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The sun in Muye Village in April is just right, and the breeze blows, bringing a burst of warmth.Kaneki sat on the porch, watching the cherry blossoms floating in the yard in a daze.

It has been more than two months since he came here, and he still feels a bit confused and unable to react. When Ying died in his arms, he was already in despair. In that cruel world, no matter how hard he struggled, he seemed to be unable to It doesn't help, and if he can't protect important people, what is the meaning of his existence.Falling into hell and giving up everything as a human being, he just wanted to protect them from harm, but in the end he failed to protect anyone well, and in the end he also implicated the innocent Ying.He knew he was a ghoul, but he was still worried about him. In order to help him, he even went to the headquarters of Baige to inquire about information, but in the end he was involved in the chaos of the war between the two sides.

The snow that night was so cold, Ying's body soon became rigid, so hard and so cold.Everyone in Anding District was also dead, except for Dong Xiang who was taken away early, all died.In the final battle with Arima, he lost terribly, even though he was no longer afraid of pain, the feeling of pain piercing his bone marrow was still so vivid.He thought he was going to die, but he didn't expect that there would be a day when he would wake up, and he would wake up in another world as another person.

Now he is no longer the Kaneki Ken he used to be. His name is Ritsu, Haruno Ritsu. He is three years old this year. He, his parents are dead, if Konoha Ninja hadn't arrived in time, he probably wouldn't have had the chance to return to this place.

There was an old lady's shout in the room, and Lü responded, got up and walked into the room, a gust of breeze blew by, blowing up his snow-white hair, Lü stroked his hair with his hands, and walked in Room.

The old lady is his current grandma, and there are only two of them left in Yuan Ye's family. I heard that Yuan Chen's parents took him to his grandma's funeral last time, but he didn't expect to be attacked when he came back.

When he walked to the dining table and sat down, the old lady handed him the well-served meal, and she sat down opposite, put her hands together and said "I'm starting", and the two began to eat lunch.There are not many meals on the table, and neither the old nor the young can eat much.Although the village gave some compensation because the dead father was a ninja, but how long would it take them.Li, who hadn't had a good life in his previous life, didn't feel much about it. It's pretty good for him to be able to eat the food now. No, he hasn't tasted the aroma of food for a long time.

After the meal, grandma put away the bowls and chopsticks to wash, touched his hair spinner with a pleasant face, and asked him to play while Lu went back to the porch, leaning on the pillar and staring at the cherry blossoms floating in the sky in a daze, he really didn't know what to do .This is not the world he is familiar with, it looks like ancient times, but there are many modern products, and there are ninjas running all over the roof.Being able to turn one person into two or three was not something he could easily accept.Even though he had seen it with his own eyes, he still couldn't believe it, it was such a magical world.

Muye Village is very peaceful, at least for now, there is no large-scale war, and the villagers are living peacefully. He has seen too many ninjas flying around on the roof, and he is used to it.I thought it would be nice if I could learn a few tricks myself in the future, it was quite interesting to watch.Reaching out to catch a cherry blossom petal, the small palm is white and tender, but the nails are pitch black.Sighing, I don't know how long such a peaceful life can last.

He still clearly remembers what happened two months ago. The man's chest was pierced. Before he died, he tried hard to buy time for his wife and children to escape. The woman cried desperately, but she hugged him and left quickly. After waking up in a daze, he didn't react at all, but was stimulated by the sudden blood on his face and almost ran away. Fortunately, Konoha's ninja arrived later and took him away from the bloody place.Thinking about it now, although he has changed his body, he is slowly being eroded by his soul. Even if he can eat human food, he will still be easily attracted by the smell of flesh and blood.There should be no ghouls in this world. If one day he can no longer accept human food, maybe that day will be his death day.

He really didn't want to eat people anymore, even if they were dead, he didn't want to eat them either!

He spent the whole afternoon in the porch, during which time grandma looked at him hesitantly, but he didn't ignore her eyes.He knew that grandma was worried about him. From the day he came back, he basically didn't say much, and the hair that turned white that night made those who knew him think that he was stimulated by seeing his parents die with his own eyes. That's why he became like this.He was indeed stimulated, and he once questioned the meaning of his existence.He is a ghoul, a ghoul who feeds on humans, and will always be the enemy of humans. Even if he has not yet reached the point where he must eat humans, that day will always come.If he lives, he will interact with others, and when his true colors are discovered by others, it will only cause more pain. He doesn't know what he is living for.

It wasn't until one day when the old lady entered the hospital that he saw that there were still people around him crying for him.Yuanye's family is all married late and late to have children. Although he is only three years old, the old lady is already very old. I don't know how many years she can live. Sometimes he thought, at least to support the death of the old lady, at least make her last few years easier.Later, he began to slowly integrate into this family, a family with only two people.

The old lady was very kind to him. Although she was very reticent, she put him first in everything. In order to take care of him, the old lady would not go too far away. She would do housework at home every day and take him with her when she was free Walking in the nearby small park, although to him it was just a place to daze.The old lady's hands were very warm. Although they were full of age spots and wrinkles, they gave her a warmth she had never had before. It was a feeling he had never experienced in his previous life.

That is the taste of loved ones.

His former mother was a weak person and would only teach him to be kind to others.Miss Lee World is right, a person’s life is always full of choices, good or bad, people will make subconscious choices, if they want one thing, they must give up another thing, his mother doesn’t Knowing or not having the courage to choose, she has no choice between her son and her sister, so she exhausted herself to death.Abandoned his son early and let him survive in that world alone.

He used to not understand what Miss Li Shi said, but now he thinks very clearly, without that ability, he can only give up, if he wants to have both, how can there be so many good things.Just like he wants to protect the people he values, and if he wants to gain power, he can only be a ghoul with peace of mind and give up his identity as a human.Even in pain, driven by desire, he stuffed those disgusting things into his mouth and swallowed them again and again, but he wanted to become stronger, and that was all he could do.

In fact, he is not a good person. Although he didn't want to eat people, he still ate the meatball that the store manager handed him. He knew what it was.He once complained about the injustice of the world, let him, a commoner, be artificially transformed into a ghoul, and made him live a life that would be worse than death.But there is no way to complain anymore, he has changed, this has become a fact, and he can never go back to the past.

The reality is so cruel, no matter how much you complain, it won't change a bit, he doesn't want to die, he didn't do anything wrong, why should he die.He struggled in despair and trembled in fear.A person who was once so weak finally learned to be ruthless through lessons.

As the sun set, the children in the small park were taken home one by one. Grandma took him by the hand and walked back, but he saw the child who was not picked up, a blond child about his age, cute His face was full of loneliness, and he was inconspicuous when playing with others, but listening to the words of the departing adults, taboo tone and disgusting words, he didn't know what was wrong with this child.

"What's wrong, Li-chan."

"It's nothing, grandma, let's go home." Lu didn't look back, he didn't have much curiosity to meddle in other people's affairs.

"Liu Jiang, how about grilled fish tonight?" The old lady gently patted her grandson's head and asked softly.

"Well, good!" He is not picky about food, as long as he can eat.

The two left the small park.For Li, the meaning of his existence is to make grandma's old age easier. Other people in this world are not important to him. The more he contacts, the more painful it will be in the future.So usually he would never go to play and talk with other children, and silently refused others to approach.

After laying out the food and greeting Lu to eat, the old lady sighed silently. Lu Cong has been taciturn since he came back. Although it is much better now than when he first came back, he still lacks the vitality of a child. She has a smiley face, usually with few expressions, she doesn't know how many years she can live, what will Li-chan do when she dies!

The grandparents finished their dinner quietly, Lu wiped the table with a rag, and stood under the window to watch grandma wash the dishes.In the evening, he asked his grandma to change into his pajamas, tucked in the quilt and left with a face of peace of mind before falling asleep peacefully.The old lady was relieved when he recovered. Maybe he should relax a little more and be more lively and normal.

In the dark space, Ritsu sat with his knees hugged, and he was overwhelmed by a severe sense of loneliness. In the darkness, he could not feel the passage of time. Every second was subdivided, and the time was infinitely elongated, making it impossible to see the end .He has not tasted such a feeling for a long time. After his mother passed away, he lived alone for a long time. In his world, only one friend, Ying, is as cowardly as he. Whatever it is, Ying is like his sun, illuminating his world and dispelling the haze in his heart.But Ying is dead, and there will be no second Ying in this world, what should he do!

Trapped in the darkness, Ritsu couldn't see what he looked like in reality, his hands clutched his chest tightly, covered in cold sweat, and his frown showed that he was suffering pain.In the middle of the night, she heard the sound of her little grandson's sudden heavy breathing, and occasionally there was pain. The old lady got up quickly and saw the pain of the child. She didn't know how heartbroken she was. She called for a long time before waking the child up , her confused eyes were mixed with pain, and her pitiful appearance almost didn't make her shed tears.

"Okay, okay, don't be afraid of Li-chan, grandma is here, don't be afraid, don't be afraid..." The old lady held her grandson in her arms, patted the child's back, and comforted him gently.

Law is no longer a child, at least the soul is not, but the old lady who pulled him out of the boundless darkness really comforted him. How many times when he dreamed back at midnight, he could only face the empty room alone, Even when he was lonely and lonely, he used to be shy and shy to seek comfort from Ying, although every time Ying would find out by himself, and then laughed at him for being afraid of having nightmares at such an age, and comforted him in his unique way with him.They are like brothers, but they are not blood brothers. He is willing to do anything for Ying, but he doesn't want Ying to get hurt for him.But he killed him, his only brother, his most important person.

Hugging the old lady, Lu felt so sad that Ying died, and died in his arms. Every time he thought of this fact, his heart ached like a knife. He clutched the old lady's skirt with both hands, and couldn't hold back the tears anymore. It was his sin to live down, and he would bear the sin of his life, a sin he would never let go of.

The old lady only thought that the child was frightened by the nightmare, but when she thought of her lost son and daughter-in-law, her nose was sore and her eyes were wet with tears.Holding the child in her arms, the old lady shed tears into her stomach, hummed a little song, and coaxed her little grandson. After the child fell asleep again, she returned to her bed and lay down.

Li, who was supposed to be asleep, opened his eyes again, feeling guilty for scaring the old lady, he was just an outsider, how could He De let her treat him like this.

I really can't go on like this. If I have been immersed in sadness, the old lady may not last long. No matter how long I can exist in this life, just treat it as an adventure. When he dies, he will go to Ying and tell him about his experiences.

Thinking of this, Lu's heart improved a lot, and he fell asleep again.

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