asleep, as if he was dreaming a sweet dream.Ji Nanze gently held its head, put it back on the pillow, and carefully climbed off the bed.When he changed into his clothes, he turned around and found that Blueberry had opened his eyes, tilting his head and staring at him.

Ji Nanze couldn't help smiling, and stretched out his hand to touch its head.

"I'm going to find Zou Tu, blueberry, do you want a piece?"

Blueberry screamed excitedly, very interested in the next activity.

He put on his backpack and just opened the door when he heard a sound like chopping wood not far away.He looked around and felt a little strange.Since they plan not to stay here, there is no need to do such nonsense.He stretched himself, and walked towards the direction of the voice against the bright sun.Blueberry seems to think that there is not much danger over there, sticking out her tongue and following closely.

Not long after Ji Nanze walked along the forest, he felt something strange in the leaves under his feet.He lifted his feet to look, and found some fresh, sticky liquid sticking to the soles of his feet, and the leaves made a crunching sound under his feet.Ji Nanze looked at the liquid extending all the way, and the alarm bell suddenly started to ring in his head.

"Zou Tu...?"

His face turned pale, his body shook, and he immediately ran towards the sound.

Are you hurt?Did you encounter some infected creature?If so, why doesn't he know anything?Why didn't the blueberries show hostility?

Zou Tu, what happened?

When he arrived, he found that he had reached the upper reaches of the river.Just as they expected at the beginning, the infection has reached such a point that even the groundwater and streams have been polluted and turned into a rushing river of blood.The trees began to wither gradually from the source of the Blood River. When he walked to the edge of the stream, the vegetation had all withered and looked extremely desolate.

The sound came from the river, very calm and rhythmic.

When Ji Nanze walked over, he saw a figure half-kneeling by the river, with the fire ax in his hand up and down, hacking at a certain place.Ji Nanze immediately recognized the weapon in Zou Tu's hand, and immediately walked forward with Blueberry without thinking about it.

"Zou Tu, what are you doing here? Let's leave here and go collect supplies..." He had just walked a few steps before he froze in place.Zou Tu on the bank of the river slowly turned towards him. His face was covered with blood, and his clothes were also stained with blood.Below his knees lay the corpses of two bloody animals.They are all creatures with particularly obvious infection characteristics. They are a pair of forest deer. The horns and bones of the male deer stretch out from every piece of the skin, piercing the body; while the abdomen of the female deer is ruptured, and the intestines flow out.They should be infected creatures that originally lived in the forest.

Ji Nanze fell on a vine at once, and Blueberry immediately barked loudly and circled around him.He looked at the extremely excited big dog, at the half-opened chest that was constantly expanding, and at Zou Tu who stood up and walked towards him with blurred eyes.Ji Nanze clenched his lips.

Zou Tu looked at him from top to bottom, wiped the blood on his chin with the bandage on the back of his hand, his eyes were black and blue, and his eyes were very sad: "Are you awake?"

"What's going on? Zou Tu, when I fell asleep..." Ji Nanze didn't know how to organize his words. He tremblingly grabbed the blood-stained hand extended by Zou Tu, "Did something happen? Isn't it?" Are those voices speaking in your head again?"

"I feel very strange. Every evening, its call becomes clearer. It wakes me up, and it is the one who led me to find them." Zou Tu held the ax and lowered his head desolately, "It told me ...it says, I have no choice, I must ... kill the competitor."

"Zou Tu, there are no competitors. They are just infecting creatures, just infecting creatures!" Ji Nanze looked at him nervously, and reached out to touch his forehead, "Do you have a fever? Are you feeling uncomfortable?"

All he could answer was his normal body temperature and Zou Tu's almost desperate eyes.

Zou Tu would not lie to him, what he was worried about still happened.

Ji Nanze didn't know what to say for a while, he always felt that as time went by, every day, Zou Tu's symptoms seemed to be getting worse.He didn't know what Zou Tu would become in the end, the only thing he could do was not to hand Zou Tu to You Guohao.

Not to anyone.

"Senior, am I crazy?" He lowered his head and stared at the ground for a long time, blood dripped from his fingertips to the ground bit by bit, "Am I... abnormal? Is it from an infection?" Since the virus started, my body has never killed these cells. They are alive, occupying my body bit by bit, occupying my consciousness bit by bit..."

"We will make it through, believe in ourselves. Please, believe in yourself, Zou Tu." Ji Nanze was hugged into Zou Tu's arms, his voice choked up, "You must calm down, we will definitely have a solution ...You can't lose your confidence. You even survived the past, such a difficult day, how could you lose to it?"

"If it wasn't like this, why would I want to kill someone? Anyway, no matter what happened. How could I get rid of the guilt of hurting others?" Zou Tu sniffed his body, and his lips unconsciously moved to the thick blood vessel. , warm carotid artery.He obsessively covered his lips on the thin skin, sucking gently.

The voice in his head began to clamor again.

His mate, his reproductive rights, his domination.He is the leader of the relationship.

He should overthrow him, imprison him in the hive of reproduction and desire, and be his own queen bee.

Yes, he has the power, he has the right, he should... he should...

No.

A smear of blood gradually slipped from the corner of his mouth.

No, this cannot be done.It's bad enough that you can't drag someone into the swamp, you can't let anyone get hurt.No, really can't.

No one deserves this, he can kill himself, he still has this chance.

32 times, he still has 32 chances.Biting off his tongue, cutting off his neck, 32 times, is enough for him to die several times, enough for him to wake up several times.However, when Ji Nanze hugged him, he didn't dare to do that again.He is not afraid of pain, dark, or scolded by thousands of people.He is just afraid that the love that he has not come by easily, the love that is too late to cherish, will disappear before he has time to feel it.

He greedily wants to possess his love, and wants to be the absolute in his heart.

Therefore, as long as they can touch each other and join hands, he is very satisfied.

A little longer, let his happiness live a little longer.When you go on the road alone, you won't be lonely, nostalgic, and won't look back.

"Senior, I..."

He seemed to know what he was going to say: "You are not crazy, Zou Tu. You are not. You are fine. I am watching..."

"Um……"

Ji Nanze let go of his hand and looked at Zou Tu who was shaking and his mental condition was getting worse and worse. He couldn't say anything for a while.

He didn't speak, and the lines of his profile were tense.

For the first time, Ji Nanze clearly saw the corpses of two infected creatures. The angle of the ax cut down was terrible, and the bones inside could be seen.Even the limbs were completely broken, and there was no good place to be found.Ji Nanze bit his lip, if Zou Tu was in this state, he couldn't hand it over to You Guohao.There is bound to be a big mess.

Zou Tu listened to Ji Nanze's words and knelt down with him.He just stared blankly at the corpse without saying anything.

His head was buzzing, the blood on his clothes was telling him, and the remains of the two freshly infected creatures were telling him too.For the first time, he didn't kill something in order to survive.It is under the control of absolute will to make behaviors that are completely contrary to reason.

If it was him in the past, he would definitely avoid fighting with infected creatures.It's completely different from killing zombies. Before those creatures died, the infection didn't completely deprive them of their instincts. Their green eyes had light.Little by little, he watched as all the light gradually dimmed, his body temperature gradually lost, and even his blood and skin gradually shriveled.

Unlike zombies, those biological users have a lot of power.Since the attack pattern of the infected creature is completely unknown, he will not take the risk.He is well aware of the price of failure, and he is also very clear that infected creatures cannot be dealt with by himself - avoiding them is the best way.

But when killing them, Zou Tu's hands were trembling, because he thought that deep down in his heart he couldn't accept this feeling, the feeling of killing living things...

He raised his head silently and silently, looking at the whirling blades above his head.

Yes, how to describe that feeling?

It was as if...alive, as if...the blood in his whole body was boiling like never before.

He blinked blankly, even though he knew everything was wrong, guilt was tormenting his heart, his consciousness all the time.But when the warm feeling gradually disappeared from his palm, the heart stopped, the light in the dead man's eyes dissipated, and even breathing and skin no longer responded.At this time, his body would tremble violently because of surprise.

Too strange.It's incredible.

Is this some kind of strange gift, or a strong condemnation of his moral sense?

Zou Tu raised his palm covered with mud and blood in a daze, and stared at the clear blood vessels in his wrist, where a molten red light was faintly and faintly showing at this moment.

It's not over, nothing is over.The infected cells still remained in his body, waiting for his weakest moment to take advantage of the void, and they were also waiting, they merged into one and never separated...

The author says:

It's useless to think about reproduction...it doesn't have that function.