Idol's Doomsday Survival Guide

After returning to the RV, Zou Tu didn't say anything, and went to the bathroom to take a shower in silence.

Shouhou and the others blinked and watched behind him without saying a word. After he closed the bathroom door, he looked at Luosang and asked, "Xiao Luo, do you think Brother Zou is okay? He seems to be in a very low mood recently. .”

Luosang was also a little curious: "Nanze, did Zou Tu not get better after he came out of Nanshan Street? He wouldn't be like this before?"

"He killed someone, it's not so easy to calm down."

Ji Nanze also looked in the direction of the bathroom, hesitating whether to go in and have a heart-to-heart talk with him.

"It's such a time, there is no way to kill people..." Shouhou pouted, "And at that time, they wanted to kill us, this is called self-defense."

"How can it be as simple as you said?" Ji Nanze was helpless, "You will know if you really do it, and you will be under a lot of pressure."

"Nanze, talk to Zou Tu. If this continues, his mental state will definitely deteriorate." Luosang said, "Aren't you dating him? At this time, if Nanze is willing to go, Zou Tu I would also like to speak my heart to you.”

Ji Nanze looked at her smile and the expectant eyes of the thin monkey, and suddenly he couldn't refuse.

"He's taking a shower, why should I go in?"

"You don't understand." Luosang seemed to be in a mood, changed his position on the sofa, and said, "Without clothes, that's when human beings are most defenseless. At that time, what do you ask, he If you want to say it, it must be what you want to say. Nanze, now is a good opportunity."

Ji Nanze frowned hesitantly, although he didn't know what Luosang was planning, but in terms of the current situation, he was more worried about Zou Tu's situation.So he stood up, didn't say much, took a change of clothes and went to the bathroom.Hearing the movement on their side, Jiang Sen couldn't help looking over.

He looked at Ji Nanze's leaving back, a strange emotion flashed in his eyes.

The bathroom was filled with fog. As soon as Ji Nanze opened the door, Zou Tu covered his head and leaned against the wall, panting uncontrollably.Hearing someone coming in, he quickly turned away, and looked into each other's eyes in a hazy mist.Both of them were naked, Zou Tu took a look, and immediately turned away with a blushing face.

"What are you doing?" Ji Nanze was amused by him.He went around behind Zou Tu, forced his way into the small shower room, and closed the door.

"Don't, senior, don't, I can't help it." Zou Tu remembered that he almost jumped up, and his gasping voice became a little louder, "It's too crowded here, so be careful not to knock yourself over."

"Lausang asked me to comfort you." Ji Nanze slapped his hand that was grabbing the doorknob, and squeezed a leg between his legs, rubbing and touching the skin intimately, "I also think that you look very bad these days .Is it because of the mother's pendant?"

Zou Tu couldn't help kissing his ear, his fingers slid to his waist, and his head rested on Ji Nanze's chest.He put his lower body against Ji Nanze's thigh and rubbed it lightly. "I don't know how to say it. In my impression, I have never had a mother. I have no memory of her, and I should have a kind of hatred for her for everything I suffered innocently. If she hadn't given birth to me, I might All this would not have happened.”

Ji Nanze touched his face and hugged Zou Tu's neck.

"Go on, you go on, I'll kiss you." He leaned close to Zou Tu's ear and sucked his ear.

Zou Tu's cheeks were a little hot: "But... when I left Nanshan Street, Liu Yi gave me this pendant. I wanted to... find a chance to throw it away, but there was a line written on it, a line left by my mother. Words for me. Senior, do you know, a love that I never had, never imagined... just like that, it came to me suddenly. I was loved, from a very young age, from being destined to kill me From the moment I was a mother, I was loved by her."

"I am so deeply in love with the person I am about to kill."

Ji Nanze's lips touched the corners of his lips, Zou Tu couldn't speak anymore, he turned his head and bit his lips, and kissed him deeply fiercely and suffocatingly.The tongue swept across the palate, and the lips and tongue entangled with the sound of water.It wasn't until reluctantly parting that Ji Nanze took a bite on Zou Tu's lips, his eyes were full of bewilderment.

"Then, I had to face the hostility of human beings towards me." He laughed self-deprecatingly, "Senior, I am also human. Why can human beings be so cruel to their compatriots? Why?... I was forced to accept the human body. Experiment, when I was very young, I had no right to refuse at all. No one told me why, no one pityed me, no one felt that all this was forced on me, and it was a mistake.”

"But now, whether it's Liu Yi or You Guohao... they all think that this is what I should do. I am an experimental subject, and I am not a person who should have a normal life. What about my name? Why am I called Zou Tu? Since the value of my existence is really... just to sacrifice for human beings, why did you give me a name? It's meaningless, it's all meaningless things..."

Ji Nanze was kissed to the chest by him, and the strength of the sucking was a little stronger, and he began to cry immediately.

"Take it easy."

"Yeah." Zou Tu relaxed his strength and looked at him from the bottom up, "Does it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt." Ji Nanze shook his head, holding his face, "Zou Tu, did it make sense when I called you?"

Zou Tu looked at him, his eyes were covered with bruises.But he still laughed: "Yes, senior." He leaned forward and touched the tip of the other's nose lightly with his lips, "Yes, it is the meaning that overrides my life. It is the meaning of my existence in this world. Yes my everything."

"It's everything I want."

Under Ji Nanze's gaze, he raised his legs reverently. Ji Nanze didn't refuse, but wrapped them around his waist.Lips to lips, eyelashes to eyelashes, the moment he bit Zou Tu's lips hard, the breathing of the two of them suddenly became chaotic.

A beautiful place.

After coming out of the bathroom, Zou Tu put on his clothes and immediately went to the window to smoke.The thin monkey didn't dare to provoke him, so he approached Ji Nanze mysteriously. "Xiao Ji, is Brother Zou feeling better?"

"How do I know?" Ji Nanze smiled at him, "You ask yourself."

"I'm afraid that he will beat me..." The thin monkey glanced at Zou Tu furtively, "Tell me quickly, will you get beaten if you talk to me now?"

"Go and try." Ji Nanze refused to tell him.

After touching his nose, the thin monkey pouted and went to Zou Tu. He scratched the back of his head for a long time, but didn't hold back a word.

"Brother Zou, you, are you feeling better?"

Zou Tu took a rare look at him: "It's okay."

The thin monkey blinked in place, and immediately waved his hand to Luosang who was reading a book beside him: "Xiao Luo, brother Zou has returned to me, he is still the same brother Zou from before, he hasn't changed at all."

"Neuropathy."

Zou Tu didn't know whether to laugh or cry, he pressed his head once, and after throwing the cigarette butt out of the window, he went straight to find Ji Nanze.At this time, Ji Nanze had already changed into a pajamas, and was lying on the inside of the bed, reading a book.Zou Tu sat beside him, smelling of cigarettes all over his body, pressing his upper body in his direction.

"Will it hurt?" He propped the bed down with one hand, leaning over to read the pages of the book.It is a travel magazine. There is nothing new in this car except travel magazines.

"It's okay. Don't forget, I paid off all the rewards I owe you." Ji Nanze couldn't help laughing, "Why, wasn't it you who was happy just now? Now come and ask me how I feel."

"I'm afraid I'll hurt you." Zou Tu cleared his throat, the expression on his face looked uneasy and sad, "...Just now, I was thinking about whether you hurt or not."

"You, what are you thinking about all day? If I don't like it, why come to the bathroom to find you?"

Zou Tu blinked, and said, "You really don't hate it? I... I'm afraid you just listened to Shouhou and did this as a last resort to comfort me."

"Who do you think I am?" Ji Nanze hugged his neck and dragged him onto the bed together. He whispered in Zou Tu's ear, "No one can force me to do what I don't want to do. I say I like it." You, that means I really like you. Don't worry about anything else, okay?"

"Okay." Zou Tu couldn't help but kissed him, "I like you too, senior, I really, really like you."

"... By the way, there are more." Ji Nanze looked around, seeing that no one was paying attention, he hurriedly pulled him to his lips.Lips gently rubbed against his ears, and Zou Tu's nose was filled with the scent of Ji Nanze.

"Huh?" His heart was itchy, and his voice softened.

"Your one is a bit big. Next time, stretch it a little longer, or it will hurt."

"what……"

Zou Tu's face instantly turned red.

That night, Zou Tu slept soundly.Seeing that he really fell asleep, Ji Nanze tucked the corner of the quilt for him, and fell asleep himself.He felt a faint pain in the overused parts of his body. Although Zou Tu had tried his best to restrain himself, his whole body was still a little sore.However, after a while, he himself fell into a deep sleep.

I don't know how long this sleep lasted. When he woke up, it was Luosang who woke him up.

He looked over in a daze, and when his eyes met the worry in Luosang's eyes, Ji Nanze immediately woke up.Something happened, something must have happened.Otherwise, Luosang would not have shown that expression.He quickly sat up from the bed and looked at Luosang.

"what happened?"

"Nanze, come and take a look..." Luosang seemed a little embarrassed, not knowing how to explain it to him.She pointed to the open car door, hesitating.

"I'll go down and have a look." Ji Nanze looked around while putting on his clothes, "Where's Zou Tu?"

Hearing him take the initiative to talk about Zou Tu, Luosang's face became even paler, and he quickly took his hand and walked out of the caravan.

"Don't ask, Nanze, just go and have a look." They got out of the car in such a hurry that Ji Nanze almost fell.When he got out of the car, he found that Jiang Sen and Shouhou were all surrounded by the RV, with strange expressions on their faces.He didn't find Zou Tu, and he didn't know where he was.Following the direction of their gaze, Ji Nanze slowly looked over.

I saw Zou Tu sitting under the shade of a tree, holding the bloody ax in his hand.Blood... Ji Nanze keenly sensed something strange, how could there be blood here.He followed the direction of the ax and looked at Zou Tu. The clothes he had just changed were also covered with blood. He felt a thump in his heart, and his gaze fell to Zou Tu's feet.

On the ground, lay a severed arm, with ragged and worn cloth hanging on the arm.

Ji Nanze looked at the man's arm in disbelief, there was no sign of infection on it.

It's a human arm.

A man who was standing here intact minutes ago, even seconds ago.

"Jiang Sen found out. When he woke up, he found the car door was open. He thought it was left open last night, and broke out in a cold sweat."

"When he went out, he saw Zou Tu under the shade of the tree. It seemed... something was wrong with him. That person seemed to want to ask us for help."

Luosang took a deep breath and continued: "I don't know why, but Zou Tu didn't say anything, and walked up to him and chopped off his arm."

"Where have people gone?"

"I don't know, we dare not approach."

why?

Ji Nanze swallowed uneasily, and walked towards Zou Tu.He felt that every step he took was stepping on the soldering iron, which made his consciousness a little fuzzy.

In the end what happened?Zou Tu, wasn't Zou Tu fine last night?Did something go wrong, did this person do something bad?

But Zou Tu covered his face, his shoulders trembling imperceptibly.

He seemed to feel Ji Nanze's approach, raised his bloody face, and hugged his waist fiercely.The pupils contracted violently, as if they were bearing an unprecedented fear.

"Senior, senior..." Ji Nanze found that he was crying, and hurriedly stepped forward to wipe his tears mixed with blood.

"What's wrong? What happened? Tell me, Zou Tu. I don't blame you, I don't blame you..."

Zou Tu looked at him, his eyes widened slowly, and his pupils contracted mysteriously into a shuttle shape.His lips murmured.

"There's a voice in my head, it wants me to kill him. Kill everyone... I..." He held his head in pain, "I killed him, didn't I? I killed that man !I took a living human...why? why...what the hell did I do?"

"No, you didn't kill someone, Zou Tu... Zou Tu!"

Ji Nanze hugged him, he felt powerless, he felt unable to say anything.

Perhaps, the infection virus remained in Zou Tu's body in another way.The virus was not completely digested by him, but it really had an impact.The impact was far more terrifying than Ji Nanze could have imagined.

But he couldn't tell him that assumption, tell anyone.Their situation is dangerous, Yu Guohao is looking for them, and the whole world is eager to find them.But amidst all these dangers, Zou Tu's mental state plummeted.Sooner or later, Shouhou and the others will find out about Zou Tu's strange behavior. He may hurt everyone he sees, including Shouhou, Lausanne, Jiang Sen, and of course himself.

Ji Nanze took a deep breath.In any case, he murdered a man for no reason, and the crime was committed.All he could do was stay by Zou Tu's side.

"Zou Tu, let's go." He said, "Let's go together."

"Where are we going?" Zou Tu was hugged by him, trembling, "Where else can we go?"

"Go wherever we want, to Tibet, to Antarctica, just the two of us. We don't drag others down, we... don't hurt others, okay?"

"Okay." Zou Tu's fingers gradually tightened, "anywhere is fine, as long as you don't want me."